#depressed poems on Hello Poetry

Armand-DeamoJC Oct 2018

Love

As the evening reaches the hour of dark, and the lights inside cut out
Wed together as every star is visible
Bound to remember by the first-hand audience of two
Her gown and his pants hugging one another on the floor
As their lips may gently embrace with their ever so soft and perfect caressing
Un-married for not a sin
For the stars cross one another and they may intertwine
Sealed fate and opened gate
Together they may come,
But alone shall one leave
Forever they may part,
Or together they may start

Theme: Love
Genre: Narrative

#love #heartbreak #breakup #friendship #depression #depressed #also #happiness #wedding #marriage

Spades Oct 2018

Poetry is my Problem

Poetry used to be something I could look forward to
Because when no one was here for me poetry was always excited to have me to talk to
I loved poetry because it was something that helped me vent
To help me express and control my feelings
To help me give me a purpose

Poetry is no longer someone I want to talk to
Because it has become more than a want
It has become more than a help
It has become a need

Poetry is something that I need now
Poetry is something that I need to cope with life
Poetry is the only thing that can help me express my problems
and I hate it

I hate it

I don't want this anymore
But I can't help it
Because when I realized I had this problem
the first thing I did was to write about it

I think this is the first poem I ever have written that doesn't directly talk about my depression... It is still me though

#depression #depressed

james Oct 2018

—

do you know what it’s like
to feel like you live
in the cage?

do you know what it’s like
to hate what you see
in the mirror?

do you know what it’s like
to flinch when you hear
your voice?

do you know what it’s like
to break down in the bathroom
and cry into sleep?

do you know what it’s like
when you are
in the wrong body?

When your brain doesn’t match your body.

#transgender #trans #lgbt #sad #depression #depressed #anxiety #dysphoria #gender

Amaris Oct 2018

thoughts

if i can act like i'm okay, am i?
everything i say can turn into a lie
of course i'm good, it's all fine
where do i have to draw the line
well if i'm really being honest:
(after all i made that promise)
i really want to get better but i'm so tired
i don't want to be awake but my mind's on fire

#tired #depressed #manic #insomnia #lying #honesty #okay

SeaChel Oct 2018

Down

How beautifully melancholic is it
that the person
who makes our whole world
also holds the power
to tear it
d

o

w

n

#heartbreak #depressed #melancholy #happy #sad #down #power

Skylar Kunaris Oct 2018

Flood

The rain came down
The river rushed,
as was warranted for flooding.

#rain #rainy #depressed #flood #water

Demons Oct 2018

“my imagination”

Why do I do this to myself?
Staying up, never sleeping.
Sleeping, never staying asleep.
I can’t shake off this feeling of silence.
The feeling that keeps me so awake.
I look around and see nothing,
Only the pitch black of the room.
The lights on the A/C.
Something’s missing.
Something that means so much to me.
And.. I’ve been awake for so long.
That I feel like I’ve truely lost it...
Can you help me...?
Can you help me find My imagination...?

#depressed #depression #sad #heartbroken #heartbreak #3am #awake #insomnia

Sueño Oct 2018

Black garden

My mood shakes
Like squealing breaks
Unknown lies
One bad scene
A compromise .

I was told
To hold my breath
But soon enough.
I’ll feel regret
But I can’t be bothered
To feel again
To lose myself
To lose a friend.

So I tell myself
Breath, you’ll be okay
I feel so tired
And so dismayed

Can he see again
Will it take time
Focus on
My blurry mind .

When I spin
Out of control
This world seems so cold
And I know it’s wrong
To put you there.
Entwined into
My tangled snare .

I was told
To hold my breath
But soon enough.
I’ll feel regret
But I can’t be bothered
To feel again
To lose myself
To lose a friend.

Say I won’t
Worth a try

#love #sad #feeling #bad #trust #work #lust #depressed #im #okay

Mims Oct 2018

Can't Help It

There's things that I don't say
In between kisses
And bowls of ramen noodles
On weeknights

There's a quiet sadness settled behind the couch and on the inside of my ribcage during our twilight marathons
On the weekends

Things left
To hopefully be forgotten under the bleachers at your soccer games
I go to whenever I can

It hangs with your hoodies in my closet
In the pit of my stomach
It's small but I can't stop it
And it takes me out for days at a time

I see you every day
But sometimes I am distant
In a different way

It's been done to me
And I'm sorry I'm doing it to you
I'm trying to phase the disappointment that has nothing to do with you
Out of my life like cycles of the moon...

The stars are ours
And that is true
I've never felt like I do when I'm with you
But I tried to tell you
I don't think
You completely understood
You have never felt
Such a sadness before.
.
.
.
.

"What's wrong?"
"Is something wrong?"
"You would tell me if something was bothering you,

Right?"

...

Listen to, in my mind by, dynoro while reading this. for the full effect

#alone #depressed #trying #to #get #caught #up #in #your #love

Jamilla Oct 2018

Who?

I stopped being me long time ago
I can't even remember who that was now

#depressed #anxious #scared #truth #notsureanymore