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23.5k · Jan 2015
Your Lips
kaden Jan 2015
Darling I want to kiss
Your lips like how the waves
Meet the shore
you're so **** beautiful
14.9k · Jan 2015
love at first sight
kaden Jan 2015
They say love at first sight doesn't exist

But when I saw you I couldn't resist

Instead of saying hello, I should of said goodbye

As of that was the night you made me cry

And the first time I wanted to die
kaden Apr 2015
//

i'll act as if you're an altar

but even the faithful can falter

please **** me, because even when i'm dead i'll still love you

maybe God will even be there for you too

when we went to church we had secrets to keep

and as we knelled on the ground all i'd do was weep

just shoot me in the head not him instead

because i'm really the only one in this church that would be

*better
off
dead.
since being gay was so bad then, i reflected off of it and wrote this... i made myself cry


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if you have any questions or negativity about this poem, please message me. I do not want drama on HP.
4.0k · Apr 2015
Wish You Were Here
kaden Apr 2015
we're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl,
year after year;
running over the same old ground,
what have we found?
the same old fears,
*wish you were here...
my favorite lyrics ever..
3.5k · Mar 2015
One. Big. Metaphor.
kaden Mar 2015
He has a soul almost as big as his heart
And it's not easy to tear apart

That knife going down his spine makes him shiver
Holding back tears but they flow like a river

He's 6 feet under but nobody knows
3 years later but they haven't stopped the show

They say rain always comes and goes
But sunshine hasn't came, it never arose

Dig him up, found out that he's dead
Never even had a chance to rest peacefully on his bed

The sun is out but it's still a cloudy day,
They pray to God, but he'll never be okay
3.2k · Jan 2015
Emotions (10w)
kaden Jan 2015
///

I didn't know what emotions were until I met *you
follow my tumblr: blqdes
3.1k · May 2015
dim
kaden May 2015
dim
i live in a dark, scary place... my mind isn't home
and it turns out, that i was never really welcome.
i long for light, a way to find a way back but
i am trapped inside of nightmares that are non-existent.
crazy; that's what they call it. but i call it a thought
etched deeper than the casual bruise. i'm a loud guy, i must admit.
my mind is silent. and sometimes silence is violent.
i see, and i believe. but most of it is what the naked eye cannot deceive. 

*my mind isn't home, so i guess you can call me homesick.
i'm just thinking a lot right now...
3.0k · Mar 2015
Liar.
kaden Mar 2015
I am ecstasy
you put me
in a trance as
I look at you
breathlessly
but I am in pain
because your
other girlfriend
looks at you the
same
2. other. girls. you ******* man *****
kaden Jan 2015
The sky is so happy while you're so sad
This world has gone so mad
Why does a guy like you have too be so upset?
You don't deserve to think that
Your life has to be reset
1.7k · May 2015
old friend.
kaden May 2015
we had a lot of firsts together,
and i'll have a lot more,
but our firsts will always be my favorite.
-kb
1.0k · Jan 2015
I'm Dead To Everyone
kaden Jan 2015
She begs, she moans, she weeps in sorrow
Oh, please let me live tomorrow
She masks her deep despair
Wishing her life could be fair
844 · Jan 2015
When I Wake Up //
kaden Jan 2015
I feel like i'm having a hangover when I think of your name
It's either that or I woke up on the wrong side of the bed


******, why do you always have to be in my head?



~~~




I hate the feeling of being drunk off your lips when I haven't
touched them in so long.





kb
You drank 18 shots of ***** when I was with you.
I hope you were just trying to forget your feelings.
769 · Mar 2015
Truth Be Told
kaden Mar 2015
truth be told, truth be said


i have a million thoughts hanging above my bed

time can heal wounds but words can't
i try not to recapture the images you plant

truth be told, truth be said*


i guess i'll never get you out of my head

it'll probably take me years
but with that i'll try not to shed a tear
let me start off, right here
741 · Mar 2015
I'm Yours
kaden Mar 2015
Baby I'm yours and i'll be yours
until the stars fall from the sky,
yours until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die
not mine
kaden Mar 2015
///

"if you're going through hell, keep going."
i love you lily
kaden Jan 2015
You're the

                                                  shadow of the sun
  You're the
                                                  adrenaline when I run  
                      
       You're the      
                                                  risk I will never take
                    
             You're the            
                                                 ­  reason why i'm awake

                You're the            
                                                 ­  moon shine that I  drink

                                  And maybe that's why I  can't even think
                                                          ­      
                   
                       //People say the moon is as bright as you're eyes//
                                      

                                  
                            ­          But everyone knows that's a lie
you're a lie.
kaden Feb 2015
How can I live my life by just breathing?*

You cut my oxygen off when I first saw you.
And
                     then
                                       you
                                                            left...
Please come back to me, I need to lay on your chest and hear your heart beat so I can come back to life again.

I am
nothing* with out you.
            

You
are
           the
*air

        I
breathe
              and
the
                 oxygen
I
              need.
kaden Feb 2015
You are the apparition cemented into the depths of my delusional mind.
..
kaden Feb 2015
Thousands of eyes and I only see yours
What the hell have you been waiting for?

Bruised skin, Bruised thighs
I smoked, and never killed the high

What the HELL have you been waiting for?
You're the only one I adore

You've got looks that could ****
They're stronger than my **** pills

WHAT THE HELL HAVE WE'VE BEEN WAITING FOR?!

We are friends, but I wanna be more...



K.*B
629 · Jan 2015
Drifting Away
kaden Jan 2015
My shattered heart is lying on the floor
And I wonder why I'm not crying anymore
I am falling into death and I feel despair
You can literally smell depression in the air

k.b
I am forbidden
608 · Jan 2015
Habits
kaden Jan 2015
"The last cigarette I had was with you."
//

I took a hit from a cigarette and I never let the smoke out;

But now,
i can't ******* breathe.

My lungs are burning, i have to let it out.

it's not that easy, you know?

It's the only thing i have left of you, my dear.

And I can't simply let go of your presence
that easily.



*
Because you're in my **** system, and I can't get you out
The last cigarette.
593 · Jan 2015
Gone
kaden Jan 2015
I drowned myself in my blood sweat
and tears just to be with you
and now you're
G O N E
I just wish you appreciated me a little more.
491 · Apr 2015
unfinished.
kaden Apr 2015
//

I gave my all to your heart devotionally
I had you wrapped around my finger too emotionally
Guess i shouldn't of let you see that other half of me
But i was really in love, you see, i'm so sorry
old poem
487 · Mar 2015
Untitled
kaden Mar 2015
I'd never thought that someone could make me smile as much as you used to, but I guess I was wrong.
welllll....
kaden Feb 2015
Your

                life

                             is

                                       A
  
                                            novel,

*now

­let

me

write

it.
480 · Jan 2015
5w
kaden Jan 2015
5w
no one wants me anymore
death is the only resolution
472 · Jan 2015
11w
kaden Jan 2015
11w
But the sky won't ever be as blue as you were
463 · Mar 2015
Something, Some thing.
kaden Mar 2015
You see all beauty  in everything except yourself,

But babe, you've got some looks that could **** oneself.

Don't look at the sun, as it is so bright; just look at my eyes

& count all the stars that align in the skies

I know you like your girls bitter like *****, but why?

You can  tell me, please... Just

*don't

say

goodbye.
415 · Jan 2015
Untitled
kaden Jan 2015
"You're the one people read books about."



You're *so
beautiful.
//
Your eyes strike as if they belong in the sea
//
darling, you're so beautiful to me**
//
to a friend, from me.
375 · Feb 2015
Thoughts. (1)
kaden Feb 2015
No one understands how hard it was for me to talk in front of 20 people today. And I thought I wanted to be famous when I was 8 years old, aha.
I'm so proud though, so many people said I did good, that makes me happy. I'm glad I can control  my emotions and anxiety more now. Life is gooooooooood.
367 · Jan 2015
Memories and You
kaden Jan 2015
I want to breathe you in

Guide my hand

And let me touch your skin

As were in between the sheets

Were both finally at peace

I whisper "I  love you" in your ear

But over the loud sounds you can't even hear
//
I wish I could hold you tight

through the quiet night

Were safe and sound

As we lay on the ground

And I give you a good night kiss

While I fall into a sweet bliss

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