The ocean doesn't look blue anymore
Neither does the sky
Oil dyes the ocean red
And smog obscures the sky
Yet the world feels more blue than ever

The end is near
For you and me
Maybe tomorrow
Or the next
Maybe next year
Or in ten
We could have families
Or die alone
We could travel the whole world
Or stay at home
But for now lets just be
And live for the moment

Fading away
Like tears in the rain
My mind used to act like a shadow that hides when its late
I wandered through dreams
With no escape to be seen

But since I met you
The rain no longer teems
It still falls
But its softer
Like your lips on my cheek

I am in love with you
More than I could ever explain
Tonight let us meet in the depths of our dreams

I messaged her 'hi'
She didn't reply
I guess to her
I'm just another guy

A fractured smile
And telling eyes
The depths of my dreams
Fell through empty skies

A shard of glass to paint his skin red
A lonely boy waits for his death
Too scared to slit his veins  
He cuts by his elbow and shoulder
Art is created with each scar that he sculpted
He is proud of his creation
Although, he knows he must hide it
They won't understand why he cut in the darkness

I spend so much time in my head
Sometimes I forget what is real

The stars are forgotten
Because of our ignorance and 'progression'
We have lost the will to look up

They say that happy people don't have dead grass
But it feels like there is always a rain cloud over my head
The grass is still green
But I feel dead

Sleepless nights
Forever days
I stop to wonder
In my dismay
Will she come
And will she stay
So I can keep this pain away

Stop telling me I need to open up more
I'm not a flower
Sunshine isn't going to fix me

I said I would do it
And you said go ahead

Honestly I thought about it
The fear in your eyes
And tears of regret

Because those words nearly did it
They nearly pushed me to the edge
So think yourself lucky
I haven't killed myself yet

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It's so much easier to blank it all out
That ******* tune never leaves does it
'Tic toc tic toc therapy wont fix my mind-block'
But as soon as your fears confront you
The music can't get loud enough
And your stuck
Thinking
****
I guess that's love..

Draw a smile on your face
And don't let the ink wash off in the rain

Black boots
Black dress
Black eyes
Black hair
But you bleed forever red

It was so utterly calm outside today
The weather was lacking
And the sky was grey
No rain or sun
Maybe the sky was feeling numb
Although sleep will come
Flickering lights
The TV knows night
Eyes seduced by its temperament
Out goes my light

The night owls awaken once the sun retreats
The midnight sky greets them and cools the summer heat
Even through the silence of voices and stillness of air
The rhythm of their heartbeat stays constant and near
Each breath reminds them that more breathing is to come
This constant reminder makes them want to feel numb

I find it strange
This eerie feeling
It is too quiet to move
The demons might wake up
And then I would too

It find it strange
I dyed my hair blue
But when I turned the lights out
Nothing has changed
I still feel blue

I find it strange
This morepork no longer calls
It used to call for hours
Maybe it died
Or left for other views

I find it strange
Did you see the moon and the stars?
This night feels off
This bed does not feel right
The covers feel too close

I find it strange
Nothing has changed
But everything feels wrong
I think I will just write
Till the sweet dreams come

Within dreams we can run
But hide we cannot
As we awake with the sun
And must always get up

I may be young
But I still feel pain
The type of pain that awakes with the sun
I see my hopes and goals
They are framed in my mind
Like pictures
They only show what I wish I could find
Of happier days
With my friends around me
My ink could help lives and let my dreams free

Within dreams the stars shine
Where the clouds cease to exist
We can run
But not hide
As the sun always rises

Love doesn't help with the pain
It has just kept me sane enough to know I need drugs

Scattered rain
A midnight sky
My words have been lost
Lost in your eyes

Addicted to breathing
Each day goes the same
My heart is fading
And my soul is turning grey
Somebody save me
Before my mind goes astray
I am tired of hiding
Will you lend me your faith?

There are flowers on my duvet covers
I guess you could say that I sleep in a flower bed