I was arrogant and stupid,
while he put on the moves,
saying you deserved better,
now I know that was the truth.
I can see it now,
all the faults inside me.
It took me losing you,
for me to finally see.
I keep all your things,
tucked back in my closet,
hoping that you’ll come back,
but you won’t, and I caused it.
I took you for granted,
my hostage to fortune,
thinking you’d never leave,
you wouldn’t do that to our son.
Also, our daughter,
I helped raise since three.
It shames me to admit it,
but I thought you couldn’t do better than me.
Now it’s too late,
and you have moved on,
no matter what I say,
you will always be gone.
I’m sorry sweetheart,
for not being what you deserved.
I will love you forever,
even if you think that’s absurd.
This isn’t how,
I thought my life would be,
I thought we’d have our forever,
but that’s not reality.
Another old poem I found tonight that I wrote to my ex wife
