This life isnt marvel cinematic universe Where superheros saving you from the villain In this life, night time has become my morning And morning time has become my night time I am stuck on depression time zone Where i wake up from nightmare to nightmare Where my minds start to confuse whats real and whats on my mind Where i cant find a button to silence my own thoughts Where people stare's undressed me How could they save me even if its a superhero movie When the villain lives in me Maybe i cant be saved, Because pain has became my comfort Because hope terrifies me
We were once kids. We were once wild. We were once soldiers. In the dead of winter, you greeted death. You fell from my grip and into the darkness, and now a hundred years have rotted away and I have never felt so alone. I ran from the winter because war was to attached to it. I close my eyes and I see you there on the front line. Young and drained, you were just a body rotting away. Full of life so you hung on with everything you had. bang bang It was such an awful sound. Only if I had taken your place. If only you would have run the other way. Just how unfair is our luck.
Someday I'll teach myself to learn and live alone. I'll teach myself that death was not the enemy. But the winter storm rages on and I'm still having trouble breathing. Don't be alarmed. I march on. Like the soldier I once was. Don't be alarmed. I've seen many winter storms and I have miraculously survived them all.
Can't you see that I don't want to move on? Don't bring tomorrow because I can't take another. My eyes are too fogged to see the light. My minds too cluttered to think right. I've tasted my own tears and faced all my fears. So here I am. Laying on the floor. So here we are. Together once more.
Steve Rogers & Bucky Barnes Captain America: The Winter Soldier