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Mims 5d

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens....
This song,
Has been stuck in my head since tuesday,
I overheard you singing it to your daughter,
A father,
A relationship,
I will never have.
You're only three,
And your life seems so easy,
Financially stable parents,
Loving father,
I have to admit sometimes I'm jealous,
the life you'll have,
Will be the life I've always wanted.
But could never grasp.
He,
Is a good man,
And he,
Will always love you,
I,
Have a bad man,
And he never loved me.

And I can't be too bitter,
You're only three,
But I wish the way that they loved you,
Someone,
Would love me.

 Apr 19 Mims
Anonymous Freak 

Bottled
Boxed
Shrink wrapped
Flash frozen
Angst
And grunge.
Spray on depth
And emotions,
Advertised
To children.
Individually packaged
Insomnia,
Because something
Needs to be wrong with you
For people to care.

In our pre ripped,
Pre faded jeans,
Music
About drugs
And drink,
Sung
By children
Who've never come close
To either,
At the top of their lungs
Into the night.

Because pain is deep,
Pain is real.

We're dumping paint cans
Full of black paint
Over our heads,
Clumping our hair together,
Covering our sunshine
Yellow bodies.
Just to demonstrate
Some contrast
Against the summer
Blue sky,
So we get to be
A little different.

Sabotage
Sabotage
Sabotage
Sabotage

Marketed,
Advertised,
Sabotage.

Do you feel it in the air?
Family value sized
Self destruction?

And pointing it out
Is pointless,
Because my fake nose piercing,
And brand new
First tattoo
Sting still,
You could say I'm the worst.

Mims Apr 19

I can feel my mind opening up,
When I talk to you,
Like little pieces of me are unfacing,
With every passing revelation,
And our inside jokes,
Are growing,
With every converstaion,
And I like that I like to talk to you,
How I wanted to feel,
Before,
With you,
I like that it's relaxed,
Like none of that bullshit,
From the past,
Had ever even happened,
Because isn't it just nice,
To be friends,
And be sarcastic,
In fact I think it's damn near fantastic,
That I can speak with such ease,
And not care what you think of me,
I love,
This foundation of friendship we're building,
I wish our construction had never been delayed,
And I know that's partially my fault

But I had reached a bump,
I didn't know how to talk.

But the rose that has bled into my mind and soul,
Has caused my scars,
to decrease,
And they haven't grown,
For two years,
Today.
So thank you for friendship,
And trying to stay,
Even when I actively pushed you away.

Mims Apr 16

Cloudy skies,
Stormy conversations.
Lightning strikes of vocal chords.
Warm air,
Hot breath.
Clouded.
Clouded minds,
Foggy observations.
This conversation. Is electric.

Mims Apr 12

I still get little things that remind me of you,
And I wonder do you get that too?
That one song,
That one place,
Can you almost see my face?
See me laughing,
Or singing along,
To my old favorite tune?
I say old because I've changed,
I've changed in many ways,
I can't even begin to explain,
How much I've changed,
And you've changed too,
I can feel it in the way I can talk to you,
It's different,
It's strange,
But I think that a friendship,
Is well in our range.
So thanks.
For responding,
After almost a year of me neglecting you.

And yes, this one is for you.
Mims Apr 11

it's 1am.
again.
an i want to message you.
is that a booty call? (i really don't mean it too be i'm not trying to be a whore, please don't stop talking to me)
so careful,
around social constructs,
it'll make your fingers bleed,
when our eyes meet
(but i'm not trying to get with you i swear, just innocent conversation please, please don't unfriend me)
so concerned. to be heard.

yes i'm still a night owl
Mims Apr 11

I'M HILARIOUS!
shaky fingers, stale breath.
I MEAN, MY JOKES ARE OLD
i tiptoe around conversations. and contemplation's.
I CAN'T HANG OUT WITH YOU TOO MANY TIMES, OR YOU'LL REALIZE I RE-USE MY JOKES LIKE HALF CIGARETTES.
but at least,
i don't joke about,
sexuality,
about,
homophobia,
or racism.
no
my jokes aren't the kind of funny that's not funny in that way.
sure,
they're mediocre.
but i,
am aware,
of the line.

stay kind
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