My heart was buried with you that day I was left numb Holding the weight of the emptiness That space were you were not That space where joy had left
I walked around on autopilot A faint outline of me Just visible on the surface With a burning, crippling pit inside
I was beyond the muddy puddle I was face down At the bottom of the murky river Cold Stuck Surrounded by darkness Slowly sinking into the mud With the weight of my tears Like a fallen tree holding me down I was not trying to get up Because I had no strength to No will power No heart If I never came back up I would only see you sooner And that Was the only comfort I could see
And then You spoke to me Clear as day And you used that serious voice Only used for serious things And you said And I will never forget You said “Don’t you dare. Don’t you dare. There are good things to come.” And like a bolt of lightening Shot into my chest I pushed my head out of the water With a breath of life And you offered me back the empty jar that was my heart
To Be Lost Sweetness of love takes over heartbeats And I feel myself in a real paradise Let us take you in arms to be lost in streets Let in this art be more clear and wise
What a state of trance what a celebration To be totally enthralled in ecstasy of love Help me to reinvigorate my spirit and passion What a heavenly gift from the sky above
Let us dance till we lose sight of everything Let be out of ourselves to be a part to depart Let us take rhythm from universe to but sing Let be ready to be burnt to be just too hot
You hurt me, I don't hold any grudge against you, I don't even despise you, I forgive you, But,if you expect me to renew what was between us again, I am not that foolish. 12/10/2019