DancingEnt

DancingEnt Sep 2019

Tonight

We spent the night
Interrupting our kisses with laughter
And looking into each other's eyes
Too afraid to tell the other
What we desperately wanted to hear

#love #new #scary #vulnerable #kisses #intimacy #night #lovers #friends

DancingEnt Jul 2019

Said No

You coulda just said no
Instead of leaving me in limbo.
If you're too scared, say it.
I'll make sure I leave the door closed.

Dating is dumb

#dating #dumb #love #lost #always #is #difficult #emotions

DancingEnt Jul 2019

It's Been a While

I will love you,
And I will love you hard
And deep.
And pure.

I will smile at you
With all of my love
When you laugh,
When you sing,
When you dance,
When you're kind.

And especially when you smile and cover your mouth when you're being shy.

But I know I will just look back with fond memories. At some point we will part ways, and any love that is was or will be between the two of us will become those memories we cherish well into our greys.

#love #kindness #fondness #memories #writing

DancingEnt May 2019

Hungry

I crave affection
and love
and tenderness
and understanding
and friendship
and compassion

A cup that once ran over
now is empty
and no matter how hard
I fight to replenish it
the fighting depletes the cup
and it chips and breaks
bringing it closer
to not being able to hold anything at all.

heavy heart, empty cup, futile attempts

#love #lost #losing #marriage #sad #depressed #loved #affection

DancingEnt Mar 2019

Untitled

No matter how much
You show someone you care
The blind do not see

You could shine as bright as the sun
But if they're in a bunker
They will never feel your rays

Feeling pretty low

DancingEnt Jan 2019

How I Feel This Very Second

I want to walk along the beach with you
I want to feel the splash of the ocean and look up at you
Sun beaming on your wet skin
And see you smile
I want to know that nobody could hold any more love in a smile than you do for me.

I want to be cuddled in front of a wood stove
In our tiny log cabin a-frame
In the dead of winter, both wearing flannels
With our feet snug in wool socks
Watching the giant snowflakes fall slow,
And be wrapped in your arms
Knowing that's the warmest place to be
And I want to feel that warmth in my heart.

I want to lose track of time
Just staring in your eyes
And feel the love coming back at me.
I want you to know I love you
And I want to know you love me.

Feeling sentimental. Feeling like we are falling back in love. Feeling good.

#love #husband #life #good #happiness #happy #warm #cold #winter #ocean

DancingEnt Dec 2018

Time Makes all Wounds Deeper

We only see each other
Through pixels on a screen
But the way you live your life
Makes me want to scream

Once beautiful and pure
You've given into drugs
And now your arms are too thin
To give out your famous hugs

Eyes glossed in every picture
It's enough to break your heart
Your smile and your aura
Were once a work of art

And I know that you are struggling
It's something we all do
I hope someday you reach out
And stop destroying you.

Old friends die hard.

#drugs #friends #long #distance #time #screen #internet #wasting #away