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I hope my good old ******* holds out 60 years it's been mostly OK Tho in Bolivia a fissure operation survived the altiplano hospital-- a little blood, no polyps, occasionally a small hemorrhoid active, eager, receptive to phallus coke bottle, candle, carrot banana & fingers - Now AIDS makes it shy, but still eager to serve - out with the dumps, in with the condom'd ******** friend - still rubbery muscular, unashamed wide open for joy But another 20 years who knows, old folks got troubles everywhere - necks, prostates, stomachs, joints-- Hope the old hole stays young till death, relax March 15, 1986, 1:00 PM
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You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 2:43 AM UTC
You Sir, Are An Electrician!
You Sir, Are An Electrician! **technocrat — noun a proponent, adherent, or supporter of technocracy.** This city boy was expert at Turning the lights on, Unlocking the front door, Putting new batteries in flashlights, And calling the handyman to "Please come upstairs" When the degree of diving difficulty was a Positive number. Also, Freezing the semi-permanently the DVR, Triggering alarms, Killing car batteries, Making laptops question Human sanity, Tearing up when reading, "Some Assembly Required!" Raised in a city of experts, He was unskilled in things electric, Becoming apoplectic, When a device had an On/off switch that ignored him. Somewhat famous he was, For engaging the inanimate, In a verbal dialectic, Which included words highly phonetic, But unsuitable for children's ears. She was raised in rural pastures, Corn fields used for hide n' go seek, Riding goats after school Just for fun, Familiar with innards of Deus ex machina, a/k/a Minor engine repairs, and Doing what he called, Making reparations. IOS7, heaven. Cabling laptop to external devices, Icing on the cake, Dis and reassembling a German coffee maker, Did not require calling an 800 number. She never read an instruction sheet Without pleasurable laughing at Japanese English. He was unashamed of his skilled Unskilled characteristics, For such is the way of the world In the human kingdom, Some of us two handed, some of us, bi-standers. But upon occasion, He would bemoan his fate, Decry his inability to survive On a post-apocalyptic Earth, Like the people on tv and movies. Periodically he would grow morose, Listless, at his inability to adapt to a Point Oh world. Uncomprehending Icons and symbols whose meaning Were wholly unintuitive, He secretly ashamed of his need for technological ****** She would sense his frustration, Wipe away his inner condensation, Climbing into his lap, Whispering the following: **You sir, are an electrician of words, a verbal technocrat,** Plumber of the depths where Few fear to tread, explorer of the head, Restorer of human paintings unmatched, Without your ilk, this world would be unbearable, Your heart's warming silk Comforts bodies and souls, Speaking from experience personal. Then, she flicked his On/Off switch, On.
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one more for Joni and the one who accuses me of "owning the courage to care so blatantly." <:> accused of writing with blatant courage, a  4 credit requirement for caring blatant is a word of merger - open obvious unsubtle and unashamed and a dissembling misleading one! it is all of these  and yet can be a contradictory mask of opposing, differing faces my blatant is none of these but appearance only **** muses keep me coming back to a particular lyric, keeps seeking me out, so successfully, wherever I go, I hear it it’s invading my both sides now the dizzy dancing way you feel you think I have my own blatant courage, untrue! so oft you mistook my dizzy dancing, all fluff all humbug so obvious so ashamed, a cover up, a most subtle cosmetic pretense of the truth -   of no courage at all and yet (they mock) you do care... just another of my peculiar life’s illusions (self-delusions)   I really don’t have blatant courage at all
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Jul 3, 2018
Jul 3, 2018 at 9:18 AM UTC
owning the blatant courage to care
A job well done. Unashamed to sign your name to whatever work you do,knowing that even the smallest chore is an offering to God. This is what I believe. A song well sung A verse well written. These are pleasures to my soul. A sunset so awesome that you have to stop what you are doing..and stare as you say thank you Lord for letting me be a witness. A storm with all its glory..soaking the Earth. A moon so clear and full that it illuminates the darkness. These are reminders from God that I am not alone.
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Jan 3, 2013
Jan 3, 2013 at 12:35 AM UTC
A Job Well Done
Wide eyes plead, tell me you love me, Little hands held out, Can you show me the way? Before the serpent whispers, Before hands and words can distort, Fully dependent, an unbroken dreamer, A heart wide open. Little heart full of love, Little mind,unashamed. I wish you could stay, little one. To never know life's sting, Never know how much it hurts. Will you find the Sun, in this dark, cold place?
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 11:56 AM UTC
Innocence
*Didn't it sound a lot like something He said a long time ago? Now it makes sense Dripping from honey lips* I lowered the box into the ground Empty but only I knew as much Nothing to see, nothing to touch My own heart was buried deeper down Looking up I saw you shed a tear For all I was laying to rest Was to you a memory blessed A short respite, the re-emergence of fear Or maybe I had it wrong You could have known all along I could have been the one deceived Or maybe I only thought you believed Step back She sings the Mantra Let her finish Before we continue *Hare Krishna ¥ Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna ¥ Rama Rama Hare Rama ¥ Hare Rama Rama Rama ¥ Krishna Krishna* I could tell you reasons for what I've done Before the passion flamed I dreamed her naked, unashamed Innocent as the day was young I thought it was love that drove me on Even when the snake bared it's fangs Injected it's venom of change Convinced my compassion was strong Now I know that it can't be forgiven The arrows pierce you from behind Weaker still your weakened mind And contaminate your imagination Stole a page from God's playbook I'm sorry, my old friend, that you fell But I have ****** myself to hell Just one page was all it took *this end is for me even more than it is for you the fog in the forest is still sickly thick and you can't see the forest for the trees I dragged it out for too long but I know your ignorance is blissful and I don't blame you I'd do the same thing if I were in your shoes* It was my own guilt that stopped me cold Made me think twice of what I'd done I know you'd just soon it go on and on (And on and on) But seeing you so often demeaned is getting so very old ••••••••••••• Cry when you hear the song Crying is often the best thing to do Break down for an hour, in the back of your mind Know it gets better when the grieving is through Don't take anything she said for granted She felt she had good advice But you gotta let it work Learn how to pray Build a fortress around your mind Evict the rogue voices *"This is rebirth The hardest word Held under water This is death I'm out of breath Held under water"            - Dustin Carpenter             "Held Under Water"              (big sleep., 1988)*
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Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 12:54 AM UTC
An Apology of Sorts
*Didn't it sound a lot like something He said a long time ago? Now it makes sense Dripping from honey lips* I lowered the box into the ground Empty but only I knew as much Nothing to see, nothing to touch My own heart was buried deeper down Looking up I saw you shed a tear For all I was laying to rest Was to you a memory blessed A short respite, the re-emergence of fear Or maybe I had it wrong You could have known all along I could have been the one deceived Or maybe I only thought you believed Step back She sings the Mantra Let her finish Before we continue *Hare Krishna ¥ Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna ¥ Rama Rama Hare Rama ¥ Hare Rama Rama Rama ¥ Krishna Krishna* I could tell you reasons for what I've done Before the passion flamed I dreamed her naked, unashamed Innocent as the day was young I thought it was love that drove me on Even when the snake bared it's fangs Injected it's venom of change Convinced my compassion was strong Now I know that it can't be forgiven The arrows pierce you from behind Weaker still your weakened mind And contaminate your imagination Stole a page from God's playbook I'm sorry, my old friend, that you fell But I have ****** myself to hell Just one page was all it took *this end is for me even more than it is for you the fog in the forest is still sickly thick and you can't see the forest for the trees I dragged it out for too long but I know your ignorance is blissful and I don't blame you I'd do the same thing if I were in your shoes* It was my own guilt that stopped me cold Made me think twice of what I'd done I know you'd just soon it go on and on (And on and on) But seeing you so often demeaned is getting so very old ••••••••••••• Cry when you hear the song Crying is often the best thing to do Break down for an hour, in the back of your mind Know it gets better when the grieving is through Don't take anything she said for granted She felt she had good advice But you gotta let it work Learn how to pray Build a fortress around your mind Evict the rogue voices *"This is rebirth The hardest word Held under water This is death I'm out of breath Held under water"            - Dustin Carpenter             "Held Under Water"              (big sleep., 1988)*
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I’m not lucky, I’m blessed. I don’t know about you. Don’t call me lucky, call me blessed. There’s a difference between the two. Luck comes around from time to time. Blessings are there every day. They’re staring you right in the face. Luck is something people seek to find. Blessings automatically come your way. Luck is something that happens by chance. Blessings are God’s works. They’re a part of his plan. Blessings are things that you carry with you. They’re there every single day. Lucky is something that comes along, but then it goes away. Blessings are things that are permanent. Luck is something that is temporary. Blessings are things which are heaven sent. Luck you can’t count on. Luck you can’t depend on. Unlike blessings, which you know they will always be there. You never need worry. Luck is something you anticipate, something which you wait for it to come around. Blessings are things that are automatically there. Every day of your life they can be found. Luck is basically good fortune that happens from time to time. Blessings are things you are faced with every day. You carry them with you for a lifetime. Luck is something you consider to be good that happens unexpectedly. It may come around at a time of need. But what you consider to be good luck, events can happen to cause you to see it is just opposite. It may turn out to be that what you find to be good luck, isn’t always what it seems. Blessings are that which is sent from God. They are not disguised. Blessings are brought to the light where you clearly seem them. They do not hide. Blessings that are sent from God, they do not lie. Blessings are something you can believe, something you can have confidence in. You carry them with you from the moment your life starts, up until your life on earth comes to an end. You shall carry them with you even after death, should you make it to heaven. I’m not lucky, I’m blessed. There’s as difference between the two. I don’t consider myself lucky. I consider myself blessed. I can only speak for myself. I can’t speak for you. I’m not lucky, I’m blessed. That’s all I have to say. Don’t call me lucky, call me blessed. God is the way. It’s not luck but God, who wakes me every day. It isn’t luck but God, who gives me eyes to see the way. It isn’t luck but God, who gives me a voice and mouth so that I may talk. It isn’t luck but God, who gave me legs and feet so that I may walk. It isn’t luck but God, who gave me hands so that I may touch. It isn’t luck but God, who does so much. It isn’t luck but God, who gives me everything I need. It isn’t luck, it’s God. I say it unashamed. I say it proudly. It isn’t luck, it’s God, who gave me a brain for thinking. It wasn’t luck, it was God, who gave me a heart which keeps me breathing, keeps me living. I’m not lucky, I’m blessed, in so many ways. Don’t call me lucky, call me blessed. That’s all I have to say. I’ll leave you with that thought and I’ll go about my way.
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Aug 1, 2020
Aug 1, 2020 at 1:10 AM UTC
Not Lucky, I’m Blessed
I’m not lucky, I’m blessed. I don’t know about you. Don’t call me lucky, call me blessed. There’s a difference between the two. Luck comes around from time to time. Blessings are there every day. They’re staring you right in the face. Luck is something people seek to find. Blessings automatically come your way. Luck is something that happens by chance. Blessings are God’s works. They’re a part of his plan. Blessings are things that you carry with you. They’re there every single day. Lucky is something that comes along, but then it goes away. Blessings are things that are permanent. Luck is something that is temporary. Blessings are things which are heaven sent. Luck you can’t count on. Luck you can’t depend on. Unlike blessings, which you know they will always be there. You never need worry. Luck is something you anticipate, something which you wait for it to come around. Blessings are things that are automatically there. Every day of your life they can be found. Luck is basically good fortune that happens from time to time. Blessings are things you are faced with every day. You carry them with you for a lifetime. Luck is something you consider to be good that happens unexpectedly. It may come around at a time of need. But what you consider to be good luck, events can happen to cause you to see it is just opposite. It may turn out to be that what you find to be good luck, isn’t always what it seems. Blessings are that which is sent from God. They are not disguised. Blessings are brought to the light where you clearly seem them. They do not hide. Blessings that are sent from God, they do not lie. Blessings are something you can believe, something you can have confidence in. You carry them with you from the moment your life starts, up until your life on earth comes to an end. You shall carry them with you even after death, should you make it to heaven. I’m not lucky, I’m blessed. There’s as difference between the two. I don’t consider myself lucky. I consider myself blessed. I can only speak for myself. I can’t speak for you. I’m not lucky, I’m blessed. That’s all I have to say. Don’t call me lucky, call me blessed. God is the way. It’s not luck but God, who wakes me every day. It isn’t luck but God, who gives me eyes to see the way. It isn’t luck but God, who gives me a voice and mouth so that I may talk. It isn’t luck but God, who gave me legs and feet so that I may walk. It isn’t luck but God, who gave me hands so that I may touch. It isn’t luck but God, who does so much. It isn’t luck but God, who gives me everything I need. It isn’t luck, it’s God. I say it unashamed. I say it proudly. It isn’t luck, it’s God, who gave me a brain for thinking. It wasn’t luck, it was God, who gave me a heart which keeps me breathing, keeps me living. I’m not lucky, I’m blessed, in so many ways. Don’t call me lucky, call me blessed. That’s all I have to say. I’ll leave you with that thought and I’ll go about my way.
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I sit back on the computer, Browsing through the pages of those I grew up with Those people who thought they knew everything about me I sit back and see what they’ve made of themselves This girl is single, living alone with her four cats This other girl now has two kids, unmarried and no degree This girl is engaged to her high school sweetheart, yet they don’t look happy This other couple broke up, wait they’re back together, nope spoke too soon This guy is working at the local supermarket, never went to college after his arrest This guy gained a few pounds, no longer the star athlete This guy dropped off the map See being the quiet girl, I learned secrets I knew the deepest secrets of every single one of these people Because while they sat in the back of the room chattering on about their so called problems I was sitting in the front, Listening This girl had two boyfriends, and even more flings This girl slept with four guys in one night This girl’s boyfriend cheated on her, over and over again This couple would sneak off in between classes, during lunch, or school assemblies This guy was the trophy child, who gave away free drugs to his friends hidden inside pens This guy was the quarterback; everything handed to him on a golden platter This guy was the school stud who was hiding a relationship with his boyfriend by sleeping with every girl he could Back then I listened because I wanted to feel apart of something bigger I wanted to be one of them, I wanted to be invited to all those weekend bashes I wanted to be the girl people felt awed by, inspired by, idolized I wanted to be part of the “in” crowd So I stood there, day after day As they teased me Berated me Shattered my confidence Tearing apart everything I was Telling me I would never amount to anything Telling me I was fat, ugly, stupid That I unworthy of love Telling me… I Was Nothing Let them tell me that today I see everything of what they have become Those people I wanted to be are no longer there Their confidence shattered by reality The best days of their life ended the day they left high school Mine on the other hand are just beginning I am the girl who is wanted I’m the girl who can go wild I’m the girl who can be passionate I’m the girl who is adventurous I’m the girl who brings pride I’m the girl who is the athlete I'm the girl who travels the world I’m the girl who is unashamed of who I am Because by pushing me out My oppressors gave me everything I needed The strength to try The courage to dream The ability to think The confidence to be unique Independence to thrive But more than anything My oppressors gave me desire Desire to be more than they believed I could be
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Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 11:30 PM UTC
Sitting Back
I sit back on the computer, Browsing through the pages of those I grew up with Those people who thought they knew everything about me I sit back and see what they’ve made of themselves This girl is single, living alone with her four cats This other girl now has two kids, unmarried and no degree This girl is engaged to her high school sweetheart, yet they don’t look happy This other couple broke up, wait they’re back together, nope spoke too soon This guy is working at the local supermarket, never went to college after his arrest This guy gained a few pounds, no longer the star athlete This guy dropped off the map See being the quiet girl, I learned secrets I knew the deepest secrets of every single one of these people Because while they sat in the back of the room chattering on about their so called problems I was sitting in the front, Listening This girl had two boyfriends, and even more flings This girl slept with four guys in one night This girl’s boyfriend cheated on her, over and over again This couple would sneak off in between classes, during lunch, or school assemblies This guy was the trophy child, who gave away free drugs to his friends hidden inside pens This guy was the quarterback; everything handed to him on a golden platter This guy was the school stud who was hiding a relationship with his boyfriend by sleeping with every girl he could Back then I listened because I wanted to feel apart of something bigger I wanted to be one of them, I wanted to be invited to all those weekend bashes I wanted to be the girl people felt awed by, inspired by, idolized I wanted to be part of the “in” crowd So I stood there, day after day As they teased me Berated me Shattered my confidence Tearing apart everything I was Telling me I would never amount to anything Telling me I was fat, ugly, stupid That I unworthy of love Telling me… I Was Nothing Let them tell me that today I see everything of what they have become Those people I wanted to be are no longer there Their confidence shattered by reality The best days of their life ended the day they left high school Mine on the other hand are just beginning I am the girl who is wanted I’m the girl who can go wild I’m the girl who can be passionate I’m the girl who is adventurous I’m the girl who brings pride I’m the girl who is the athlete I'm the girl who travels the world I’m the girl who is unashamed of who I am Because by pushing me out My oppressors gave me everything I needed The strength to try The courage to dream The ability to think The confidence to be unique Independence to thrive But more than anything My oppressors gave me desire Desire to be more than they believed I could be
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I did not intend this, A lust for soft hands, lips like rose. I woke with it already in my veins. But my love is not my own; they stole my reigns. After taking what was left of my voice. It isn't my choice. Slowly the fear of myself becomes too strong. Lost in the rhythm of this sapphic song. I was bred from the blood of a great poetess, A Greek Goddess who loved both Zeus and Aphrodite ferocious. Unashamed of the lust in her hips, Born to a world who saw no difference. Daughter of Sappho why do you cry? Please don't lose your life to a lie. You can do nothing wrong in love, Pray that Aphrodite is generous from above. May she show you that true love transcends gender. Dare Cupid to prove the existence of such splendor. May the Goddess in your bones, Find refuge on the beaches of ****** The people who disagree fear your unknown, They cannot comprehend the grandiose. When they demonize you, Remind them Lucifer was once angel too. Be too large in love for them, Do not succumb to their strange, Better yet prove that you will not be condemned. Be the catalyst of change.
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Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 8:45 PM UTC
I Found Myself On the Isle of ******
Shackled, and chained. Yet, I’ve never felt so free. You’ve awakened this primal instinct in me. Burned, and bruised. Tormented, and used. I'm yours to abuse. I kneel, At your feet, Waiting for command. Waiting for the slightest gesture granted from your hand. I look down. My hands in lap. l am at your will, Waiting for your finger’s snap. With hair pulled back-- Gathered in your hands. And cheeks warm-- Caressed by your voice. Lips are wet-- Touched by yours. Cleaning, and cooking. Almost every day. Folding, and preparing. Doing whatever you say. I'm yours; I'm branded with your name. I'm bonded to you, No matter what, And I stand unashamed.
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Dec 5, 2019
Dec 5, 2019 at 11:44 AM UTC
Bonded
Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Bumming your fat knobs and insert your helmet naked and unashamed Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Kicking off kick-off, cyborgs brought face to face Tartan sunstroke and may Mumbo Jumbo's **** all lie among you Nine, eleven, seven, thirteen, six, quinquereme, ******** ********* Tweedledum and Tweedledee, unsocial person, erectoffensive! This is Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom You've really ****** the naval officer And the hatchet faces want to know whose blouses you abuse Now it's time to evacuate the ******* if you have a free hand This is Lance Corporal Tom to Masticated Ectoplasm I'm fancy dress dancing through the cat—flap And I'm groping inside a swollen grotesque sailor And the plums look gigantically unusual nowadays Ergo from Land's End to John o' Groats am I piddling in a crumpet slammer Telescopic hindward the lump Uranus Arsenic is scatological And there's sweet **** all I can have ****** *********** with With the proviso that I'm Ichabod celibate centipede sextillion heads I'm fondling vigorously paparazzo And I think my sputnik knows which direction to **** Tell my ballbreaker I ****** her vigorously for England, she bonks Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Your menstrual cycle's kaput, there's oojakapivvygizmo spleen Can you smell me, Lance Corporal Tom? Can you get to the bottom of me, Lance Corporal Tom? Can you delve into me, Lance Corporal Tom? Can you... From Land's End to John o' Groats am I vibrating ring my crumpet criminal lunatic asylum Telescopic hindward the groupie Uranus Arsenic is scatological And there's sweet **** all I can have ****** *********** with
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Mar 27, 2010
Mar 27, 2010 at 4:22 PM UTC
******* Type Transvestite
Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Bumming your fat knobs and insert your helmet naked and unashamed Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Kicking off kick-off, cyborgs brought face to face Tartan sunstroke and may Mumbo Jumbo's **** all lie among you Nine, eleven, seven, thirteen, six, quinquereme, ******** ********* Tweedledum and Tweedledee, unsocial person, erectoffensive! This is Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom You've really ****** the naval officer And the hatchet faces want to know whose blouses you abuse Now it's time to evacuate the ******* if you have a free hand This is Lance Corporal Tom to Masticated Ectoplasm I'm fancy dress dancing through the cat—flap And I'm groping inside a swollen grotesque sailor And the plums look gigantically unusual nowadays Ergo from Land's End to John o' Groats am I piddling in a crumpet slammer Telescopic hindward the lump Uranus Arsenic is scatological And there's sweet **** all I can have ****** *********** with With the proviso that I'm Ichabod celibate centipede sextillion heads I'm fondling vigorously paparazzo And I think my sputnik knows which direction to **** Tell my ballbreaker I ****** her vigorously for England, she bonks Masticated Ectoplasm to Lance Corporal Tom Your menstrual cycle's kaput, there's oojakapivvygizmo spleen Can you smell me, Lance Corporal Tom? Can you get to the bottom of me, Lance Corporal Tom? Can you delve into me, Lance Corporal Tom? Can you... From Land's End to John o' Groats am I vibrating ring my crumpet criminal lunatic asylum Telescopic hindward the groupie Uranus Arsenic is scatological And there's sweet **** all I can have ****** *********** with
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Hands tied Blind folded And in pain He sat there As she explained Explained to him The rules of the game *“Every day I’ll cut off one of your fingers, And you’ll count back From one thousand by sevens.”* Going through her drawer Of clampers and tweezers and scissors She said “Now let us, rehearse?” She took out one of her knives And oh so calmly Chopped off one of his fingers Asked “What’s one thousand minus seven?” He couldn’t hear her over his own scream She asked again “What’s one thousand minus seven?” “Nine hundred…nine hundred and ninety three.” *“Good! It isn’t that hard you see? Now I’ll be back tomorrow Oh, and this is just an experiment In ten days, we’ll see what you become.”* He sat there crying in agony Wishing tomorrow never comes But it did, and he counted “Nine hundred eighty six.” *“Do you know why I’m making you count? It’s a trick. I’ll tell you about it in the end. Don’t bother trying to figure it out, you won’t. So just keep counting till then.”* Days went by And he was counting “Nine seventy nine.” “Nine seventy two.” As he was screaming and shouting He lost all hope of freedom At “Nine sixty five.” Now the only freedom for him, was to die. After ten long days He finally knew what it was about At “Nine hundred and thirty.” She finally let it out Unashamed as she explained *“You see?” It was all just to keep you sane."*
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Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 8:39 AM UTC
“What’s one thousand minus seven?”
by Wendell Berry You will be walking some night in the comfortable dark of your yard and suddenly a great light will shine round about you, and behind you will be a wall you never saw before. It will be clear to you suddenly that you were about to escape, and that you are guilty: you misread the complex instructions, you are not a member, you lost your card or never had one. And you will know that they have been there all along, their eyes on your letters and books, their hands in your pockets, their ears wired to your bed. Though you have done nothing shameful, they will want you to be ashamed. They will want you to kneel and weep and say you should have been like them. And once you say you are ashamed, reading the page they hold out to you, then such light as you have made in your history will leave you. They will no longer need to pursue you. You will pursue them, begging forgiveness. They will not forgive you. There is no power against them. It is only candor that is aloof from them, only an inward clarity, unashamed, that they cannot reach. Be ready. When their light has picked you out and their questions are asked, say to them: "I am not ashamed." A sure horizon will come around you. The heron will begin his evening flight from the hilltop.
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Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
"DO NOT BE ASHAMED"
Women are born with heavy feathered wings Hands that hide starlit craters Celestially they spin in infinity and find each other Stroking the softness, in awe at the wonder of the unashamed mystique That perpetuates newly hatched faces A world without the incessant need for reassurance Which towers intimidatingly over the forest border Small ordinances that keep themselves airless No longer striving for the greater force of flight Clipping away their feathers with garden shears, hosing down the blood Tuscan architecture abandoned countless ages ago Ancient in idea and aesthetic I’ve wandered many miles to reach such exotic visions that have been dead for so long The heads of kings lined up on the edge of a waterfall Their bodies still holding onto the swords they clipped their wings with long ago A little further, a river emerges and spills cold water from the azimuth of God There was a communicator present at the time of cleansing, unbeknownst to me To accept ones sins is to be cleansed of them, don’t you agree? He asked this with shaking shoulders, his robes unraveling to reveal the scars on his chest One for each pectoralis I looked away in tragedy I enter the wooden gate, into the Macedonian fortresses of old My torso has been replaced with a harp, which I feel these princes pluck so sensitively I hear the timber echo throughout my chest and vibrate in my throat My back has merged without consent to a beast that bends backwards The harp strings have been torn I am now mute Raising the weary head of the sleeping dog and the sleeping disdain I slept in an isolated piece of land untouched by human hands And sank into the forest floor In which the grass and all living creatures decided I had left the physical form My eternal resting place
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Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 5:54 PM UTC
Charcoal Feathers
Women are born with heavy feathered wings Hands that hide starlit craters Celestially they spin in infinity and find each other Stroking the softness, in awe at the wonder of the unashamed mystique That perpetuates newly hatched faces A world without the incessant need for reassurance Which towers intimidatingly over the forest border Small ordinances that keep themselves airless No longer striving for the greater force of flight Clipping away their feathers with garden shears, hosing down the blood Tuscan architecture abandoned countless ages ago Ancient in idea and aesthetic I’ve wandered many miles to reach such exotic visions that have been dead for so long The heads of kings lined up on the edge of a waterfall Their bodies still holding onto the swords they clipped their wings with long ago A little further, a river emerges and spills cold water from the azimuth of God There was a communicator present at the time of cleansing, unbeknownst to me To accept ones sins is to be cleansed of them, don’t you agree? He asked this with shaking shoulders, his robes unraveling to reveal the scars on his chest One for each pectoralis I looked away in tragedy I enter the wooden gate, into the Macedonian fortresses of old My torso has been replaced with a harp, which I feel these princes pluck so sensitively I hear the timber echo throughout my chest and vibrate in my throat My back has merged without consent to a beast that bends backwards The harp strings have been torn I am now mute Raising the weary head of the sleeping dog and the sleeping disdain I slept in an isolated piece of land untouched by human hands And sank into the forest floor In which the grass and all living creatures decided I had left the physical form My eternal resting place
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Transmute from lead to gold this crooked soul. Memories of times old create the whole. I am unashamed to stand before God. My spirit naked, covered with dirt and sod. You did this to me yet I rolled the dice. Forgot to check the trap - my fatal vice. Dabbled with the darkened void in your heart. Should have known it was rotten from the start. Betrayal makes for a more grounded man. Locking his emotions into a sealed can. So I raise my head in bold defiance. And slay that "God" with cynical science. © Copyright Mr. James P Machen 26/08/2014 for viewing only. May not be replicated.
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May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 6:58 AM UTC
Betrayal of the Heart (Antitheist)
I gasp, for breath...fading away, below you helpless, beneath the deluge, of you. Heat rises, and steams, a rosy flush, into pale, cold cheeks... as you waterfall above me, and I turn my face up to you, in gratitude. I am a dry...arid flower... dominate me, with your downpour. Keep me moaning, in little, breathless gasps... drunk, on your deluge, lusting, for the gentle, seething weight, of your measured, eager touch... so thirsty, for your rain, as you slick parted lips, in waves. Slowly...almost painfully I ache, and writhe as you pour over me, and I gulp, hard, against your hot embrace. Mmmmm...lover...caress my bare skin stream, relentlessly across the peaks, and valleys of my dripping, naked body. I'm so wet, beneath you. Every dance of droplets, across these spreading hips, and long, feminine legs... every prolonged, whispering touch... every sweet, steaming kiss, steals my breath away, and leaves me shuddering, quivering, groaning, helplessly, beneath the lick of your warmth across these rounded, fleshy cheeks. I die, a little more, each time you wash over me, As I drink you in ...unashamed of the little pool, you've got forming beneath my bare feet, and tightly curled toes. I'm...drenched, tingling, from my head, to my toes... soaked, but satisfied, beneath the incredible force, of you. ...I just can't get enough, of you.
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Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 11:49 AM UTC
Wet (Adult)
Do you remember that time of innocence? When the horrors of the world were invisible, and you were so much more than invincible? Do you remember when you didn't doubt for a second that you were amazing? When you wore those "crazy" things, And sung at the top of your lungs, unashamed? Do you remember when you raced outside at every opportunity? When catching fireflies were the only thing you could think about in the summer, Other than swimming in the open sea? Do you remember when laughing came so easily? When you didn't catch the naughty things in kids tv programs, And when you had a million perfect life plans? Do you remember when you woke up early, because you couldn't wait for the day? When you spoke so fast, because there wasn't enough time, And when you created a trillion random things, because you wanted to? Do you remember dancing, or bobbing your head to some random tune in your head? When you ran out into the rain, without shame, And screamed until your lungs ached? Do you remember when you learned everything, and wanted to still know more? When you were so proud of getting one thing right, And not caring if you weren't perfect? Do you remember watching your older siblings, or grown-ups do things, that made you say "I can't wait until I grow up!"? When you loved yourself, without a doubt, And had the power to do anything, or be anyone? I do. And I wish I could have all of that innocence, and freedom back. I wish that openness, and self-love had transferred into my more mature life. I wish that nonchalant way of doing everything had stayed. I wish that careless way of dancing and singing had tagged along. I wish that I had stayed carefree for longer, instead of quickly becoming cynical, and depressed. I wish that I had never pushed to be a part of the grown-up conversations. I wish that I had never rushed into intimacy. I wish that I had held onto my wildest dreams. Because, now, I regret every time I said "I can't wait until I grow up!", Because each time I said those words aloud, Its pushed me further away from my imagination and wilderness faster, and harsher. Because each time I said those words, and every single adult around me said that I should hold on to my childhood, I replied with anger and irritation, not knowing the hell that I was rushing into. I want to go back, Don't you?
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Apr 15, 2018
Apr 15, 2018 at 11:30 PM UTC
I Can't Wait Until I Grow Up!
Do you remember that time of innocence? When the horrors of the world were invisible, and you were so much more than invincible? Do you remember when you didn't doubt for a second that you were amazing? When you wore those "crazy" things, And sung at the top of your lungs, unashamed? Do you remember when you raced outside at every opportunity? When catching fireflies were the only thing you could think about in the summer, Other than swimming in the open sea? Do you remember when laughing came so easily? When you didn't catch the naughty things in kids tv programs, And when you had a million perfect life plans? Do you remember when you woke up early, because you couldn't wait for the day? When you spoke so fast, because there wasn't enough time, And when you created a trillion random things, because you wanted to? Do you remember dancing, or bobbing your head to some random tune in your head? When you ran out into the rain, without shame, And screamed until your lungs ached? Do you remember when you learned everything, and wanted to still know more? When you were so proud of getting one thing right, And not caring if you weren't perfect? Do you remember watching your older siblings, or grown-ups do things, that made you say "I can't wait until I grow up!"? When you loved yourself, without a doubt, And had the power to do anything, or be anyone? I do. And I wish I could have all of that innocence, and freedom back. I wish that openness, and self-love had transferred into my more mature life. I wish that nonchalant way of doing everything had stayed. I wish that careless way of dancing and singing had tagged along. I wish that I had stayed carefree for longer, instead of quickly becoming cynical, and depressed. I wish that I had never pushed to be a part of the grown-up conversations. I wish that I had never rushed into intimacy. I wish that I had held onto my wildest dreams. Because, now, I regret every time I said "I can't wait until I grow up!", Because each time I said those words aloud, Its pushed me further away from my imagination and wilderness faster, and harsher. Because each time I said those words, and every single adult around me said that I should hold on to my childhood, I replied with anger and irritation, not knowing the hell that I was rushing into. I want to go back, Don't you?
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“Be Alive In Everything” I had heard it before and for a moment in time I had awaken and was alive But when fear, adversity, uncertainty and sin left me stranded I raised my protective shield and ran with the wind My soul stirred, whispered, cried for release I wanted tranquility, happiness and contentment I hit my knees unashamed Prayed for strength, guidance and humility No longer to let life pass me by I took a leap of faith Acceptance and forgiveness paved my path Unwavering love and perseverance carried me God’s Beautiful Artistry With blind and deaf awareness Be Alive in Everything Revel in life Find the detail Be precise Touch Everything Explore Be Inquisitive Touch it Taste it Smell it Feel it Record it with Clarity Be Alive in Everything Now Go Paint the Rain
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May 21, 2010
May 21, 2010 at 7:50 AM UTC
Be Alive In Everything
And if the heart can break, it can also begin again, fragile and trembling, but unashamed of its beating.
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Sep 21, 2025
Sep 21, 2025 at 11:37 AM UTC
Untitled
Promise is the hue of dawn nothing forgotten nothing forgone Unfootprinted sand unveiled—unashamed dusk’s child born of nocturnal tide’s wane Sunrisen first breaths from the safe womb of pale moon plucked from paired lovebirds’ earliest tune Yet no blossom takes bloom knowing how sweet nectar can turn facing a blushing sun’s heat. Bound to a timeworn past— each day born anew Mother Night slips soothing sighs Soft breath of light upon This-- and all morning dew. Let smiles wedge between sleepy red cheeks while sunlight braids between lullaby lashes know that fire of life is unguarded to seize or to fade, longing in a Sun's jaded ashes.
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Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 8:46 AM UTC
Carpe Diem
Stark among the lush of youth tall, unashamed no leaves twirl downward no fertile blanket of rot to feed saplings fresh with green sprigs. Many seasons they have tasted your sustenance. Do they regard your wisdom whispered in the mountain breeze? Do they believe tales told of life on the hill, of cycles of torrents, droughts, penetrating frosts and mountains of drifted snow? Do they devour the lore falling among the leaves?
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Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 11:35 AM UTC
Dead Tree in the Forest
You are witnessing a prodigious talent and promise, and to a lesser extent but still to the degree whereby it should keep you awake at night writhing in cold sweats, your life, slip agonisingly through your open and clammy palms. Promise means so little if not actualised. You have been granted chance after warning after fortuitous escape yet have blithely spurned every omen and will one day fall, swiftly and perhaps terminally. You are almost certainly depressed. You say you love your girlfriend, and you mean it wholeheartedly when you do, but you worry that the relationship perpetuates as without her there would be no reason to rise with the sun. Even if the relationship is  unstable, and at times verging on the unhealthy, you believe you love her but are too great a coward to consider decisive action if that belief is to reside or subside. Your friends range from kind and honest yet deeply flawed to somehow toeing an inextricably thin line between dependability and duplicitousness. Conversations with a certain few of your friends necessitate decrying every undercooked ethos you've every conned yourself into believing you hold (you could well be the most hypocritical liberal to walk the earth, for you are innately and irrepressibly selfish) yet you still nod placidly as your conscience squirms. Grotesquely, like a beaten spouse, you crave the gaze of those who have treated you with the most insulting derision, but are too proud (of what?) and, a running theme, too cowardly, to stoop to a simple detante. You must change, for it pains you on a most base level to have to accept the feeble, whimpering, simpering spectre you have become. You must be bold, brave, unashamed in your convictions, anything but pursed and silent lips. You have a voice, and you must now speak loud enough for them to hear, for that which has become blunted must be whetted, sharpened, readied for battle to be unsheathed at an utterance. Heed the signs and change, for our sake. You, a milksop who attentively notes the sophistry of courage, you can still be brave, and you must be. For one day you will be swelled with a courage and fortitude to fill your sails taut, enough to leave this place, forget these people and bear you away.
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Sep 7, 2012
Sep 7, 2012 at 8:08 PM UTC
self portrait
You are witnessing a prodigious talent and promise, and to a lesser extent but still to the degree whereby it should keep you awake at night writhing in cold sweats, your life, slip agonisingly through your open and clammy palms. Promise means so little if not actualised. You have been granted chance after warning after fortuitous escape yet have blithely spurned every omen and will one day fall, swiftly and perhaps terminally. You are almost certainly depressed. You say you love your girlfriend, and you mean it wholeheartedly when you do, but you worry that the relationship perpetuates as without her there would be no reason to rise with the sun. Even if the relationship is  unstable, and at times verging on the unhealthy, you believe you love her but are too great a coward to consider decisive action if that belief is to reside or subside. Your friends range from kind and honest yet deeply flawed to somehow toeing an inextricably thin line between dependability and duplicitousness. Conversations with a certain few of your friends necessitate decrying every undercooked ethos you've every conned yourself into believing you hold (you could well be the most hypocritical liberal to walk the earth, for you are innately and irrepressibly selfish) yet you still nod placidly as your conscience squirms. Grotesquely, like a beaten spouse, you crave the gaze of those who have treated you with the most insulting derision, but are too proud (of what?) and, a running theme, too cowardly, to stoop to a simple detante. You must change, for it pains you on a most base level to have to accept the feeble, whimpering, simpering spectre you have become. You must be bold, brave, unashamed in your convictions, anything but pursed and silent lips. You have a voice, and you must now speak loud enough for them to hear, for that which has become blunted must be whetted, sharpened, readied for battle to be unsheathed at an utterance. Heed the signs and change, for our sake. You, a milksop who attentively notes the sophistry of courage, you can still be brave, and you must be. For one day you will be swelled with a courage and fortitude to fill your sails taut, enough to leave this place, forget these people and bear you away.
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Do we, as a people, deserve to be critised? Have we as a nation become so desensitised to the plight of those among us who are marginalised? Do we care nothing for the less well off, the disenfranchised? Rents and cost of living as high as we have ever known, numbers on the breadline and homeless have consistently grown, so many suicides because people feel so desperate and alone, how can we stand by and let this happen to so many of our own? So many families torn apart and utterly devastated, Far too many of our young people reluctantly emigrated, People losing their homes, heartbroken and humiliated, There is not much about this country now to be celebrated! It’s true that during the recession most people lost a lot But was it the booming economy that really started the rot? Did we start judging each other by how much each had got? Was compassion for our fellow man something we forgot? Though going through hard times we still give much to charity many services only possible because people work voluntarily but the government rub their hands together with unashamed glee Are they right to think our actions absolve them of all responsibility? Though all of us are struggling, each with so much on our plate   Should we not come together, do something before it is too late? Surely the plight of these our people should prompt a national debate? to ensure our government meets the needs of every last citizen of our state. The frightening thing is, it could so easily be you or I left unemployed or homeless, or barely scraping by we cannot just dismiss it, the signs are all there and if the present is anything to go by, will anybody care?
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May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 3:54 AM UTC
Does Anybody Care?
Do we, as a people, deserve to be critised? Have we as a nation become so desensitised to the plight of those among us who are marginalised? Do we care nothing for the less well off, the disenfranchised? Rents and cost of living as high as we have ever known, numbers on the breadline and homeless have consistently grown, so many suicides because people feel so desperate and alone, how can we stand by and let this happen to so many of our own? So many families torn apart and utterly devastated, Far too many of our young people reluctantly emigrated, People losing their homes, heartbroken and humiliated, There is not much about this country now to be celebrated! It’s true that during the recession most people lost a lot But was it the booming economy that really started the rot? Did we start judging each other by how much each had got? Was compassion for our fellow man something we forgot? Though going through hard times we still give much to charity many services only possible because people work voluntarily but the government rub their hands together with unashamed glee Are they right to think our actions absolve them of all responsibility? Though all of us are struggling, each with so much on our plate   Should we not come together, do something before it is too late? Surely the plight of these our people should prompt a national debate? to ensure our government meets the needs of every last citizen of our state. The frightening thing is, it could so easily be you or I left unemployed or homeless, or barely scraping by we cannot just dismiss it, the signs are all there and if the present is anything to go by, will anybody care?
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