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"bitters" poems
Like burning marshmallow, the clouds this Monday. Thumb over the phone & the words to you pop & sway like gin pink with bitters. Lily lady, O my lily lady, kiss me marshmallow - sticky and tinted pink with lip on a rainy Monday. Green window pops arrive on my phone, this sweet black phone that brings you, my lady, over Atlantic's salt pop & volted marshmallow. So on this Monday when the sky draws pink, & clouds too are toasted pink, I take this thin phone and find you. On this Monday, my Dublin lady, under a melting marshmallow sky, I seek out your hot pop, that flame that's popping in the twilight, red and pink. Sweet as marshmallow, you burn through my phone, my smiling lily lady, even on a Monday. & so this Monday like a soap bubble pops. I'm inspired, my lady, by the silken pink thing. On your phone, a swan's wing of marshmallow. Yes - Monday's poem comes pink, & pops with phone messages from my lady, soft as marshmallows.
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Jun 10, 2019
Jun 10, 2019 at 1:40 PM UTC
Monday's Sestina
The opposite of love, is indifference. Not anger, aversion, or hate. Accompanied by avoidant-detachment, And a silence that never abates. It can disguise itself in diffidence; Depressed by misery, for score. Sheltering who practice its persuasion, But leaving its victim longing for more. It looks like a promise that’s broken, It sounds like the melody of a lie. It tastes like a cocktail & bitters; It feels like a passion that died. You can’t see the damage from the outside; The wounds that scar from within. Until they manifest as an addiction, Or any overt kind of sin. Love faces the toughest of battles; Love outshines even the sun. Indifference regards nothing higher; And indifference will perpetually run.
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Feb 4, 2018
Feb 4, 2018 at 10:34 PM UTC
Indifference
buckeye flour, almonds, acorns, tree-bark, cacao, wine your only criticism is that i split infinitives and spit bitters.
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 12:16 PM UTC
tannins
I posted this poem  a few days after I joined HP.  As  is oft the case, poems you are especially proud of, fall to the wayside, under the onslaught of the constant waterfall of new submissions.  With the usual exception of Ms. Lori C., one of the two unofficial High Priestesses of HP, in my estimation, this one, was pretty much overlooked.  Despite some comical jaunts of late re bras and beds, real inspiration has escaped me ever nice I penned "Sittin' On The Dock Of The Bay (Razor Blades, Pills, & Shotguns" last week.  So, with your hoped for solicitude, I resubmit it, hoping it finds a wider audience and dedicate it to those of you who I number as friends (you know who you are!), despite the fact that our only shared embraces have been techno~electronic, and yet the quality of your kindness is beyond measure. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number it, and me, this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue, taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify limitless. March 2012
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Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 3:21 PM UTC
Resubmitting For Your Consideration: The Numerical Quality of Friendship
I posted this poem  a few days after I joined HP.  As  is oft the case, poems you are especially proud of, fall to the wayside, under the onslaught of the constant waterfall of new submissions.  With the usual exception of Ms. Lori C., one of the two unofficial High Priestesses of HP, in my estimation, this one, was pretty much overlooked.  Despite some comical jaunts of late re bras and beds, real inspiration has escaped me ever nice I penned "Sittin' On The Dock Of The Bay (Razor Blades, Pills, & Shotguns" last week.  So, with your hoped for solicitude, I resubmit it, hoping it finds a wider audience and dedicate it to those of you who I number as friends (you know who you are!), despite the fact that our only shared embraces have been techno~electronic, and yet the quality of your kindness is beyond measure. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number it, and me, this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue, taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify limitless. March 2012
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Watching the sunrise in the East, As it says goodnight to my dreams, Rooster crows, Cows mooing, Light everywhere, Cold shower, Gets my heart racing, with the beat of rock song, Breakfast; Coffee bitters, and fresh cream, Eating pancakes with strawberries, whipped cream, and syrup, Clock hands moving by too fast, In spite, I'm watching the sunrise in the East, Dropping my crumbs on the floor, One last sip of coffee, Put dishes in sink, Check smartphone for calls, Grabbing my jacket and car keys, Heading out the door, To find out, What the day has in store. Copyright © 2015 Ronald J Chapman All Rights Reserved.
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Jul 11, 2015
Jul 11, 2015 at 11:21 AM UTC
Wake Up
Dear BECHER, you tell me to mix with mankind; I cannot deny such a precept is wise; But retirement accords with the tone of my mind: I will not descend to a world I despise. Did the Senate or Camp my exertions require, Ambition might prompt me, at once, to go forth; When Infancy’s years of probation expire, Perchance, I may strive to distinguish my birth. The fire, in the cavern of Etna, conceal’d, Still mantles unseen in its secret recess; At length, in a volume terrific, reveal’d, No torrent can quench it, no bounds can repress. Oh! thus, the desire, in my ***** for fame Bids me live, but to hope for Posterity’s praise. Could I soar with the Phoenix on pinions of flame, With him I would wish to expire in the blaze. For the life of a Fox, of a Chatham the death, What censure, what danger, what woe would I brave! Their lives did not end, when they yielded their breath, Their glory illumines the gloom of their grave. Yet why should I mingle in Fashion’s full herd? Why crouch to her leaders, or cringe to her rules? Why bend to the proud, or applaud the absurd? Why search for delight, in the friendship of fools? I have tasted the sweets, and the bitters, of love, In friendship I early was taught to believe; My passion the matrons of prudence reprove, I have found that a friend may profess, yet deceive. To me what is wealth?—it may pass in an hour, If Tyrants prevail, or if Fortune should frown: To me what is title?—the phantom of power; To me what is fashion?—I seek but renown. Deceit is a stranger, as yet, to my soul; I, still, am unpractised to varnish the truth: Then, why should I live in a hateful controul? Why waste, upon folly, the days of my youth?
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Lines Addressed To The Rev. J. T. Becher, On His Advising The Author To Mix More With Society
Dear BECHER, you tell me to mix with mankind; I cannot deny such a precept is wise; But retirement accords with the tone of my mind: I will not descend to a world I despise. Did the Senate or Camp my exertions require, Ambition might prompt me, at once, to go forth; When Infancy’s years of probation expire, Perchance, I may strive to distinguish my birth. The fire, in the cavern of Etna, conceal’d, Still mantles unseen in its secret recess; At length, in a volume terrific, reveal’d, No torrent can quench it, no bounds can repress. Oh! thus, the desire, in my ***** for fame Bids me live, but to hope for Posterity’s praise. Could I soar with the Phoenix on pinions of flame, With him I would wish to expire in the blaze. For the life of a Fox, of a Chatham the death, What censure, what danger, what woe would I brave! Their lives did not end, when they yielded their breath, Their glory illumines the gloom of their grave. Yet why should I mingle in Fashion’s full herd? Why crouch to her leaders, or cringe to her rules? Why bend to the proud, or applaud the absurd? Why search for delight, in the friendship of fools? I have tasted the sweets, and the bitters, of love, In friendship I early was taught to believe; My passion the matrons of prudence reprove, I have found that a friend may profess, yet deceive. To me what is wealth?—it may pass in an hour, If Tyrants prevail, or if Fortune should frown: To me what is title?—the phantom of power; To me what is fashion?—I seek but renown. Deceit is a stranger, as yet, to my soul; I, still, am unpractised to varnish the truth: Then, why should I live in a hateful controul? Why waste, upon folly, the days of my youth?
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The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number me this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify, limitless. March 2012
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May 23, 2013
May 23, 2013 at 11:26 PM UTC
The Numerical Quality of Friendship
The Numerical Quality of Friendship The quality of friendship is non-quantitative. Yet, I ask you to number me this way. With tape measure, determine that: The length of my arm's embrace will always be longer than long enough, and when distance magnifies sorrow's gains, my shoulders measure wide enough to pillow your wearied head. The depth of my pocket is finite for by definition, a pocket is but an open doored, three walled shelter. My pocket of shelter is forever open, forever deep, and forever is infinite. Trust that when bowed and bent, upon my shoulders climb and together we will be tall enough to touch the season's new fruit upon the tree of life, and with one tongue taste the unimaginable! Do u think that mercury can measure the warmth of my tears when love sears my heart, or the heat of thy skin when it heals and cauterizes wounds salted by the mistreatment, by the bitters of the weak ones, who rejoice when they scald others? Size me up. What is my volume? What are the boundaries that length X depth X height state must limit my capacity to cherish, to heal, and even to forgive those who deserve no forgiveness? If you measure me well and proper, if I meet the standards that qualify me to be called friend, then friend me here, friend me now, friend me for the qualities I posses, and number us a unity among the few who are truly blessed by a quality of friendship that cannot be measured, for there is no scientific instrument that can quantify, limitless. March 2012
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she is inescapable fringe coefficient a strange perfume tonight lips to the phone he took her on a laptronica trip bitters and Absolut and pistachio listening to the frightful sections of an unused movie score and playing a new game —studies in paralysis no sympathy, no violins just musette and drums just an avalanche of images frame-by-frame
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May 14, 2023
May 14, 2023 at 6:24 PM UTC
Studies in Paralysis, Pt. 3
in the weeds where the dark bees believe in dark dreams; savoring the frostbitten nostalgia of wet mittens and smokestacks hacking hearth-smog and dingy bitters against clouds from a nameless grudge... spawn from downcast holly. where red berries gasp for yellow in the crotch of a wooden Fluegelhorn sprouting from the branch of a hedge without Lips. But a mouth full of snow. II in the weeds where the dark bees believe in atoms of uncorrupted joy and pollen. where they collude with silent majorities and swindle sunlight for a spawnsong anchored to the beak of a kestrel... shrieking the maniacal disquiet of a perfect moment. rattling the hinges - adored. without a key.
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May 4, 2018
May 4, 2018 at 7:33 PM UTC
Door
Have you ever Mixed memories With what you wished They could be, Creating a fictional Reality Blended together Like bitters and whiskey Vermouth and a cherry, The Manhattan of your dreams.
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Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 10:21 PM UTC
Manhattan.
Give it to me straight, A London Dry Gin. No ice to chill the swig, No bitters to alter the taste. I want to endure things as they are, True. Pure. Perhaps only the bartender will ever understand.
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Nov 5, 2012
Nov 5, 2012 at 6:19 PM UTC
Straight Up
I didn't have bitters I didn't have an orange peel I didn't have a mixer I didn't have ice cubes sugar in a glass splashed with whiskey teaspoon swirl terrible
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Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 2:07 PM UTC
Old Fashioned
It’s 1:30am and we were at a cute little dance club in Dublin called “The Sugar Club.” It’s a converted movie theater with tables in stadium seating rows. That night was Salsa themed, and the regulars were stylin’ - the men dressed in white Havana or Colima, Italian Linen and women in bright salsa dresses. The DJ was mixing a gr8 groove - with music from Bassia, Brazilian Girls, Kate the Cat, with some ElectroSwing thrown in from Tape Five, Pink Martini and Doja Cat (Yes, I asked the DJ for his playlist). The tiny, darkly-disco-sparkling dance floor was crowded and refrigerator cold. We had a good time. Irish guys are funny and unpredictable, they’ll say practically anything, “Shall I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money?” and those brogues make everything they say spankin’ hot. We all danced a few times, but Sunny’s a gwyn who never seemed to tire. Guys kept asking her to dance and she seemed happy to oblige - I would have collapsed already. There was a dead-fit guy, Rían, throwing a strong Chris Evans vibe, who seemed completely smitten with Sunny. He seemed a real dean but he didn’t 404 that Sunny’s femme-facing and that he might as well be offering lettuce to a shark. We’d discussed the possibility that things might come up and decided to avoid delicate public acts of disclosure (Sunny’s gay, Leong’s a communist, etc..) - we’re trespassing different cultures on this trip, after all. We explained to Rían that we were students, just in town for the Duran Duran concert, and consoled him with a couple of “Black & Golds” (Kahlua, whiskey and orange bitters) - he was a LOT of fun to talk to. The bartender asked me if I was one of the colleens with “Margot Robbie” - he was referring to Lisa - which Anna found amusing - but I think Lisa’s way phater than Margot.
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Jun 17, 2022
Jun 17, 2022 at 3:32 PM UTC
Dublin night
It’s 1:30am and we were at a cute little dance club in Dublin called “The Sugar Club.” It’s a converted movie theater with tables in stadium seating rows. That night was Salsa themed, and the regulars were stylin’ - the men dressed in white Havana or Colima, Italian Linen and women in bright salsa dresses. The DJ was mixing a gr8 groove - with music from Bassia, Brazilian Girls, Kate the Cat, with some ElectroSwing thrown in from Tape Five, Pink Martini and Doja Cat (Yes, I asked the DJ for his playlist). The tiny, darkly-disco-sparkling dance floor was crowded and refrigerator cold. We had a good time. Irish guys are funny and unpredictable, they’ll say practically anything, “Shall I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money?” and those brogues make everything they say spankin’ hot. We all danced a few times, but Sunny’s a gwyn who never seemed to tire. Guys kept asking her to dance and she seemed happy to oblige - I would have collapsed already. There was a dead-fit guy, Rían, throwing a strong Chris Evans vibe, who seemed completely smitten with Sunny. He seemed a real dean but he didn’t 404 that Sunny’s femme-facing and that he might as well be offering lettuce to a shark. We’d discussed the possibility that things might come up and decided to avoid delicate public acts of disclosure (Sunny’s gay, Leong’s a communist, etc..) - we’re trespassing different cultures on this trip, after all. We explained to Rían that we were students, just in town for the Duran Duran concert, and consoled him with a couple of “Black & Golds” (Kahlua, whiskey and orange bitters) - he was a LOT of fun to talk to. The bartender asked me if I was one of the colleens with “Margot Robbie” - he was referring to Lisa - which Anna found amusing - but I think Lisa’s way phater than Margot.
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A clique on words when the game was on. I was caught off talking and stammering of hasty puns and guns. but it was all good, only good as can be. the shoes are both left while the strings are tied. one glimpse on bitters; two cheers on wine. they started on a struggle a never ending battle. until on the other hand was a stroke of a genius. and gone was it all; almost love and almost fall. the abstract has always been doubt. yes, he always liked to be unsettled; too weary to continue yet too hungry to pursue. a vague cause and a superstition for reason no one can recall. the backslashes of memoirs take entirely the moments of what is now and what's tomorrow. to let and be succumbed to being the point of what's sane. to surrender to what's fond of or to grant freedom of what's gained.
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Aug 6, 2013
Aug 6, 2013 at 12:10 AM UTC
********** of Chaos
prayer of hope, for young and old, who suffer from the slings and arrows sadness and the loss of love; I offer up this prayer of hope and offer you my hand around your shoulders until you no longer require it more than once, for lengthy periods, by events, other people, my self was eradicated and limping from day to night, and J faced absolutes, choices choking, alternating alternatives that offered zero, or even less than zero, and the inkwell wasn't refillable, and I could point to nothing yet encouraging a mystifying purposed existence then came a woman who asked nor proffered conditionals pre, prior post or otherwise and offered up the miraculous drink, human kindly notice, snd it drained the bitters, began fluid replacement, and slow resuscitation and then poems rebirthed me,  liberated the angry sacred gory sadness words devoid of glory, with a reworded score, and the eyes could write without a patina filter of jaundiced hatred, and whispered private internally many times a beloving hallelujah and when ever the remembrance of the near misses are crackly occasionally appearing, the surge dissipates intact quick into a netherworld for suppressing and bid "away with you," and a thin lipped smile part sneer for having survived even prospered when                     then came a woman and the self, the my self, returned after an absence of destructed decades...deadening decades and I smile when the grandchildren tell me knock knock jokes and gently knock me on the head, to make sure I'm alert, then came woman who had already~all ready knocked me on the heart
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Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025 at 9:32 AM UTC
Then Came Woman/Reflections: The Absence of Self
prayer of hope, for young and old, who suffer from the slings and arrows sadness and the loss of love; I offer up this prayer of hope and offer you my hand around your shoulders until you no longer require it more than once, for lengthy periods, by events, other people, my self was eradicated and limping from day to night, and J faced absolutes, choices choking, alternating alternatives that offered zero, or even less than zero, and the inkwell wasn't refillable, and I could point to nothing yet encouraging a mystifying purposed existence then came a woman who asked nor proffered conditionals pre, prior post or otherwise and offered up the miraculous drink, human kindly notice, snd it drained the bitters, began fluid replacement, and slow resuscitation and then poems rebirthed me,  liberated the angry sacred gory sadness words devoid of glory, with a reworded score, and the eyes could write without a patina filter of jaundiced hatred, and whispered private internally many times a beloving hallelujah and when ever the remembrance of the near misses are crackly occasionally appearing, the surge dissipates intact quick into a netherworld for suppressing and bid "away with you," and a thin lipped smile part sneer for having survived even prospered when                     then came a woman and the self, the my self, returned after an absence of destructed decades...deadening decades and I smile when the grandchildren tell me knock knock jokes and gently knock me on the head, to make sure I'm alert, then came woman who had already~all ready knocked me on the heart
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“give me your linguistic promiscuity”^ Cyrano to Roxane trifle me not with sugar and spice, give me salt, and everything not nice, Campari, with a spritz of lime bitters, doubling, the bitter sexiness of your taste buds on the private parts of mine mind the body’s parts held a conference, who is the most important of us all, all spoke, touting their unique servicing functionality, at last, lastly, the tongue spoke “none so powerful as this itty bitty muscle-me, for with a chosen-few, well claimed, words whispered, can put all of us in a prison cell to rot collectively, utilizing my linguistic promiscuity, enticements seductive so beware the disastrous dissatisfied tongue, needy for 24/7 accoladed attention, fail to worship can result in bee stinging poetry, and jealousy my love is bitter, my taste buds glory in this wondrous horror” except for my Roxane <>
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Oct 23, 2019
Oct 23, 2019 at 10:48 AM UTC
“give me your linguistic promiscuity”^ Cyrano to Roxane
Masking tapes covers cracks yet you still broke into a  rave it's the opposite of intentioned order unsupported barricades buckle the town sphere makes no sense. Barbiturates bitters the night, strangely forlorn as  inner suppression gives no truth.
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Jul 26, 2014
Jul 26, 2014 at 5:48 AM UTC
A Break in Rave.
Pantry shelves hold jars of jam sweet spreads of life made from fruits and berries so succulent drops of saliva rain on each touch of tongues Cautious people stack rows of carefully canned fruit preserved with small portions of honey, sugar cane or molasses. Tin lids eventually “pop” leaving elastic bitters for knives to daub and rub against stale breads. Must life endure until only vinegary fills remain and I am left to consume sour roughage to sustain me? When perdition creeps across the sands to envelop me what will become of unopened jars?
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Feb 24, 2014
Feb 24, 2014 at 10:30 AM UTC
Thoughts from My Pantry
I keep listening to time Beating hearts and endless rhymes And it all sounds so sublime Much more real than the last wind And my records just keep spinning With the earth and every new thing Now we're back to where we started But it's different, clouds have parted It made so much sense before But every day it just makes more Now I start to understand As the sand falls through my hands Making gestures small and grand As we all keep getting older Through the chaos and disorder No sense pining in the oak groves For the flowers that we once knew At the bottom of our dark brews Bitters floating on the surface As I drink another purchase And reflect upon the purpose Of each sip as it slides down Always forwards, never backwards Only rising never pouring, Twirling, twirling, twirling, soaring! Doesn't matter if you're gripping If you're sweaty, if you're slipping If you're wide eyed, always tripping We all keep trucking on And I always feel so strong Like I understand the song Finally, but not for long
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Jul 7, 2021
Jul 7, 2021 at 4:17 PM UTC
Time
DEAR PENPAL PEOPLE, do you know when you can't get him of your mind???---yup I just jut that down---again:] the heavenly blues they contain in the hellish echoes that remain sealed in the air bitters and sweets clicks and blinks close the drowns let it drink silent yet so loud for the ears to bleed keening in question marks on the hungry pleads they feed a staring moment to them a second in the blur saved in the heart buried in the soul until the other occur is it in a charming color is it in a warming memory is it in a meet of fated destiny make it stop make it stand let it slip out stay in the hand not for tonight for eternity not for tomorrow for serenity from a contagious bit of confusion a whispering musing dance of illusion put the dare in the hence it is then to keep to fence lies in there decomposed so smoked so slow lift the hem of my pillow ------ravenfeels
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Apr 2, 2021
Apr 2, 2021 at 1:40 PM UTC
My Blues
On a certain day, Looking East, I See the sunrise, Clouds, like beautiful ballerinas dance across the sky, Wishing a happy day, I hear dogs barking, Roosters crowing, Shower, hairspray Afraid to look in the mirror, Coffee bitters on my breath, Toast and strawberry jam for breakfast, Did I forget something? Where did I put that phone? Not enough time in the day, Time flies like a jet plane, Please, no traffic jam today, I want to be alone, Ok! Let's do this. Copyright © 2015 Ronald J Chapman All Rights Reserved.
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Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 10:29 AM UTC
Today
when you learned to blow on hot tea, when you realized good love wasn't an old wivestale when your body suddenly became the least of things to keep a man and your ego just a badly kept garden full of weeds and borers when you became nothing dust and bitters, people began to ask you how you saw yourself and where humble and quiet used to stand in you found an empty ship, wineless drums everything now seemed alarmingly true, maybe you weren't more than the sum--and how long had that been so? how long had you been tolerable, how long had beauty been your stand in for a personality, how long had your hips spelled your name, gyrating to the songs you only wished you could sing-- I have only now started to laugh aloud or walk knowing what's ahead and not every inch of gravel beneath my feet, deep breaths are my saving grace i have traded anxiety for faith i started dreaming again, I opened my mouth and not a single word came out but i had left port laden with more.
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Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 12:07 AM UTC
nothing/everything.
prayer of hope, for young and old, who suffer from the slings and arrows sadness and the loss of love; I offer up this prayer of hope and offer you my hand around your shoulders until you no longer require it more than once, for lengthy periods, by events, other people, my self was eradicated and limping from day to night, and J faced absolutes, choices choking, alternating alternatives that offered zero, or even less than zero, and the inkwell wasn't refillable, and I could point to nothing yet encouraging a mystifying purposed existence then came a woman who asked nor proffered conditionals pre, prior post or otherwise and offered up the miraculous drink, human kindly notice, snd it drained the bitters, began fluid replacement, and slow resuscitation and then *poems rebirthed me,  liberated the angry sacred gory sadness words devoid of glory, with a reworded score, and the eyes could write without a patina filter of jaundiced hatred, and whispered private internally many times a beloving hallelujah and when ever the remembrance of the near misses are crackly occasionally appearing, the surge dissipates intact quick into a netherworld for suppressing and bid "away with you," and a thin lipped smile part sneer for having survived even prospered when                     then came a woman and the self, the my self, returned after an absence of destructed decades...deadening decades and I smile when the grandchildren tell me knock knock jokes and gently knock me on the head, to make sure I'm alert, then came woman who had already~all ready knocked me on the heart
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Jul 1, 2025
Jul 1, 2025 at 9:57 AM UTC
Then Came Woman/Reflections: The Absence of Self
prayer of hope, for young and old, who suffer from the slings and arrows sadness and the loss of love; I offer up this prayer of hope and offer you my hand around your shoulders until you no longer require it more than once, for lengthy periods, by events, other people, my self was eradicated and limping from day to night, and J faced absolutes, choices choking, alternating alternatives that offered zero, or even less than zero, and the inkwell wasn't refillable, and I could point to nothing yet encouraging a mystifying purposed existence then came a woman who asked nor proffered conditionals pre, prior post or otherwise and offered up the miraculous drink, human kindly notice, snd it drained the bitters, began fluid replacement, and slow resuscitation and then *poems rebirthed me,  liberated the angry sacred gory sadness words devoid of glory, with a reworded score, and the eyes could write without a patina filter of jaundiced hatred, and whispered private internally many times a beloving hallelujah and when ever the remembrance of the near misses are crackly occasionally appearing, the surge dissipates intact quick into a netherworld for suppressing and bid "away with you," and a thin lipped smile part sneer for having survived even prospered when                     then came a woman and the self, the my self, returned after an absence of destructed decades...deadening decades and I smile when the grandchildren tell me knock knock jokes and gently knock me on the head, to make sure I'm alert, then came woman who had already~all ready knocked me on the heart
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