I don't want to be helpess anymore,
It was easier, I'll no longer ignore-
How I always asked your thoughts,
How I vented and never stopped.
The things I regret now feel more real,
I wish we just could've hung out;
Been normal friends,
but I was afraid to be myself.
I learned to stay down and not get up,
I'd pace my room in fantasies
Until I learned to que up
Validation felt like a drug
But now what I regret most
Is not giving you a hug,
Spilling my every thought,
And betraying you
Now you're gone
