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"malfunctions" poems
I hear your name everywhere Your whispers in the buzzing of the bees Your exasperated sighs in the beeping of the cars Your ecstatic storytelling in the humdrum of random noises I see you in every hue Your calm demeanor in shades of blue Your road rage in shades of red Your cheeky laugh in shades of yellow I taste you in every way Your kiss in this smooth black chocolate The warmth of your hand in this bowl of soup Your icy stare in gulping this cold water I smell you in every scent Your warm hug in this cup of coffee Your compassion in this bouquet of Stargazers Your glistening eyes in this cigarette Doctors, please help me I have the rarest case of synesthesia When it comes to you, My brain malfunctions My senses, once numb, feel everything All at once In the most passionate and In the most heightened sense To feel you in everything. To experience you in every way. My eyes only see you My nose only smells you My tongue only craves you My ears only hear you My brain only perceives you My synesthesia Is only in the form of you.
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 9:38 AM UTC
Synesthesia
I am circumcised, therefore, I enunciate... circumcised: to purify spiritually On the eighth day, from my nativity, circumcised, as is the custom of my wandering tribe. marked thusly, perma-identity carded, thusly begins the path, a pink-bricked road this one, not to the Mighty Oz, no phony curtain pulled aside, where anyone goes to get spiritual purification for a price Ah, you suspected something else, something explicit, not me~style, give you honey, road provisions, come along for the observing his clickety clackty clock Ready? For where we venture there is only one exit, And you are so not ready - I am who I am and I am not ready too... every line an enunciation, every stanza an annunciation, Angel Gabriel, a solo duo, unlike Beyoncé and Jesus we be on our way to any kind of purity, poetry can buy who knows what awaits us, could be catholic, universal, even the uncircumcised get a chance to enunciate. let me offer a clarification. proclamations and sensations, conditions and exploitations, brown eyed girls, and surfer boys, functions and malfunctions too, abbreviations or adjudications, conjugations in the congregation, exhumation, the final excommunication, I shun none, I enunciate this: false starts and junction boxes, too many so so tired, when can I lay down my shovel and cease the decreasing deceasing of the body this day nears complete, and soon to eat the last meal, and still I ask when can I lay down my shovel, when will purity be mine, my spirit's circumstances repeat the commercial, I am circumcised, therefore, I enunciate... forgive my abstrusion, my metaphors always offer perfect laxity, choose the interpretation that pleases most and my drift is toward the end of days, when will my brow be a motif of anointment and crowning head birth? This is my Enunciation. I cannot yet lay down the shovel, and this writ is as of yet, still uncircumcised - completely incomplete, it will be finished when the spirit says you are the purity, the trinity of two hands holding two others holding two others holding two others and the chain is perfect because it is broken perfectly, a forever repetitive respective handle with care process Forgive my visionary words that give little clarity, so summary due you, This is my Pronoun citation I am I am circumcised, therefore, I enunciate on my way to the purity of spirit.
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Jan 30, 2014
Jan 30, 2014 at 9:19 PM UTC
I am circumcised, therefore, I enunciate...
I am circumcised, therefore, I enunciate... circumcised: to purify spiritually On the eighth day, from my nativity, circumcised, as is the custom of my wandering tribe. marked thusly, perma-identity carded, thusly begins the path, a pink-bricked road this one, not to the Mighty Oz, no phony curtain pulled aside, where anyone goes to get spiritual purification for a price Ah, you suspected something else, something explicit, not me~style, give you honey, road provisions, come along for the observing his clickety clackty clock Ready? For where we venture there is only one exit, And you are so not ready - I am who I am and I am not ready too... every line an enunciation, every stanza an annunciation, Angel Gabriel, a solo duo, unlike Beyoncé and Jesus we be on our way to any kind of purity, poetry can buy who knows what awaits us, could be catholic, universal, even the uncircumcised get a chance to enunciate. let me offer a clarification. proclamations and sensations, conditions and exploitations, brown eyed girls, and surfer boys, functions and malfunctions too, abbreviations or adjudications, conjugations in the congregation, exhumation, the final excommunication, I shun none, I enunciate this: false starts and junction boxes, too many so so tired, when can I lay down my shovel and cease the decreasing deceasing of the body this day nears complete, and soon to eat the last meal, and still I ask when can I lay down my shovel, when will purity be mine, my spirit's circumstances repeat the commercial, I am circumcised, therefore, I enunciate... forgive my abstrusion, my metaphors always offer perfect laxity, choose the interpretation that pleases most and my drift is toward the end of days, when will my brow be a motif of anointment and crowning head birth? This is my Enunciation. I cannot yet lay down the shovel, and this writ is as of yet, still uncircumcised - completely incomplete, it will be finished when the spirit says you are the purity, the trinity of two hands holding two others holding two others holding two others and the chain is perfect because it is broken perfectly, a forever repetitive respective handle with care process Forgive my visionary words that give little clarity, so summary due you, This is my Pronoun citation I am I am circumcised, therefore, I enunciate on my way to the purity of spirit.
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That night you told me we were the same kind of crazy. I take a peek at you through my Wells goggles. I've had a sip too much of my grapefruit ***** and we are the only two people in the bar. I'm light as a feather and with gin nipping at our noses, we let Jack Frost drive the car that night. That's the thing though, sober or not it's all the same game. The wells is just gasoline to ignite our volatile roulette. Drink number two still as pink but this time I'm ******* faster. I'm trying to imagine that the lime at the bottom taste like your lips and I am inching towards your soul. That night you told me we were the same kind of crazy. Chemical malfunctions in our past, led us to that moment. Infinite understanding of misunderstanding. I'm light as a feather and I let you drive home, but I never asked if I could stay. I cannot do simple math to save myself from blushing. As people start trickling in I count my breath and catch the eye of a familiar stranger. He was wearing the most arousing scarf. I wish that was your scarf. With Jack Frost waiting in the car and grapefruit in my veins I count the steps synchronising the strides with my heartbeat. **** it's cold. Please let me hold your hand. Pack the bowl, pack the **** pack the one-y Isn't it funny that rhymes with honey. Glossy eyes and records. Your White as fresh snow sheets. I digress. Why do you always make me leave? I could just lie with you, I'd just like to listen to you. We talk, but vaguely. I wish you'd open up to me. I'm sorry. Comfort keeps us swollen, but what we have is frail. Maybe I don't love you, but I don't feel cold to you either. Give me something to think about when you aren't around. You're my friend. Platonic, no depth, just silence. My vocal absence attempts to create space for your stories. What are you about? How did you get here? What happened to make you untrusting of my company? These are these things you think I cannot see. Somewhere in our cloud of smoke is the door to your heart. I don't want it to be mine, I just want it to tell me stories.
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Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 4:30 AM UTC
Frost, Liquor, **** Repeat
That night you told me we were the same kind of crazy. I take a peek at you through my Wells goggles. I've had a sip too much of my grapefruit ***** and we are the only two people in the bar. I'm light as a feather and with gin nipping at our noses, we let Jack Frost drive the car that night. That's the thing though, sober or not it's all the same game. The wells is just gasoline to ignite our volatile roulette. Drink number two still as pink but this time I'm ******* faster. I'm trying to imagine that the lime at the bottom taste like your lips and I am inching towards your soul. That night you told me we were the same kind of crazy. Chemical malfunctions in our past, led us to that moment. Infinite understanding of misunderstanding. I'm light as a feather and I let you drive home, but I never asked if I could stay. I cannot do simple math to save myself from blushing. As people start trickling in I count my breath and catch the eye of a familiar stranger. He was wearing the most arousing scarf. I wish that was your scarf. With Jack Frost waiting in the car and grapefruit in my veins I count the steps synchronising the strides with my heartbeat. **** it's cold. Please let me hold your hand. Pack the bowl, pack the **** pack the one-y Isn't it funny that rhymes with honey. Glossy eyes and records. Your White as fresh snow sheets. I digress. Why do you always make me leave? I could just lie with you, I'd just like to listen to you. We talk, but vaguely. I wish you'd open up to me. I'm sorry. Comfort keeps us swollen, but what we have is frail. Maybe I don't love you, but I don't feel cold to you either. Give me something to think about when you aren't around. You're my friend. Platonic, no depth, just silence. My vocal absence attempts to create space for your stories. What are you about? How did you get here? What happened to make you untrusting of my company? These are these things you think I cannot see. Somewhere in our cloud of smoke is the door to your heart. I don't want it to be mine, I just want it to tell me stories.
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every single time you smile at me something in my head malfunctions
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Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 5:33 PM UTC
a love note
When the seed of enmity is sown… Shocked mind dawdles Anger takes its seat Startled brain malfunctions Germ of jealousy sets in Pained heart cries Hatred straps relations Interest fades away Vengeance creeps in Zeal dies away Cunningness takes its position Curiosity passes off Disillusionment walks in Passion loses identity Rivalry spoils relation Keenness to knowledge dwindles Harsh words have no wisdom Actions become meaningless Despair leads to madness… When the seed of love is scattered … Words gain wisdom Compassion binds the relation Spirit of pride looks up Actions have aim Friendship and brotherhood grows Zeal and passion intensify Progeny adds value to life Parentage gets importance. Everything around looks colorful Life becomes meaningful… So its for you and me to decide Which seed to be chosen …. Seed of enmity or love To make life worthy to live … **************************
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May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 2:55 PM UTC
The Two Seeds- Lakshmy.N
In the midst of nothingness Searching through darkness Embracing loneliness Comprehending vagueness Befriending uncertainties Playing with vulnerabilities Absorbing obscurities Appreciating difficulties Drudging malfunctions Living with illusions Addicted to intrusions Slave of temptations Colors of dark grey and black fill the world in which I live No other feeling could possibly be worse than this Where once was a room filled with laughter & Cheer Now stands loneliness, emptiness and despair. Memories of you seem to creep around the corners of my mind Endless haunting images of your face that won't decline An overwhelming of emotion that my body can't contain Fills my soul with unbearable grief, sorrow, and pain Oh, How I long to hold you in my arms just once more And tell you that things will be again, as they were before But, as reality sinks in, I know that will never be For the choices that I've made in my life have sealed our destiny No one could ever fathom how wretchedly my heart aches And how I greatly regret that you've had to pay for my mistakes If I could go back in time, and change only one wrong that I've done I'd go back to the Hour, to the second, on the day I lost you.
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 1:44 AM UTC
Rewind
Love is like, A man born without arms, He lives his life accepting his disability, But Constantly jealous of those with arms. he sees people with arms of every variety; skinny, tattooed, bruised or muscled, and even some like him. Everyday he watches people use and missuse their arms, Yet Barely appreciating the mere existence of their own arms. One day, he hears about a new procedure that could give him fully functioning prosthetic arms. He is hesitant about the cost and risk, but decides he must try. A week later after a successful surgery, The bandages finally fly free, and so do his arms. He flexes and bends them every way possible, testing the boundaries of what feels like a new world to him. There is an endless beauty in their function. He feels a joyous wonder, to experience the touch and precision of his sweetly sensitive fingertips caressing the surface of anything in their reach. For the first time, he finally knows what true freedom feels like.   Months pass as he becomes familiar with a new world under his fingertips. But as time goes on he begins to notice occasional malfunctions in his daily tasks. He thinks hes losing touch with the connections used to communicate with the main circuits, But doesn't think it could get worse. As Weeks pass more connections falter between him and his once perfect partner. The day starts like any other winter morning, an icy cold, cloudy drizzle. He's driving the windy back roads to work, rounding a sharp bend in the road, when he suddenly feels a spasm ripple through his arms ripping his hand from the wheel and all control. His car veers off the roadside cliff leaving gravity to doom him to an icy river below. The car careens through the droplets of rain in the air. His world slows down as the car begins to plummet downward, only seconds before impact. The freezing icy rain and air rip through the broken windshield, but nothing feels colder than the betrayal of the arms he once held so dear. And in that moment, he wishes that he'd never had arms at all.
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Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 4:17 AM UTC
The Man Without Arms
Love is like, A man born without arms, He lives his life accepting his disability, But Constantly jealous of those with arms. he sees people with arms of every variety; skinny, tattooed, bruised or muscled, and even some like him. Everyday he watches people use and missuse their arms, Yet Barely appreciating the mere existence of their own arms. One day, he hears about a new procedure that could give him fully functioning prosthetic arms. He is hesitant about the cost and risk, but decides he must try. A week later after a successful surgery, The bandages finally fly free, and so do his arms. He flexes and bends them every way possible, testing the boundaries of what feels like a new world to him. There is an endless beauty in their function. He feels a joyous wonder, to experience the touch and precision of his sweetly sensitive fingertips caressing the surface of anything in their reach. For the first time, he finally knows what true freedom feels like.   Months pass as he becomes familiar with a new world under his fingertips. But as time goes on he begins to notice occasional malfunctions in his daily tasks. He thinks hes losing touch with the connections used to communicate with the main circuits, But doesn't think it could get worse. As Weeks pass more connections falter between him and his once perfect partner. The day starts like any other winter morning, an icy cold, cloudy drizzle. He's driving the windy back roads to work, rounding a sharp bend in the road, when he suddenly feels a spasm ripple through his arms ripping his hand from the wheel and all control. His car veers off the roadside cliff leaving gravity to doom him to an icy river below. The car careens through the droplets of rain in the air. His world slows down as the car begins to plummet downward, only seconds before impact. The freezing icy rain and air rip through the broken windshield, but nothing feels colder than the betrayal of the arms he once held so dear. And in that moment, he wishes that he'd never had arms at all.
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It's hard out here for an automaton the sun is hot on my metal Over heats my copper wire Causes all manner of motor malfunctions System failures In cold winter days the residual wetness I step in shorts my circuits and shocks my partners I am fond of small coffee shop nooks with outlets. I don't need to travel too far to recharge And since I'm so shiny often briefcases and lipstick come around sit their lattes on my discarded instruction manual pages To offer me oil I will let them insert the Nettie *** shaped disk where they choose it's rough being a clock work boy I set myself to operate at three hours before is necessary in case I'm distracted by some new upgrade or need to document another error message. they never write me back, bronze looks good on thigh plates I had this woman notice my key today protruding from my back the translucent panel showing into all my cogs and gears she said she wanted to turn it back, so she could see my program run it from the beginning again. I warned her, turning the key would only turn back me. I would rather let the program run on it's natural course, sure, I'll get closer to the end, but I'm a curious construct haven't seen the end of my functionality yet woman keep coming up and asking me to turn back the key and I am weak, but don't worry I said if I run out of energy, you can always turn the key back. I'll play it all over and you can remember. She didn't like the idea of doing the same thing over either she turned the key, waited for it to run out, left me on the doorstep for some other person to turn back on. it's hard out here for an automaton. the sun is hot on my metal over heating my copper wiring causing all manner of motor malfunctions and system failures.
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Nov 29, 2016
Nov 29, 2016 at 3:36 PM UTC
Clock work boy
It's hard out here for an automaton the sun is hot on my metal Over heats my copper wire Causes all manner of motor malfunctions System failures In cold winter days the residual wetness I step in shorts my circuits and shocks my partners I am fond of small coffee shop nooks with outlets. I don't need to travel too far to recharge And since I'm so shiny often briefcases and lipstick come around sit their lattes on my discarded instruction manual pages To offer me oil I will let them insert the Nettie *** shaped disk where they choose it's rough being a clock work boy I set myself to operate at three hours before is necessary in case I'm distracted by some new upgrade or need to document another error message. they never write me back, bronze looks good on thigh plates I had this woman notice my key today protruding from my back the translucent panel showing into all my cogs and gears she said she wanted to turn it back, so she could see my program run it from the beginning again. I warned her, turning the key would only turn back me. I would rather let the program run on it's natural course, sure, I'll get closer to the end, but I'm a curious construct haven't seen the end of my functionality yet woman keep coming up and asking me to turn back the key and I am weak, but don't worry I said if I run out of energy, you can always turn the key back. I'll play it all over and you can remember. She didn't like the idea of doing the same thing over either she turned the key, waited for it to run out, left me on the doorstep for some other person to turn back on. it's hard out here for an automaton. the sun is hot on my metal over heating my copper wiring causing all manner of motor malfunctions and system failures.
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Figure out the password. The only way you could do that, is if you were the mystery machine itself. It stands alone, by itself, clustered with other machines. The mystery machine is an investigator, figuring out what other machines are up to. Their own password. Then a human comes. Trying to figure out the mysteries of, Mystery Machine. Why does he cry, when its not allowed to have emotions, why does it fall in love, with whom does it trip with. Why does it have malfunctions, but auto repairs anytime, he comes to find out the mysteries. He has a handbook. He twisted, and turned the **** gave the ***** a little jiggle, Opened the head and climbed inside. Everyday people would walk by the mystery machine, and try to look inside of it. But all they could see was a child locked up inside, sleeping for comfort, living inside a mystery.
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Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 8:03 AM UTC
Mystery Machine.
Sleep didn't quite find it's way to me last night I felt crushed by nothing but a great deal of pain Aching all over my body from my head to my toes Beginning to feel like I'm going mentally insane. No way to escape these hurt feelings so I'm being told No cures, no instructions or any such easy ways out Doctors aren't particular or sure on how this will end No such clues or any directions to what this is all about. Suffering from morning through the middle of nights Affecting my mind, my body and taking over my soul Extremities malfunctions and the stinging under the skin   Causes me to cringe unwillingly and to lose all control. Loss within myself because of the endless pile of sorrow Gratitude for the good life ends with nothing but grief Fighting this battle and all the fictitious stories of hope Grasping for any moments that spell any signs of relief.
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Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 7:47 AM UTC
"Fibromyalgia"
I'm still caught up In the faucets Ive been brought up My losses thought up In loss-less Fossils soldering The slaughter Atop An my inner adulterer In the fodder Of a **** I am the will Of my weakest link Give me a shrink To **** away at the sheets Of freedom Drink away the stink Of freedom You cant free them Cant believe them Cant be them Just retrieve them From this life Deceive them To the knife Bleed them From the heights Of ego Let em flow To never In the blight Of severed stems With sedatives And seduction Isolate the malfunctions Of my internal combustion's Busting in Annihilation Of the problem Manifestation Of the solemn In columns of regret Inscribed across my chest Blessed with contempt For the clause Unmindful of the laws And stalled I will stand Where you fall And call To myself From the stealth Of broken homes And hungry dogs I am the fog Of arson The discontent Of the larceny Of the peasants I'm blessed in the curses Of burnt Churches But in worse ways Im versed In aversive Silence Dispersed In cursive slices I realise this Is The decisive Moment In which i wake For the sake Of procreation Infection Of a system Convection Of a prison Citizen Of a religion Under taxation To live in it I'm illiterate to the Commonalities I cant depict the squiggled lines Its a tragic comedy Giggling to the rhyme I think it is Perfection At its peak Pulp for the weak Its neat! I cant tell If i am half awake Or half asleep But text is cheap So i bleed On screens But dont mean A thing In dreamless States
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Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 4:42 PM UTC
Half Awake
I'm still caught up In the faucets Ive been brought up My losses thought up In loss-less Fossils soldering The slaughter Atop An my inner adulterer In the fodder Of a **** I am the will Of my weakest link Give me a shrink To **** away at the sheets Of freedom Drink away the stink Of freedom You cant free them Cant believe them Cant be them Just retrieve them From this life Deceive them To the knife Bleed them From the heights Of ego Let em flow To never In the blight Of severed stems With sedatives And seduction Isolate the malfunctions Of my internal combustion's Busting in Annihilation Of the problem Manifestation Of the solemn In columns of regret Inscribed across my chest Blessed with contempt For the clause Unmindful of the laws And stalled I will stand Where you fall And call To myself From the stealth Of broken homes And hungry dogs I am the fog Of arson The discontent Of the larceny Of the peasants I'm blessed in the curses Of burnt Churches But in worse ways Im versed In aversive Silence Dispersed In cursive slices I realise this Is The decisive Moment In which i wake For the sake Of procreation Infection Of a system Convection Of a prison Citizen Of a religion Under taxation To live in it I'm illiterate to the Commonalities I cant depict the squiggled lines Its a tragic comedy Giggling to the rhyme I think it is Perfection At its peak Pulp for the weak Its neat! I cant tell If i am half awake Or half asleep But text is cheap So i bleed On screens But dont mean A thing In dreamless States
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The elegant madwoman with a golden valor. Louder than the falling trees stumbling everywhere around her feet! The spiritual mother, everyone's empress, a concrete rose blooming over every obstacle as if she were a one-woman, 21st century dynasty with no malfunctions in its empire. But, there's something writhing its way out from the cellar reserved for her scathing history. Past the cobwebs and futile pretensions of valiance lies this warrior queen's greatest desire: shrouded in shame, the need for love still haunts. But it won't some accessory amid the ninth cloud! Hard work and minimum wage flow much more smoothly. She's known this since she discovered the world, since she entered a home full of broken furniture and reeking of alcoholic breath and stagnant, bitter tensions that were released when father's fist met daughter's face, and her bruise-soaked body became the symbol of her innocence. That must be why she spends so much time in the darkest Brooklyn alleys, selling her self-respect to any man feeling particularly kind that night, and letting any detrimental cycle resurface for just one rush of vulnerability. This contemporary queen dons a crown bejeweled with more grit than the streets of three New York boroughs, yet all she requires of the world that she holds in her hand like a ruler deciding the fate of her people is someone to transform adoration from myth to reality. Will she ever find light from the alley?
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Apr 29, 2010
Apr 29, 2010 at 10:45 AM UTC
Royal Blue Abrasions
You and I were introduced as the wheels left the ground And we angled towards the heavens. Hundreds of miles per hour, South bound, towards the Florida Keys And you mentioned the unusual serenity That lies at forty thousand feet. I memorized a trusting face while turbulence Interrupted our peaceful flight And you found your first opportunity As you played in on my fear of heights. You ended up following me, something I never expected And like an unwelcome pest, Like a moth or a spider, You took up residency in the cold dark corners I neglected. You so intricately spun your web of lies outside my home And when you introduced your bait, You let it dangle above my doorframe, And I didn't hesitate. I sunk my teeth into your tragedy and you wove me in Leaving me tangled in the silk you manufactured, All along that's how I let you win. I let you tear open my stitched up wounds And peel back my flesh and expose my interior I let you examine how my brain functions during REM sleep I let you study my neurological system, And I gave you a private screening of my dreams. While I was busy over analyzing your past You were rerouting my neurons And creating malfunctions within the synapse. You rewired my entire nervous system While I let you research the functions of my cells. You're nothing more than the insects and the pests With too many legs that crawl along my cellar walls. Like a daddy long leg spider, I never saw you as a threat Until you tangled me in false intentions And left me for dead. I learned the daddy long leg spider Has a poisonous venom, lethal if injected But it was cursed with a mouth and teeth too small To leave any human the slightest bit affected. But I was the one who allowed you To shrink me down and make us the same So your tiny teeth could penetrate my skin And leave venom in my veins. And it was only in that moment, finally standing eye to eye That I noticed the lack of conscience in your irises For the first time in my life.
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Jan 20, 2014
Jan 20, 2014 at 8:28 PM UTC
Venomous
You and I were introduced as the wheels left the ground And we angled towards the heavens. Hundreds of miles per hour, South bound, towards the Florida Keys And you mentioned the unusual serenity That lies at forty thousand feet. I memorized a trusting face while turbulence Interrupted our peaceful flight And you found your first opportunity As you played in on my fear of heights. You ended up following me, something I never expected And like an unwelcome pest, Like a moth or a spider, You took up residency in the cold dark corners I neglected. You so intricately spun your web of lies outside my home And when you introduced your bait, You let it dangle above my doorframe, And I didn't hesitate. I sunk my teeth into your tragedy and you wove me in Leaving me tangled in the silk you manufactured, All along that's how I let you win. I let you tear open my stitched up wounds And peel back my flesh and expose my interior I let you examine how my brain functions during REM sleep I let you study my neurological system, And I gave you a private screening of my dreams. While I was busy over analyzing your past You were rerouting my neurons And creating malfunctions within the synapse. You rewired my entire nervous system While I let you research the functions of my cells. You're nothing more than the insects and the pests With too many legs that crawl along my cellar walls. Like a daddy long leg spider, I never saw you as a threat Until you tangled me in false intentions And left me for dead. I learned the daddy long leg spider Has a poisonous venom, lethal if injected But it was cursed with a mouth and teeth too small To leave any human the slightest bit affected. But I was the one who allowed you To shrink me down and make us the same So your tiny teeth could penetrate my skin And leave venom in my veins. And it was only in that moment, finally standing eye to eye That I noticed the lack of conscience in your irises For the first time in my life.
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maturely premature thoughts preexist inside waiting to explode and marvel at the symmetry of our meetings, asymmetrical incongruities. unthought veils bearing everything mysterious. magic rarely happens when eyes open slowly for the first time. life hatefully spiteful, vengefully insipid, unknowing uncaring, who cares, time lost, repent, recant, re-imagined revisions, systems breaking human conditions, connections. see past the humanity, inanity and insanity are deliberate malfunctions- there is beauty inside every action, movement, and word. torrents of half thought forms cascade over fickle answers, responses to help your quest. yet in the same ****** breath you say ‘you’ve thought too much; imagined enough- excuses are all you need’ while i cry to you in silence, you’re missing the beat, the form, the aspect and motivation of the intellect that you so silently yearn for in your verbal abuses. this will only get you so far before you see as i see or not at all
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Jun 18, 2010
Jun 18, 2010 at 3:45 PM UTC
Verbal Abuses
Pupils like pins altered in transmission A lump in the mind jumpstarts to life It's only a matter of time before the malfunctions occur For some tests and trials the result is cancer Ask Moscow after fifteen years Grasp your cellphone without an ounce of fear Deny the facts right in front your face or be a minority of one Completely insane
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Sep 2, 2013
Sep 2, 2013 at 11:25 AM UTC
HAARP
I'm not here, nor there, not truly tangibly anywhere. As transparency slithers about my veins, i'm  phantom, silent deathly. Eyes carry and lurch black holes to quicken about the pupils. It's the faceless death that paces about you, rests against your blooming breath sitting next to you. If I cradled the malfunctions, misplaced to mutilated insides about my criss crossed shoulders, wingless back of blades, death will but flutter in resemblance against my skulls frame. Transperce, unravel about the living, wings of dust reel, I phantom of deathly.... a faceless orphan forget me. Gods got no place for the dying ghostly.
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Aug 28, 2011
Aug 28, 2011 at 12:20 AM UTC
Death's only Orphan
I've forgotten morality, Dignity, mortality. I'm barely a human at this point. So impulsive, self-centered Self-loathing, ill-tempered. Sanity where do I join?
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Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 4:57 AM UTC
Life with Brain Malfunctions
we are all malfunctions waiting to happen so i don't know which is worse - bursting into flames or never sparking.
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 1:51 AM UTC
we are meant to be sparklers; (20w)
The funeral was OK the food afterwards was hardly any better Dressed up in suits and black, the stiff and uncomfortable feeling drifted across me like the cloud of cigarette smoke growing outside the front doors I wasn't prepared to deal with the situation at hand I always get the same old anxieties when I come to these things I've been to quite a few Do I say I'm sorry? or nothing at all? Do I smile? or act sad? We arrived slightly late so naturally all eyes on us ...at least for the moment Avoid eye contact. Keep walking. Family that I hardly know, conversations that I don't belong in the awkwardness set in like a slow-submerging needle, beneath my broken skin the injection drills in deeper scratching me from my insides, my hand shaking all the while as I drive it in myself The shame when I catch myself taking too many glances at the attractive cousin or some other random gorgeous distant relative that I never knew I had The pressure when the immediate family stops to talk my expression tightens how do i feel? my breathing malfunctions what do i say? I quickly recover by pointing to a black and white photograph purposefully placed amid the rest of the collage on the tilted white mat board thank God for those things The strong men cried the long-winded women fell silent a baby was whining during the service and was promptly escorted out of the chapel it is disrespectful, but with the tension in the room, who could blame him?
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Dec 31, 2011
Dec 31, 2011 at 11:13 AM UTC
Unpleasant Family Gatherings
Permeating - Begins with a simple dispute, argument, disagreement, and conflict with the individual. Second, temperate levels arise, violence emerges, resulting in uncontrollable actions, creating a brutal response. Third, very difficult to describe, but I will do my best, here it goes, limits have exceeded beyond recognition, logic is no longer liable, quickly disappearing, reasoning malfunctions, love is no longer there, hate has taken full control, picture this experience, the demonic manifestation. Torturing - The body increases heavily in strenght, meanwhile pain flows throughout the blood stream, invincibility neurotransmitters take over, eyes dialect largely covering the entire layer, screams become very unfamiliar, roughly deep raging voices infuse, bloods exposed, numbness arose, receptors react, nothings inevitable its too late, shark bate, regenerate don't anticipate or hesitate, meditate composure and control the setting, pain is in motion. Suffocating - Powerless embodiments, crucial destruction, ineffective signals, petrified terrified horrified symptoms, death is near if the hody turns weak, vulnerable absorption, manipulating cells propelled, evil casting spell, damaged speech impairment, strange feelings corrupt breathe intakes, prone to cardiovascular shutdown, heart attack, seizures, lose conscious, maybe faint, watching this occurrence is far much more traumatic, I'd say an experience unforgettable, marking scars forever, taken to my grave, remember Jesus saves...
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Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 2:58 AM UTC
The Devil's Manifestation
Permeating - Begins with a simple dispute, argument, disagreement, and conflict with the individual. Second, temperate levels arise, violence emerges, resulting in uncontrollable actions, creating a brutal response. Third, very difficult to describe, but I will do my best, here it goes, limits have exceeded beyond recognition, logic is no longer liable, quickly disappearing, reasoning malfunctions, love is no longer there, hate has taken full control, picture this experience, the demonic manifestation. Torturing - The body increases heavily in strenght, meanwhile pain flows throughout the blood stream, invincibility neurotransmitters take over, eyes dialect largely covering the entire layer, screams become very unfamiliar, roughly deep raging voices infuse, bloods exposed, numbness arose, receptors react, nothings inevitable its too late, shark bate, regenerate don't anticipate or hesitate, meditate composure and control the setting, pain is in motion. Suffocating - Powerless embodiments, crucial destruction, ineffective signals, petrified terrified horrified symptoms, death is near if the hody turns weak, vulnerable absorption, manipulating cells propelled, evil casting spell, damaged speech impairment, strange feelings corrupt breathe intakes, prone to cardiovascular shutdown, heart attack, seizures, lose conscious, maybe faint, watching this occurrence is far much more traumatic, I'd say an experience unforgettable, marking scars forever, taken to my grave, remember Jesus saves...
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You gave me these feet to walk This mouth to eat To laugh, smile and talk These feet I grind into the ground Round and round in circles I go Until my energy levels hit a new low This mouth it smiles Automatically, despite the turmoil within me. Luckily for others. You didn't give it transparency. You gave me these teeth to chew, to eat These hands you gave me To meet and greet, demands These teeth are rarely used There's never much opportunity to bite and chew, And these hands prove use in inflicting another bruise On my body. This brain you gave me to function and learn This voice you gave me to express Opinions and concern This brain it is broken, it serves to destroy, It malfunctions, a dismantled toy. And this voice it turns on the right tone, until I am alone. You gave me these legs, To stand tall and strong. You gave me these shoulders, For others to rely on These legs they are weak They tremble and fall And these shoulders offer no comfort at all You gave me these organs to keep me alive You gave me this heart to beat, to change lives These organs I starve And this heart it slows As thoughts of self destruction Circulate and echo You gave me these eyes To see the world and cry You gave me life, to live not die These eyes are faulty, They prove me harm, This life, I sabotage, as the ringing of alarms Gets louder and louder. You gave me these fingers to write not fight You gave me these toes to explore new sights These fingers they write scripts of pain, and ache after awhile These toes they march on, Perhaps it's denial. You gave me common sense In an attempt For me to able to differentiate Between right and wrong But this tongue in my mind Is so very unkind And this common sense Forms no self defence As the walls they crumble down. You gave me these emotions to think and Feel You gave me these feelings to work on, to heal These emotions they malfunction In a world of self destruction These feelings they soar Like hungry lions they roar Emotional regulation Was a skill You forgot to give And it makes all these things you gave me to live Hard. And again I am scarred.
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Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 7:30 AM UTC
Separating the mind from the body
You gave me these feet to walk This mouth to eat To laugh, smile and talk These feet I grind into the ground Round and round in circles I go Until my energy levels hit a new low This mouth it smiles Automatically, despite the turmoil within me. Luckily for others. You didn't give it transparency. You gave me these teeth to chew, to eat These hands you gave me To meet and greet, demands These teeth are rarely used There's never much opportunity to bite and chew, And these hands prove use in inflicting another bruise On my body. This brain you gave me to function and learn This voice you gave me to express Opinions and concern This brain it is broken, it serves to destroy, It malfunctions, a dismantled toy. And this voice it turns on the right tone, until I am alone. You gave me these legs, To stand tall and strong. You gave me these shoulders, For others to rely on These legs they are weak They tremble and fall And these shoulders offer no comfort at all You gave me these organs to keep me alive You gave me this heart to beat, to change lives These organs I starve And this heart it slows As thoughts of self destruction Circulate and echo You gave me these eyes To see the world and cry You gave me life, to live not die These eyes are faulty, They prove me harm, This life, I sabotage, as the ringing of alarms Gets louder and louder. You gave me these fingers to write not fight You gave me these toes to explore new sights These fingers they write scripts of pain, and ache after awhile These toes they march on, Perhaps it's denial. You gave me common sense In an attempt For me to able to differentiate Between right and wrong But this tongue in my mind Is so very unkind And this common sense Forms no self defence As the walls they crumble down. You gave me these emotions to think and Feel You gave me these feelings to work on, to heal These emotions they malfunction In a world of self destruction These feelings they soar Like hungry lions they roar Emotional regulation Was a skill You forgot to give And it makes all these things you gave me to live Hard. And again I am scarred.
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1) : No Animal poems 2) : No Extreme poems 3) : No Old whatsoever poems 4) : No *** poems 5) : No ****** poems 6) : No Casandra complex poems 7) : No Celebs poems No wait thats OK! 8) : No ******* poems 9) : No Disambiguation poems. 10) :No go **** yourself poems 11): No **** me poems 12): No *** poems 13): No love poems 14): No hate poems 15): No nature poems 16): No political poems 17) No happy poems 18) No ****** poems 19) No poems about body functions 20) No funny poems 21) No honey poems 22) No poems about, AI malfunctions 23) No poems about no poems ;) .................. *just refine yourself out of ******* existence poems*
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Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 2:15 PM UTC
NO POEMS
Break, break, break 'til your sanity seeps. Burn, burn, burn, 'til your mind malfunctions. Kick, kick, fight, **** **** the demon, the demons yourself. Bully the brain destroy the mirror, fight 'til the end, The end is fighting back.
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Sep 9, 2016
Sep 9, 2016 at 6:30 PM UTC
Break
In my youth, They called it an Idiot Box, But at six and eleven, The real news arrived. Africa, Vietnam, Assassinations; Mr. Ed and Mr. Sullivan shared our dessert. The IB gave bedlam meaning. Now, We're patients in the asylum, Spotting wardrobe malfunctions, Commenting on roses, Losing airwave evangelists For commandments Flung from the Tower of Babel.
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Feb 3, 2017
Feb 3, 2017 at 10:27 AM UTC
Bring Back Walter Cronkite