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"mugging" poems
November is the cruelest month Reminiscence forced of things far gone and Bitter foreshadowing of what is to come The leaves have lived up to their name The trees, a shell of what they once were The grass clings to its last hope The temperature makes its empty threats The beauty of Autumn deteriorates She is haughty and cruel We were strung along for so long But like all good things Her presence is too fleeting We try to rationalize her departure We didn’t need her anyway Her sister is far more beautiful Autumn was never committed We will look for someone else What luck! Her sister is coming Her name is winter! But alas, how could we love Someone so bitter and cold? November is the cruelest month Joy is attacked in a dark alley Melancholia does the mugging Bitterness steals the Hope November tears apart the heart With a ruthlessness unseen In any other month. The days are soon so short and cold The landscape is so barren There is a hint of snow But it is more like rain It is so unfortunate to see Nature’s beauty going all to waste The thirtieth is here Judgement Day has arrived It is only possible to conclude July was great if too hot indeed January hard but nearer the end September its usual lovely self One month stands alone in its horror November is the cruelest month
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Oct 20, 2014
Oct 20, 2014 at 11:08 AM UTC
November is the Cruelest Month
Features, my reflection— subtle hints stare back offering wordless reply, their evidence a betrayal of age. A wrinkle looking deeper, mane of face, of head—hairs fresh lacking pigment. Vain attempts made to mend heart, to sooth soul's dread. Testimony of experience of wisdom, persistence, perception, an impotent contraceptive, the argument aberrant. Regret to cloud memory, my youth seeming a flesh and blood cliche. Tiny footnotes heavy with prose, words in bold to distract mind's eye—a demand of attention. Edging out tomb's more beautiful weight of love and heartache of passion's attempt failing, to try again, sinking before succeeding. An era's dusk and dawn anew, life's advent unpredictable—without cause changing. Notion hanging lingering, poisoning future, the venom of defeat an insidious invasion. This new age creeping toward night in this stage my life's sun less bright. Maturity's introduced responsibility, some enjoyable while others to own hostility. A brigand mugging freedom—time for leisure. Spurring combat for what remains of youth, fingers wrapping air in futile seizure. The inevitable to command subservience, presuming ownership of life, though the mature demonstrate the defiance of the immature. Objects, activities, music assaulting ear, their manner, symbols of strict adherence to who once was— a spiteful surrender refusal. A piece of me defining me until no more, years holding power—threatening to change who I am at very core. Canvas construction the colour of murre, rubber toe caps the shade of pure. Design worn since youth, dead and resurrected; a million mile shoe of valorous resistance—insurrection, a Converse rebellion. In torment of age's scars, I'll never be too old to wear my All Stars.
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Nov 18, 2014
Nov 18, 2014 at 10:18 PM UTC
Converse Rebellion
Features, my reflection— subtle hints stare back offering wordless reply, their evidence a betrayal of age. A wrinkle looking deeper, mane of face, of head—hairs fresh lacking pigment. Vain attempts made to mend heart, to sooth soul's dread. Testimony of experience of wisdom, persistence, perception, an impotent contraceptive, the argument aberrant. Regret to cloud memory, my youth seeming a flesh and blood cliche. Tiny footnotes heavy with prose, words in bold to distract mind's eye—a demand of attention. Edging out tomb's more beautiful weight of love and heartache of passion's attempt failing, to try again, sinking before succeeding. An era's dusk and dawn anew, life's advent unpredictable—without cause changing. Notion hanging lingering, poisoning future, the venom of defeat an insidious invasion. This new age creeping toward night in this stage my life's sun less bright. Maturity's introduced responsibility, some enjoyable while others to own hostility. A brigand mugging freedom—time for leisure. Spurring combat for what remains of youth, fingers wrapping air in futile seizure. The inevitable to command subservience, presuming ownership of life, though the mature demonstrate the defiance of the immature. Objects, activities, music assaulting ear, their manner, symbols of strict adherence to who once was— a spiteful surrender refusal. A piece of me defining me until no more, years holding power—threatening to change who I am at very core. Canvas construction the colour of murre, rubber toe caps the shade of pure. Design worn since youth, dead and resurrected; a million mile shoe of valorous resistance—insurrection, a Converse rebellion. In torment of age's scars, I'll never be too old to wear my All Stars.
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Swirling a frosty straw Stuck up like a victory flag in winter ground With my lips wrapped around it I stare into this empty canvas of a vanilla malt And project my cartoonish headaches into it to devour it Oh those Scooby Doo monsters Shadows that lurk to cut my Tom & Jerry humor Only to formulate semblances of evil A Mojo JoJo caricature I then project into my milkshake His smirk haunts the smile of Tweety Bird In my Hanna-Barbara mindfield Colorful spirals of animated joys Let me know slurp Elmer Fudd shotgun That was mugging my creativity And robbed me of my motive Let me taste the refreshing winds That flow through the deserts of Road Runner Taking laps around my heart With its true intentions in a love letter I will never get Soon slurped and eaten to take away the thoughts And now I hope I can drink another To rip out the rest of the pain that in my heart
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 4:49 PM UTC
Cartoon Headache Milkshake
At first I hear snarls, "Nice jeans, ****** although I'm sure they don't include any punctuation when ragging on my anorexic pants as if my jeans have anything to do with my sexuality as if the color of skin had anything to do with last week's mugging as if Catholics didn't once **** for religion.
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Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 12:00 AM UTC
Jeans
Spt 5-- domestic dispute inv alcohol + firearms Hawkins Terr. area-- Spt 7-- burglary purses stolen from 3 cars Wipple St-- night of Spt 18-19-- vandals untied shoes of large statue Center Park-- Spt 20-- mugging homeless suspect young woman cheeseburger Rt 8--
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Jan 9, 2012
Jan 9, 2012 at 11:36 PM UTC
Untangle crime
Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing, want to throw myself up out of myself, can escape every position except the one I’m in, can’t escape yourself if knowledge is wealth, then I’m loaded & still spending my winnings, got Karma Credit but I’m morally cash poor, because I just fckt my girlfriend as if she was a ***** and I feel terrible or rather horrible about it, because i think I’m infected by what neglect did without a cure, no one is pure, at least I’m not that’s for sure, I'm tainted with devils in my head painted with what I spilled I’m red, sick with the sort of illness that can't easily be cured, in fact got a bad case of the blues, but instead of strumming a guitar I’m taking things too far, cut her so bad with my fingernails, that I fear it might leave a few scars, tied her up so tight, that her wrists turned purple, see she’s attracted to bad boys, and I warned her that that’s the type of attraction that can hurt you, little girl shouldn’t be out past her curfew, nothing good ever happens past midnight, but we’re both running from something, both stand outs in the in crowd still something doesn’t sit right, I’m uncomfortable, because I think maybe all humans are disgusting, maybe we just cause each other pain and trash the earth’s surface, maybe we deserve to feel guilty & that’s why we are all fcking distrusting, maybe I’m gonna fckn **** myself, but this is a card game so then again maybe I’m bluffing, maybe everything’s going to be alright, maybe I’m being uptight for nothing, but I’ll tell you what I feel like the **** of my own joke, but I don’t give a fck so instead of changing I’m just shrugging, mean mugging every person I pass suspicious of every bloke, because these days crime pays and everyone’s always up to something, and I just want to get ghost, but I can’t and I guess that’s the way it goes, so I’m sittin’ in the uncomfortable position, of being both a role model as well as a criminal, Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing… ∆ LaLux ∆
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Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 7:18 AM UTC
The Villian & The Dealer
Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing, want to throw myself up out of myself, can escape every position except the one I’m in, can’t escape yourself if knowledge is wealth, then I’m loaded & still spending my winnings, got Karma Credit but I’m morally cash poor, because I just fckt my girlfriend as if she was a ***** and I feel terrible or rather horrible about it, because i think I’m infected by what neglect did without a cure, no one is pure, at least I’m not that’s for sure, I'm tainted with devils in my head painted with what I spilled I’m red, sick with the sort of illness that can't easily be cured, in fact got a bad case of the blues, but instead of strumming a guitar I’m taking things too far, cut her so bad with my fingernails, that I fear it might leave a few scars, tied her up so tight, that her wrists turned purple, see she’s attracted to bad boys, and I warned her that that’s the type of attraction that can hurt you, little girl shouldn’t be out past her curfew, nothing good ever happens past midnight, but we’re both running from something, both stand outs in the in crowd still something doesn’t sit right, I’m uncomfortable, because I think maybe all humans are disgusting, maybe we just cause each other pain and trash the earth’s surface, maybe we deserve to feel guilty & that’s why we are all fcking distrusting, maybe I’m gonna fckn **** myself, but this is a card game so then again maybe I’m bluffing, maybe everything’s going to be alright, maybe I’m being uptight for nothing, but I’ll tell you what I feel like the **** of my own joke, but I don’t give a fck so instead of changing I’m just shrugging, mean mugging every person I pass suspicious of every bloke, because these days crime pays and everyone’s always up to something, and I just want to get ghost, but I can’t and I guess that’s the way it goes, so I’m sittin’ in the uncomfortable position, of being both a role model as well as a criminal, Gettin’ sh!t on like I’m The Villian, got this queasy feeling on the line reeling, coming undone at the same time wound up and spun, I’m done playing but stuck at the table with The Dealer still dealing… ∆ LaLux ∆
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I'm mugging you Seriously though, have my coffee mug.
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Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 9:07 PM UTC
Mugging
I turned on the news today, And realized *We live in a really ****** world* Four robberies A **** A ****** Oh hey look; There's someone supporting cancer Oh wait; It's because their baby died More robberies A mugging Child abuse And I learned all this, Before the first commercial break This is what the news teaches kids: *We live in a really ****** world* Yet we wonder Why more kids are depressed
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May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 5:18 PM UTC
News
Why can't I disrespect her situation and utilize manipulation!!!?  ****  (Agitation)  How can I make her lacerate Leaving him to **********  While her and I gravitate (Aggravation)  Am I wrong for trying to captivate?  To cause a tragedy  So that I can place her in my cavity  Count on their delinquency  So that I can hit the jackpot like treasury  I must put a result to their destiny  When I see their pictures  My jaws quiver  She needs to be hither  I'm thinking I should be sly  And slither  Or should I be blatant and invite her to dinner? Right in the face of her mister  Excuse me ma'am  Have you ever seen otters afloat the waters?  When I see it in my studies  I always get cuddly I have a California king with only blankets to cover me  I have no buddy  I have friends  But no ones lovely  Can we hover the lake  Holding hands so that we won't  Drift away  You will be cute as the otters  I don't know why would I even bother  No groom; I'm all scruffy  I look ok alone But you gone make me look ugly  Or  Come here  Hug me  Is this your hubby?  That's why his shoulders is shrugging? And his face is mugging? He know if you escape his disgrace and come to my cubby  He'll be in the hole  Ain't that right man? (Directed to him) What's your name?  Stan?  Hey how are you doing Stanley  I'm digging your girl like my last name is Yelnats  And I'm trying not to disrespect  But it's testing  You have the great big book of everything  And a queen who can be on the cover of King because she's ****  But look at you  How'd you do it?  Here you go take my number down and dial whenever he's around so he can know where you're about to go  See you later  Which approach is better?  I like both  Should I be smooth or rude?  I have to make up my mind soon so that I can make my move
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Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 10:39 PM UTC
My way
Why can't I disrespect her situation and utilize manipulation!!!?  ****  (Agitation)  How can I make her lacerate Leaving him to **********  While her and I gravitate (Aggravation)  Am I wrong for trying to captivate?  To cause a tragedy  So that I can place her in my cavity  Count on their delinquency  So that I can hit the jackpot like treasury  I must put a result to their destiny  When I see their pictures  My jaws quiver  She needs to be hither  I'm thinking I should be sly  And slither  Or should I be blatant and invite her to dinner? Right in the face of her mister  Excuse me ma'am  Have you ever seen otters afloat the waters?  When I see it in my studies  I always get cuddly I have a California king with only blankets to cover me  I have no buddy  I have friends  But no ones lovely  Can we hover the lake  Holding hands so that we won't  Drift away  You will be cute as the otters  I don't know why would I even bother  No groom; I'm all scruffy  I look ok alone But you gone make me look ugly  Or  Come here  Hug me  Is this your hubby?  That's why his shoulders is shrugging? And his face is mugging? He know if you escape his disgrace and come to my cubby  He'll be in the hole  Ain't that right man? (Directed to him) What's your name?  Stan?  Hey how are you doing Stanley  I'm digging your girl like my last name is Yelnats  And I'm trying not to disrespect  But it's testing  You have the great big book of everything  And a queen who can be on the cover of King because she's ****  But look at you  How'd you do it?  Here you go take my number down and dial whenever he's around so he can know where you're about to go  See you later  Which approach is better?  I like both  Should I be smooth or rude?  I have to make up my mind soon so that I can make my move
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Speak of the devil and see who appears in the mirrors Who knows better than you all your fears and what brings you to tears? The voice that escapes through clenched teeth, grinding like gears Is exactly the same as the voice saying the things nobody hears Most all of the verbal abuse does not funnel in through the ears It stays internal, verbal and mental commingle to create brutal elixirs Constructing, seemingly out of nothing, life altering barriers A senseless mugging in broad daylight and no one interferes Just like no one hears my prayers The real me almost disappears from years of hiding behind makeshift veneers Hanging on by a meer thread, I think the puppeteers have switched careers ©2024
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Jan 3, 2024
Jan 3, 2024 at 3:31 PM UTC
~•§•~ The Abuse No One Hears ~•§•~
The music was good I asked the DJ if he had my song No But the music was good There was a shapely bartender with a shaved head And a long flannel shirt that made it sometimes look as if she Wasn't wearing any pants And she wasn't She was wearing shorts I asked the DJ if maybe he had a certain other song No But the music was still good There was a smaller room where you could smoke indoors And a foreign guy with a shaved head Foreign guy with a shaved head: Hey let me know if I'm in your space or something. Me: Huh? Foreign guy with a shaved head: You bumped into me so if I'm in your space or something... let me know It is not my space I don't own the bar It is the bar's space Or perhaps it is the government's space Or god's space Or like an alien supercomputer's space But it is not mine Or his I think about picking a fight with this guy Or letting him kick my *** more likely So we could share the space More effectively I ask the DJ if maybe possibly he had a certain song by chance No But the music was still pretty good There was a girl with a pretty dress and a head full of **** I patted her head to watch her hair go up and down She noticed and we got to talking About musical theatre A song came on and she said she would meet me on the dance floor The song came and went and she did neither I asked the DJ if he had a song I knew he'd have Yes The music wasn't so good because it was a boring song That I had heard many many times before I danced with a friend And a sweaty man danced between us Reeling and mugging for his audience of friends He picked up my friend and put him down again To the crowd's delight I stole his hat Right off his head And my friend and I left the bar We got in the car laughing And drove away And the music was good
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Sep 16, 2013
Sep 16, 2013 at 3:58 PM UTC
All Hail The Whiskey Bar
The music was good I asked the DJ if he had my song No But the music was good There was a shapely bartender with a shaved head And a long flannel shirt that made it sometimes look as if she Wasn't wearing any pants And she wasn't She was wearing shorts I asked the DJ if maybe he had a certain other song No But the music was still good There was a smaller room where you could smoke indoors And a foreign guy with a shaved head Foreign guy with a shaved head: Hey let me know if I'm in your space or something. Me: Huh? Foreign guy with a shaved head: You bumped into me so if I'm in your space or something... let me know It is not my space I don't own the bar It is the bar's space Or perhaps it is the government's space Or god's space Or like an alien supercomputer's space But it is not mine Or his I think about picking a fight with this guy Or letting him kick my *** more likely So we could share the space More effectively I ask the DJ if maybe possibly he had a certain song by chance No But the music was still pretty good There was a girl with a pretty dress and a head full of **** I patted her head to watch her hair go up and down She noticed and we got to talking About musical theatre A song came on and she said she would meet me on the dance floor The song came and went and she did neither I asked the DJ if he had a song I knew he'd have Yes The music wasn't so good because it was a boring song That I had heard many many times before I danced with a friend And a sweaty man danced between us Reeling and mugging for his audience of friends He picked up my friend and put him down again To the crowd's delight I stole his hat Right off his head And my friend and I left the bar We got in the car laughing And drove away And the music was good
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Rode the dog. From podunk to new.york My introdutory mugging was all that I dreamed of and more. 32 stitches and a mild concussion Bright lites big city goin to my head. Got a job running #s and a rap sheet too What's a guy going to handle when his rent is due Bright lights big city going to my head I don't care cause you don't. Care
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Jun 5, 2013
Jun 5, 2013 at 12:55 AM UTC
Bright lights big city
Yellow Brick Road Land of OZ Lion scared Scarecrow crazy TinMan struggling Wizard gizmo mugging. Homeless man Traveling man Nomadic man Had to go. Left more in Kansas Than he brought ******* feelings Totally out of control. All that searching Never ever knew Garden of Eden Mona Lisa dancing Lake Wilson trancing Nomad confused Gone distracted. 4 years drifting Always on the road Never realizing Never knowing Never analyzing Never caring For what did he know. TinMan found his heart TinMan lost his heart Nomad down ******* Yellow Brick Road.
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Jul 24, 2015
Jul 24, 2015 at 12:06 PM UTC
NOMAD DOWN
I see two fire trucks pass each other going opposite directions. As I’m trying to think of a clever metaphor for poor planning I remind myself that at least one family is standing in a thigh high pile of fine ash that was their home just an hour ago. Maybe two families. These thoughts and others haunt me when I’m pulled from my duck footed sidewalk reverie by a lottery ticket stuck in the riff-raff that separates Gateway Ave from the parking lot of the Nervous Hospital. It is laid bare like a mugging victim; crumpled up and inches from the gutter. That was someone’s dream just a day ago. Think I’ll cross the street- give that homeless vet a dollar. It’s my last one. My house has fleas, but it ain’t on fire.
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Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 11:28 AM UTC
Musings or Whatever
My wit was stolen in the shattered morning -- darkness robbed me of meaning with its long, empty knives. I search my pockets for its incandessence, turning out only absence and a deep crushing sigh. In the distance I see others laughing, tossing wit back and forth like a shuttle **** at a garden party sparkling, forceful, levity, bright. I brush myself off and walk towards them.
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Dec 8, 2011
Dec 8, 2011 at 11:45 AM UTC
existential mugging
I’m watching you In the dark alleyways, where I gaze on as a mugging occurs And standing on that gloomy, silent street corner, the little red light of my cigarette glowing And from the roof of the echoing parking garage next to a lone car And as I rest my back against the cold stone of a crypt in a graveyard I’m watching you In the dimly lit, empty café, where I sip a cup of loneliness And as I dance in the smoky, sweating aliveness of the nightclubs And as I stare at the waves on the deserted, moonlit boardwalk I’m watching you Seated atop the Sphinx of Giza in the freezing Egyptian night And in the very back row of an empty baseball stadium And in a prison cell, where a death row inmate sleeps fitfully I'm watching you Right behind you, but you don't know I'm there I'm watching you Always watching In the night
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Jan 2, 2011
Jan 2, 2011 at 10:51 AM UTC
I'm Watching
little children are abondoned by thier parents,                                                  left to raise each other on their own,  learn to survive in the streets,            forced to live under the influence of drugs and earn a living from mugging.                                                                                                             Mothers forced to labour with children on thier backs,                         they rather sleep with empty stomachs sacrifising only for their children.                                                                                                            Man begging for food,they nolonger know how to give.                          They wear shreaded clothes and survive from the tiny bread crumps thrown into trash cans.                They sleep under the fierce weathers, the wind cutting through thier skin and all that keep them warm is plastic bags.                                                                                             What ever happened to my country is surely brutal South Africa can never be the same again unless we change it.
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Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 5:08 PM UTC
the poverty within my country
little children are abondoned by thier parents,                                                  left to raise each other on their own,  learn to survive in the streets,            forced to live under the influence of drugs and earn a living from mugging.                                                                                                             Mothers forced to labour with children on thier backs,                         they rather sleep with empty stomachs sacrifising only for their children.                                                                                                            Man begging for food,they nolonger know how to give.                          They wear shreaded clothes and survive from the tiny bread crumps thrown into trash cans.                They sleep under the fierce weathers, the wind cutting through thier skin and all that keep them warm is plastic bags.                                                                                             What ever happened to my country is surely brutal South Africa can never be the same again unless we change it.
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Sadness comes in all flavours and hits harder some days than others. It makes a sky darker and the sun further away like long lost brothers. Sadness can make your very soul tremble at the break of dawn it can make your heart burn when you know that she is gone. Sadness plays no favorites, it gives no special odds or choice it jumps up at a moment's notice and screams with a bitter voice. Sadness is what we try to avoid, what we all try to escape like a corner mugging or a vicious painful **** It's out there, lurking in the darkness, calling out our name pretending that its happiness and trying to be the same. No warning is sufficient no alarm gives us enough time there is no chance to skirt the pain or miss the crime. Sadness is the anxiety that kills our soul and heart now we wait to see just when the old car rolls in to start.
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Mar 6, 2015
Mar 6, 2015 at 12:16 AM UTC
Sadness
barely it was swaying terrifically in cotton wind of sharp niggling wafers that flummox specially the growling infant sea, this lake, where i am by and satting with my soft particular femme who's metal slithers from her very roundest nostrils glinting rather unobtrusive and stubbornly silver. and jousting by in meager dollops college children blatantly. a basic scent of nonsense huddles on the 2's and 3's (or mayhaps more) they slant upon the dappled lazy soil reticent and uncouthly tread upon with flats little souls. their heads are fat with gullible churning knowledge. they farted from the dusted books. that stately chord of mugging music. that lays in bricks and mortared sighs. on the hillest of tops over looking the cordial bay.
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Mar 5, 2011
Mar 5, 2011 at 12:33 PM UTC
WWU 2
I strolled among lavendills in the pithy piney plodding hills bearing the brunt of burdensome ******** as I garnished grins of whippoorwills. On a plateau-ish plain of prickly peet I felt the bog beneath my feet tickling my toes with ****** tainted thorns, I remembered gnarling days, and stood forlorn. Pickled poesy pomagroups foretold of future ladle scoops in caligrating loop the loops in styles reminding me of marching troops. In shifting shylock shapes of time with ripping radishes of rhyme I began my daring dew descent to the lowly muppet mugging climes. When, on sordid stony steppes I stood, amid the brash and boorish wood, wenting where I was, I brought a hinting hackle pang of good.
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Jan 18, 2016
Jan 18, 2016 at 3:53 PM UTC
Gibberish Journey
Mugging Heart thumping at a rapid beat, ***** running down to my feet. Getting mugged, gun in face, the one **** day, I left home my mace. He wants my money or my life, wishing I had some kind of knife. Slowly going for my wallet, tears dripping like a leaky faucet. Getting anxious, he ***** his gun, should I submit or should I run. Then I kicked him in the ***** watching him as he slowly falls. Grabbed the gun from his hand, asked for his money, as he started to stand. He said please mister, I'm out of work, I said who cares you stupid **** He showed me his wallet, which was bare, I could smell his **** in his underwear. I told him to turn around and walk away, he said till I get your money, I must stay. Had no choice but to shoot him dead, two bullets in his brainless head. From the gun, wiped off my prints, limped home like I had shin splints. Went home and took a shower, felt kinda bad as my soul became sour. Closed my eyes and only saw red, maybe I should have forced him to run instead. I hate living in a state of misery, from that day on, I felt kinda jittery. Both of us at one point begged for mercy, just a typical day in north New Jersey.
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Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 11:21 AM UTC
Mugging
Old dilemma swooping down from the rafters and attacking me. I've got a word of interesting news for you, you mugging beast. You're the stain of a shadow on the wall facing a setting sun. A disintegrating shaking hand in spasm reaching up the rungs. You'll never catch my ankles. A bird has told me this today. A bird who's warming your same corner. Wing blasting halcyon gusts you'll never know. Say what you want to say: Days have taken of mine what even dreams cannot completely give. I'll never really notice or control this wind. I'll never grasp how fantastically we live. Since you say, then I'll say: No. Emotional geosynchronous goddess pulling puppet strings. Each time the world shrinks you're saving me from being meat. Casual human casualty falling down dead in cyber war. Sinking in depression's constantly connected disconnected ***** I'll never catch your disease. The earth has told me this today. Earth who's your eternal mourner. Keeping for you forever seeds you won't sow. You'll never catch my ankles. A bird has told me this today. A bird who's warming your same corner. Wing blasting halcyon gusts you'll never know. Say what you want to say. You're free to say so and since you say so I'll say what I want, say, No. Maybe you were close, but not nearly close enough.
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Nov 30, 2013
Nov 30, 2013 at 6:21 AM UTC
No
Here I am another Saturday I've woken up with a smokers cough heaving at my lungs like a slow roasting fire I've been smoking more cigars lately Usually seven would last me about a week. Now that many can only hold it down for three days maybe four I drag myself out of bed fumble around searching for my glasses and of course the phone I manage to slug myself to the bathroom pop an Adderall make my way out to the porch I light up a smoke the cold wind strikes my exposed body parts giving me the chills **** Texas weather it's either too hot or too cold kind of like me Still it doesn't stop my routine of having a few hits my will power is a slave to the rituals. As I sit there mean mugging the cloudy but still bright sky I feel the Adderall kick in I'm ready to tackle the list of chores With a toothbrush and some foam cleaner I scrub at the bathroom sink each little blob of tooth paste spit gets focused on and scrutinized just as I do with my insecurities Tossing a foaming cleanser bomb in the toilet it volcanoes up to the brim kinda like my emotions have been these past few weeks I scrub at that for a while living with two boys can cause **** to go and get in to everything I hand wash all of my black stockings in the tub rinse and wring them out and hang them one by one on the shower pole There as they drip getting ready to be worn through the work week I sit on the edge of the tub and write this poem despite all the **** it was still a good Saturday morning
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Apr 5, 2025
Apr 5, 2025 at 6:00 PM UTC
Seven cigars and seven stockings
Here I am another Saturday I've woken up with a smokers cough heaving at my lungs like a slow roasting fire I've been smoking more cigars lately Usually seven would last me about a week. Now that many can only hold it down for three days maybe four I drag myself out of bed fumble around searching for my glasses and of course the phone I manage to slug myself to the bathroom pop an Adderall make my way out to the porch I light up a smoke the cold wind strikes my exposed body parts giving me the chills **** Texas weather it's either too hot or too cold kind of like me Still it doesn't stop my routine of having a few hits my will power is a slave to the rituals. As I sit there mean mugging the cloudy but still bright sky I feel the Adderall kick in I'm ready to tackle the list of chores With a toothbrush and some foam cleaner I scrub at the bathroom sink each little blob of tooth paste spit gets focused on and scrutinized just as I do with my insecurities Tossing a foaming cleanser bomb in the toilet it volcanoes up to the brim kinda like my emotions have been these past few weeks I scrub at that for a while living with two boys can cause **** to go and get in to everything I hand wash all of my black stockings in the tub rinse and wring them out and hang them one by one on the shower pole There as they drip getting ready to be worn through the work week I sit on the edge of the tub and write this poem despite all the **** it was still a good Saturday morning
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HE. IS: A whirlwind of absolute rage and apathy Cruising through life like a pitfall Without a place to land. All these problems, all these horrors, Mugging, ****** ****** genocide, Making people pay to live, Making people believe money is the root of all evil. When I met you, I wanted to dominate you. And you wanted that. Is that really right? Because now all I want is to show you affection. We would take each other as ****** We must take each other as we are. I love you for every single thing you ****** up. I love you for every single thing you did right. I love you for understanding I am a child. And so are you. We are children, wandering and wondering What is it we're going to do? "I can't take care of myself!" Neither can I! But I can take care of you. Let's eat. Let's enjoy it. Let's not feel disgusting. Because we're beautiful. And putridity is wondrous. I wanted you to hit me so hard. I wanted your lips to break in mine. Your teeth are wise, your tongue is buzzing and fluttering. Your eyes, red and itching, Burning and running black down your cheeks Your pupils so large, Your irises glowing The whites were just water Water and salt And pain And agony For him For you For me For our parents and that girl I met when I was ONLY NINE And alcohol and war and self-loathing And lack of confidence. We will cry for everyone we can not fix And it will be the best thing in the world Because when we're fixed, we're going to be real adults. Geniuses. I hope you don't have to leave. Because you are strong enough to do this yourself. And no matter where we go... No matter what God is watching (if there is one), I love you. And ****** I love myself.
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Jan 2, 2011
Jan 2, 2011 at 11:06 AM UTC
Spines & Backbones
HE. IS: A whirlwind of absolute rage and apathy Cruising through life like a pitfall Without a place to land. All these problems, all these horrors, Mugging, ****** ****** genocide, Making people pay to live, Making people believe money is the root of all evil. When I met you, I wanted to dominate you. And you wanted that. Is that really right? Because now all I want is to show you affection. We would take each other as ****** We must take each other as we are. I love you for every single thing you ****** up. I love you for every single thing you did right. I love you for understanding I am a child. And so are you. We are children, wandering and wondering What is it we're going to do? "I can't take care of myself!" Neither can I! But I can take care of you. Let's eat. Let's enjoy it. Let's not feel disgusting. Because we're beautiful. And putridity is wondrous. I wanted you to hit me so hard. I wanted your lips to break in mine. Your teeth are wise, your tongue is buzzing and fluttering. Your eyes, red and itching, Burning and running black down your cheeks Your pupils so large, Your irises glowing The whites were just water Water and salt And pain And agony For him For you For me For our parents and that girl I met when I was ONLY NINE And alcohol and war and self-loathing And lack of confidence. We will cry for everyone we can not fix And it will be the best thing in the world Because when we're fixed, we're going to be real adults. Geniuses. I hope you don't have to leave. Because you are strong enough to do this yourself. And no matter where we go... No matter what God is watching (if there is one), I love you. And ****** I love myself.
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He's the cigarette that makes me want to take up smoking. Because he'd be so good with a cup of coffee on a lazy Saturday morning. He's every line I've crossed out trying to put to words how I'd like to breathe his poison Over and over again. Until he's nothing but a pile of embers and my lungs are black with ash. He's two strong arms hovering around the waists of girls who already know they're beautiful, Cause he doesn't have time for girls who don't realize it. He's a tall, strong whiskey on the rocks. Sharp as a knife in a New York City mugging, Cool as the Los Angeles breeze, Deadly as the Arizona summer. All I want is to inhale deeply and let him slowly Stop my breath.
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Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 1:06 PM UTC
Whiskey on the Rocks