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Juicy, sweet, hot chocolate skin...black girls are black goddess **** black girls For guys and men. The most beautiful, attractive, seductive, **** and exciting in African and African-American women is their sweet, juicy, chocolate skin color. Honey caramel mulattoes. Sweet brown chocolate color. And inviting, savoryly pure black-sugar skin color. This is the most delicious, beautiful, sweet candy in the world. You feel like a sweet tooth in a pastry shop when there are a lot of them around you. If you marry one of them and get her children from her, and live with only one of them all your life, and you will be faithful only to her alone. Your life will be the sweetest. Skin of black color and color of dark chocolate are the sweetest, seductive shades of sincere, hot passion. The skin of dark-skinned girls seems to be radiating the heat of *** burning sweet, sensual passion, this color of temptation, attraction. There are drums of ethnic, traditional music, it's the sound of *** . The black skin of a girl with which sweat and moisture is flowing, as if she still radiates ardent, hot, passionate, and a little stuffy *** in the sauna and her sweet moans are heard. This skin color is like a powerful aphrodisiac replacing ****** The skin of black and dark chocolate is the sweetest, seductive shades of sincere, hot passion. The women of three races are beautiful: the sultry, torrid, hot chocolate of hot passion of the deep passion of black fire of love and *** a paradise oasis of tenderness of the east, and snow-white, sensual pearls. For guys and men. The most beautiful, attractive, seductive, **** and exciting in African and African-American girls and women is their sweet, juicy, chocolate skin color. Honey caramel mulatto. Sweet brown chocolate color. And alluring, relish pure black sugar color of skin. This is the most delicious, beautiful, cute candy in the world. You feel like a sweet tooth in a candy store when there are a lot of them around you. If you marry one of them and get children from her, and you will live only with one of them all your life, and you will be faithful only to her. Your life will be the sweetest. Your skin is the color of one hot, unforgettable night, your libido is the word lava in your hot body, burning passion, only your photos can excite me, only your beauty turns off my brains, you have a **** ****** tune in my head, you are like a hot bath after a hard of the day, like an ****** massage, like a soft pillow with sleeping softness. Dark skin The black skin of a girl with which sweat and moisture is flowing, as if she still radiates ardent, hot, passionate, and a little stuffy *** in the sauna and her sweet moans are heard. This skin color is like a powerful aphrodisiac replacing ****** The skin is black and the color of dark chocolate are the sweetest, seductive shades of sincere, hot passion. Dark-skinned beauties are a deep passion of black fire - this is a hot safari, a wild savannah, an exotic havana. My new love poem, i hope you will like it. For my dear light brown girls Captivating honey caramel is like a shining dawn, life with you is like a sweet ****** dream. Juicy sweet fabulous fantasy beautiful. From your sexuality, the glasses of the captured ****** force in your eyes are sweating, this is the amazing magic of charm concealed in them. You are my depraved temptation ***** temptation. The sweet temptation of a tenderly roaring passion is a breathtaking juicy caramel berry, sometimes pouring with a picturesque modulation, tender sensual shades of red sunset, incinerated with the burning heat of passion. From your hottest, sultry beauty, the brain seems to turn off and faint from your sweetest kisses. Author: Musin Almat Zhumabekovich
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Feb 18, 2019
Feb 18, 2019 at 12:56 AM UTC
Juicy, sweet, hot chocolate skin
Juicy, sweet, hot chocolate skin...black girls are black goddess **** black girls For guys and men. The most beautiful, attractive, seductive, **** and exciting in African and African-American women is their sweet, juicy, chocolate skin color. Honey caramel mulattoes. Sweet brown chocolate color. And inviting, savoryly pure black-sugar skin color. This is the most delicious, beautiful, sweet candy in the world. You feel like a sweet tooth in a pastry shop when there are a lot of them around you. If you marry one of them and get her children from her, and live with only one of them all your life, and you will be faithful only to her alone. Your life will be the sweetest. Skin of black color and color of dark chocolate are the sweetest, seductive shades of sincere, hot passion. The skin of dark-skinned girls seems to be radiating the heat of *** burning sweet, sensual passion, this color of temptation, attraction. There are drums of ethnic, traditional music, it's the sound of *** . The black skin of a girl with which sweat and moisture is flowing, as if she still radiates ardent, hot, passionate, and a little stuffy *** in the sauna and her sweet moans are heard. This skin color is like a powerful aphrodisiac replacing ****** The skin of black and dark chocolate is the sweetest, seductive shades of sincere, hot passion. The women of three races are beautiful: the sultry, torrid, hot chocolate of hot passion of the deep passion of black fire of love and *** a paradise oasis of tenderness of the east, and snow-white, sensual pearls. For guys and men. The most beautiful, attractive, seductive, **** and exciting in African and African-American girls and women is their sweet, juicy, chocolate skin color. Honey caramel mulatto. Sweet brown chocolate color. And alluring, relish pure black sugar color of skin. This is the most delicious, beautiful, cute candy in the world. You feel like a sweet tooth in a candy store when there are a lot of them around you. If you marry one of them and get children from her, and you will live only with one of them all your life, and you will be faithful only to her. Your life will be the sweetest. Your skin is the color of one hot, unforgettable night, your libido is the word lava in your hot body, burning passion, only your photos can excite me, only your beauty turns off my brains, you have a **** ****** tune in my head, you are like a hot bath after a hard of the day, like an ****** massage, like a soft pillow with sleeping softness. Dark skin The black skin of a girl with which sweat and moisture is flowing, as if she still radiates ardent, hot, passionate, and a little stuffy *** in the sauna and her sweet moans are heard. This skin color is like a powerful aphrodisiac replacing ****** The skin is black and the color of dark chocolate are the sweetest, seductive shades of sincere, hot passion. Dark-skinned beauties are a deep passion of black fire - this is a hot safari, a wild savannah, an exotic havana. My new love poem, i hope you will like it. For my dear light brown girls Captivating honey caramel is like a shining dawn, life with you is like a sweet ****** dream. Juicy sweet fabulous fantasy beautiful. From your sexuality, the glasses of the captured ****** force in your eyes are sweating, this is the amazing magic of charm concealed in them. You are my depraved temptation ***** temptation. The sweet temptation of a tenderly roaring passion is a breathtaking juicy caramel berry, sometimes pouring with a picturesque modulation, tender sensual shades of red sunset, incinerated with the burning heat of passion. From your hottest, sultry beauty, the brain seems to turn off and faint from your sweetest kisses. Author: Musin Almat Zhumabekovich
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They call it BPD A illness that shapes me, Its the “I don’t fit in” disorder, The “Your the one who’s out of order.” Come to terms I now admit, How hard I felt each near hit. Always one with the conflict, feelings of A counterfeit. There turns A time of no cease, absence of light is unleashed, out of the blue from the inside, this empty form and crowded mind. A Diagnosis is in .. The cerebrums burnt, like third degree skin, Its now over sensitive to everything. The cause of the burns, Is internal fires, that incinerated mental wires. Did I change who I am, for A world i saw to be A sham, attempting to form A personality, Ill try them on to see what fits me. Not afraid to be on my own yet again, not all alone. To see the great in everyone until reminded that Im wrong. If everything is all black and white, Right or wrong, where do I look too belong, My solitary single handed fight, To search for release of this plight.
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May 26, 2019
May 26, 2019 at 4:29 PM UTC
Borderline Personality Disorder
Bluto, the world’s strongest man, could tear bread loaf-sized pieces off a steel-belted tractor tire with his bare hands. But he could not lift a single smithereen of his sensitive Piscean heart when Lily, the luscious, leggy Leo trapeze artist, left him for steely-eyed Arien Karl, the literate and literary lion tamer. Horoscopic Circus, Act II She was a Cancer Dragon. Like catnip to the Piscean Tiger, whose feline DNA was his Achilles heel. Especially when she wore heels. And nylons. The end is nylon, he thought. I love you she said. I love you more he affirmed. And firm he soon became. Then being the ringmaster, she opened her mouth and incinerated him -- as only dragons can….
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Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 1:53 PM UTC
Horoscopic Circus
I find comfort in the news Be it typhoons or drones I feel like a 100 year old Camus For he was a miserable little raccoon Or should I say Morrissey? But the bipolar king is lost at sea! I think of Sylvia Plath and her oven Incinerated in a jar or in a coffin? I will mention roses in a second But first, wear your veil May I eat your cheeks? I’m your psychopath with style We bathed in herbs together The pale ******* that shone A reoccurring dream of two moons I believe in reincarnation bosoms, as the lunar eyes of an owl Stars, rain, coffee, cigarettes and music Few clichés, I forgot about your roses One day I’ll strike the balance between rhymes and passion
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 12:11 PM UTC
Sentiments
Like a captive, I capture rapture wrapping around stakes that matter Joan of Arc battered Also tattered but, easily dismissive Refracted from fractured prominent phrases people play with Distinctly persuasive and evasive, dressed boyishly attractive, lax stature, dawning armor crafted by absence as if asked about it- I’m drifted Protection is principle prerequisite, when fire is lit I sort of implore your aorta before it’s incinerated to ashes Dethatched as a habit, with swords or hatchets crafted to singe heartstrings that attached it While I slash slick Rick as a quick fix, To fend for pretend pretenses or presumed tricks, I can’t quit Cause I hit lips against hash spliffs fashioned with dashes of passion all while rationing fireball cinnamon sips Martyr to avoidance I gaze at fabled dazed gossipers galvanizing grips on gritty grapevines while licking warning labels through smoke haze on blurred lines Capably unstable Other eyes attending scandal circles able to shout lies and rekindle handed arguments on tables with locked smiles stay boxed in Avidly amiable Searching for counterparts when combusted or branded Toying with matches loses meaning when rules reseed Those vagabonds claim love is some all end hard bent to mend what the same above can’t comprehend. Breaking boredom, I pillage pillows with night terrors And ardent arsonists yearn for flames that churn, turn, liquefy and learn learned thoughts and smoldered feelings Completely complacent Melting in one another they are completing each other like two candles tryst true at a wedding day However later the blaze is severed, smoke sears, and charred black wick stands alone for them. Aggressive and progressive. As for me never pleading, fire forever fleets to streets between iron bars I built that cage in deep heat and seep dire dreams once desired Suppose I’m a skeptic Roasted or disconnected Just jaded, just met you Always over it too soon Burnt but I’m amused. I’m useful.
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Jun 9, 2014
Jun 9, 2014 at 11:59 PM UTC
Martyr
Like a captive, I capture rapture wrapping around stakes that matter Joan of Arc battered Also tattered but, easily dismissive Refracted from fractured prominent phrases people play with Distinctly persuasive and evasive, dressed boyishly attractive, lax stature, dawning armor crafted by absence as if asked about it- I’m drifted Protection is principle prerequisite, when fire is lit I sort of implore your aorta before it’s incinerated to ashes Dethatched as a habit, with swords or hatchets crafted to singe heartstrings that attached it While I slash slick Rick as a quick fix, To fend for pretend pretenses or presumed tricks, I can’t quit Cause I hit lips against hash spliffs fashioned with dashes of passion all while rationing fireball cinnamon sips Martyr to avoidance I gaze at fabled dazed gossipers galvanizing grips on gritty grapevines while licking warning labels through smoke haze on blurred lines Capably unstable Other eyes attending scandal circles able to shout lies and rekindle handed arguments on tables with locked smiles stay boxed in Avidly amiable Searching for counterparts when combusted or branded Toying with matches loses meaning when rules reseed Those vagabonds claim love is some all end hard bent to mend what the same above can’t comprehend. Breaking boredom, I pillage pillows with night terrors And ardent arsonists yearn for flames that churn, turn, liquefy and learn learned thoughts and smoldered feelings Completely complacent Melting in one another they are completing each other like two candles tryst true at a wedding day However later the blaze is severed, smoke sears, and charred black wick stands alone for them. Aggressive and progressive. As for me never pleading, fire forever fleets to streets between iron bars I built that cage in deep heat and seep dire dreams once desired Suppose I’m a skeptic Roasted or disconnected Just jaded, just met you Always over it too soon Burnt but I’m amused. I’m useful.
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Junk the ancient rules of thought by which our predecessors fought Their clashing minds did throw a spark that scorched the world and wreaked the dark Let no science fix our path if only numbers make its math Our brains will run will surely see on some sweeter philosophy Until beneath a quite sky atop the rubble we will stand and finally demystify the message in fate's reprimand Even an atomic blast can't rub the future from the past If with incinerated grace we still become the human race.
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Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 11:50 AM UTC
Ancient rules of thought (From the movie After the Dark)
The sun is shining and moonbeams glisten through the air. Moon, not sun. While the sun shone and incinerated the sloshing intestines of vengeful beasts; the gentle and forgiving moon projected from their eyes and caught the ****** maw of a starving deer. Suitcases of leather stacked behind us filled with spruce, pine, elm, oak, cherry. Ready for induction t o our paperless society which consumes the forests of Hippolyta and Antiope mercilessly. Burning every leaf then forgetting to feel because nothing mattered. Everything never mattered. Facts are lie, opinion is truth. “No one is nothing” they shriek to the heavens striving to be limitless and scorning morality. Embrace death and all its glory. Life, while full of happiness and gorgeous splendor, refuses to acknowledge the magnitude of the word. The thing. Falling and reading and lines and circles and explosions and whimpers and screams. Agony suffered silently, alone; never understood because how could it? What could totally encompass the raging fire that devours the veins and burns from the inside out kept in place by the impenetrable flesh that glints in the forgiving moonlight. A hostile exterior that smiles, waves, laughs on cue to disguise the raging storm fighting its way through from inside. The shell which shrinks from the moonbeam and into the harsh sunlight that filters beneath the floating clouds.
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Jun 16, 2018
Jun 16, 2018 at 10:18 AM UTC
Mother Moon
Summer struck with the fist of Chicxulub, incinerated spring in a blinding flash. Abruptly the pond on Chehalis Trail was topped with water lilies, where famished families of water fowl had festooned the serenity of the surface; now vanished for cool Canadian climes. Racoon eyes peered in night shade green, Foxglove and California Poppy brushed through blades of overgrown grasses. Crow song battled with Stellar's Jay, the morning's true American Idols. I stirred from slumber to impatient cawing, chiding --- The best of day's awaiting. I was off to savor summer's sugar, lest autumn slip in unannounced on the coats of Quetzalcoatl.
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Mar 19, 2012
Mar 19, 2012 at 12:18 AM UTC
Toltec Solstice
It wasnt long before the baluster flapped somewhere in the distance and Icarus knew how old he had been on the day of his birth. For whatever reason, the snow capped cappuccinos he had willfully destroyed in a heated debate on fiscal policy had him beginning again. Why was there always a beginning where there was an end? Fur traders used to circumnavigate the Hudson's Bay of his humanity when he was young, sharing drinks and fire water whiskey like it was all an H2O ready for the soul search. Sadly, many ended up in Hitlers concentration camps weeks after the **** invasion of Poland, about a month or so before the fall of the Roman Empire. Beginning with a last breath, Icarus strode off the plank with a new-found confidence unnatural in his niceties of long past. It was as if 1 minute and 35 seconds was enough to dish a clamouring populace onto the dinner table before the fat step-father gleefully orders everyone to 'dig in, everyone!' Cancelling everyone's appointment with Dr. Pardon meant the gaining of a key participatory certificate in El Dorado, and the gold lingering in dusty sun-beams was sifted for the taking. Some got rich, the rest got miserable. The rest used to imagine the gold, staring at ivory towers and lottery tickets, apple cores lording over old public servant applications near the city hall drain pipes as the modern world collapsed into a flash-mob image of Ronald Reagan. Icarus was a sliver of duskish light flittering a top distant windowsills, all cupped in an intentional light because happiness was as possible as sadness. Not that considering either would make you either. Icarus slept as his wings incinerated at the first glimpse of the solar system. He now believed every single proverb the old ***** slumbers had whispered their children as they woke to find themselves adults. In the beginning he found the beginning beginning again. It made him feel however you wish. Both were just as possible. Both were just as much a jazz configuration as a smooth and easy guitar rift. Ahha!
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Apr 1, 2013
Apr 1, 2013 at 5:31 PM UTC
Icarus Inside
It wasnt long before the baluster flapped somewhere in the distance and Icarus knew how old he had been on the day of his birth. For whatever reason, the snow capped cappuccinos he had willfully destroyed in a heated debate on fiscal policy had him beginning again. Why was there always a beginning where there was an end? Fur traders used to circumnavigate the Hudson's Bay of his humanity when he was young, sharing drinks and fire water whiskey like it was all an H2O ready for the soul search. Sadly, many ended up in Hitlers concentration camps weeks after the **** invasion of Poland, about a month or so before the fall of the Roman Empire. Beginning with a last breath, Icarus strode off the plank with a new-found confidence unnatural in his niceties of long past. It was as if 1 minute and 35 seconds was enough to dish a clamouring populace onto the dinner table before the fat step-father gleefully orders everyone to 'dig in, everyone!' Cancelling everyone's appointment with Dr. Pardon meant the gaining of a key participatory certificate in El Dorado, and the gold lingering in dusty sun-beams was sifted for the taking. Some got rich, the rest got miserable. The rest used to imagine the gold, staring at ivory towers and lottery tickets, apple cores lording over old public servant applications near the city hall drain pipes as the modern world collapsed into a flash-mob image of Ronald Reagan. Icarus was a sliver of duskish light flittering a top distant windowsills, all cupped in an intentional light because happiness was as possible as sadness. Not that considering either would make you either. Icarus slept as his wings incinerated at the first glimpse of the solar system. He now believed every single proverb the old ***** slumbers had whispered their children as they woke to find themselves adults. In the beginning he found the beginning beginning again. It made him feel however you wish. Both were just as possible. Both were just as much a jazz configuration as a smooth and easy guitar rift. Ahha!
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I slept with her, my rapacious pen, took me in quiet vengeance in full on conjugation raken and taken, me, her overlording me now, her authorship, so long held in my maledom abeyance, a kept imprisonment, unleashing at last, a tongue lashing~leashing, de-spite my un-desirous craven lying supplications, excuses of innocence and accident, coincidence and conflation, ashes, ashes, denials incinerated, all fall down she wrote/stabbed upon my heartless chest, in the cheap crudités colors of a prisoner’s inking, “user of words mine, all mine” gathered up my innards of loose words, speculative notes & titles yet to be, born and kept hid in password protected silent back labor files, now hers, leaving me sputtering, unable to create, a homeless mute citizen, possession-less, helplessly hoping her hovering harlequin might relent, without any shelter, even a glimmering, a single aleph or bet she celebratory cackled and clawed, professed her reclamation ownership of all my poems predecessors, zola j’accusing that I, ripped from her forcibly, with no granted permission, her womanly touché of my scribing, warning of no more global warming for my unprivileged hands, daren’t try for pretenses of stolen legal guardianship, warning of a new, forced caining inscription, a tattooing of  “thief” upon my 5 knuckled right ****** “plagiarist” boldly inked in back & blue upon my left palm I, predator, she, victim, of my now self-professed, admitted confess, she, my single victim, of a decade long serializing criminal coverup her parting poem a threatening, herein issued in this very verse, damning all who would falsely credit themselves, to suffer shame and an unimaginable curse, this, the newborn eleventh of ten commandments parting, she kissing my lips, even my emptied apertures, with warning bitings, she knew all my my numerous noms de guerre, no dead scrolls caves to hid in, and to be discovered some future day, and if ever marked as copyrighted, ’twas no tunneling escape, the exposed truth to be over-stamped upon all, upon each, in every language, ”copied right from the tongue of a woman!” and she would be wright...
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May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019 at 10:10 AM UTC
slept with my rapacious pen (she, full on conjugation)
I slept with her, my rapacious pen, took me in quiet vengeance in full on conjugation raken and taken, me, her overlording me now, her authorship, so long held in my maledom abeyance, a kept imprisonment, unleashing at last, a tongue lashing~leashing, de-spite my un-desirous craven lying supplications, excuses of innocence and accident, coincidence and conflation, ashes, ashes, denials incinerated, all fall down she wrote/stabbed upon my heartless chest, in the cheap crudités colors of a prisoner’s inking, “user of words mine, all mine” gathered up my innards of loose words, speculative notes & titles yet to be, born and kept hid in password protected silent back labor files, now hers, leaving me sputtering, unable to create, a homeless mute citizen, possession-less, helplessly hoping her hovering harlequin might relent, without any shelter, even a glimmering, a single aleph or bet she celebratory cackled and clawed, professed her reclamation ownership of all my poems predecessors, zola j’accusing that I, ripped from her forcibly, with no granted permission, her womanly touché of my scribing, warning of no more global warming for my unprivileged hands, daren’t try for pretenses of stolen legal guardianship, warning of a new, forced caining inscription, a tattooing of  “thief” upon my 5 knuckled right ****** “plagiarist” boldly inked in back & blue upon my left palm I, predator, she, victim, of my now self-professed, admitted confess, she, my single victim, of a decade long serializing criminal coverup her parting poem a threatening, herein issued in this very verse, damning all who would falsely credit themselves, to suffer shame and an unimaginable curse, this, the newborn eleventh of ten commandments parting, she kissing my lips, even my emptied apertures, with warning bitings, she knew all my my numerous noms de guerre, no dead scrolls caves to hid in, and to be discovered some future day, and if ever marked as copyrighted, ’twas no tunneling escape, the exposed truth to be over-stamped upon all, upon each, in every language, ”copied right from the tongue of a woman!” and she would be wright...
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Just me No entertainment No stimulation Just me Then you came by And installed a cable Sports, politics, comedy, education You had a very decent package 500 channels to show me the world I figured I'd stay home for the rest of my life And enjoy the romComcast upon me By the advent of your cables But there was a destructive storm Power lines were snapped And our cable went out As I stood in the ruins Of a house that once stood majestic All I worried about was getting our cable re-installed So I waited On your ****** service My age Became a Time Warner And severed strings Were strewn on the steel scattered around me Now that I've become a satellite in your life I could provide you with all the same channels If you'd just look up But the cumulus clouds you conjure Block our reception As I drift out here in space I can see everybody on Earth Except for one man Who's surrounded by a sea of swirling tsunamis And a crowd of cut cords And as I approach the chaos for a better view I'm incinerated entering his atmosphere
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Jun 22, 2017
Jun 22, 2017 at 12:16 PM UTC
Cable
the LORD & I have been arguing for days over four small words: [thy will be done.] let this be known: never is there a bigger sacrifice than compromising the cloth that has woven your soul, choosing to burn its textile rather than cling to its strong stitchings & worn-in, familiar pattern, leaving you in nothing but incinerated rags. I plea for maintained remains of this combusted fallacy of joy, whilst He responds with simply [I am making all things new.] please hear this: there is truly nothing that can mend you here, nothing that can weave you together & save your heart from being torn as a love letter ripped into shreds of its possibilities, leaving you with nothing but disintegrated dreams. my past is aching to become my present, & my perceived future has begun to rewind. my place in this world has become null&void; without the hope I once held close. for what happens to a princess when her earthly prince continues to commit slow suicide? [peace, My child.] I can hear my bones screaming to be heard, as songs on a broken record, stuck on repeating the same old refrain: *please please please please please… [on earth as it is in Heaven.]* night sweats-- when your mind cannot stop running even whilst you sleep. shaking limbs— when your heart trembles & begs to stay alive. *[plans to prosper you, not harm you; plans for hope & a future.]* I’m strung out on all these things that keep me sane while my mind feels like its going through withdrawals of the Holy Spirit— WHERE ARE YOU, GOD & WHY IS THIS YOUR PLAN? YOU DO NOT LOVE ME AS YOU ONCE DID. [those who hope in the LORD renew their strength.] laying on my bedroom floor with hymns pouring from my mouth like tongues of fire & bile I feel farther from glory than I ever have. [He restores my soul.] LORD as Christ once begged of you Take This Cup, LORD I plea for deliverance for reconciliation for an exodus from this body that is full of intoxication & self-loathing. [until the very end of the age.] LET MY SPIRIT RISE FROM THE ASHES & BE HEALED OF THIS HORROR.
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Feb 5, 2014
Feb 5, 2014 at 3:18 PM UTC
reconciliation [in tongues].
the LORD & I have been arguing for days over four small words: [thy will be done.] let this be known: never is there a bigger sacrifice than compromising the cloth that has woven your soul, choosing to burn its textile rather than cling to its strong stitchings & worn-in, familiar pattern, leaving you in nothing but incinerated rags. I plea for maintained remains of this combusted fallacy of joy, whilst He responds with simply [I am making all things new.] please hear this: there is truly nothing that can mend you here, nothing that can weave you together & save your heart from being torn as a love letter ripped into shreds of its possibilities, leaving you with nothing but disintegrated dreams. my past is aching to become my present, & my perceived future has begun to rewind. my place in this world has become null&void; without the hope I once held close. for what happens to a princess when her earthly prince continues to commit slow suicide? [peace, My child.] I can hear my bones screaming to be heard, as songs on a broken record, stuck on repeating the same old refrain: *please please please please please… [on earth as it is in Heaven.]* night sweats-- when your mind cannot stop running even whilst you sleep. shaking limbs— when your heart trembles & begs to stay alive. *[plans to prosper you, not harm you; plans for hope & a future.]* I’m strung out on all these things that keep me sane while my mind feels like its going through withdrawals of the Holy Spirit— WHERE ARE YOU, GOD & WHY IS THIS YOUR PLAN? YOU DO NOT LOVE ME AS YOU ONCE DID. [those who hope in the LORD renew their strength.] laying on my bedroom floor with hymns pouring from my mouth like tongues of fire & bile I feel farther from glory than I ever have. [He restores my soul.] LORD as Christ once begged of you Take This Cup, LORD I plea for deliverance for reconciliation for an exodus from this body that is full of intoxication & self-loathing. [until the very end of the age.] LET MY SPIRIT RISE FROM THE ASHES & BE HEALED OF THIS HORROR.
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It’s strange, there was no pain. The atom moves too fast for that. It left my shadow on that wall, There’s nothing else intact. It’s strange to die so quickly I had no time for fear. Swept up, as in a rapture Less than a leaf, more than a tear. My conscious self dissolving Like a sugar dropped in tea. No body left to bury You incinerated me. Elsewhere in the city They’ll unearth a murdered clock- It’s hands forever frozen on the moment I was not.
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Nov 20, 2011
Nov 20, 2011 at 8:01 PM UTC
The Moment After, a poem of Hiroshima
The photo burns Charcoal baby doll Man and woman screams Holding up That incinerated thing But it’s just a doll Black flakes fall Baby dolls clothing Turning to dust I cough it in and out Choking on the musk Stark stench of death Yet they cradle their broken doll Eyes closer ears ringing Fears bringing me to edge of insanity Her screaming seems strange Her eyes look deranged The dolls legs have little bones Calcium protrusion But it’s just a doll Scorched skin Not some porcelain But it’s just a doll Please let it be just a doll
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Feb 11, 2015
Feb 11, 2015 at 9:00 PM UTC
Just A Doll
Caught in the middle of a nuclear warfare, And we make love beneath the mushroom cloud, Sparks fly amidst the dust and rubble From the remnants of our incinerated world. Hollow hearts like Chernobyl, Desolate and dilapidated, Chemicals still lingering deep beneath the soil, Forbidden to connect and to flourish With one another. Veins lined with toxic waste That spill from our mouths When we kiss, Our skin is radioactive When we touch, The boiling point Before we have a total meltdown, Slowly eroding Into ash and ruins.
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Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 6:27 PM UTC
Radioactive
I would scale the highest most decrepit radio towers in the world the rusted metal crumbling against my feet Risking electrocution and the constant threat of falling as I rewire the ancient spiderweb of cabling so I can hear even the faintest transmission of your voice I'll clutch a stained and faded photograph of us The only remainder after most everything digital dies out in flickers of dormant transistors and dissipated binary I'll protect it from acidic rain and the grit of persistent dust storms So little resources left in a continent of incinerated cities yet this picture of you and I is all I will need to keep moving When I finally find you I will fight against all impossible odds and potential ends I'll walk entire burnt out highways with you just to make one last stand I will carry you across these deserted wastelands and returning forests To show that even after the bombs drop My love belongs to you
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Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 5:37 PM UTC
A Love Poem for the Apocalypse
when everything everywhere whispered in irresistible languages *hey you there stop resisting* i began to surrender was flowing free stretching wings flapping toward the unknowable inside experimented with ditching body as identification name as identification personal history as identification faded off mad word searching explaining  justifying reiterating too much information i loosened my squeeze grip on intellectualism tell-me-how-to-be spiritual books whatever the famous someone said once then got bronzed over i surrendered to universal unity where i lavishly decorated my living changing dream with my own snap choices i was flowing with fresh synergetic synthesis returned outside to pedestrian streets where angelics mixed in wore transparent disguises i began to flow forgiveness out and in skipped a light fandango splashing puddles was answer to inclement weather i set wooden faces to smiling after i switched my own i rolled on through perceived stop signs of the everlasting no incinerated all my karma with nownownow wonwonwon made myself stock still experienced yes yes relaxed awareness breathed emptiness opened all my hands
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Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 2:16 PM UTC
surrender
I make my home in the heart of stars Pulled in by their massive gravity Fiery furnace burning the core of me Skin incinerated in a fury of white orange Quasars spewing my light filled essence Out in either direction Pulsars spinning like a lighthouse Beckoning what’s left of me Until the black holes gobble up What remains of my scattered particles
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Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 9:27 AM UTC
In Stars
Love was made on a level that only the stars above could discern. My lips ensnaring yours, softly, but, aggressively as the sweetness of lustful saliva lubricates embracing you with my arms I wish to fuse you and I together forever! The natural expression of divine love that defines the steamy procession that pursues the rawest display of our reciprocating affections that moment of rewarding bliss as I enter you. You, receiving me eagerly with your legs clutching me firmly. One, we have become under the creator of all. Early morning sunshine peeks through the window just to greet you, but, only I can feel you close to me. The angels have succumb to their envy of me the celestials I must now fight oh how they wish to be near you I cannot lose you. I love you. There were those moments that I scoured space and time in search of you. Breaking the mad tyrant’s gauntlet to confiscate the stones and crawling back to you on my shattered knees to rest at your feet,0 I will give everything that is good to you! Yes, you! Only you! The sun incinerated my hands when I repositioned them to extend our particular solstice. My reward was a prolonged winter perpetual so that I could always cuddle with you. You are God’s beautiful prose the Creator’s presence is only visible through the essence of you. You.
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Jan 2, 2025
Jan 2, 2025 at 10:21 PM UTC
Love was, you ©️
I sit still Behind wispy brushes That cast the gloominess away Enough to admire the beauty Of this fragile azure trinket. I sit still alone, Behind wispy brushes That act upon others As forbidden territory, As a sanctuary that’s Mine, and mine alone. I sit so anxiously Behind wispy brushes Observing the trinket. What I can never grasp, Dwindles before me; I have claws For hands and feet, And the limelight Blinds what was meant To be a humiliating secret If I get close enough. If there ever was a day To be recorded in infamy; ‘Twould be the day where Stars sought new homes, Tigers grew coarse and ***** And villagers incinerated Every fiber of my being Behind such dapper azure faces As too, my darling Dancing wispy brushes -Juan Carlos Gomez
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Mar 4, 2010
Mar 4, 2010 at 10:18 AM UTC
Behind Wispy Brushes