This won't ever work out.
Because I've lost all hope.
In this world im living in.
My lifes gone down a *****.
You say you can relate to.
I find it hard to believe.
I want to get close to you.
But I just can't breathe.

Is it strange, that my hearts been rearranged.
Is it wrong, that I've cried for so long.
You said you'd be there for me.
Please don't lie.
You said you be there for me.
Telling me not to cry.

If i seem too complicated..
Feel unappreciated...
Its cuz I've been hurt.
If I seem so depressed.
Seem way too stressed.
Its cuz I've been hurt.
Yes I've been hurt.

What seems like a thousand times of me trying to gain control.
Of a life that goes round and round, my heart is growing so cold.
But there you are, trying your hardest to break in.
My paranoia won't ever let you win.

Is it strange, that my hearts been rearranged.
Is it wrong, that I've cried for so long.
You said you'd be there for me.
Please don't lie.
You said you be there for me.
Telling me not to cry.

If i seem too complicated..
Feel unappreciated...
Its cuz I've been hurt.
If I seem so depressed.
Seem way too stressed.
Its cuz I've been hurt.
Yes I've been hurt.

Its just you and I.
You could always see through my lies.
When you left me behind.
Your tears fell from my eyes.

Even though I broke your heart, my scar.
Glad to see you know you're a star, my star.
And even though our love is far, so far
Please don't leave me, please don't leave me, please don't leave me, Don't you leave me babe.

If I could rewind time to when you were my first.
You know i'd erase the time I became your worst.
Please believe in me when i say that I learned.
It was your love, your love, your love, that I always have yearned.

Can there be an us?
Even though I lost all your trust.
Don't give up on me .
I need more than just your lust.

Yes I know I broke your heart, my scar.
But you will always know you're a star, my star.
So sad to see our love is far, so far
Please dont leave me, please dont leave me, please don't leave me, Dont you leave me.

If I could rewind time to when you were my first.
You know i'd erase the time I became your worst.
Please believe in me when i say that I learned.
It was your love, your love, your love, that I always have yearned.

You love him not me, you’re so attached, so attached to me
And I’ll tell you again, that you’re not right, not right for me
You try and try so hard, to win me over
But time and time again, you’re always with, always with him

I haven’t seen your face in so long.
I’m kind of wondering how, you might be doing, kinda miss who you were, to me.
I remember, how we used to be, before you got with him.
Said that I should give you another chance... because you weren’t in love with your man

Is this love? We both know its not love.
All you needed was ***, treat me just like your ex.
But now, now I heard you’re single.
Sorry, but my shoulder you can’t lean on.

Step away, step away....step away

Baby please
Is this really destiny, that I would feel for you, how you feel for me.
But you don’t really even care.
This is a ******* love affair.
You said it was a mistake, even with your heartaches.
I know that I'm too good for you, your past golden boy.
The one that you would lust, you used me like a toy.
We are not meant to be, because my heart is free.
No chains on me, I put it on everything, everything baby.


You love him not me, you’re so attached, so attached to me

And I’ll tell you again, that you’re not right, not right for me

You try and try so hard, to win me over

But time and time again, you’re always with, always with him

she was dancing around like a wallflower
sipping on sweet poison
a little too open  
her lips and memories soaking in *****
alcohol numbs her heart but burns the throat
no concern for dignity she is eager to loose
she peers into the cup and takes the dive
until her mind becomes distrait
among all else nothing matters
she gazed at herself in the mirror
her eyes were green
the kind of green that pushes its way through the piles of gritty snow to remind you spring is coming
the churning passionate green that the ocean turns during a storm
she realized through being drunk
she loved herself sober

In my heart you reside
I am fine, on whatever you decide
Tho from me you tend to hide
I am happy as long as am walking beside
The love in your heart
I see it through your actions
You've been same from the start
Never classifying me into sections
Yet loved every of my selections
Recently, you've put me down
Claiming the things you own
I am not able to understand
Why you've put up such an act
I am trying so hard to mend
But I deserve to know the fact
So much confusion stirs in my mind
Have you found other of a similar kind?
With patience I'll let you be
Until my love blinds you to see
The right and wrong that stirs within
Sorting out the stress that ***** you in
As a better half, I'll lead us to serenity
Don't worry, you'll always be my beloved dignity...


©sim

No pain, no gain they say
For those that train
But what about those that live in pain,
What is it we gain?

The ups, the downs
And the endless frowns
from the daily drills
Of taking those pills

A pill for this, and a pill for that
To help sustain
A low level of pain

But living life with chronic pain
Has taught me something I'd call a gain
To smile and laugh when things get bad
Because pain gets worse if you mope around sad

But when all is said and done
Living in pain isn't fun
But we learn to cope as best we see
With a smile, some hope and dignity!

I feel rage...
Rage for all of us who have been violated.
My heart is oh so heavy.
It seems to be everywhere.
And we suffer in silence.
How can anyone do that to another human being? It's a silent epidemic.
Why is nobody talking about.
Human... we all have dignity.
How dare someone treat you.. me.. like an object to be played with, trampled on and then tossed to the side like nothing.
Do you know what thorns you stabbed and wrapped around my heart?
You've left scars on my heart forever.
For some moments of power & pleasure... you steal the light within someone's soul.
How dare you...
You put poison on a bleeding soul.
Choking; I tried to survive life suffocating on your poisonous after affects.
I used a lot of bad anesthesias along the way. Who was I trying to protect?
You paralyzed me for some time.
Time to cleanse my body of your darkness.
I feel sorry for your twisted soul.
You won't get the last word.
No no.
I will.

We ogle entertainment to forget reality
We write things down to understand history
We spell things out to maintain our dignity

But is that enough?
Sometimes we must
let go of reality,
relinquish dignity,
overcome history.

This is where the fear kicks in-
What drives you forward if not an oasis?
Who is in control if there is no escape?
        
Forget what you learned.

Grow by your own accord
Throw your hope off a balcony
And pray your mind will heal

**** your thoughts
and spare your fallacies
Starve your Ignorance
obsess over the unknown.

Accept your demise.
**** your pride.
Be unruly.

My heart breaks for you,
More than it breaks for me,
That’s saying something, my dear.
The past is in the past.
Nothing ever lasts.
The future can help us see clear.
Sorry about the black sheep.
But even the whitest aren’t completely white.
I remember when we used to go caroling
It hasn’t snowed since.
Good thing I travel light.
I wonder,
Will things ever be as they were?
If it makes it easier put the blame on me.
I’ve already lost my dignity.
I worry about what goes on,
When the lights at the house aren’t on?
Pretending everything’s okay when it isn’t.
How many ways can you twist a story?
The truth may never be revealed.
Can’t travel back in time.
Maybe it’s better this way.
If you know me so well,
Why do you not believe in me?
Please I already lost everything.
Don’t need your sympathy.
Please come back to me.