The classroom was filled with laughter and joy, And dancing young teens All i could feel though was jealousy and hatred I hate them for being so happy when my world is so dark I hate them for being able to socialize and make friends I hate them for being gorgeous and tall and skinny I hate them for everything that i'm not It makes me mad knowing its not there wronging it's the universe
I tell her: My little girl, These days are intense And alone. And I know when you Open that gate, You do not recognise your home.
My little girl, I know your mind is dark, I know there are traces of a plague Infecting your heart, I know you want a fresh new start- But put down the knife And let wounds mend And pains blend, And see this life To its natural end.
Why am I like this? It shouldn't be this way Am I really alone Or is it my brain just forcing me back Back in time To the dark To this inescapable prison Where have I gone Where are you Whoever you are I can't do this myself I just keep falling No one realizes I'm slowly failing life The longer I go the more I fail Slowly crumbling with every step Failure is second nature now It hurts but I can't get around it I can't stop it now I'm gone Doomed to this world of darkness Of failure Will my brain ever let me go Or do I need someone?
The sadly wind is blowing With the silent sky The clouds are coming Rythem of rains are falling I'm lonely With alone.... With the bone.... . . . My heart is breaking So tired of crying Lord...i'm calling Lord...i'm calling I need Your help..... I need Your help....