"hensley" poems
McDonald's not the place
That miserable place,
The place I work at,
Don't get me wrong,
It puts bread on the table,
This drama that people throw at you,
It's really just poppycock,
The job is too easy,
Just press a button,
like the easy button
Wish I had a mute button
So I can silence the clicking of these buttons..
-Paul R Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 2:55 PM UTC
What's up
You are asleep
Or maybe you was captured by a giant yodeling ant eater
****
That some crazy **** that flew out of my fingers
I'm a wizard
One of a kind
Pef
Pooof
Still the same....
I used to talk to stoves
But now I got this painting Quietly Sitting inside an upside down hourglass
Twiddling my thumbs rotating my cancer in my hand
I got this musical Notes playing out of this clever earmuff
So soothing that I fall into a slipped universe
Got these pictures on my wall
Shows what the past looked like sometimes it just speaks to you and manipulates you just like a painting
-Paul R Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 3:58 AM UTC
I'm closed in ,
Like a caged beast.
I am a prisoner of my own mind ,
can't escape something that is me.
my life is so upside down ,
The stress is really getting under my skin..
I'm fed up with myself ,
fed up with the laziness,
fed up with no motivation for change.
Just this past week I have been feeling overwhelmed with reality,
I don't think i am going to make it.
However my wife tells me that I will,
She tries to make me happy...
When I tell her i'm not she cries inside,
She thinks that she should always make me happy...
What she don't get is I am sad at myself not her .
How am I supposed to support her life when i cant even get min started,
I don't know what to do...
Just wish i could be better,
I just don't have the motivation.....
-Paul R Hensley |||
Feb 20, 2019
Feb 20, 2019 at 10:06 PM UTC
# what am I doing
My friends have vanished,
They getting their life together,
While I'm stuck here,
Watching all of them succeed,
While I fail to find,
What I truly want in life,
Most of the time I wish,
Wish that I have what everyone else has,
And then at random times of bliss,
I feel like I'm awesome,
But we both know that's a lie
Just wish I was normal!
# Paul R Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 2:15 AM UTC
Bowl of riches
I have a dream,
I just hope I don't get assassinated,
To get rich,
Beyond my wildest dream,
So I can make my mother retired,
And not have have deal with her screams,
Day and night,
Stressed out,
I shouldn't put up a word fight,
You go through to much,
To support our small family,
Your the one that suffers the most,
So every time you scream,
You just put me in such a mood,
So one day,
When I'm swimming in my bowl of riches,
I can make you retired,
So I don't have to deal with your screams...
-Paul R Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 2:31 PM UTC
Amused
I'm sitting in this black chair,
I find my way here all on my own,
It's just that place that,
I find clarity,
It's a wonderful feeling,
When I look back to a point,
That I had no cares,
As to what people thought,
But now it's my bane..
Like seriously I can't help myself,
In out in public drowning in Weary,
I bring myself up so high,
Then social anxiety kicks me off the cliff,
I want to be human,
But yet when I'm alone I just feel alienated by everyone,
I can't handle,
Me,myself and I
# Paul R Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 12:32 AM UTC
Who I Am
Something has tapped into me,
I went from not writing,
To can't stop and I won't stop,
I'm not sure how to take it,
Why would I complain,
Time to take my gratification,
I want other humans,
See what I see,
And I wanna see how others see,
I'm mesmerized by all of this,
I have so many quirks,
So I feel unique,
I'm just a young mind,
Who has no clue what it wants,
I want to 'wow' people,
When I die I want to be know ,
But isnt that everyone's dream..
-Paul R Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 3:29 AM UTC
New Start
It's a new start for me,
A new creative sense,
A vision so immaculant,
That only I see,
I will aspire,
And show you what I saw,
But first we must take a journey...
-Paul R Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 3:04 AM UTC
Ode To Self!
I am stuck today,
I have no mouth!..
Out side this box
I have to solve the rubix cube!..
Why can't I evolve,
Why can't I evolve!..
Why do stars explode?
How can people explode?
How can baby puppies explode?
Why am I talking about explosions?
What do you even call this?
I'm just one fish in this fishing bowl it seems..
Do you want to hear a joke?
Okay,
You ready ?
Okay,
This whole thing is a joke!!...
-Paul Hensley |||
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 3:55 AM UTC
Old misty Love
where art thou
I can not find you
Where are you hiding
I wanna see you
I wanna talk to you
I wanna be with you
This road of mine
Is really getting old
But I don't see a turn-off anywhere
Or is that even a real thing?
When people ask me when my birthday
and they figure out i'm a valentines baby
I just look at them
think to myself
and just say wow
You never been alone on that day
and mean it
These deamons they won't stop
messing with me
They know me
They mess with you all
I live behind a mask
I'm an act
A joke even
but oh well
Got to start off somewhere
-Paul Hensley
Jun 5, 2017
Jun 5, 2017 at 5:47 AM UTC
It's here..
What's here,
Minimalist view is what's here,
Why,
why go this route,
To find that happiness inside myself,
without everything else.
I change today,
I say my vowels today,
From this day forth,
I will only use what I NEED,
Because consumerism is at fault.
Before I switched,
I was messy,
I was cluttered,
I was not efficient,
I was a victim of consumerism.
However today marks a new era,
For myself,
For the better,
so without further a do ,
I hereby convert to the minimalist way.
-Paul R Hensley |||
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 9:15 PM UTC