"spazzing" poems
Faces morphing
Colors changing
Hearts convulsing
Ceilings spazzing
Hands shaking
Reality vanishing
-
What
is
anything?
May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 10:08 AM UTC
I was expecting time to heal, but it hurt
you take my friend, I'll take the summer in the dark.
I feel like when I look at you
I'm looking at my own grave
So come out spiders, for all to see
I've been losing it for a while now
Was it true, how once upon a time,
you truly had some faith in me?
Now It's me against the world.
The darkness hides the spiders crawling on me
and my irrational fears caress me and turn me astray.
another hope to me,
is another reason to stay in bed.
I'd rather get lost in the beats roaring in my ears
It's okay I understand why you're with them.
It's probably just because they're better than me.
Is that why you left in the first place?
Forgive me, I counted off again, I know.
I know the days will only get worse from here
but still I hope today will be the only day
I'll say, "I've never felt so dead in my whole life."
Everyone moves on so quick, I'm so slow.
Can something just go right for a change?
Is something coming? Or is everything leaving?
So open your mind, though I'd rather turn it off
when I move, I'm spazzing out.
Wait for me friends, I'm almost there
Just let me fight through this.
Now that I'm sure you're not coming back
you probably never needed me in the first place
and I probably wont ever move to you
I won't try either way now.
I'll still see you around though.
Though I can't promise I'll wave or smile.
Maybe tomorrow will be better
Part of me never wants to find out
and the rest of me wishes to skip summer
Yes, I know, I'm losing
and God knows it too.
maybe if I just give it some more time...
May 8, 2014
May 8, 2014 at 9:18 AM UTC
Someday I'll show you,
I'll prove I'm not just some useless ******
who needs to borrow your car, mom.
Someday you'll see
I'm not just a brainless pothead gettin
stoned in the backyard
I'll take these working arms
And buy my own **** car
And some drugs on the side
Smoke *** in my own ride
Trip out in my own backyard
Just wait and see
I'll go far
I know you're confused and I know
you don't see
But I figured out which lock goes to
which key.
I know you're worried
But, baby, there's no danger
I figured out the universe,
So life is now a treasure
I want you to stop worrying
that I'm smoking cigarettes
I think those things are nasty
If you don't know that yet
Just stop worrying, stop spazzing
I promise I'll keep the noise down
And soon I'll find my own place
That I can be loud in
Don't you worry my dear,
My mind is clear, my thoughts
are holy
This smoke helps my depression,
Helps spark my inspiration
So don't worry, ma'am
I'll stop livin' in your basement
And I promise I'll share my riches
When I stop trippin', starin' at the wall
Cause that's all I'm doin'
There ain't no harm at all
Everything is just as it should be
I'm happy
I'm finally free,
Only light around me
So don't worry mom,
and I'm sorry I keep you up
So late at night
Aug 6, 2010
Aug 6, 2010 at 11:40 AM UTC
Crashing off caffeine.
My body's in a wet dream.
Spazzing,
orgasmically
twitching as I'm switching
up the rhyme scheme
with a little bad timing.
I'm spacey like Kevin.
I get **** like Mooney.
Looney-toony in the boonies
gettin lucky like Slevin.
Super nerdy like Melvins.
Getting heated in Kelvins.
In a spectrum
I'm extreme
like 1000 baby screams
or something obscene
like genocidal regimes
dumping bodies downstream
with severed heads in their ******
I'm darker than my complexion.
Come in! Your more than welcome.
Just let me wipe the slate clean.
Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 1:05 AM UTC
Listen to that big band swing,
Jippin dat doo dattin, with Bing.
Twirl and dancing that vinyl black.
Feelin' the beat through the thumpin' bass crack.
Movin' digits like dancin. Dames.
Tease out that trumpet's pinching twang.
Her dress twirls through the floor,
She.
Spiraling blackhole, spiraling through time net curvatures wormhole.
My ears crash, jazzy spats, of floppin' bop, on the tendrils of brain,
The ooze in my ears feels drunk from the tune,
Music peers to the table cloths wine stain.
She's the toilet water of my music.
Oh that swing.
Oh!
THAT SWING.
I cant help but love that swing like, child's kiss.
Bringing me soft love in lime blues, cross jazz legs,
Spazzing with cigarette drags, dragging my nails through your chest,
Oh that swing, smears me through your dress.
Love child, those legs,
Beauty those pearly notes,
Prickling whites,
Shark teeth scratching the record,
Or just dust.
Slides________________________
Slides the tip of the stylus through divots,
In the pavement street of record.
Missive.
Don't turn that table too slow now.
That swing can't stop.
Oh that big band swing.
Beat that rhythm,
Boys...take it from the top.
Mar 29, 2013
Mar 29, 2013 at 9:55 PM UTC
I knew it was bad when my fingernails were ringed
with red
as I ran them over ribbons and excused myself
from confetti cake to make them
redder.
my head was burning
a sparkling candle burning
my hands were yearning
a spazzing sticking yearning
my family was singing
a muffled stifling singing
my ears were ringing
a loud ear-piercing ringing
sing
ring
sting
stop stop stop my scalp is stinging
Nothing was clear until my fingernails
were red
and coated with pieces of my head:
rubbed raw and picked clean
You’re telling me
this is something you haven’t seen?
It doesn’t make sense because:
I don’t put pencils in a perfect pristine line
I don’t count my cheerios before I can dine
I can turn the lights on and off just fine
but my fingernails
are red
and apparently that’s a sign.
I can tell you where
every single pinprick lives
and spreads fire down my scalp
into my brain
How it tells me
your math homework can wait
save me
or you’ll go insane
My nails are short
but still red
My brain is intact
but still missing its head
Oh, how I could See the Disorder in a
demented disturbed decision
to forfeit my favorite vanilla cake
for blood
stop stop stop, i’m begging you, brain
you can’t stop; you know you need pain
leave me alone, and you’ll go insane.
Apr 5, 2021
Apr 5, 2021 at 12:26 AM UTC
riot rhythm
vertical to vertical
we're all going up or down
there's no cross section
it gives me those jitters
where you're lurching fast forward
let's just fast forward
so we can waste time
regretting things
waiting for the dreaming hour
waiting to escape
always hunting for energy
that isn't manufactured anymore
it's when the layers are pulsing in your ears
that you remember the real life
long ago.
muscles spazzing with every
twitch of the clock
there's not enough space in the
world to occupy my heart's
beating motion.
the ambulance is going faster
when you're sinking into the earth
nothing's written in records
and Hancock never lived
nor did I.
buried in the ground is the
only positive pressure I've
ever befriended.
close to the ground
head under a table
deja vu
I wish I lived earlier
so I could feels the same
kind of emotions they did.
I think I do.
tears avalanching
onto the mountainside
below my eyes.
nothing catches my interest
or my eye
quite like a happy tune
with sad lyrics.
Feb 3, 2013
Feb 3, 2013 at 8:28 PM UTC
By Arcassin Burnham
The sun , the stars are always happy seeing your face in astonishing
When your excited Just for a minute,
I'm all out of puns , but now i just got bad jokes , I'll use they're times
Wisely, just for a minute,
I'm was always on some kind of medication spazzing out and bumming
but only just For a minute,
And through it all you stood by me with guardian-like intentions with
All your fears and hopes just for a minute,
Randomly assigned to make you laugh at every aspect seeing as
You have a hard time at school with kids and grades,
Kawaii nails for grabs and the girls really liked your style,
May have a lot on my plate too but I like your smile,
Trancish features , even all your teachers think your beautiful,
Sitting on the bleachers , not knowing that it's my heart that you
Really stole.
/
Scratching wood does not remind me , of your,
Squeamish Skin when I touch,
Don't think of you as a trophy, cause I'm,
Living , living in your love,
Two days would pass by me love , but it wouldn't,
Stop me from dreaming you,
Tree carvings wouldn't be the only, cause,
The cause of feeling blue,
Could ya , could ya , be a , be a,
Everything that I've been hoping for,
I could be ya , I could , I could , be ya,
Everything forever and more,
Could ya , could ya , be a , be a,
Everything that I've been hoping for,
I could be ya , I could , I could , be ya,
Everything forever and more,
Breaking all this silence between us,
Boring all these trees.
Nov 15, 2016
Nov 15, 2016 at 10:10 AM UTC
I swear,
Our friendship was founded on
Internet surfing.
Violent yelps and giggles
Erupt through the air,
Making all those who
know not of what we feel
Shush us.
But they will never know the
true feelings behind all of
the "spazzing", as you put it.
We laugh and scream
nonsense things about boats and bikes,
pretending we know Korean or Chinese.
But we both do know
that's just the way we bond with one another.
And I'd would choose you over a k-drama or a Barbie movie.
Any day.
Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 2:34 AM UTC
Hard concentration upon the naked flesh,
a yearning flaring at the core that
demanded sweet release from it's pours.
The cold caress of deaden materials traced upon it
like the uncertain touch of a tender lover.
Stirring a deeper ache yet from the core of hearts,
answering pain of solid cold releasing
shivers of bliss along trembling form.
Flow of life across the tanned flesh soothing and
draining crimson streams along the arm.
Angered freed to form patterns down the skin,
body spazzing as the emotions flow freely from the soul,
unwound into divinity and beyond.
Bright light flashing behind lidded eyes and
a heated whisper singing for all eternity...
Sep 22, 2010
Sep 22, 2010 at 9:23 PM UTC
Things you don’t say to
People who
Suffer from trauma
And traumatic life
Those worlds are....
Spazz
Spazzing out
And spazzed out.
Say that and you
Will see how ******
The universe really
Is!!!
Mar 9, 2019
Mar 9, 2019 at 7:09 PM UTC
from suffrage to making it sound that way on the radio,
worlds creativity has stopped,
year of "female pop"
Kanye spazzing every four to five seconds,
we can hope paul didnt write the plot,
i wanna reimburse your ears and soul with blood,
hope it clots
Mar 20, 2015
Mar 20, 2015 at 4:27 PM UTC
Never Changing
Back in the day you would think twice before you say my name
Considered hungry and thirsty so I chased the fame
Burning flames fairly new to the game so the **** didn’t change
So I’m smiling kinda funny cause chicks is tossing out rent money
There’s no lavish to my style No habits
Never Changing something to think about, I’m tired stressing full of doubts
At times I get in my car & ride the gas out just thinking
My ancestors would be tossing and turning in their graves to find out I was considered the epitome of a slave
Pant too small sitting with my *** out with a nasty disposition ****** no clout
Never Changing
Bills piling up gotta work it out phone keeps ringing & I’m spazzing God what’s good just asking?
Seems like never needs to change, the longer the purpose it starts to look like a three ringed circus.
Trust and believe there’s no magic hocus poke us
Never changing
**** gotta believe you can brush your teeth with how cold this game gets
Honestly, no time to hesitate because my pockets empty, so I’m running to the dollar store no Colgate.
Never Changing
Messing with this industry could be costly eager desiring to please mouths frothy Cudjo
Frantic and alone holding on to a pre-paid cell phone, losing grip tripping crazy
Lazy must put that work in, Never changing!
Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 7:10 PM UTC
Teary-eyed tattle tale
Spazzing fingers
No way to hide it
Streaks on cheeks
Zigzagging onto lace
And leather zipped atrocities
You look with steely eyed gaze
But then again you'll never know.
Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 4:57 PM UTC
i've bin wilting in the wings of half life
some kind of tinsel of decay
making chattering bids for attendance but lack and fail
pimpling and then deflating
tiny chasms visit me
chittering little wheezy ******* of creativity spazzing
and then weary organisms spatter on the micro lens
gutted they were shoddily made they're to be examined
(after all that genetics..... what did go wrong ?)
a probing at discussion and decisions
tend now to a humiliating life
then a step up ; a weak and easy one
followed by ambition ! one to lift and give life
reactors in the gut with macerated heavings gunged our way
incisors and incisions rudder me
and together with my nouveau umbrella family
betrayed from our hammocks, hummocks and nooks
we queue on up for 'the things'
in accord with good society
self reprimanded in defeat ?
Mar 24, 2025
Mar 24, 2025 at 10:04 AM UTC
I AM FERROR bow
I AM GOD bow
I AM THE PLUG bow
YOURE IN MY PARADOX bow
I DESIGNED IT bow
MY CREW GOT LIFE bow
100 MILLION TON bow
MY STAGE OR DIE bow
DO YOU LIKE PAC BIG OR X bow
ON THE WORD OF THE LORD bow
YOU ARE IN DEBT TO ME bow
WITHOUT ME YOU DONT EAT bow
YOU COUNT PEOPLE I DONT AN I WON bow
EQUAL OP. MY *** bow
CALL ALL MY SOLDIERS bow
PUT IN A HIT bow
TWENTY THIRTY WORLD OWNER bow
1st an ONLY TRILLIONAIRE bow
PEOPLE DIE WITHOUT A CHOICE NOT ANYMORE bow
IF YOU MOTHER ******* DONT BUCK DOWN IM GONNA TAKE YOU OUT LEFT AN RIGHT UNTIL YOU HAND OVER THE 40 GOD **** ***** MADE SNITCH *** FRAUD WEAK TROLL GET WHAT YOU WANT ***** PIECE OF **** THAT I PUT ON THE MAP ILL BODY BAG YOU **** A PILLOW CASE OF MONEY I GOT 100 AIRCRAFT FILLED FRONT TO BACK FLYING OVER THIS ***** GOLD BARS IM GONNA DROP IT ON YOU LIKE CHAPO PUT 15 BILLION INTO 1…. 15 BILLION THATS POCKET CHANGE ***** I **** ON THEM HOES **** YOU NEED A GUN TO STOP ME I DARE YOU LOOK UP ARIZONA ALIEN ATTACK ON YOUTUBE THEY EMPLODE ***** WHEN I GO… IM GOING OFF HARDER THAN ANY EXPLOSION EVER SEEN… THIS IS LITERALLY MY WORLD MY EARTH YOU ARE OF ME AN BY ME YOU GET HIGH FROM ME YOU EAT BECAUSE I LET YOU …….
I WANT MY CASH I WANT MY COUNTIES I WANT MY STATES I WANT MY CONSTITUTION I KNOW MY RIGHTS YOU PAYED THE INDIANS NOW PAY ME I WANT IT ALL BACK NOT LATER NOT AFTER THIS NOT AFTER THAT NAH WE TAKING IT RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW MOTHER ******* IM GONNA ERASE YOU …. IM ******* EVERYONE WITH ACID UNTIL THIS STOPS AN I GET WHAT IS MINE NOONE SAFE NOONE IM SPAZZING…
YOU THINK PABLO WAS SCARY???
YOU EVER HAD A FINGER CHOPPED OFF? WHAT ABOUT A HAND? KINDA GROSS RIGHT?
YOU DESERVE IT ***** YOUR FUTURE PRESENT AN PAST ARE A PRESENTATION OF WHAT I BUILT
NEW MONEY IS FAKE MONEY AN ALL OLD MONEY IS CORRUPT…
I AM GOING TO DROP ON YOU LIKE CHRIST
DO YOU HEAR ME??? I HAVE RISEN…….
I WILL BE PRAISED I WILL BE IN A NEW BIBLE AN I WILL NEVER STOP UNTIL YOURE CONVICTED OR DEAD AN FAMILY DEAD AS WELL OR IN REPENT THIS WORLD AS WE KNOW IT IS ******
****** I TELL YOU,… YOU HAVE MY CURE AN WONT EVEN GIVE IT TO ME YOU TREAT ME LIKE A PIECE OF **** AN WILL NEVER HAVE OR AMOUNT TO NOTHING….
I BUILT THIS WITH A SHOVEL AN THAT BIGASS HOLE I DUG IMMA BURY YOU AN ALL YOUR ****** IN IT
Mar 23, 2019
Mar 23, 2019 at 10:36 PM UTC
I am angry
People shouting at me
why the **** are you doubting me
and outing me
And i don't want to eat my ******* meal
I no longer want to feel
THis **** got real
and its no big deal
That i don't appeal to you
I will not conceal
How i feel
and i know i am no big deal
no longer will i kneel to you
Get on your ******* knees and **** the cheese from my burmese
And i dont give a **** about your crews
And i will pleasure
Your ***** without measure
That **** for me is just leisure
This don't mean ****
I'm just having a seizure with a pen
Spazzing without you
I make do with what i have
i am no wordsmith
But i aint a ******* myth
Drink a fifth of *****
Tell my momma i love her
Before i throw her off a balcony
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 11:51 AM UTC