Get away
Far from here
Going some where
Will end my fear
Hate and pain
Is all the same
You're the only one to blame
You took my life
And threw it away
You still insist that I stay
Get away far from here
Going somewhere will end my fear

They all say that you are a 'Bad Idea'.
But than again, like I'm good at decision making.

no, I'm not a bad joke
this is me
I've obsessed over another girl's
Instagram
and I've thought myself
better
when I've been
worse
but what you don't know
is through it all
I've been the same
always the same
I'm not soft
and I'm not who you take home
but I've been happy
some people like me
and the others don't
all in all
here I am

Her world,
a storm filled with confusion,
got her chasing an illusion.
She's already a pearl,
but lost touch with reality,
vanity taking all of her sanity.
Trying to fit into a world,
that isn't fit for this girl,
             -- this is insanity.
A beautiful girl,
trapped in a materialistic world,
it isn't realistic --
The truth is mythic,
enhanced by a gimmick,
that real people try to mimmick.
And get depressed,
cause they can't achieve it.
These people faker than make belief ...
and we all believe it.
It makes me so sick
I want to hurl -
then walk off like,
I never even seen it.

I was end up feeling
wrapped up in your feelings
to the point
I stop breathing
The feeling so intense
I get tense reliving.

I want to feed your fire,
by touching your flames,
and scorch you with my passion,
then smoother you like rain.
Lure you into my world,
until you can't refrain,
touching your body in ways,
it drives your mind insane.

The rumbling of the coming earthquake
echoes beneath my surface,
threatening the very idea of normality.

To be honest, if you asked me now if I still love you, I would say “Of course”
‘cause, in the end, I still do, even if it makes me worse
I can lie to myself but I’d still cry for you
Every now and then I think of you and I hope you think of me too

You know, you could hurt me a lot but, in the end, I’d still love you
Don’t ask me why ‘cause I don’t know, I have no clue
Maybe I just don’t want my feelings to turn out to be lie
Or maybe I like the idea of love and I don’t want it to die
Or maybe you’re just... I don’t know
I just can’t seem to let you go
Oh **** it, why did we have to meet?
Why didn’t you just ignore me instead of acting so sweet

I don’t know what I want, to forget you or not
‘cause that love is all I’ve got

You don’t ******* know how much you cause me pain
And when I think I’m never gonna have you, it feels like my life’s goin’ in vain
You know what that means, Chris?
It means that Death could be my only bliss
And though I might deny it, I’ll love you, Chris, forever
The idea of the one you used to be, however