"ammends" poems
A duo as diverse as can be found anywhere
but, once we were together, full of stories to share
Laughter and hardship made us both who we are
And now, to find those two people, is like roping a star
Baseball and cub scouts, standing in as your dad
These were some of the best times that I ever had
I wait for the doorbell, hoping that's where you'll stand
And that the burdens developed are gone with your hand
Two hard headed old mules,
As stubborn as the other
We've lost years of our past
And missed times as a brother
Two hard headed old mules
Growing old with regret
Both resistant to change
And ..what we'll never get
We'd stand with each other in times all gone by
We don't know how to fix this, but, someone should try
We're both so much older and wiser by now
This needs to be fixed up, but neither knows how
Years of missed laughter and growing as friends
Is extended each day, and we should make ammends
Our lives are much different, that much we know
But, we still sons and both brothers, with time left to go
Two hard headed old mules,
As stubborn as the other
We've lost years of our past
And missed times as a brother
Two hard headed old mules
Growing old with regret
Both resistant to change
And...what we'll never get
I wait for the doorbell, and know it's not you
I'm not sure if I found you, just what I would do
The sins of the father, should be put to rest
For our years full of laughter were some of the best
Fishing, and talking, sharing each others dreams
Have been wiped from our minds, at least that's how it seems
We'll always be brothers, right now just in name
We're just stubborn old mules, still playing the game
Two hard headed old mules,
As stubborn as the other
We've lost years of our past
And missed times as a brother
Two hard headed old mules
Growing old with regret
Both resistant to change
And... we're not done yet!!
Jan 9, 2013
Jan 9, 2013 at 7:13 PM UTC
My thoughts lay 'neath the moonlight shine,
Yet the abyss still dark and silent,
The stars hung within the nightly heavens,
Whisper "Shall thou make ammends?"
I sang a song,
She danced upon it,
I did her wrong,
Her graces forgave it,
but she can't forget,
so she went on her way,
oh how much I regret,
now I'm left here in despair.
This is how I feel,
all that I've shared,
thoughts dark enough to ****
written and told so I would be spared.
Dec 13, 2017
Dec 13, 2017 at 2:14 PM UTC
I'm not heartless or jaded or broken
Though I have been rejected a few times before
I'm still complex but I'm working on it
And all that matters is not what I've done, but what I'm doing to be better than yesterday
I'm not exactly where I wish to be just yet
I am still sensitive and protective and I admit I have doubts
I don't say sorry as much as I should, but I have my way of making ammends
I'm not lost or searching or impulsive and weak
I'm curious and interested in expanding my horizons
My imagination takes me everywhere and sometime I don't want to come back
But I still try my best to improve what I do have
I do what I can and when I fail it's a lesson
If I didn't do my best, I'll take a look at what went wrong
I'm a hopeless romantic and a dreamer in the process of making use of my life and all my potential
I can be funny, sarcastic and niave all at once
But there are times when I'm serious and all I want is respect
I earned what I have and threw away many oppurtunities
But thats the beauty of life whether I like it or not
I forgive easily and remember most things
Especially what it feels like to be hurt and left alone
I enjoy what life brings me and I've learned that I'm capable
I've found my voice and I'm not afraid to be singled out
My head holds a crown that might be too heavy
But all my burdens are mistakes that paved a path towards my successes
I was a girl but now I am a woman
And to be honest, I love who I've become
Some people like me, some may be critical
But the only opinion that matters, is the one in the mirror
I like to laugh, I like to share, I like to listen to my friends
But most importantly I love to smile, even when it's difficult and everything is falling apart
Because in the midst of rainstorm always comes a rainbow
Soon after any day now, the sun will shine on my destiny
And the puzzle of life will still make no sense at all
Jan 21, 2013
Jan 21, 2013 at 12:44 AM UTC
If love is what you're looking for,
I've got the magic potion;
It starts with trust and discipline,
then ends with full devotion!
It comes with lending all your time,
just giving up yourself;
To show the one who means the most,
their love means more than wealth!
You must forgive each other's wrongs,
don't live in times gone past;
You've got to focus on today,
for ANY love to last!
Now show her that a passion burns,
for her inside your heart;
Romance her with your love each day,
a love to never part!
Don't ever leave her when you're mad,
not one foot out that door;
Until you've made ammends with her,
don't ever leave her sore!
Now spend some time in prayer each day,
get on your knees with God;
Then hand in hand together walk,
the road not often trod!
You take to heart these words I say,
to make a simple plan,
In love you'll be a Hercules-
to her, a Superman!!
Mar 18, 2017
Mar 18, 2017 at 3:12 PM UTC
This bucket of mine
Has become a curse
I add to the pile
And it adds a verse
I keep it hidden
And tucked away
But its made apparent
Each and every day
I add to this bucket
And the weight piles on
This facade grows heavy
Tearing down my con
I fill this bucket
Up to the top
And when its full
It proceeds to pop
I cry and I scream
As I make ammends
This bucket of mine
That I cant show to my friends
I've grown up now
But my bucket has not
It wears its cracks
From the battles I've fought
Sep 14, 2018
Sep 14, 2018 at 4:12 PM UTC
Let the wind blow of life
branches dancing with the breeze
The sun shining rays of light
truth of this moment is here
Flowing through me and out of me
there is nowhere to hide
My eyes wide open present to and witness of the miracle of now
The gift of life to wake and see beauty
not darkness of conditioning
To heal the inner demons with conscious awareness and acceptance
Humbly face the truth and make ammends let go and forgive myself and others
I see now not what I use to see what the inner demons see; filter of the past and pain
But light in every situation
teacher in all people reflection of myself in relationship
Love in every moment
It's not all dancing clouds and fairy tales, it takes hard work and dedication
To see the truth of what I am is tough at times but worth it
As I am freer now than ever before, a life of gratitude and acceptance
The mind takes over at times, yes, sometimes an hour a week a month
But eventually I let go because I know to let go is to love
❤️
Mar 9, 2017
Mar 9, 2017 at 3:01 AM UTC
Sorry but I don't need you here
I want to be alone
All I need is my Mollie dog
laying by my side
Its not my intention being rude
nor ever to offend
Its just that on the mountain side
I can make my ammends
You see its here that I can sit and think
here that I can write
Sorry its not my intention
to push you out of sight
Dear friends I find I need to be
on a cliff above the raging sea
I find no inspiration in your mindless words
I can only write of what nature inspires
Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 7:20 PM UTC
Sometimes I like to go to sleep
and in my garden private reap
incorporeal and silent friends
no need for hurts or make-ammends
When waking into nightmares cold
could I be forward or so bold
to stay right here a moment more
this peaceful place my mind explore
I am not missed my friends aren't real
my pain and sorrow they won't feel
they tell me how so much they care
with hollow vacant bitter air
When nothing in my mind is real
what can hurt me, what can I feel
we medicate to numb our pain
Why then are my holistics vain
Sometimes I like to go to sleep
as haunting thoughts upon me creep
their icy fingers slip away
left behind in yesterday
Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 4:13 PM UTC
Lift the
Weight off your shoulders
Make ammends
With your mistakes
Today is the start
Of a brand new day
And I plan on taking
Your breath away
Live life
To its' fullest
Don't surrender
To your fear
Because fear is
The devil in disguise
All he wants
Is to make you cry
Let God
Open the gates of your heart
Because this
Is a brand new start
Oct 30, 2014
Oct 30, 2014 at 2:52 PM UTC
I want to be lost and waste the day laughing
I want to dive into the silky river
Clothes ashore and bodies splashing
Crashing into a body of quicksilver
In as much as an hour or a lifetime
Trek across the map with friends
In a place or time, in a realm or rhyme
Allowing our souls to make ammends
©Copyright 2014 Written and Edited by Racquel Davis
Jul 31, 2014
Jul 31, 2014 at 12:32 PM UTC
For today I shall pretend,
No matter what the truth ammends.
Today I will go climbing towers,
Spending all my loving hours.
I care not why he came,
He was there just the same.
I had him there, by my side,
And oh! Our forces did collide
Shifting did they mingle-mix,
Laughing hearty, turning tricks.
And looking on me his eyes did smile,
Even for a little while.
I smiled too, returned his gaze
Pondering his every phrase.
He was brilliant, his music bright,
It shone in me a consuming light.
I live on in his embrace,
Remembering his loving face,
The way held out his arms for me,
They way that anchor set me free.
It is true, that his return
May not have been the result of burn,
But for today, I shall think it so
Postpone the reality I hate to know.
Oct 30, 2012
Oct 30, 2012 at 4:51 PM UTC
It's funny how something so simple like a high school heartbreak can hold such a dark grudge on your heart. All these poems and all my cries. My venting and worrying all gone. My life feels so much lighter. Happier. You dont notice that your being held back until your finally released. One message. One message, changed this all. I put my ego to the side and talked to you first. After months of unanswered calls. We made ammends. I can breath without worrying what I intake. You don't realize you need peace until it reaches you outside of your nightmares. Peace, it's the only thing holding you back from reaching beyond your state of mind.
Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 1:57 PM UTC
If love is what you're looking for,
I've got the magic potion,
It starts with trust and discipline
And ends with full devotion!
It comes with lending of your time
And giving up yourself
To show the one who means the most
Their love means more than wealth!
You must forgive each other's wrongs
Don't live in times gone past
You've got to focus on today
For ANY love to last!
Now show her that a passion burns
For her inside your heart
Romance her with your love each day,
A love to never part!
Don't ever leave her when you're mad
Not one foot out that door
Until you've made ammends with her
Don't ever leave her sore!
Now spend some time in prayer each day
Get on your knees with God
Then hand in hand together walk
The road not often trod!
You take to heart these words I say,
And make a simple plan,
In love you'll be a Hercules-
To her, a Superman!!
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 12:18 PM UTC
Blackened heart that longed too long
charred to coal in smoking flesh
make ammends within this song
and cease the mind of this unrest.
To these weights do not cling more
the rusting chains that held you back
the sinking bonds beneath your pores
that made your feeling sadly lack.
Oct 3, 2018
Oct 3, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
How potent the poison is passion
A War in good fashion
The fog in the fields crash like waves that are massive
A passive polite the old man with the pipe but stills draws out his knife in the evening gun fight then explodes into flowers and casket
The light is too bright just to bask in
And tonight may be right for the captain
But i my dear friends are not fit for ammends i am neither the start or the finish
All must once end like the rope and the pen and the pipe i just finished beginning
Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 4:47 AM UTC
(Nerve meds setting in/what? We need to relax!!!) By me...nerve medication diary! Tounges dry, body is slowing to its course!!!! No remorse....the main ***** your brain is ticking down backwards! An easing of the day!!!woops there's a display! Breathing slowing, panic unloading out all into your tapestry we call sheets!!!nothing bleak! I can repair by reflection!! Write poetry by invention
PS: how god intended of course!!!!!
Tomorrow will bring another manic with that comes more panic and more uneasing mends!modest ammends!!!
Sleep will be white and bright with slumbering fairy like ladies to show me the next days run!!!a show! How fun...///
Peripheral vision of me in 3d as in leaving this own holdened carcass! Mortuary places cannot hold this body down!!!!!
May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 1:11 PM UTC
My childhood idols have all come and gone
But you I remember like you were a song
No matter how very hard I try
I can't comprehend why you didn't say 'goodbye '
How hard could it have been
To just make ammends
But then you wanted to just be facebook friends
A few hours away yet ten years apart
How could that not hurt your heart?
It damaged mine, as you can see
Don't you ever, EVER almost miss me?
As much as I miss you I just can not say
I love you like I did, back in the day
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 7:25 PM UTC
A heart and mind, so numb and frigid,
A love of darkness and desolation so rigid.
A past torn and disrupted,
A future ravaged and corrupted.
All that remains is a shadow...
No family, no friends,
Nor a chance to make ammends.
Every breath, an icy breeze,
Every word, unheard pleas.
All that remains is a shadow...
The world, an empty shell,
A silent curse, a lonely hell,
With vacant eyes, so crude, so vile,
And hatred that grows in the evil exile.
All that remains is a shadow...
Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 9:09 AM UTC
There's something so very liberating and soul-satisfying about redemption
A chance to make ammends
A chance to eliminate the ghosts of the past
Life doesn't give you a lot of those
So whenever you get one
Make full use of it
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 1:51 PM UTC
You draw conclusions on your own time
I'm fit for the shoes I wear at night
and when you see me in your own mind
You know what I said must have been right.
I have petted to many friends into corners
To many breaks to make ammends
Sell me my own ideas for quarters.
And why would I eat It all up.
They done it once again and again and again.
Service never was required
by those who said they want me hired.
They all know Im really to tired
SO get off of my back.
Why have we given in to this completely embarrasing
totally outdated way of living, I dont know, I will never know.
Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 6:34 AM UTC
Burn the canvas and lose the attire
Just learn from this don’t choose the squire
I’ve lived rich and I’ve lived poor
Laid in a ditch and saw the end so near
Thrown out and cast away
Starving yet drunk lead astray
Good “friends” and good places
Make ammends and fake chases
Looking for redemption or a spot of glory
Searching for salvation in a place not holy
A voice burnt like the scars of time
A choice you learned yet far behind
Apologize and sleep it off
Wake up to realize you’re alone and scoffed
3 years and yet still alone
No more tears you’ve done all you’ve shown
Can’t take back the things that happened
Can’t fix the the rings that cracked and
Still here you are
Awake 3 am writing in the car
Missing them and knowing they are gone
Wishing them the best knowing you might not see dawn
But none the less you go on
Rambling and talking
Just wishing the life wasn’t the picture you’ve drawn
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 2:36 AM UTC
when the autumn ends
will be we passed ammends?
doge the
pain.....
to get
hit from another direction
i'll just fall.....
and get up again
don't you worry
about David
Nov 24, 2018
Nov 24, 2018 at 12:49 PM UTC
Words were said
But they weren't meant
They were make believe
And more than a little bent
Bedroom eyes
Silly smiles, kissing lips
Tangled limbs
And bare skin beneath fingertips
Rapid heartbeats
Butterflies when we're near
How can you miss me
When I'm standing right here?
I've never been so comfortable
Never felt so close
Never wanted to be around someone
Or minded being exposed
Talking came easy
We were best friends
Fights always resolved
Communication to make ammends
Words went unspoken
Things started to go wrong
Feelings remained hidden
For far too long
What was whole
Now is broken
What was warm
Now seems frozen
We meant the world
To each other
But none of that matters
If he longs for another
Reaching out
But his back is turned
I call out, scream
But he seems unconcerned
None of what we had
Seems to matter anymore
Stop holding on.
Try to close the door.
Try to move on,
Hold your head high
Stifle the hurt,
Don't let them see you cry...
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 9:46 PM UTC
Let's make ammends,
under the covers,
underwater, on the sand.
Go outside and hold hands,
kiss, hug and pretend,
like we have hope again.
Let's... come on, let's make ammends,
until we figure out where I start and you end.
Jul 16, 2021
Jul 16, 2021 at 9:38 PM UTC
I carry with me
a light of hope
for a better tomorrow
but that tomorrow never comes
I cannot stand
lying to myself
Yet I cannot watch
myself become this weak
There arises a war
within oneself;
At one moment
a wish for something otherworldly
and another
the indifference
Put to a halt whatever
it is that you think you can do;
make ammends
and become at peace
with your inability to feel whole
There is a hole
an insatiable void
inside your mortal body
Minutes ticking by
you no longer are young and filled with hope
Apr 13, 2020
Apr 13, 2020 at 8:55 AM UTC