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I love maths it proves that we were just another mish mash of geometric nonsense refusing to accept that you were a square and that I was a circle and that organic movements do not match with corners and straight lines
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Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 12:02 PM UTC
Maths
I trace my fingertips along your neon facets. I twist and turn you to make a match or make a mish mash of coloured squares. You bring me back in time to 1980's plastics. I cannot solve your puzzle for i lack your cuboid logic. But just to rotate and feel your shape in my hand is sublime and fantastic!
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Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 6:27 PM UTC
Rubiks rub
At The Cafe I heard her say to the teary-eyed lady as they sliced their custard creams, " Move on and go find someone else" As if suggesting to take that knife and slice that face out of her brain and replace it with another. As if perhaps she should cut out her heart and separate it from the rest of her. I suppose the thoughtless lady was only trying to help. I suppose that's normal procedure in such circumstances. Like quickly go find a lollipop for god's sake. I felt like saying to the broken woman; wait a bit. No need to be in such a rush. This terrible ache, this fierce wrenching this oozing sore is love disguised. You'll come to it. You will. No substitute necessary. That someone else is waiting in the dim horizon, fresh faced and true with eyes that pierce through the mish mash of dough and syrup of wounds and ruins of love and war and sharp metal objects. That someone else is you, whole and undisguised. You can't rush that. You'll come to it You will.
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Feb 23, 2020
Feb 23, 2020 at 6:07 AM UTC
At The Cafe
jumping jumbled thoughts hop-scotch, double-dutch, criss-cross getting lost in mish-mosh scratching a vinyl stuck constant skipping, unfinished rounds of loop-de-loop spinning speeding down stream leaping across time warping lilypads, memories interrupted by what-if daydreams. my brain places haphazard bookmarks when it runs into a lump, then hops on a new train ka-clunk ka-clunk-clunk ka-clunk, tripping over decaying stumps and mountains of over-processed junk. always falling back to distraction, instant satisfaction was taught to me habitually, so i look the other way when my will bends instantaneously at the mention of insane raucous romping renegades. i throw hand grenades to prevent unfinished fragments of insight from cementing. wishing my words would spit themselves out, or dive off a cliff to utter calamity cause effort is lost on me - passionless revere and bottomless see-sawing. just stick me slack-jawed in front of any cookie-cutter size of plastic rectangle-god, they all repeat the same chant commanding me to stare endlessly at screen after screen after screen after screen after screen - my screaming pacified by flashing lights and buzzing jibber-gabber. infinite scrolling consumes isolated nights, meticulously crafting a self-projection made from inverse other-reflection to deflect nagging fear of detection and rejection. can you really hear my inflection from this typeface and condensed pre-packaged mind-space? i feel like i'm speaking, but feedback is empty and misplaced only muttered out by thoughtless mistake. well once i pin me down ill stick you beside, and we can melt into cork board a collage of disintegrated insides.
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Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 9:13 PM UTC
scrambled egg brain
jumping jumbled thoughts hop-scotch, double-dutch, criss-cross getting lost in mish-mosh scratching a vinyl stuck constant skipping, unfinished rounds of loop-de-loop spinning speeding down stream leaping across time warping lilypads, memories interrupted by what-if daydreams. my brain places haphazard bookmarks when it runs into a lump, then hops on a new train ka-clunk ka-clunk-clunk ka-clunk, tripping over decaying stumps and mountains of over-processed junk. always falling back to distraction, instant satisfaction was taught to me habitually, so i look the other way when my will bends instantaneously at the mention of insane raucous romping renegades. i throw hand grenades to prevent unfinished fragments of insight from cementing. wishing my words would spit themselves out, or dive off a cliff to utter calamity cause effort is lost on me - passionless revere and bottomless see-sawing. just stick me slack-jawed in front of any cookie-cutter size of plastic rectangle-god, they all repeat the same chant commanding me to stare endlessly at screen after screen after screen after screen after screen - my screaming pacified by flashing lights and buzzing jibber-gabber. infinite scrolling consumes isolated nights, meticulously crafting a self-projection made from inverse other-reflection to deflect nagging fear of detection and rejection. can you really hear my inflection from this typeface and condensed pre-packaged mind-space? i feel like i'm speaking, but feedback is empty and misplaced only muttered out by thoughtless mistake. well once i pin me down ill stick you beside, and we can melt into cork board a collage of disintegrated insides.
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You're feeling kind of worn out Things, they never turn out Like you saw them In your dreams Things, they're kind of hazy Things have gotten crazy A convoluted mish-mash of what once was Things are never what they once were So on this rainy night, baby Just hold me tight Take me through the wind Next to you in the storm Things you never win May turn out pretty nice You've just got to hold out your hand For things that just may happen You can't let your delusions Stray you from the truth
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Jun 3, 2013
Jun 3, 2013 at 8:57 AM UTC
Things
criss·cross  (krĭs′krôs′) ~~~ verb:   criss·crossed, criss·cross·ing, criss·cross·es 1. To mark with crossing lines. 2. To move back and forth through or over: noun: 1. A mark or pattern made of crossing lines. 2. A state of being at conflicting or contrary purposes. ~~~ Oh Steve, you nailed me one mo' time, to this cross of mine, it's composition, wood of linear mish mash, and the nails, of a clear liquid substance, drops of contradictory emotions insight inside, your practiced spécialité, disarming the self-arming, harming, we let our minds assemble reasons why, in order to ourselves dissemble I keep hammering myself unsure why, unclear the charge, unknown the inevitable outcome but the lines are continuously crossing, indeed, but the intersections dissatisfying, in deed, which is why theses words sores, seeded by your words, both burst and languish, taking to the limitless limit, of deep water oil exploration unsure if I want to discover, unknown if I want to uncover the essential oils, the caustic causing lyes, that anoint these graying hairs, blind his eyes, both resting upon a furrowed, burrowed, a puzzled forehead expression of confusion about such simple line items as life everlasting out of bounds, out of town, writing poetry, down by Richie Haven's San Francisco Bay, listening to Norah Jones, wailing plaintive, another Pandora perfect choice "Don't Miss You At All" am I stuck on an endless, repeating rifle firing blanks of repetitious, line life patterns, or worse, forever trapped in the colorless spaces between, wondering if I can answer-handle Stevie Nick's pre-vision precsion pinpricking, questioning, about the seasons of our life *" but time makes you bolder, even children get older, I'm getting older too... and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills, well, well, the landslide will bring it down*" so in this out of state, out of mind, drinking up these meandering ramblings, experiential wondering not, if the summer sunshine, only the when, it will return, and the lines drawn upon my face sun burnt, cease their meaning meandering re life's line items such as life everlasting ~ Market Street San Francisco, two thirteen two thousand sixteen
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Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 1:53 PM UTC
Criss·Cross (A Thank You Note)
criss·cross  (krĭs′krôs′) ~~~ verb:   criss·crossed, criss·cross·ing, criss·cross·es 1. To mark with crossing lines. 2. To move back and forth through or over: noun: 1. A mark or pattern made of crossing lines. 2. A state of being at conflicting or contrary purposes. ~~~ Oh Steve, you nailed me one mo' time, to this cross of mine, it's composition, wood of linear mish mash, and the nails, of a clear liquid substance, drops of contradictory emotions insight inside, your practiced spécialité, disarming the self-arming, harming, we let our minds assemble reasons why, in order to ourselves dissemble I keep hammering myself unsure why, unclear the charge, unknown the inevitable outcome but the lines are continuously crossing, indeed, but the intersections dissatisfying, in deed, which is why theses words sores, seeded by your words, both burst and languish, taking to the limitless limit, of deep water oil exploration unsure if I want to discover, unknown if I want to uncover the essential oils, the caustic causing lyes, that anoint these graying hairs, blind his eyes, both resting upon a furrowed, burrowed, a puzzled forehead expression of confusion about such simple line items as life everlasting out of bounds, out of town, writing poetry, down by Richie Haven's San Francisco Bay, listening to Norah Jones, wailing plaintive, another Pandora perfect choice "Don't Miss You At All" am I stuck on an endless, repeating rifle firing blanks of repetitious, line life patterns, or worse, forever trapped in the colorless spaces between, wondering if I can answer-handle Stevie Nick's pre-vision precsion pinpricking, questioning, about the seasons of our life *" but time makes you bolder, even children get older, I'm getting older too... and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills, well, well, the landslide will bring it down*" so in this out of state, out of mind, drinking up these meandering ramblings, experiential wondering not, if the summer sunshine, only the when, it will return, and the lines drawn upon my face sun burnt, cease their meaning meandering re life's line items such as life everlasting ~ Market Street San Francisco, two thirteen two thousand sixteen
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What did I do, Quite the disaster, but if only they knew The depth of the hole I find myself in, Thank goodness ambition is no mortal sin. I seriously thought this thing would be fast, A simple invasion, a side show, a blast, Over by dinner then pop the Champagne, Ukraine by name only, Russia’s domain. Never the thought came into my head That a little B actor would play me instead, Tenacious and cunning he's proven to be But if chess is the game, good luck playing me. The West struts its stuff, more noise than effect, A mish mash of junk all easily wrecked, Perhaps they forget the Russian resolve, Stay tuned for a while and watch it evolve. Ukraine is no match for what we can do, Time our best friend and that's always been true, We're patient and hardy, impervious to pain, We'll suffer and bleed for what's ours to gain. Don't read me wrong I want this to end, I'm just very careful which message I send, At the end of the day I'll make a tough deal, And a big swath of land I'll invariably steal. Ukraine won't be happy, the West will cry foul, But don't be impressed, it's merely a howl, A little play acting for show and effect, As for this to continue they clearly all dread. Ignore the odd glitches it's the outcome that counts, This hasn't been pretty, a truth with few doubts, But often what shines is merely fool’s gold, Land is the key and Ukraine’s I will hold.
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Jul 14, 2023
Jul 14, 2023 at 3:47 PM UTC
What did I do - in Putin’s own words
tachyphylaxis - tach·y·phy·lax·is (tāk'ə-fĭ-lāk'sĭs)  n. 1.    A rapidly decreasing response to pleasure following initial administration. I didn’t know this demon had a name. Ugly as it is it fits, a random mish-mash of unpleasant sounds and equal unpleasantness felt. I’ve known the ******* forever, manifest in vitamin cures and psychological processes, SSRI’s and stabilizers. He attends to the end of affectionate loving and all the designer vacations you've ever taken. He is the golden handcuffs of square foot home ownership and his business cards are set in silver. To put it bluntly his continuous presence is intent on destruction of any contentment. He is all things along the way that appear so promising at first but never last. Synonymous with tolerance, antonymous with precedence, the antagonistic leaven of all living.
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May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 3:29 AM UTC
A Fancy Name for Tolerance
I don’t see people anymore, only shadows. I see their past and future trailing behind and ahead the constant lagging and catching up of them. I am the patch-work mish-mosh made-up creature-being with Past / Future / Present silly-goose whatnots. I am the girl you laugh with at Starbucks because you’re too ****** bored to live for coffee. I get it. Let your smiling teeth do the talking. I am the one-liner two-timing bimbo-less wretch of a lady you call friend. I am the cigarette loser who watches your dogs. I will burn your children alive. I am the tree-hugging nonchalant ******** handing out flyers. I will plant a seedling then rip it to shreds. I will wear its bark for armor. Your precious ******* oak puts out cigarette butts now. And from its death we grow cancer cells for fun. Hell, we’re past time for past-times. It’s all coffee and cigarettes now. Coffee and cigarettes and honking horns. Coffee and cigarettes and honking horns and shadows. No more people.
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Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 6:47 PM UTC
nineteen
I stole your poem ..yes it's true I didn't do it... to make you blue.. I didn't need your... broken words although that may be...what you heard The scattered thoughts.... you left undone...I tried to make them become one.........and all but they were so tattered..so torn asunder was it worth the grief I began to wonder After all the wishy wash from certain mish mash I finally threw it........... all in the trash
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Nov 2, 2014
Nov 2, 2014 at 12:12 AM UTC
I stole your poem..
'She walks in beauty' as 'a phantom of delight,' The one evicted from his darkest night, Her' raven' hair draped around her shoulders, Laying next to him in 'silken tent', Wanted just 'a slice of wedding cake' Her beautiful spirit captured, Sent to early sorrows death by 'solitary reaper', Taken on' May- day', She was the' light of living days', Before tragically taking her 'survivor's leave' He left her for another, Took another younger lover, It was their wedding cake, She so desired, It was to be their wedding day, Before her heart he did thou break, Her life was stolen, Tragically by own fair hand, As her sweetheart whom she'd trusted, Greeted' the chorus of the newly dead' The sun rising before she flew away, Back to night realms, To rest in peace. Used poetry titles from classic works to create this poem. Lord Byron, William Wordsworth, Alfred Lord Tennyson, Edgar Allan Poe, Robert Lee Frost,Robert Graves, Wordsworth,Ralph Waldron Emerson,Thomas Moore, Charles Causley, John Dunne and Edwin Muir. Thank you for reading. By ladylivvi1 © 2013 ladylivvi1 (All rights reserved) This is a bit of a mish mash, but it was quite fun
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Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 11:17 AM UTC
Heaven!
Hot house flower by nature. By nurture she.took the hype hook to sinker. All I see when I look at baby is power. Habnero tiempo. Warm to hot. Spaaniard, coated with Ibo.slathered with india injected with a pulsating Congas....mish mosh. Black as the ace of spades,mocha smooth , blond and blue,fiery red. Magic in the hips. Rat-a tat-tat spray lingo on one full breath. Just ran down your program from A to Z. Just want to grip your hips mami. Synch up your vibe. Turn that growl your emitten To purrr like a kitten. Ahh... eso..Asi.
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Jun 8, 2013
Jun 8, 2013 at 8:26 PM UTC
Cubana
MMMMmmmmmm...... MMMMmmmmm....... MMMMMmmmmmmelancholy melodies of misery, Mish-mashing memoirs in my mind. MMMMmmmmmmmmistakes of my mademoiselle misshapen maladies, messing with my mental mire. MMMmmmmmomentous man might made minute by mammary marching miseries..... MMMmmmmmy oh my – my many marching miseries. MMMmmmmmakes me miss the mystery in meeting..... Months of magical moonlighting...... .....mind you masterful mating!! Mmmmmindlessly meshing membranes of moderately matching mettle. MMMMmmmembering my moods and modes........messy and mostly misty as my mind makes it mildewed mould. MMMMMmmmissed OH SO MADLY, if I may........ is the mercilessly milked MEANINGFULNESS in the mentioned misbegotten mismatches.... MMMMmmmmind you.....my merry moot mistakes. MMMeeeee??? Meh!!! maniacally meek....moreover......momentarily MAD..... MMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmm....... 5-03-2010.
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Apr 8, 2012
Apr 8, 2012 at 9:09 PM UTC
MMMMMMmmmmmm........
All I came up here to do was to make a poem and to get some extra credit now with that said I guess I really should earn it. Now I don’t know what kind of poem you really want, but that really doesn’t matter since your already here and have already given your two dollars to Japan and my job Is pretty much already over before it even began. Now I could do some Dr. Seussish stuff and just rhyme words with wish and ish that would make a mish and then you would find a magic cat fish, but that would be kindergarten repeatin-ish. Now this may not be fitting with what you planned, but I’ve already told you that I don’t care what you want I’ve doing this for me, Te he. Now that Dr. Seuss is out of the way maybe there’s something greater that I would like to say. Now two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could to where it bent in the undergrowth; oh wait I’m sorry that’s not my poem. Hmm I’m stealing other people’s stuff I guess you guys aren’t getting your money’s worth tonight. Now I don’t know what I could really bring up that isn’t ****** up, but maybe you could rejoice since you get to hear this magical lyrical voice. Now this has pretty much been off the top of my head and hopefully you haven’t been wishing you were dead, but hey I think it’s been pretty okay. Now that you’ve heard this and have planned to leave your seat I would like to convince you that you shouldn’t stand to your feet. Now this has made me feel like the man I do hope that you’ve understood the sarcasm and jokes since this wasn’t only made for young folks. Now since this little fling is almost over I would like to get yo numba, but who am I kidding you didn’t like this part of the show so I’ll just go, but before I go I would gladly like you to know…that there is no refunds.
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Jul 18, 2011
Jul 18, 2011 at 2:08 AM UTC
Now-Refunding
All I came up here to do was to make a poem and to get some extra credit now with that said I guess I really should earn it. Now I don’t know what kind of poem you really want, but that really doesn’t matter since your already here and have already given your two dollars to Japan and my job Is pretty much already over before it even began. Now I could do some Dr. Seussish stuff and just rhyme words with wish and ish that would make a mish and then you would find a magic cat fish, but that would be kindergarten repeatin-ish. Now this may not be fitting with what you planned, but I’ve already told you that I don’t care what you want I’ve doing this for me, Te he. Now that Dr. Seuss is out of the way maybe there’s something greater that I would like to say. Now two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could to where it bent in the undergrowth; oh wait I’m sorry that’s not my poem. Hmm I’m stealing other people’s stuff I guess you guys aren’t getting your money’s worth tonight. Now I don’t know what I could really bring up that isn’t ****** up, but maybe you could rejoice since you get to hear this magical lyrical voice. Now this has pretty much been off the top of my head and hopefully you haven’t been wishing you were dead, but hey I think it’s been pretty okay. Now that you’ve heard this and have planned to leave your seat I would like to convince you that you shouldn’t stand to your feet. Now this has made me feel like the man I do hope that you’ve understood the sarcasm and jokes since this wasn’t only made for young folks. Now since this little fling is almost over I would like to get yo numba, but who am I kidding you didn’t like this part of the show so I’ll just go, but before I go I would gladly like you to know…that there is no refunds.
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Never saw Cinderella, Sleeping beauty, or whats-her-face from "The King and I" break up their love over a fight Happily ever after, is that 'bout right? but the prince never cheat, yell, or lie The Beast never had Belle bruised or beat But these girls were the fairest of them all Now-a-days with all these **** stars running around hows one to compete? Never saw the Prince get jealous or even bat an eye lash when Snow White lived with 7 other dudes I guess reality and fairy tales don't mish-mash but here's to beer, *** and cash!
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May 5, 2011
May 5, 2011 at 5:10 PM UTC
Bipidy, Bopidy, Boo!
25 years into life on this planet. A quarter of a ******* century. I've attended more friend's funerals than weddings, a sad typicality of the generation I arose in beautiful concert with. This strange fact reminds me of the opening lines from Allen Ginsberg's Howl: "I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness, starving hysterical naked, dragging themselves through the ***** streets at dawn looking for an angry fix." I too sought this same angry fix, but removed myself from the clutter once death stalked the corners of my own addled streets. I too was destroyed by this madness, but given the gift of a second chance upon which to reform... and the guilt that stretches its legs so cavalierly, so callously, across the resting stool of my mind reminds me of this every day I do not practice sobriety as a dogma (just as I simultaneously recognize I should never accept it--or anything else--as dogma). It's been two strange years since Anton passed, and he still haunts me as the interpersonal ghost of the relationship we had together which, with his death, has become embodied as said ghost sans the need for either of our particular presence. Perhaps this felt phantom of our collective essence will continue to waft throughout our globular strangeness we call the Earth until all observation becomes impossible for lack of any remaining observers. I loved you once, and I will love you always, and thus will always love you until "always" becomes as relative as "once upon a time." "Early 17th century: from Greek exēgēsis, from exēgeisthai ‘interpret’, from ex- ‘out of’ + hēgeisthai ‘to guide, lead’." I read myself and "it's" or "him's" reality like others read scripture itself. I am neither hetero nor homosexual. I am bisexual, and many (even within the tight 'gay' community) do not understand this when I give an attempt towards a definition of a monogamous relationship, despite it's polyamorous-ness in its long-term oprative-ness, ability, and identity. A monogo(mish) identity. Something which proves it's loyalty and is only taken in as an operative contingent of oneself thereof. Couldn't be more favor in their flavor, so this is simply a translation of my multiplicity of romances in my monetary destitution (not that anyone has to pay me for anything lol).
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May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 12:41 AM UTC
A Horizontal Spiral into Personal Exegesis
25 years into life on this planet. A quarter of a ******* century. I've attended more friend's funerals than weddings, a sad typicality of the generation I arose in beautiful concert with. This strange fact reminds me of the opening lines from Allen Ginsberg's Howl: "I saw the best minds of my generation destroyed by madness, starving hysterical naked, dragging themselves through the ***** streets at dawn looking for an angry fix." I too sought this same angry fix, but removed myself from the clutter once death stalked the corners of my own addled streets. I too was destroyed by this madness, but given the gift of a second chance upon which to reform... and the guilt that stretches its legs so cavalierly, so callously, across the resting stool of my mind reminds me of this every day I do not practice sobriety as a dogma (just as I simultaneously recognize I should never accept it--or anything else--as dogma). It's been two strange years since Anton passed, and he still haunts me as the interpersonal ghost of the relationship we had together which, with his death, has become embodied as said ghost sans the need for either of our particular presence. Perhaps this felt phantom of our collective essence will continue to waft throughout our globular strangeness we call the Earth until all observation becomes impossible for lack of any remaining observers. I loved you once, and I will love you always, and thus will always love you until "always" becomes as relative as "once upon a time." "Early 17th century: from Greek exēgēsis, from exēgeisthai ‘interpret’, from ex- ‘out of’ + hēgeisthai ‘to guide, lead’." I read myself and "it's" or "him's" reality like others read scripture itself. I am neither hetero nor homosexual. I am bisexual, and many (even within the tight 'gay' community) do not understand this when I give an attempt towards a definition of a monogamous relationship, despite it's polyamorous-ness in its long-term oprative-ness, ability, and identity. A monogo(mish) identity. Something which proves it's loyalty and is only taken in as an operative contingent of oneself thereof. Couldn't be more favor in their flavor, so this is simply a translation of my multiplicity of romances in my monetary destitution (not that anyone has to pay me for anything lol).
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So you’re looking to find a way in; But a labyrinth lies beneath my skin. Plus the whole of my heart is a maze; A mish-mash of mishaps and misleading ways. And my brain is one big ***** trap; Full of illusions and calamitous cracks. ‘Cause you see even I’m lost in me; So please – give up, get out and be free, Whilst you’ve got this opportunity.
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Jun 29, 2017
Jun 29, 2017 at 9:56 AM UTC
Lost In Me
a mish mash of absolute trash my poems or any thing that gives me pause
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Apr 25, 2012
Apr 25, 2012 at 2:30 AM UTC
pause
Flicking through old photos Since forever stashed under my bed Mum points at one of me Little, laughing And my brothers In colourful winter hats, Climbing white trees, A one of a kind cold day The brown leaves sing "Weren't you so cute?" To think Christmas is wasted on me now And I lie lamenting the happiness of someone long past My throat hurts at the effort of not just bursting out Crying Like a baby as I lose control In front of my own mother That wasn't me on that fence The little face swinging upside-down That was someone pure Locked inside me That was light on a piece of card I don't feel Like a person Anymore I'm a mish-mash Of random Things I am a split second That's almost gone I am traits, emotions, chemicals, hormones, electricity, fear, love, friendships Fading into a maelstrom of humanness Mounds of recycled carbon Made-up meaning Lost in fog Where I begin and end fades Into everything and nothing I'm the dirt in the ground The stars in the sky Something words can't describe
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Dec 18, 2016
Dec 18, 2016 at 8:33 AM UTC
titled
I find myself I'm dead in an ink page Hostage in your photos I'm sorry, sad I find living up to myself a scary ideal But really, all I am is the clacking of teeth And those who don't hesitate to remind me Aren't nice, aren't my friends really, 'cus friends don't talk philosophy I'm looking for what I see as me I'm tired - worn raggish I'm hopeless and bored And fickle in the words I write Ink paint is tinted blood Water colour is see-through meaning Mish, mash, mosh Nice to meet what you see as me
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Oct 3, 2016
Oct 3, 2016 at 4:27 PM UTC
Encounters
a composer to be sure, "one who puts together." Appropriate much? I should think so sitting in a place where i should be able to say what i want but my mind can't create words right now. Ugh I need to stop listening to this song. New song: not much of a better choice but it's a gooden. I have no intention of letting you read this. mish-mashed together. musings without my muse. i didn't think it was possible. it really was that song. keep composing you put-er together-er of things. compose your way to my heart put me together.
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Feb 24, 2012
Feb 24, 2012 at 12:20 PM UTC
Composing Soldier
I don’t want to feel! I’m fearing the changes in life that are inevitable. I want to be brave with a nonchalant shrug and a smile on my face.        I don’t want to be drowned in a river of irrelevancy-       That may be only apparent to me in my thought’s captivity.       I want to be content with what I have- feeling no need to compete.          I don’t want to let life’s struggles drag and flail me as they see fit.         Becoming someone unrecognizable to myself.         I want to have strength to show myself that I can be tough. But nights like these where silent tears roll~ I’m frozen in the same spot as life’s failure tease without mercy or control.
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May 16, 2016
May 16, 2016 at 4:07 AM UTC
Mish Aza
But I know… this blending of a warped (time) continuum, the future resting on shaky table legs, errors of habitual inconsistency, one on top of a prior, on top of… we pursue regrets, misdeeds, theorizing that we can fix the wobbly mess we instigated, that can we smooth the ruckus that the unknown in surety is bonded to be surly serve up buffet style, we help ourselves to troubles so attractive, like rice thrown at a wedding, dead seeds of messes yet to come *old regrets freshly regretted, for we waste not even what we wanted then even now! for we do not proper value the passing of each momentary, but weep and mourn the entirety of years corrupted by wrong-headed mish-mash of longings, swift stupid inexcusable acts of impulsive weaknesses permitted, so that we dust the dust encasing artificial flowers, that are so faded that the dust mispermits one to fool themselves that they were once , burnt orange vibrant,* like the optimism of a sunny day gone and hoped for just once more yes, I know why… <><> <> **Burnt Norton by T.S.Eliot
** “Time present and time past 
Are both perhaps present in time future
 And time future contained in time past. All time is eternally present 
 All time is unredeemable.
 What might have been is an abstraction 
Remaining a perpetual possibility   
 Only in a world of speculation.
 What might have been and what has been 
Point to one end, which is always present.
 Footfalls echo in the memory
 Down the passage which we did not take 
Towards the door we never opened
 Into the rose-garden. My words echo
, Thus, in your mind.
                                    But to what purpose
 Disturbing the dust on a bowl of rose-leaves I do not know. <><><><>> postscript the rushing to my ever nearer demise the dust suffocates, the regrettables have no half life, and I dust, I know if I do not, I choke…
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Dec 30, 2023
Dec 30, 2023 at 8:39 AM UTC
But I Know, T.S., I know...Burnt Norton
But I know… this blending of a warped (time) continuum, the future resting on shaky table legs, errors of habitual inconsistency, one on top of a prior, on top of… we pursue regrets, misdeeds, theorizing that we can fix the wobbly mess we instigated, that can we smooth the ruckus that the unknown in surety is bonded to be surly serve up buffet style, we help ourselves to troubles so attractive, like rice thrown at a wedding, dead seeds of messes yet to come *old regrets freshly regretted, for we waste not even what we wanted then even now! for we do not proper value the passing of each momentary, but weep and mourn the entirety of years corrupted by wrong-headed mish-mash of longings, swift stupid inexcusable acts of impulsive weaknesses permitted, so that we dust the dust encasing artificial flowers, that are so faded that the dust mispermits one to fool themselves that they were once , burnt orange vibrant,* like the optimism of a sunny day gone and hoped for just once more yes, I know why… <><> <> **Burnt Norton by T.S.Eliot
** “Time present and time past 
Are both perhaps present in time future
 And time future contained in time past. All time is eternally present 
 All time is unredeemable.
 What might have been is an abstraction 
Remaining a perpetual possibility   
 Only in a world of speculation.
 What might have been and what has been 
Point to one end, which is always present.
 Footfalls echo in the memory
 Down the passage which we did not take 
Towards the door we never opened
 Into the rose-garden. My words echo
, Thus, in your mind.
                                    But to what purpose
 Disturbing the dust on a bowl of rose-leaves I do not know. <><><><>> postscript the rushing to my ever nearer demise the dust suffocates, the regrettables have no half life, and I dust, I know if I do not, I choke…
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Forever flowing towards me, then out beyond the open sea and the river, sullen, sluggishly takes on another life and we believe it's only man who plans to execute a will. Hyperbole, they said, (a million times) will be the death of me, another will or won't you try to be the river strolling to the sea. And the meaning does not mean the end. The exodus never included nor excluded us. we became or we become and some became becalmed, some Self-harmed and others upped and went. To all intents, it seemed a good idea, dam the rivers free up the land, man's not content to have his fingers in the cookie jar he's got to have a hand in there. Another mish-mash of my thoughts to think on when I've 'bought the farm' I wonder if Maggie really cares. if I go to work or not.
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May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 1:24 AM UTC
Discus throwers
HI DUDES I WOULD LOVE TO GET INTO HOLLYWOOD, BUT I HAVE TO SETTLE WITH WHAT I AM DOING WHICH IS PLAYS WITH MENTAL HEALTH, NOW, DON’T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE THIS A LOT YA SEE, I HOPE WE ARE STILL RIGHT TO GET FUNDING FOR NEXT YEAR, CAUSE THIS IS MAKING ME BE ONE OF THE FAMOUS PEOPLE, YEAH I AM GOING TO DRAMA THIS YEAR, 2015 I AM LEARNING CHARACTERS, BUT I WOULD LOVE TO BRING MY CHARACTERS OUT TO THE OPEN STREET, I HAVE BOUGHT TOPSY THE CLOWN TO GORMAN HOUSE, AND I WOULD LOVE TO READ MY POEMS ON THE RADIO, OR START A NEW SHOW ON MAYBE, ADELAIDES CHANNELL 44 YA SEE PERHAPS, I CAN START A NEW POEM READING SHOW, AND I CAN SHOW SOME OF ADELAIDES FAVE NIGHT SPOTS, THAT IS WHY I PUT MY FAKE IMAGINARY TV STATION TO YOUTUBE, TO GIVE THE TV BOSSES IDEAS, OF HOW THEY CAN USE ME, ON THEIR SHOWS, YA SEE I CAN HELP IN NEW MORNING SHOWS, I AM WILLING TO LEARN MORE JOKES, NO SUSIE AND MARCO WERE CHARACTERS, BROUGHT ON TO SHOW MY COMMITMENT TO GETTING UP TO LIVE TV AND IT SHOWS THAT EVEN IF I READING, THEY CAN FIND A WAY, I WILL WORK WELL LIKE THIS YOU DIDN’T SEE MY MISH MASH VARIETY NIGHT SHOW IN FULL, BUT IT SHOWS, I AM JUST ABOUT AS FUN AS THE TV PEOPLE, OK, WELL I DON’T READ, BUT I CAN READ, AND WE NEED TO SHOW THESE TV PEOPLE, THAT I CAN DOM SHOWS LIKE BREAKFAST SHOWS ON COMMUNITY CHANNELS, REFERENCE AAA YOUTUBE TV AND AARON CLAYTON PARTY SHOWS FOCUSING ON NIGHT SPOTS, BRINGING FUN FAMILY LIFE TO THESE NIGHT SPOTS LIKE PLAYING DRINKING GAMES YOU WOULD HEAR AT HOME PARTIES, USE YA IMAGINATION I WOULD LOVE AN RELATIVELY EASY BUT HIGH PAID ROLE IN MUSICALS I HAVE STORIES THAT PEOPLE LOVE TO ACT OUT YOUNG PEOPLE IN CANBERRA HAVE ALREADY ACTED OUT ONE OF MY ROLES POETRY SHOWS ON CHANNELL 44 ADELAIDE, WHERE WE CAN FIND OUT HOW MANY POETS ARE ABLE TO SHARE THEIR POEMS, ON A SHOW, I NEED TO GET MY NAME OUT THERE, OK, I NEED TO FEEL PART OF THE WORLD I DON’T READ, BUT I CAN ACT AND ENTERTAIN, I AM A YOUTUBE ****** ONN AAA YOUTUBE TV AND AARON CLAYTON I AM JOHNNY GEORGIE BROWN ON HELLO POETRY I AM WRITER JOE ON WRITERSCAFE I AM BRIAN ALLAN ON ART COLONY GO TO THE MENTAL HEALTH TV FACEBOOK PAGE AND READ BRIAN ALLAN I WANT TO BE FAMOUS, I DID ART THERAPY IN BELCONNEN AND I AM TRYING TO BRING THEM TO ACT IT FOR THE COMMUNITY IN 2015 I AM AN INTERNET CELEBRITY I AM XFACTOR GIANT ON ART 3000.COM I CAN CHANGE THE WORLD’S THOUGHTS, PLEASE GIVE ME A GO I KNOW I AM 45, AND NOT A YOUNG PERSON BUT, I AM TELLING YOU WHAT I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH PLEASE ONE DAY HELP ME, GAIN ME ENOUGH MONEY SO I CAN GET AT LEAST ONE HOMELESS HOTEL IN THE WORLD BEFORE I GO TO MY NEXT LIFE, I AM TRAINING FOR STARDOM AS WE SPEAK THROUGH MENTAL HEALTH
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Jan 2, 2015
Jan 2, 2015 at 12:13 AM UTC
MY PLANS TO MAKE ME A CELEBRITY, TO HELP THE HOMELESS GET HOMES
HI DUDES I WOULD LOVE TO GET INTO HOLLYWOOD, BUT I HAVE TO SETTLE WITH WHAT I AM DOING WHICH IS PLAYS WITH MENTAL HEALTH, NOW, DON’T GET ME WRONG, I LOVE THIS A LOT YA SEE, I HOPE WE ARE STILL RIGHT TO GET FUNDING FOR NEXT YEAR, CAUSE THIS IS MAKING ME BE ONE OF THE FAMOUS PEOPLE, YEAH I AM GOING TO DRAMA THIS YEAR, 2015 I AM LEARNING CHARACTERS, BUT I WOULD LOVE TO BRING MY CHARACTERS OUT TO THE OPEN STREET, I HAVE BOUGHT TOPSY THE CLOWN TO GORMAN HOUSE, AND I WOULD LOVE TO READ MY POEMS ON THE RADIO, OR START A NEW SHOW ON MAYBE, ADELAIDES CHANNELL 44 YA SEE PERHAPS, I CAN START A NEW POEM READING SHOW, AND I CAN SHOW SOME OF ADELAIDES FAVE NIGHT SPOTS, THAT IS WHY I PUT MY FAKE IMAGINARY TV STATION TO YOUTUBE, TO GIVE THE TV BOSSES IDEAS, OF HOW THEY CAN USE ME, ON THEIR SHOWS, YA SEE I CAN HELP IN NEW MORNING SHOWS, I AM WILLING TO LEARN MORE JOKES, NO SUSIE AND MARCO WERE CHARACTERS, BROUGHT ON TO SHOW MY COMMITMENT TO GETTING UP TO LIVE TV AND IT SHOWS THAT EVEN IF I READING, THEY CAN FIND A WAY, I WILL WORK WELL LIKE THIS YOU DIDN’T SEE MY MISH MASH VARIETY NIGHT SHOW IN FULL, BUT IT SHOWS, I AM JUST ABOUT AS FUN AS THE TV PEOPLE, OK, WELL I DON’T READ, BUT I CAN READ, AND WE NEED TO SHOW THESE TV PEOPLE, THAT I CAN DOM SHOWS LIKE BREAKFAST SHOWS ON COMMUNITY CHANNELS, REFERENCE AAA YOUTUBE TV AND AARON CLAYTON PARTY SHOWS FOCUSING ON NIGHT SPOTS, BRINGING FUN FAMILY LIFE TO THESE NIGHT SPOTS LIKE PLAYING DRINKING GAMES YOU WOULD HEAR AT HOME PARTIES, USE YA IMAGINATION I WOULD LOVE AN RELATIVELY EASY BUT HIGH PAID ROLE IN MUSICALS I HAVE STORIES THAT PEOPLE LOVE TO ACT OUT YOUNG PEOPLE IN CANBERRA HAVE ALREADY ACTED OUT ONE OF MY ROLES POETRY SHOWS ON CHANNELL 44 ADELAIDE, WHERE WE CAN FIND OUT HOW MANY POETS ARE ABLE TO SHARE THEIR POEMS, ON A SHOW, I NEED TO GET MY NAME OUT THERE, OK, I NEED TO FEEL PART OF THE WORLD I DON’T READ, BUT I CAN ACT AND ENTERTAIN, I AM A YOUTUBE ****** ONN AAA YOUTUBE TV AND AARON CLAYTON I AM JOHNNY GEORGIE BROWN ON HELLO POETRY I AM WRITER JOE ON WRITERSCAFE I AM BRIAN ALLAN ON ART COLONY GO TO THE MENTAL HEALTH TV FACEBOOK PAGE AND READ BRIAN ALLAN I WANT TO BE FAMOUS, I DID ART THERAPY IN BELCONNEN AND I AM TRYING TO BRING THEM TO ACT IT FOR THE COMMUNITY IN 2015 I AM AN INTERNET CELEBRITY I AM XFACTOR GIANT ON ART 3000.COM I CAN CHANGE THE WORLD’S THOUGHTS, PLEASE GIVE ME A GO I KNOW I AM 45, AND NOT A YOUNG PERSON BUT, I AM TELLING YOU WHAT I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH PLEASE ONE DAY HELP ME, GAIN ME ENOUGH MONEY SO I CAN GET AT LEAST ONE HOMELESS HOTEL IN THE WORLD BEFORE I GO TO MY NEXT LIFE, I AM TRAINING FOR STARDOM AS WE SPEAK THROUGH MENTAL HEALTH
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