Lie to me
Tell me i'm beautiful
Tell me i'm smart
Tell me i'm the best you ever had
Tell me i'm the last one you want
Tell me i'm the most unique person
Tell me all the good lies
Tell me that when you look in my eyes you see a beautiful future
With me
Tell me I have the beautiful-lest eyes
tell me when you look at me you get butterflies
Tell me you want to touch me always
Tell me that I make you the happiest man alive
Tell me these lies while you hold my hand
Or while we're making love
Or when we take a walk and i steal your hand and hold it tightly in Mine
Tell me all these lies
And
Make me fall for you
Do these things out of the blue
Then prove it to me
Play the act
Be the perfect man
Tell me them
Make me feel loved
Tell me the lies
Make me fall deeply in-love with you
Then leave like i know you will do


*L.S.

Hello,
Someone,
Anyone,
Please hear me.
Hello,
Father,
Mother,
Please listen.
There is something I have been meaning to tell you.
The issues in my head won't go away,
and sometimes I look at you and think you don't love me,
I am so insecure about my personality,
So I lie to mask myself.
This anxiety is ripping parts of me away,
The parts that can't be replaced,
There is no transplant to replace my mind.
Hello,
Someone,
Anyone,
Please hear me.
Hello,
Father,
Mother,
Please listen.
There is something I have been meaning to tell you.
I am slowly dying inside and I don't think you understand.
This is serious almost inconspicuous,
So this is what I ask of you,
Please tell me that you love me,
Reassure me that you care,
Bring out myself in me,
and show me that you're there,
This is the only way to get better
Reassurance is key
This will help me put back the me in me.
Sincerely,
A anxiety filled body.

What have I done,
to make everyone hate me,
to allow others to treat me so bad,
this is something,
only hate,
would of caused,

What have I done,
to make you all hate me so much,
because only hate,
can cause,
this kind of pain,
to make someone hurt so much,

What have I done,
to hurt everyday here,
its killing me,
inside, I know I will die,
and never come back,
only if I stay here,

What have I done,
because I want to stop,
I want to live a little bit longer,
but the pain keeps going,
I am alone with these fears,

What have I done,
Because now everybody,
hates me,
their is no one to trust here,
no soul left inside,
like theirs no one left here to save me,

What have I done,
to make you not care,
if you don't care,
as it seems to be,
then just let me,
walk out and leave,

What have I done,
to find myself here,
I need to escape,
I don't want to die here,
the odds never fall,
in my fate,

Please just Tell me,
What have I done?
Tell me, Please!
What have I done?
I Promise to stop!
What have I done?