I miss easy days and nights we shared
Before dishonesty blew us apart
When we were eachothers best friend
It was much better at the start
Poured my heart into your ears
Told every fear, scar, and tale
Let you see ugly parts
Dirt beneath each fingernail
Hit me up every day that first summer
All your free time spent in my kiss
I could see feelings for me were real
Your company is what I really miss
Never were into dancing
Self-concious, shy, scared someone else might see
When we were out and music came on
Had no problem swaying with me
Would go where we wanted, wild like horses
By your side I felt like royalty
Shackled to your lap, my discovered throne,
Had no crown yet still a queen with your arms around me
Began over a bottle of Smirnoff
You coming to my house
Little did I know in the moment
All the worries and intense feelings you'd rouse
I am not saying I regret taking a chance with you
Can hardly imagine a world otherwise
I exist in the confines of my decisions
You inside labyrinth of lies
Fell for my passiobate spirit
I was still full of life; innocent
My love for the universe has faded since then
You witnessed my sparkle before it went
It was winter as soon as we blinked our eyes
Cracked like ice our hearts were doomed to break
Shards slicing through tender tethers
You apologize for making yet another mistake
Closeness that once was so simple to find
Disappeared when demons took charge
Spent many nights fighting them, and you
Dangling issues powerful and large
Lullabies switched to sad reverie
With every careless word and decision
Can you remember who we were before
Lies put us in this prison?
Loved you more than I loved myself
Loved you far too much for my own good
Gave you all I could, and would do it again
Before we broke we had something pure and good
Friendship ending with two lovers happens all the time, but love ending in friendship? Never.
