I’m drowning, I said.
Swim, you snapped.

I don’t know how,
I just don’t know where to start.
If I should fix me—
how to fix me.

Do it one at a time,
sun peeked through your smile.

My ankles were chained,
locked in rusty old metals
and key’s drowning deep.

Dive it in.

I don’t know how to do it.
Tears resounded on ocean waters,
they never will back out.
Demons will always pry onto your pretty mind,
before you could catch your breath.

They burn well.
Before it hurt,
they burnt your lungs.
And you still,
try to catch your breath
hopelessly.

Live, you said.
I’ll be here.
I’m always here.
You could use my shirt,
or my shoulder,
or take my blood.

Shy thing,
thank you.

I drowned myself
In the glass half-full
Too god ****** proud
To believe in dying with a lungful

I rage against the waves of anger,
Slashing away at the waterline,
With a sword of cork and wood.

Relentless is my fury against,
This opposition vast and immortal.


I spend every millisecond of my frail life,
Swinging and swiping, fighting imaginary ghosts.
My haggard arms wash away in the receding tides,
And my starved body collapses and goes underneath.
My gaunt figure goes lifeless, filling with the departing waters.

I died thinking I had won.

How lonely would you be,
Sitting on the only rock,
Above water in a lake?
Can you cry,
If I were to die,
Drowned beneath these waves?
Listen to the flying shadow,
He cries, he screams, he travels with ******,
Foreshadowing awaited end, floating up,
Out of the water,
I can no longer touch the border,
Of water and earth,
And the transparent evidence of my life,
No longer does it irritate me,
No longer does it sparkle in this underwater sunshine.
How happy would you be,
If I were to rise?
How happy would you be,
If I appeared alive?
                             -from firefly

Like the ocean so deep and blue
My heart was drowned,
waiting to be saved by you.

She's so down
She can't dig back up
No matter how hard she pushed
No matter how hard she struck the boulder
She can't even make a single dent

She's so drowned
She can't even swim back up to breathe

No matter how hard she struggled
No matter how fast she flailed her arms
She can't even move herself a bit back up

She's so broken
She can't even count her pieces
No matter how hard she picked
No matter how strong she held on
She would always break down like a paper castle every single time

She's so lost
She really can't find herself
No matter how hard she looked
No matter how fast she ran
She's still that lost, broken and drowned girl stucked in the swallowing darkness