This is it...
I've fallen into something
I couldn't get myself out of.
There's no looking back
I'd be lying to myself
If I say, I'd never like you.
I might just be stuck in a coma
And dreaming this whole thing up
But my heart can't lie, I've fallen for you.
Here I go again
With unrequited love
Why do I keep punishing myself?
Falling for someone who can't be for me
Forcing something to happen
When it's an impossibility.
At night, my eyes burn
With tears of longing to be in your arms
At night, I close my eyes and dream
Dream about the impossibility
That I could ever be for you
I hurt knowing the truth.
You push me away
Yet I keep hurting myself
Trying to hold on to the sharp end of the knife.
My demented heart, it beats for you
But you just let me be
Ignoring the fact that there could be