I'm stuck
walking towards something that you don't believe in,
seeking the non-existent possibility.
Love.
You say that I'm beautiful
that you want every last part of me.
But if that is true,
why am I left out in the dark calling your name?
You've abandoned me,
to suffer a perpetual existence
between being happy in love
or
left to live without it.
You know I won't leave you,
so you put me on your shelf
to be taken out on your rainy days,
because,
to you,
my love is simply a toy to play with.
Those rainy days are my best,
being played with and getting your attention
makes me soar.
It gives me hope that maybe,
someday,
I won't be put back on the shelf.
That my love will be enough for you.
And until that day,
or the day I break,
I will sit happily on your shelf,
collecting dust
Waiting for my love to be returned by you in it's fullest.
My one and only.
