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"petting" poems
I was treated like the VIP, A cat and a big fish, A hook and a big Six, whilst visiting madam bow-peeps rotisserie of ***** Always receptive, Wearing open silk working 9 to 5am. With a little overtime, hot funk never satisfies, She had the way-with-all to feign, delight; even interest, before negotiating the price, Two shekels, She was classy, kind of slick, she tickled my ears for nothing more than kindness, a small token in exchange for a smile. She popped on a tune, as she took off her dress. The petting started her two hands tugging with the zipper of my jeans. A woman's touch... Ha HA, the rich sultry kiss of ***** tight and tasty; ***** like a ripe tomato, Sugar fried and drunk. She opened her legs, her hair smelled like shampoo, She was on her belly, knees tucked up as I took in the fruit, deep holes filled with **** and shabby fingers, hollow spit and angry poison, head spinning to the groove, loud and high, The bed squeaked and a single light bulb dangled like a loose tooth, Ten minutes and two ******* love songs! Sick and spent up, I got dressed to leave, I said with a poke, "I couldn't get laid, Not even in a ***** house!" And now I'm back in the cold again, only dirtier.
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Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 4:50 PM UTC
The ********** inspired by William & Don G
*There is a place that I go that exists within my mind. And when I'm feeling troubled, I can leave this world behind. On wings of gossamer I'll sail in airships made of mist to sparkling shores of diamond dust the golden sun has kissed. There are unicorns with silver horns and friendly dragons too. There's griffins, fauns and centaurs why, it's heaven's petting zoo. The rain falls gently on my face from tears the angels shed. And blessings from The Father fall like leaves on every head. I'll swim in lakes of lavender and also float upon my back. to see a glittering rainbow there with no colors does it lack. There is no evil in this place no envy, pride or hate. For if I wish admission there, I check them at the gate. I'm kin to every heartbeat and a soul mate to each star. And I'm never lost or scared for He's never very far. And everyone is family there the humans and the beasts. There is no ********** There's no "greatest" and no "least". Someday, I'll find thy solitude and there I shall abide. And I'll join the souls that I have missed upon thy mystic tide.*
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Aug 2, 2017
Aug 2, 2017 at 10:13 AM UTC
Heaven
escapism the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, especially by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy. Hello I'm just a un pretty face in an ugly place I can pretend with the best of them I love to paint pictures that make no sense except inside my head. on canvas? they are just literally uncoordinated twitchiness a need to put colour back into a world of Black and White I like to write stories the antagonist being just someone who lost, the heroine fleeing from a simple world so complicated *it's hard to cast two beings that are so ill fated* and so the story goes That poetry saved me I can't tell it for truth It makes a difference I suppose But honestly? I wake at the crack of dawn I yell at the dog for barking I take a minute for myself Then wake the kids it's starting Getting ready for  another day is like petting a lion begging food as a stray I collect the mail sort the bills pretend that money is an option, not a price then sell myself to another for a day so nice Feed, clean, wash make sure no one is missed How was your day dear? Well, it's like this as they wander away to their own adventures and I'm left to my own devices eventually To paint a picture Write a book Or expel my life's pleasures into poetry and all I really hear is What do you mean, is that about me? Umm no, it's about me... And tomorrow I'll wake up to do it all again Hello I'm Helen
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 4:32 AM UTC
let me introduce myself
well... she didn't want me... because i didn't want to do **** with her... and because i cooked better than her; or as one homosexual said: **** *** isn't really the norm in homosexuality, most **** *** takes place between heterosexual couples; maybe i just don't feel like talking about curtains and napkins growing old in front of a television screen? i think it's called companionship, without the authority brigade to get alimony and other stipends for a degree designating milking-it... as might require a woman shackling a partner with a few witnesses, like priest, lawyer... psychiatrist; god they're scared... they don't even fear murdering you, and when they try to, they just bellow out: 'my brother is dead! my brother is dead!' no, he's alive, he should have been dead 8 years ago, but you miscalculated; they're just scared of something that doesn't resemble a cage, as every housewife might tell you: a duck in a cage kept for petting rather than sloth for quickened fattening and eating will make the one eating it loose the plot... the duck will just pretend to be stupid.
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Feb 9, 2016
Feb 9, 2016 at 3:36 PM UTC
bony ****
She loved the catnip Straight for the hip She was like an alley cat With a worn out welcome mat Her tail rang a chime And every tom stopped on her dime Petting was blunt For all the toms went for the hunt Affront of the beat Two cats in heat Nights played out in false hearts Howls were off the charts Brief was the moment Lost was the fulfillment Days sagged later A same old story, bye alligator Much to the chagrin Of the alley's spin When her baby was born She was forlorn Like a woman out of wedlock Dealing with tom's, full of croc My sister, I watched you fall My words to you hit a blank wall You played the game Without a flame Sadness as your son bleed Now years later he followed your lead Logan Robertson 8/09/2018
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 2:38 PM UTC
My Sister I Watched You Fall
Maybe there resides a phoenix in you... Yes YOU, You, who tried to cut the veins and paint your hands red, You, who finally decided to just give up on your life. Maybe inside you there rested a piece of hope, A hope that tells that Death brings peace, And giving up, solves all your humane problems.... Is it because of this hope or this phoenix, That we ordinary humans often end up destroying ourselves... Sometimes unknowingly, And sometimes knowingly...like you did. The truth has always been From destruction comes life... But you were never the phoenix you so much longed to be... You were in fact, just another container for petting it's soul. From your destruction, there'll never be a new life.... You've just ended up in planting the phoenix in our souls.
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Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 5:17 AM UTC
The Phoenix in YOU
This poem is green Would you buy this poem? This poem is do-it-yourself backyard garden green. This poem is save the world give peas a chance green; this poem is azure sky squeezing the golden sun all over the world green. Could you buy this poem? This poem is apples and oranges farmer’s artist market green. This poem has leaves as pillows and blankets as grass; this poem is a lil’ patch of green earth purchase me plot; this poem is 100% recyclable disposable, sustainable (after all it has gotten this far) You should buy this poem. This poem is green, its’ tyro-technics shooting out of asphalt cracks. This poem is a snot-nosed brat full of SASS (short attention span sentences) This poem is the hope of audacity. This poem is fumbling with bra straps and tongue-tied techniques, this poem isn’t old enough to know any better, it’s wet behind the ears green petting zoo pellets green willing to SCREAM green but not part of a gang green this poem is all alone with its words Buy this poem? This poem is green Its envious of solar panel studios with eyes on the price of a venti economy This poem is the green-eyed monster of product placement pick-o-the profit This poem WANTS to make consumer obedience the easy culprit. But really… This poem just wishes it could sing Won’t you buy this poem? This poem is green. This poem has no half-life, shelf life or night life. This poem exists solely in this moment of your imagination. This poem has milk carton desperation. This poem is begging for change. This poem was stolen from all of you. This poem is not for sale. Buy This Poem!
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Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 11:09 PM UTC
Buy This Poem
This poem is green Would you buy this poem? This poem is do-it-yourself backyard garden green. This poem is save the world give peas a chance green; this poem is azure sky squeezing the golden sun all over the world green. Could you buy this poem? This poem is apples and oranges farmer’s artist market green. This poem has leaves as pillows and blankets as grass; this poem is a lil’ patch of green earth purchase me plot; this poem is 100% recyclable disposable, sustainable (after all it has gotten this far) You should buy this poem. This poem is green, its’ tyro-technics shooting out of asphalt cracks. This poem is a snot-nosed brat full of SASS (short attention span sentences) This poem is the hope of audacity. This poem is fumbling with bra straps and tongue-tied techniques, this poem isn’t old enough to know any better, it’s wet behind the ears green petting zoo pellets green willing to SCREAM green but not part of a gang green this poem is all alone with its words Buy this poem? This poem is green Its envious of solar panel studios with eyes on the price of a venti economy This poem is the green-eyed monster of product placement pick-o-the profit This poem WANTS to make consumer obedience the easy culprit. But really… This poem just wishes it could sing Won’t you buy this poem? This poem is green. This poem has no half-life, shelf life or night life. This poem exists solely in this moment of your imagination. This poem has milk carton desperation. This poem is begging for change. This poem was stolen from all of you. This poem is not for sale. Buy This Poem!
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there is nothing quite like the first bite of a carrot grown in your own backyard or the second bite… or the third… the first bite is the ecstasy one would find in wholesomeness a shock, really of sweet paradise from winter wind upon your cheeks in solitude from petting a wild rabbit with its permission an unusual high a remarkable instant the second bite is deeper it is more familiar and significant like the hug you’d give your lover at the airport like baking cookies with your little cousins on Christmas Eve when your own spirit is crowned king or queen but with an equality like the trees in the forest rather than a superiority like the ***** in the castle the third, fourth, fifth (depending on how big your carrot is) are mere appreciation and wonder   of life of your life cherishing salubrity, company, solace and it seems when you’re done, you’re not hungry anymore and if you are, all you want is another carrot.
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Oct 23, 2012
Oct 23, 2012 at 9:01 PM UTC
organic
Since I have no other way And am in utmost need, Painter girl, I filch one of the eight lambs You have made plump with Green jackfruit leaves and Thin gruel with paddy bran. I will take it to the goat market And sell it in a jiffy. I assure you I will not sell it To any butcher- The lamb you made chubby With sweet sweet words And much much petting And nice lilting croons, Mixing and mixing Greens with browns. Don’t be sad, painter girl. I hear you come running Searching for your lamb and Cry out “O my dearest one Who went grazing in the green fields,” As the sun in your canvas Sets in the sea and The saffron blends with the dusk. And, see your tears mingle With the black that you wanted To adorn the brow of The naughtiest of them. Painter girl, It’s all because I have no other go And it’s of utmost need. I could have broken into the Two-storeyedhouse you sketched And stolen the ornaments in Secret lockers that even You are unaware of. Or, I could have Palmed the golden girdle Of the beautiful ***** princess Whose portrait you made, The one with a nose stud. Or, drugged her with my kisses And plundered the harem. Or else, I could have Entered the snake shrine Guarded by the dark serpents That you often drew And fled the country with The precious jewel. Or, I could have shot down The birds that you drew And sold them grilled. I could have axed down the Mahagony trees you nurtured And sold them as timber. I could have blinded your Kanhaiah And made him a beggar To become rich from the alms he earned. I could have enslavened his Gopis And handed them over To the red light streets. Painter girl, It’s not for anything of this sort. I take just one of your eight lambs. Sell it for a good price And fulfill my need. Now, perchance, If a new tenant comes to rent My brain where nothing resides And if they pay me a fat advance, Painter girl, Surely will I buy back your lamb. And tether it in your painting. Don’t you dare say then Don’t you say then That you have forgotten it. Don’t you say then You have exhausted your stock of Green jackfruit leaves. (Trans from Malayalam by Ra Sh)
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:04 AM UTC
Painter girl, You with the lambs
Since I have no other way And am in utmost need, Painter girl, I filch one of the eight lambs You have made plump with Green jackfruit leaves and Thin gruel with paddy bran. I will take it to the goat market And sell it in a jiffy. I assure you I will not sell it To any butcher- The lamb you made chubby With sweet sweet words And much much petting And nice lilting croons, Mixing and mixing Greens with browns. Don’t be sad, painter girl. I hear you come running Searching for your lamb and Cry out “O my dearest one Who went grazing in the green fields,” As the sun in your canvas Sets in the sea and The saffron blends with the dusk. And, see your tears mingle With the black that you wanted To adorn the brow of The naughtiest of them. Painter girl, It’s all because I have no other go And it’s of utmost need. I could have broken into the Two-storeyedhouse you sketched And stolen the ornaments in Secret lockers that even You are unaware of. Or, I could have Palmed the golden girdle Of the beautiful ***** princess Whose portrait you made, The one with a nose stud. Or, drugged her with my kisses And plundered the harem. Or else, I could have Entered the snake shrine Guarded by the dark serpents That you often drew And fled the country with The precious jewel. Or, I could have shot down The birds that you drew And sold them grilled. I could have axed down the Mahagony trees you nurtured And sold them as timber. I could have blinded your Kanhaiah And made him a beggar To become rich from the alms he earned. I could have enslavened his Gopis And handed them over To the red light streets. Painter girl, It’s not for anything of this sort. I take just one of your eight lambs. Sell it for a good price And fulfill my need. Now, perchance, If a new tenant comes to rent My brain where nothing resides And if they pay me a fat advance, Painter girl, Surely will I buy back your lamb. And tether it in your painting. Don’t you dare say then Don’t you say then That you have forgotten it. Don’t you say then You have exhausted your stock of Green jackfruit leaves. (Trans from Malayalam by Ra Sh)
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Somehow the gate's been opened To the urban zoo; And the rural petting farm Is something gone askew. The wildebeests and monkeys Are leading lambs and lemmings, They're trumpetting their call, I hear them through the concrete wall.
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Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 5:18 PM UTC
Trumpeting Their Call
Stunt **** He can be your lover lady, ima be your stunt **** He can be your boyfriend mommy, ima be your stunt **** He can be your husband **** ima be your stunt **** stunt **** fluid swap, yep when them ******* drop. Lights, camera, action ,I’m your stunt **** stunt **** Lights camera, action, I’m your stunt **** stunt **** Ima be your stunt **** girl and beat it up, yep ima beat it up, that man there can eat it up. We don’t need no scrip for this act or no monolog, you can adlib, improvise on my microphone. We can do the box spring boogie all night long, we can get ***** coz play like its Comic Con. Tag your girlfriend in, we can do a menajahtwa , pile drive that nannie, Macho Man Wrestle Mania. Petting that ***** Doctor Claw, go go gadget pennies, working your equation *** notation like a mad genius. If I nut prematurely , don’t you worry I got ****** it’s not superman, but stuntman with all the stamina, Ima beat it up like Van Dam at the Comitia ,finger, lick and kiss each other while I ********* It’s ocean spray ,whale watching like in Monterrey.
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Sep 15, 2015
Sep 15, 2015 at 7:51 PM UTC
Stunt ****
Ever had the feeling of being trapped in a glass box with the air slowly running out, with every breath? In sun, rain, snow and storm, the box gets dark or warm but what you can do always remains the same. Have you just simply wanted to walk away or break free? To travel the world taming Lion cubs and petting great white sharks? To wake up to a sunrise in a Dutch farm and watch it set over the Mediterranean sea? To teach children in Thailand or India? To salsa on the streets of Mexico or be blinded by the lights in Dubai? Have you ever wanted to be border-less? To not be punished for being born in a country where the sun is hot and people are poor? Have you ever just wanted to work, get a place, pay taxes, and not ignore the growling of your stomach so your 5 pound takeaway stretches over 3 days postponing the date to buy the next food stock? Have you ever wanted to check your bank account without having your fingers crossed, because even though you know the exact balance you hope by some miracle it will be more? Have you prayed for immigration to back the hell off leaving you to make a living without risking deportation? Have you ever got tired of playing by the rules when the Albanian Mafia and Walmart makes more money per hour than what you'd make in a lifetime, or two? With heart aches and emotional games, and attending Sunday mass becoming more of a cliché, with rejection and doors closed, at the cost of owning a brown passport, with your head spinning and back against the wall, have you wondered what life wants from you at all? To all the women being trafficked for *** and the children slaving away spinning Persian carpets, tonight it's too cold to snow outside my glass box. Inside, it's too sad to cry...
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Feb 22, 2013
Feb 22, 2013 at 8:16 PM UTC
When the going gets tough
Ever had the feeling of being trapped in a glass box with the air slowly running out, with every breath? In sun, rain, snow and storm, the box gets dark or warm but what you can do always remains the same. Have you just simply wanted to walk away or break free? To travel the world taming Lion cubs and petting great white sharks? To wake up to a sunrise in a Dutch farm and watch it set over the Mediterranean sea? To teach children in Thailand or India? To salsa on the streets of Mexico or be blinded by the lights in Dubai? Have you ever wanted to be border-less? To not be punished for being born in a country where the sun is hot and people are poor? Have you ever just wanted to work, get a place, pay taxes, and not ignore the growling of your stomach so your 5 pound takeaway stretches over 3 days postponing the date to buy the next food stock? Have you ever wanted to check your bank account without having your fingers crossed, because even though you know the exact balance you hope by some miracle it will be more? Have you prayed for immigration to back the hell off leaving you to make a living without risking deportation? Have you ever got tired of playing by the rules when the Albanian Mafia and Walmart makes more money per hour than what you'd make in a lifetime, or two? With heart aches and emotional games, and attending Sunday mass becoming more of a cliché, with rejection and doors closed, at the cost of owning a brown passport, with your head spinning and back against the wall, have you wondered what life wants from you at all? To all the women being trafficked for *** and the children slaving away spinning Persian carpets, tonight it's too cold to snow outside my glass box. Inside, it's too sad to cry...
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The needle-tip, a bee sting giving rise to a hive. A sickening delirium coursing mercurial under eyelids, tapeworms and tendrils weaving wildly: teeming, churning tides breaking over greedy teeth (a needy mouth flaying flesh ferociously, a fevered wolverine whipping through a petting zoo). Each agonizing second slowly sliding by, tacky molasses on cloth covering a table in an innocuous American home bruises on mother's face fade (eggplant to jaundice to the crimson of the setting sun dying behind the horizon line {chopped across a counter-top like a broken promise...}).   All the lives we compromise trying to cage a swarm.
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Jan 18, 2013
Jan 18, 2013 at 11:52 PM UTC
Relapse
Inside your little mouth, a crucifix and a hula hoop plant great capers on the short hash marks on your glossy pinkish lips. Like a boardgame I can't win all by myself or a song without a tune, like the melody that chases strangers, or any words that precede goodbye. The future is coming quickly now, serfs lining up to set fire to their nostrils, take the cue ball and whet their mass wicks for the apostles. Anecdotal anomaly that J-walk over crosswalks whose life then becomes an apostrophe. Morbid fixture on the substrate, creatures limitlessly nodding. A grape-sized egg fills its own unit and erupts to shape the outlet. Your verb-legs may appear demonstratively while you crowd surf, we should play the music louder while we practice all our dance work. Sunday morning we wake up stiffly, my jowl hurts from mouthing softwords, the nights' adventurous perversity of thwarting dinosaurs with Cobra Starship. Even the back room closet manager gave us enough bleach to see our eyelids, frothy nictitating flitters drop freshly severed lashes that inspire wishes and sultry playlists. Consecrated mien market of company meals. Underneath the cable cars the dye blunders sores in my eyes. Said I had to go, said I had to die. Said I had an itch but I couldn't get in front of all of this and unwind. Between all of the bees and buttered flies he made it hard for us all to survive, or service this state of our lives. I recall schoolyards where children paid to their dimes for us to see the spaces in the middle of lines, the circles on the circles we liked, stuck in bubble baths with crayon all on their hands. For the price of staying alive I deliver a bribe to sway eyes from the crimes of street dwelling inner-city sinners with stomach contents' upsetted by the rough ********* of heavy petting. She eats red licorice rope with with my fingers rubbing on her tongue. A pedagogy I use to teach, but pretty much no longer have a use.
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Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 12:28 AM UTC
Heavy Petting
Inside your little mouth, a crucifix and a hula hoop plant great capers on the short hash marks on your glossy pinkish lips. Like a boardgame I can't win all by myself or a song without a tune, like the melody that chases strangers, or any words that precede goodbye. The future is coming quickly now, serfs lining up to set fire to their nostrils, take the cue ball and whet their mass wicks for the apostles. Anecdotal anomaly that J-walk over crosswalks whose life then becomes an apostrophe. Morbid fixture on the substrate, creatures limitlessly nodding. A grape-sized egg fills its own unit and erupts to shape the outlet. Your verb-legs may appear demonstratively while you crowd surf, we should play the music louder while we practice all our dance work. Sunday morning we wake up stiffly, my jowl hurts from mouthing softwords, the nights' adventurous perversity of thwarting dinosaurs with Cobra Starship. Even the back room closet manager gave us enough bleach to see our eyelids, frothy nictitating flitters drop freshly severed lashes that inspire wishes and sultry playlists. Consecrated mien market of company meals. Underneath the cable cars the dye blunders sores in my eyes. Said I had to go, said I had to die. Said I had an itch but I couldn't get in front of all of this and unwind. Between all of the bees and buttered flies he made it hard for us all to survive, or service this state of our lives. I recall schoolyards where children paid to their dimes for us to see the spaces in the middle of lines, the circles on the circles we liked, stuck in bubble baths with crayon all on their hands. For the price of staying alive I deliver a bribe to sway eyes from the crimes of street dwelling inner-city sinners with stomach contents' upsetted by the rough ********* of heavy petting. She eats red licorice rope with with my fingers rubbing on her tongue. A pedagogy I use to teach, but pretty much no longer have a use.
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Am I the moon so soft, so understanding or the sun desperate to be seen? Night's gone too soon her memory never ending sharpened gun with head wounds unclean. The old platoon war like ****** petting pretending nun a commander's dean ... who lights her room with heat in no way lending want to run this new light is mean. There is no moon lost without understanding her song is done it's pages unseen. Kerry Ann Herrmann
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Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 1:44 AM UTC
American Anthem
The clock ticks, a persistent sound So timely, predictable, comforting Straight like a board, simplicity is complexity The small hand is their conductor Pup-petting their very motion The walls creak the sound of despair Longing to be relieved from their shackles Hollowing out their insides, Revealing their holes Concrete, stucco, asphalt Solidifies their existence The board mocks their silent screams An empty canvas to be scribbled upon Steered by the gestures of its very strokes Tainted by the smell of the ink’s sweet high A reflection of their inner thoughts
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Oct 8, 2012
Oct 8, 2012 at 1:55 AM UTC
Empty Classroom
Sugar and spice And everything nice A delicate blush, a secret crush Rings, white wings and other fine things Ribbons and laces, tender embraces Elegant grace and a sweet pretty face Cheeks of pink, colorful drinks Holding hands and fluttering fans Smiles sweet, small and petite Soft, luscious hair and a whispered prayer Ballroom dancing, timid glancing Liqueur and **** Jealousy, greed In dark rooms, kneeling and wasted Under the sheets, squealing, getting tasted Smeared lipstick, hair mussed, no longer slick Bleary red lips, curvy hips Tattoos and lingerie see-through Heavy petting, getting drunk and forgetting Ripped tights, endless nights Coke and hazy smoke Expensive drugs and sweaty hugs Twisted lies, glazed eyes, Strong musky perfumes, dark rooms Sketchy guys, spread thighs Broken trust, humid lust Mindless fornication, empty stimulation, With bated respiration, nothing but degradation Vodka-cherry shots and hazy thoughts Dancing, grinding, lights all blinding Backstabbing, hands jabbing Dark magic, endings tragic Secrets revealed, wounds opened or healed
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Mar 3, 2013
Mar 3, 2013 at 2:22 AM UTC
Girls
I am tired of being an empty shell that you find beautiful & eccentric. I am tired of being a trope made by authors and directors. I am like war and peace and not like a tissue paper you made me out to be. I am tired of being your favourite shade of red. I am tired of being a brush stroke, when I am the entire painting. I am tired of being pinned to a pedestal. I am tired of my existence and my name being relative. I am tired of being a zany sidekick to the male protagonist in the movie that is my life. I am tired of you thinking that I need help stilling the edges of my narrative, who longs for a tether or a buoy to keep her from flying off or sinking down. I am tired of being told – unconventional, different and other such synonyms by boys, that I am not like other girls as if they are a disease and I am magic. I am tired to be known as someone with wacky quirks and idiosyncrasies. I am tired of being Alaska Young. I am tired of being Sam from The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I am tired of being Tiffany from The Silver Linings Playbook. I am tired of being tagged as Sam from Garden State. Or even Marla Singer from Fight Club. Or even an Amelie or Penny from Almost Famous. And every Zooey Deschanel character. I am a Clementine. I’m a Sylvia Plath. I’m a Dorothy Parker. A Maya and a Margaret. You see, I am well versed in death and in silence. I have my interests and I am like all of the above. But I am “like” them. I am not them. I am me. I am scared now. Scared of boys claiming to be wrapped in barbed wire but is really a caged petting animal in the zoo. I am tired of boys who thinks romance is a Hemingway novel. But, most importantly I am tired. Tired of men not falling in love with me but instead falling in love with the idea of me. Nomoreokaythankyouplease.
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Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 3:22 AM UTC
manic pixie dream girl
I am tired of being an empty shell that you find beautiful & eccentric. I am tired of being a trope made by authors and directors. I am like war and peace and not like a tissue paper you made me out to be. I am tired of being your favourite shade of red. I am tired of being a brush stroke, when I am the entire painting. I am tired of being pinned to a pedestal. I am tired of my existence and my name being relative. I am tired of being a zany sidekick to the male protagonist in the movie that is my life. I am tired of you thinking that I need help stilling the edges of my narrative, who longs for a tether or a buoy to keep her from flying off or sinking down. I am tired of being told – unconventional, different and other such synonyms by boys, that I am not like other girls as if they are a disease and I am magic. I am tired to be known as someone with wacky quirks and idiosyncrasies. I am tired of being Alaska Young. I am tired of being Sam from The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I am tired of being Tiffany from The Silver Linings Playbook. I am tired of being tagged as Sam from Garden State. Or even Marla Singer from Fight Club. Or even an Amelie or Penny from Almost Famous. And every Zooey Deschanel character. I am a Clementine. I’m a Sylvia Plath. I’m a Dorothy Parker. A Maya and a Margaret. You see, I am well versed in death and in silence. I have my interests and I am like all of the above. But I am “like” them. I am not them. I am me. I am scared now. Scared of boys claiming to be wrapped in barbed wire but is really a caged petting animal in the zoo. I am tired of boys who thinks romance is a Hemingway novel. But, most importantly I am tired. Tired of men not falling in love with me but instead falling in love with the idea of me. Nomoreokaythankyouplease.
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. tiky torches, and not football hooligan red flares?! i want gnashing teeth.... the red worm... i want the crude.... waiting feud! you, don't, make, dictum, in, this, part, of, the world! nein!    you, can, have, your women! but, not, the, ego, of males! **** you, and your colonialist past rewrite! **** you... dr. dre, ****** so no, what becomes musicological click-bait?!      ****** ****** yo **   ******* term gets... owned?!        like *vomito ***** making reference to the black plague?!    you do your ****** bit, i do mine... and we meet in the middle... and then... we crash and burn...    for whatever it's worth... now catch me petting rottweilers... heavy headed craniums...    ready to bullwhip a gnash of a raiding bullish cranium head-butt...   just, gagging, to perform, the jaw-swapping gnash! sure... big, bogus, jaw dropping crude... of a count of teeth...    but...     i'm itching... itching to fasten onto a feast     of a fist; not in eastern europe, ******     you come here... you play by our rules... the whole               anti-rap... the whole        hip hop scene of Warsaw...    no, not really... i'm not exactly part of either, "scene"... god...   i haven't even allowed myself to use edgy words...     girl worth a ***** but to succumb to motherhood? i'm a heavy drinker, i'm not exactly the moralizer; wrap up, clean the shit-show... and forget i even managed to circumstance a narrative.
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 10:48 PM UTC
the red worm
. tiky torches, and not football hooligan red flares?! i want gnashing teeth.... the red worm... i want the crude.... waiting feud! you, don't, make, dictum, in, this, part, of, the world! nein!    you, can, have, your women! but, not, the, ego, of males! **** you, and your colonialist past rewrite! **** you... dr. dre, ****** so no, what becomes musicological click-bait?!      ****** ****** yo **   ******* term gets... owned?!        like *vomito ***** making reference to the black plague?!    you do your ****** bit, i do mine... and we meet in the middle... and then... we crash and burn...    for whatever it's worth... now catch me petting rottweilers... heavy headed craniums...    ready to bullwhip a gnash of a raiding bullish cranium head-butt...   just, gagging, to perform, the jaw-swapping gnash! sure... big, bogus, jaw dropping crude... of a count of teeth...    but...     i'm itching... itching to fasten onto a feast     of a fist; not in eastern europe, ******     you come here... you play by our rules... the whole               anti-rap... the whole        hip hop scene of Warsaw...    no, not really... i'm not exactly part of either, "scene"... god...   i haven't even allowed myself to use edgy words...     girl worth a ***** but to succumb to motherhood? i'm a heavy drinker, i'm not exactly the moralizer; wrap up, clean the shit-show... and forget i even managed to circumstance a narrative.
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How are things going? I desperately want to ask But now I remember how I called you that night crying and desperate “Sorry dear, I have bigger priorities,” you mumbled nonchalantly in a tone that cut I guess what was important to you was your short silver dress which you had to keep tugging at And your layers of mascara which smeared in the heat and the sweat Maybe you didn't feel like being responsible or putting up a fight Didn't feel like talking in the pulsating strobe lights Where you drank and danced and smoked, Your hands around the masculine men with whom you hooked I wonder if you still would have hung up if you knew I was crying for you. And one year later you still haven’t changed You’re out of school and awfully deranged Lying at the side of the road in a drunken stupor, Stinking of smoke and giggling hoarse Your dress riding up mid-thigh and your heels strewn across the street Ordering McDonald’s, planting fries in your friend’s garden throwing fits Sitting in trolleys in supermarkets at 3 am in the morning screaming at the top of your lungs and I Miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you. If I ever saw you again I’d bury my face in your long raven hair and whisper how much you meant to me, once. I’d stroke your whiter than white skin, touched and kissed by fifty other men Bruised by the very people you call your friends And I’d cry in your chest and tell you to come back If all you’d do is swig down a bottle of beer And not look my way, but cackle cruelly wailing dear I would die more than a little inside You stopped caring about anything that was supposed to matter, Like being better than everyone and writing beautiful badass essays about saving the sharks (And understanding everything I never understood about myself and laughing at the things I used to say and pinning my name with stars on your charts) You forgot your dreams of wanting to travel and petting kangaroos, carving out something of yourself so they’d remember you for your passion and loneliness is the only place at which you’re stationed. Now all you’re doing is living monotonously, “the *** life” you call it, your dreams all burnt up in the intoxication of the hookah you pretend to love and dissolved in the alcohol you swallow now pulsing through your veins. Come back.
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May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 8:31 AM UTC
How have you been?
How are things going? I desperately want to ask But now I remember how I called you that night crying and desperate “Sorry dear, I have bigger priorities,” you mumbled nonchalantly in a tone that cut I guess what was important to you was your short silver dress which you had to keep tugging at And your layers of mascara which smeared in the heat and the sweat Maybe you didn't feel like being responsible or putting up a fight Didn't feel like talking in the pulsating strobe lights Where you drank and danced and smoked, Your hands around the masculine men with whom you hooked I wonder if you still would have hung up if you knew I was crying for you. And one year later you still haven’t changed You’re out of school and awfully deranged Lying at the side of the road in a drunken stupor, Stinking of smoke and giggling hoarse Your dress riding up mid-thigh and your heels strewn across the street Ordering McDonald’s, planting fries in your friend’s garden throwing fits Sitting in trolleys in supermarkets at 3 am in the morning screaming at the top of your lungs and I Miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you. If I ever saw you again I’d bury my face in your long raven hair and whisper how much you meant to me, once. I’d stroke your whiter than white skin, touched and kissed by fifty other men Bruised by the very people you call your friends And I’d cry in your chest and tell you to come back If all you’d do is swig down a bottle of beer And not look my way, but cackle cruelly wailing dear I would die more than a little inside You stopped caring about anything that was supposed to matter, Like being better than everyone and writing beautiful badass essays about saving the sharks (And understanding everything I never understood about myself and laughing at the things I used to say and pinning my name with stars on your charts) You forgot your dreams of wanting to travel and petting kangaroos, carving out something of yourself so they’d remember you for your passion and loneliness is the only place at which you’re stationed. Now all you’re doing is living monotonously, “the *** life” you call it, your dreams all burnt up in the intoxication of the hookah you pretend to love and dissolved in the alcohol you swallow now pulsing through your veins. Come back.
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it usually leaps like a swordfish out of the ocean and I’m able to harpoon it, but as of lately, I’m stuck with pond **** and the tuna on my bad breath. it’s nowhere to be found; not in the parks, the libraries, the liquor stores nor the circuit clerk’s office, I tried fishing it out of the swaps of spitfire and melancholy but found nothing I tried to ****** it with an excessive amount of trouble and ******** but found nothing I tried scooping the guts out of myself like a hollowed out pumpkin and splattered it with a wet slap against an old newspaper but found nothing there’s nothing here; no spark, no imagination, no ingenuity what I’m I suppose to do? as I sit here petting the black velvet fur of my dog, my toes won’t stop curling, my nails are bitten down to the nub and the stink of aging soars past like eagles on fire I have nothing to write about: no unpopular opinion no peculiar viewpoint no bludgeoning over the banality of extinction the only logical thing to do is head out to see some local band at a Chicago bar and see where the alcohol takes me I need the ammunition I need the fuel I need to make something happen the hard days of labor have diminished me through attrition and lack of euphemism but for right now, no matter how saturated I am of feeling and thought… whether I’m drunk on sleep, salacious on vulgarity, grieving with quills, vacant of ***** dreaming of gout, reading Géza Csáth, listening to Sass Dragons, burrowing under empty houses or fixing the plumbing for the woman down the hall. I still can’t coax the word out.
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Feb 13, 2025
Feb 13, 2025 at 10:45 AM UTC
no inspiration
it usually leaps like a swordfish out of the ocean and I’m able to harpoon it, but as of lately, I’m stuck with pond **** and the tuna on my bad breath. it’s nowhere to be found; not in the parks, the libraries, the liquor stores nor the circuit clerk’s office, I tried fishing it out of the swaps of spitfire and melancholy but found nothing I tried to ****** it with an excessive amount of trouble and ******** but found nothing I tried scooping the guts out of myself like a hollowed out pumpkin and splattered it with a wet slap against an old newspaper but found nothing there’s nothing here; no spark, no imagination, no ingenuity what I’m I suppose to do? as I sit here petting the black velvet fur of my dog, my toes won’t stop curling, my nails are bitten down to the nub and the stink of aging soars past like eagles on fire I have nothing to write about: no unpopular opinion no peculiar viewpoint no bludgeoning over the banality of extinction the only logical thing to do is head out to see some local band at a Chicago bar and see where the alcohol takes me I need the ammunition I need the fuel I need to make something happen the hard days of labor have diminished me through attrition and lack of euphemism but for right now, no matter how saturated I am of feeling and thought… whether I’m drunk on sleep, salacious on vulgarity, grieving with quills, vacant of ***** dreaming of gout, reading Géza Csáth, listening to Sass Dragons, burrowing under empty houses or fixing the plumbing for the woman down the hall. I still can’t coax the word out.
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oh **** off... migrant crisis my *** what with Ukraine happening? East European... how about western women? Manchester mothers? no?   oh well....               watch my face... do i ******* look like i, might, care?! no... no?! well...        thank you... because?                       i don't! i'm thinking: let them **** your harlots... you managed to call my ethnicity, vermin.... RATS....                whatever ally you had... gone... next time you ask, ask a Pakistani to deal with your women... i'll be most obliged... to tell you:                **** OFF! no... you told me once, you do not assert the stature of telling me twice...                  i don't care whether it is or whether it isn't your island... you violated, or at least your citizen, the rules of p4rivate property... no... nein nein nein!          for once i'll turn the volume to a Reading Park volume: **** you!   and your ambitions of a mastering of the races... claiming quasi Boar fixture; ******* capitalists...       with their made in china of what used to be the manufacturing jobs... arbeit macht frei...                            arbeit macht frei...               arbeit ist frei... mein, mein, herr...                                  made in china.. my *** my *** was made in china... your argument for liberty?    hardly comprised in Monaco. yes, those Eastern European women...    pretty much as those ***** whip Western European men... the sort of men: shy of death...               one you almost wish to **** with a bludgeon that might leave fingerprints;                   lesson no. 1... you come after Eastern European women... lesson no. 2: there are no Western European "men" to come after...    sure... *******      little men...                something between petting an in between petting a panda and a koala; totally castrato, just the way Western Women like their men to be... obedient...                        pussy-whipped... leashed. mind you... what are the thoughts of an Eastern European man concerning Western women? and, why, would, i, heaven, and, hell, on, earth, ever, want, to, **** this, exercise, in, making, equivalent, raising, a, ******* brat?! i don't want these women, no more than the women want me... apparently Pakistanis are in higher demand.
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Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 8:40 PM UTC
made in china
oh **** off... migrant crisis my *** what with Ukraine happening? East European... how about western women? Manchester mothers? no?   oh well....               watch my face... do i ******* look like i, might, care?! no... no?! well...        thank you... because?                       i don't! i'm thinking: let them **** your harlots... you managed to call my ethnicity, vermin.... RATS....                whatever ally you had... gone... next time you ask, ask a Pakistani to deal with your women... i'll be most obliged... to tell you:                **** OFF! no... you told me once, you do not assert the stature of telling me twice...                  i don't care whether it is or whether it isn't your island... you violated, or at least your citizen, the rules of p4rivate property... no... nein nein nein!          for once i'll turn the volume to a Reading Park volume: **** you!   and your ambitions of a mastering of the races... claiming quasi Boar fixture; ******* capitalists...       with their made in china of what used to be the manufacturing jobs... arbeit macht frei...                            arbeit macht frei...               arbeit ist frei... mein, mein, herr...                                  made in china.. my *** my *** was made in china... your argument for liberty?    hardly comprised in Monaco. yes, those Eastern European women...    pretty much as those ***** whip Western European men... the sort of men: shy of death...               one you almost wish to **** with a bludgeon that might leave fingerprints;                   lesson no. 1... you come after Eastern European women... lesson no. 2: there are no Western European "men" to come after...    sure... *******      little men...                something between petting an in between petting a panda and a koala; totally castrato, just the way Western Women like their men to be... obedient...                        pussy-whipped... leashed. mind you... what are the thoughts of an Eastern European man concerning Western women? and, why, would, i, heaven, and, hell, on, earth, ever, want, to, **** this, exercise, in, making, equivalent, raising, a, ******* brat?! i don't want these women, no more than the women want me... apparently Pakistanis are in higher demand.
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