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Illona Dec 2018
hey Sun,
i just realized
you don't love me
you never love me
you won't love me
and
i can't make you love me
trapped inside her own glass
  Nov 2018 Illona
Theshygirl
I haven’t written anything
Not in awhile at least
And for a minute
I think it’s because
I’ve finally lost myself
My creative side at least.
But soon I realize
It’s simply because
I’m happy.
The things I write
Are twisted and depressing
Sometimes too dark
To even represent
My true self.
But they were decent
Some even good
And it makes me miss
Being sad.
  Nov 2018 Illona
Dark Delusion
I’ve found love,
Love like never before.
We show emotions,
Emotions we've never used before.

We’re doing good,
Only because I remember.
I remember words,
Words like I’ve never heard before.

“I love you” we said,
Love we felt.
Sadness we shared,
And in anger we cared.

I’m cold, you’re mad.
I wasn’t aware of me being like that.
I cry, you relax.
Now we understand.

I’ve found love,
Love like never before.
And I wish,
That it will never stop.
Illona Oct 2018
The moon already up at sea
Hey you darling my Plea
Always change the direction
Holding hands for a moment then you let it go
You make a space but then you want us to collide
The smell of you reminds me of the clouds
Giving me some comfort feeling

Hey sun please don't make gray line
Just tell the sign don't give the warn
One time you let my hand walking alone,
One time you put your head sleep on my shoulder,
One time you push me away,
One time you melt in my embrace
It's really hard to always getting hurts
I don't have clue
It's so blurry
So sun please tell me if your heart longing into mine
But if it doesn't
Let my soul know
So
I will leave the sky and love you from afar


- S.I
Illona Sep 2018
You look so warm
You're small and not so tall
But you are so pretty and cute
The way you move is so fascinating
Catch the both of my eyes
Even in the crowded room
I still catch your sight
Sneak my arm around your waist
Latching onto your body
The way you sat on my lap
Was really comforting
You put one of your arm
Around my neck
And talking stories
About anything and everything
It become my favorite position
And You The Sun
Become My Favorite Person
Is it wrong if the moon who are always in nyctophilia love the sun
Love from afar is the only thing the moon can do
Illona Sep 2018
Words hurts more
Than a knife
Killing you
Slowly
From time to time
Echoing inside the brain
Within every single breath
Words can hurts you but only words can heal
Illona Sep 2018
Lonely nights
Staring up to the sky
Looking to the moon
Thinking about words
I need to say
To the mars
When will i meet with those brown orbs
Will i talk to you again dear
I miss you
And
I need you
It's been a thousand times of 20:25 pm
And
I'm still waiting

- S.I
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