Love will always leave you,
Angry
Bitter
Broken
Confused
Hateful
Hurt
M­ean,
**Spiteful

I should have turned around
that horrible night
I wish I turned around
as you held me tight

instead I laid there
and pretended to sleep
I acted like you weren’t there
and wanted you to leave

how horrible of me
to close off my heart
how cruel of me
to ignore your scars

I watched as your heart bled
and then tried to get away
while pounding your head
as you begged me to stay

when you asked why
I told you your prior mistakes
you started to cry
as I watched your heart break
with sorrow in your eyes
regret was there
but I was so blind
I didn’t even care

I won’t notice the lies.
But I don’t even know the truth.
Between your so violent behavior.
That you forgot who you are.


I won’t ask you to change.
Only you can ask yourself and do it.
But you’ll might lose me before it ends.
Or I’ll might lose you forever.


Show me the love you gave me at first.
Your soft and enjoyable side.
With laughs everyday and smiles.
I thought that this would never change.


I wanted you to notice the harm you’ve done to me.
I wanted you to remember our first love.
This isn’t love anymore, it’ll never be like that again.
You showed me everything about you.


The lovable side, and soft side. I loved you.
The playful side, and wild side. I liked you.
The cold side, and mean side. I stayed.
The violent side, and evil side. I was only there.


You pretended, to love me and not to hurt me.
I pretended, to care.
All those personalities of you.
Were sides of you that never existed.