I've become a person
worthy of truly being
called a good guy.
If anyone wants
to meet a genuinely good guy
here I am and I can prove it.
I can accept your rejection
I can do it---
come to me and tell me
that you don't love me
that everything we've said
meant something different to you.
Saying you found me attractive,
that you found me so cute,
that you wanted to cuddle with me,
Maybe all these things
you say easily and they don't mean as much.
It's okay to be the person that you are,
and it's my honest mistake to assume
love for you was like love for me.
Now for the proof.
Even with tears in my eyes,
with a fools heart in my chest,
and despair all throughout my mind.
I'll tell you this--
and this is all I have to say.
Love to is being the best friend
that I can be, and that won't change
even when our relationship does.
There's part of me that honestly wishes for you to see how I feel and have that convince you to take a chance, but if life has taught me anything that's not how things are meant to go for me and I'm learning to accept that.