City stretching wide, Touching on every side. Buildings so high, They look beyond the sky. Space a playground of travel, So vast it can only baffle. Time a never ending maze; We can subdue every phase.
This is what it feels like it To lose yourself Especially in poor timing Now I never intended to lose myself But things happened Events occurred Here I am now What do you know I'm stuck fighting a war within me Reminding myself that I need to eat and sleep Finding a million and one reasons to get out of bed Trying to give a reason to have a genuine smile It's tiring It's draining Worst of all...is that I don't even care Currently I am watching from the sidelines While my team is getting crushed But coach won't let me play So here I am now Wondering what's my next plan That's just it... I don't have one Usually do...but this time I don't
Recently I have been going through a rough time and I decided to write it out.
What would I do for a million dollars? How much time would I let them have? I could tell you it wouldn't be worth anything, But security, let's talk maturely, I'd do anything sir.
You want a man killed? Sure. Who is it I'm wacking? Sell paraphernalia to people? Okay, how much are we packing? Give them all my integrity Give them everything that makes me, me. Chain up these arms and pretend to be free. Sell them my name, Ryan Maroni? I use to be.
I thought about it all for a bit With a pen in my hand, a chair where i sit. Looking over the contract, riddled with clauses. Hand stutter shaking, making my grip tight I put the pen down and paused. Then riped up the paper with all of my might.