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Leticia JL Sims Nov 2020
My love has pushed the outer limits

No more love that I can give

I love you

Holding onto you while you sleep
Is my greatest escape from reality

Gazing into your eyes while you look back into mine
Is my greatest escape from reality

Holding your cold hand with my warm hand is my greatest escape from reality

Listening to you talk about the things you love
Is my greatest escape from reality

My reality is that soon I'll be forgotten

Soon I won't be loved

My greatest reality is when you sleep you pull away from me and leave me to sleep alone

My greatest reality is when you look away from my eyes to look at another with your eyes full of lust and tears try to push their way out of my tear ducts

My greatest reality is when you pull your hand away from mine, Leaving my hand so hot it is hard to bare.

My greatest reality is when you're as quiet as a mouse.
Idk I haven't wrote in awhile
Leticia JL Sims Nov 2020
Blue walls
Everywhere I go
I'm met with blue walls

Blue walls
Blue walls

Oh please
Just go

Blue walls
Crowd me
Blue walls
Confined
Small space
Blue walls

Please just go
Leticia JL Sims Nov 2020
Hello
Hello
Goodbye
I love you
I love you
I love you
I hate you
I hate you
I hate you
Hello
Hello
Goodbye
Leticia JL Sims Aug 2020
Lonely nights
Dark and dull
Used to be full of laughter and love

Lonely nights
Dark and dull
We used to cuddle
We used to fuse with lust and love

Lonely night's
Dark and dull
Your love has gone away and I am left alone

Lonely nights
Dark and dull
Where did my laughter go
Leticia JL Sims May 2018
Classic lies you tell me
As you slither inbetween my thighs
Lust all in your eyes
As you pull me to you
You softly touch my skin and slide your shaft deeply inbetween my thighs
With all that lust in your eyes
You tell me classic lies
Your rhythm is strong without missing a single beat
Your forehead starts to sparkle with sweat
The look in your eyes is lust mixed with determination to satisfy
Your rhythm goes on as you tell me classic lies
The classic lies put me soundly asleep and leave me satisfied
Haha this is different.. I dont know.
Leticia JL Sims May 2018
Sometimes i just cant sleep.
My thoughts drive me up the wall and through a valley that i cant stand to go on
The pure thought of it alone makes me want to go to sleep and just never wake up again or be tortured by a thousand little needles poking at my feet
My thoughts always seem to eat me up
But at night it is usually the worst or when i am alone and the darkness of my life creeps in and tries to sweep me away into seeing the sad reality of everything i try to write off as a little bitty part that doesnt matter.
The sad reality that i always try to escape makes me want to put a bullet deep into my head bring all the voices to an end..
This is one of those nights
Even with the person I love most in the world sleeping next to me
The person who i have told the most to
I still feel lifes full force on me
Suffocating me
Pushing me deeper into the harsh belly of it's inside
My love is asleep and i am awake feeling all alone
feeling burned
feeling as if I am not good enough and never will be
Will life always feel like this for me
IiI am a crybaby who thinks mostly about herself .
Leticia JL Sims Jan 2018
Broken hearts
Tear stained pillow cases and cheeks
Everything you do is wrong
Every breath you take is a sin
Your story shouldn't have been written
Your words you spit out
You must be a demon
Sent from hell
All you do is do wrong
You are so wrong
Yet so alive
Why?
You see a glimmer and then you see the brightness of a light you think it is mind uttering coming at you crashing into your heart it must be something big it must be good, life altering time changing you think! As it comes to you and sticks by your side slightly burning you from time to time you think this must be it the demon isn't alone anymore this feeling is slowly peeling away but then the light comes closer burning into your skin your body is weak your mind is sick of fighting you just want to sleep you want to touch the light but it winds up burning you when you do.. you love this light you love it so much that if you must burn yourself to keep close to it you will.. the light brings joy! The light makes you smile. you want to understand the light you want the light to understand you and stay by you.. it is so light yet so dark.. it brightens your worlds but you are so dark you start to think maybe it is me maybe I am the reason why it burns because I am a demon and it is a obviously an angel. Demons and angels can they excist side by side?
When everyone around you seems to be against you and telling you that you are wrong...but then something happens.
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