I'm trying to be a bad man
Literally a bad man, man
Dating and hurting other girls for fun
Just to forget my life's wonder woman

I got my hair dyed tonight
It's my first time I tried
Wanting to look bad outside
But still have a good heart inside

I want to be a bad man to forget you
Play with every girl like uncle drew
Do crazy ****ts to myself and others too
I'm a bad man now, so F.U. Wooh!

I'm healthy, but it feels like I'm dying
No one died, but why I'm crying?
Maybe because it's time to say goodbye in this feeling
I love you, but I want to forget this love thing

Tell me how can I unloved you
If loving you is all I want to do
Tell me how can I forget you
If forgetting you is impossible to do

I literally can't bear this pain
Like there's a poison in my veins
Slowly, it keeps getting me insane
I can't pull you out in this crazy brain

Bang! That's the last sound I want to hear
This life is meaningless if you're not here
If I died tonight, I  don't have any fear
You'll gonna regret it, every night I'll make you scream

You want to know how's my mood? Spell it backward
Yes! I'm doomed, I can't go forward
Maybe I should go upward to meet G0d
Or must look side-ward to see all the people I had

It feels that nothings right, right now
I don't know where to go now, how?
Should I go to the left where nothings right?
Or to the right where nothings left?

I'm stuck between hold on and move on
Should I hold on very tight?
Or try to forget all the memories we had?
Woo! I don't know how to be all right

Please forgive me my dear
I can't stop my tears
It's flowing like a river in my face
I'll still remember our old good days

Please forgive me cause I can't stop loving you
Forgive me cause I'm still missing you
Writing this poem is all I can do
Even it kills me every time I remember you

But now. Please, still forgive me. .

Forgive me cause I will stop thinking about you
I will stop loving you like I used to
This is the last poem I will do for you
It's hard but this is the right thing to do

Forgetting and letting go of you. .

Forgive me.

I really don't know what's with Friday the 13th
They said it's like Nightmare on Elm Street
Something bad will happen today, isn't it?
Let's see, I'll wait till 12 in the midnight

For me. .

Everyday is Friday the 13th since you left me
Darkness, nightmares, pain is all I feel and see
Come back to me baby, please annoy me
Only you can make my life lively

I love you Honey. .

13 letters this 13th of Friday
I hope you're always happy each day
These are the only words I wanna say
Come with me and let's run away

It's almost 5:00 AM, I'm tired
You drained me, my body is on fire
I know I'm so fuck1ng dumb
Doing this for some who can't give me love

I guess I'm the Incredible Hulk
You're hurting me, but I can still walk
I will endure this pain until we finally talk
Baby, my love for you is harder than a rock

I don't care what will gonna happen
You can hurt me as much as you can
I'll sacrifice myself for you to be happy again
Even though you just treat me like a friend

You're Gwen Stacy, I'm Spidey
Don't leave me, I'll make you happy
I don't need anybody or money
Just the two of us, you and me

To others, I'm cold as ice
To you, my heart always melts, Oh nice!
Now, I'm going to roll those dice
To unfold what the future lies

My love for you is absolute
You're my boss, I salute
If I love you means I am Groot
Then I am Groot, I am Groot

Hey! I love you
Leave me alone, I don't love you
Hey! Hey! I wanna talk to you
Don't talk me, you're annoying

This scratch is so messy
My writings are sloppy
I'm talking but there's nobody
Being crazy is not easy

This is Insanity. .

I wanna pull this heart of mine
And literally give it to you in time
Maybe you'll realize that my love is divine
Keep it, cause tonight I'm going to die

I love you. . Good bye.

Love is not just about holding hands every day and night
Kissing each other under a blinking light
Making her scream while she holds you tight
And after the fight, both of you lose your might

Love is a touch and yet not a touch
Touch her heart more than you touch her breast
Kiss her soul together with her lips
Hug her attitude along with her body

Make her smile not make her ***
Love her unconditionally not **** her hard
Give her letters and poems, not Hickey
Make memories with her before making her a baby

Go with her in churches, not in motels
See her with a beautiful dress not naked
Take off her problems not her clothes
Make her tears flow in happiness, not in pain

Tell her that she's a blessing
Save her if she feels that life is falling
Understand her if she's doing other things
Treat her like she's the Queen and you're the King

Can you please examine my blood?
You'll see that I'm not that bad
I'll give you everything I've got
Will love you from the stars and back

Stick with me when I'm sick
You're the medicine that reacts so quick
You're the O and I'm the Stik
The only flower I wanna pick

Give me some medicine lady boss
I'll pay it with love, you'll overdose
In this love game, that we can't pause
You'll be mine and I'll be yours

You're the disease also the cure
You're the pain I'll need to endure
For me, one thing is for sure
My love, my love for you is pure

These past few days are fast
I want to be as fast as Flash
Travel back in time and change our past
So I can meet you first before he does

Gonna break the rhymes in these few lines. .

I don't want you to forget him
Just move on, and say your goodbyes
Live your life and make it nice
Date, drink, travel, wink, sleep, lick, ****

Let's go back. .

Past is past, focus on your present
Almost done, will give it to you as a present
In my mind, babe you're always present
You're the teacher, I'm your student
You're my doctor and I'm your patient

Time flies very fast, man
I'm the victim and you're the gunman
You shoot my head and chest, ****
Now I'm dead to you, what a successful plan

I''m sick today it's hard to talk
I need you now, but we can't talk
Can I see you today?, Nope
You're the medicine I can't afford

Not feeling well cause of runny nose
Feels like there's a sauce in my nose
Can you stay with me?, I need you most
I know you can't, that's the worst

First day of the week and I'm weak
Being crazy with you makes me sick
You can call this geek a freak
Cause loving you is all I can think

Yes! I know that he still owns you
He still owns your beautiful heart
He's the reason to your sleepless nights
The reason why you have tears in your eyes

You still love him even though he breaks your heart
Can't you see me? I'm just here by your side
I will take away what you feel inside
I'll give you the remaining beats of my heart

Somebody. I'm just somebody. .

It hurts because its not me
It hurts because I want you to be free
We know that time is the only key
Maybe someday, Someday it can be you and me

For you, I am willing to fight
You're my Queen and I'm your knight
Maybe it's wrong, but let's make it right
Like shaping our body using fit and right

I know you're sleeping right now
Embracing your favorite pillow
My love, if you're going to allow
Marry me, I'll help you to fix your eyebrows

I don't know why I'm loving you
All I know that it is true
If you're going to say you love me too
It will be the start of something new

I choose you like my favorite Pokemon
Baby, I will give you even the sun and moon
I will love you from morning to noon
Please Just don't leave me too soon

Don't worry darling, it's my choice
My heart! Yes, my heart is still yours
With all these noises, all I hear is your voice
I'm not playing around, like most of these boys

I'm sorry, my heart still chooses you
For hoping that you can love me too
It's fine with me being your number two
I can't just afford to lose you

So here's the notebook of mine
Where I wrote all my sweet and cheesy lines
Please read all of this if you have time
Cause it's for you even I can't call you mine

This notebook will be the proof of my love for you
All the words and lines I wrote every page are true
Unlike Bruno Mars, you can just count on me until two
I'll be there because I love you and will always do

My love. I hope you'll remember me someday
Keep this notebook and don't throw it away
It's the summary of my feelings that I want to say
I love you forever, you're the reason why I pray

I can still see it clearly here in my head
The way you walk towards me, I'm not prepared
Like two phones being paired
The connections between us are being shared

You're slowly walking towards me baby
Oh crap, You're such a beautiful lady
This memory keeps driving me crazy
Like the one finger push up of Bruce Lee

Step by step you're getting closer
My heart beats are getting stronger  
You just pass me by, I'm such a loser
I look back and saw you hug him tight like a bear

I'm gonna write down what I feel tonight
It's crazy when someone doesn't love you, right?
My heart is melting slowly like a candle light
Bit by bit I'm losing my might

I know you still love him
I really know you still want him back
All I want you know is that
I'm always here whenever you're sad

When the time comes that he'll come back
It's time for me to change my track
It feels like a sudden heart attack
Like my body hit by a 10 wheeler truck

. .

I don't know what witchcraft you did to me
It's easy for you to control me my majesty
Like, A, B, C and one, two, three
You have my bravery, honesty, and loyalty

You're my Queen and I'm your slave
I'll obey whatever order you gave
My duty is to always keep you safe
Will give my life for your ****!ng sake

Move my body and have some fun
Play me like a toy in your hand
Throw me anytime and anywhere if you're mad
Don't worry cause I can't fly like super man

You're not Cecilia but you're breaking my heart
Lady, you're hitting my heart badly like a dart
You're my world but now it's falling apart
This is the end, I don't know where to start

All my dreams for us are gone
All our memories, Is it just for fun?
Baby, come back, this is not our plan
Big day tomorrow, we're not done

I'm half dead and half alive
I don't know if I'm going to survive
All I want is you, forever, by my side
But you leave a note,

You said you don't want to be my bride. .