i'm stuck in this ******* clear box with nothing but my conscious mind and my lifeless body and all i can do is watch everyone around me move on with their lives. this anxiety has left me stagnant for the past two years and i'm not strong enough to physically push it out of the way. they all say to follow my dreams, do what i want. but they're only contradicting themselves by not allowing me to venture out. how the **** am i supposed to get out of this box when it's locked from the outside and i'm the only one who has the key?
It doesn’t matter what I type As long as I type words It doesn’t faze me what the hype As long as I infer The lyrics although musical Just bounce inside my head They always start with music But the words come out instead
Almost like playing a movie from the middle And trying to understand it as it plays. It is quite impossible to understand some scenes From the play unless you watch it from the beginning.
Sadly you can't rewind life And you must stick to What your conclusions have gotten to.
You may guess, but never be Sure of how that person Has gotten where it stands.
So until that person elucidates its timeline, Or you simply comprehend them as they are.
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As humans we are persistent to What we want or need. It may be material, Or a simply contentment inside us.
You perceive someone's gloom in their senses, But not the denotation. This may come to another term named "love." And understanding is the main key to show affection.
My mother told me about The evils of humans and how My heart was the most Vulnerable part of me. So I locked it up tight and Buried it away, Thinking that I would be safe. But you are a thief And found out where I’d Hidden it. And now, I am at Love’s mercy.
She locked her thoughts in a box. Along with her feelings. But she didn't know. They are creeping out, eating her from the inside out. . And there was no key. No code. Nor passwords. To unlock the box She locked herself.
