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"dumbness" poems
Whirlpool of whirling quaint Inequality brewing in the Winepress of smithereens Fragile polity. Voices of weariness cried Out from the wasteyard of Waste for succour, Pointing fingers of Recrimination towards The abyss of drouth , Entangled in conflicts Of interest. Winds of improvised emblem Bearing hunchback of Woes, Raising hands from the Drowning deep sea For rescue like A dejected beautiful Vigaro in a Turbulent ocean of quarrel With her spouse. Whereas reddish fluids of life Runs across the same veins And arteries of haves And haves-not but Cottage of interests Hoisting avalanche of Rainbow-coloured flags Standing aloof on the Pole of misrule, Demarcating their interests. No accommodation for wants In the corridor of affluence. Wants on a trade mission With wealthy but caged in The confinement of wealth. Winds of inequality blew Whirler of wants into The marrow of the Haves-not. Rains of inequality passing Through a lockage of lack Into the improvised, Doling-out poverty to Gain the control of Wealth. Alas! Blindness sees inner Vision of darkness from The households of political lamia. Alas! Deafness hears Discordant vague voices Of failure from the forest of frustration. Alas! Dumbness speaks Language of gnomes out Of the vale of forgotten treasures. Alas! A four year tenancy turning into decades of challenges. But we shall revive our hope and raise our voices tomorrow.
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Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 8:19 AM UTC
HYMN OF INEQUALITY
We humans have Lots of silly excuses All the time From dusk to dawn And in all seasons Whether spring or autumn And if winter or summer We always complain for What we don’t have Lacking this and that And so on.. But we never Count our blessings Our mind With no retardation Our eyes With no blindness Our ears With no deafness Our tongue With no dumbness And our body With no disability at all Even though Most of us Believe that We are not talented And lack so many skills But we never think How a disabled person Got so many vibrant calibers Some can write With legs Some can dance With one leg Some can swim With no legs and arms Some can paint With no vision And all that Mind blowing talents With such disabilities Is something To learn about But have we Ever thought Why can’t We have that abilities And the reason is We don’t have an urge To do anything We have lots of facilities Around us And thus we don’t need To sharp our brains We live in pleasures Like in a full swing And thus We don’t know The pain of a Handicapped The darkness Of a blind The communication barrier Of a dumb The hearing impairments Of a deaf The financial constraints Of a poor And the loneliness Of an orphan We humans Born as ordinary And thus No need to think As extraordinary We mostly learn from Our mistakes And so about the Urge for it When we get A sincere urge It results to a Turning point in life So why can’t we Challenge our disability And make it an ability Let’s rebound our abilities To make it a miracle And enjoy the worthiness of This graceful life
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Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 5:36 PM UTC
DISABILITY TO ABILITY
We humans have Lots of silly excuses All the time From dusk to dawn And in all seasons Whether spring or autumn And if winter or summer We always complain for What we don’t have Lacking this and that And so on.. But we never Count our blessings Our mind With no retardation Our eyes With no blindness Our ears With no deafness Our tongue With no dumbness And our body With no disability at all Even though Most of us Believe that We are not talented And lack so many skills But we never think How a disabled person Got so many vibrant calibers Some can write With legs Some can dance With one leg Some can swim With no legs and arms Some can paint With no vision And all that Mind blowing talents With such disabilities Is something To learn about But have we Ever thought Why can’t We have that abilities And the reason is We don’t have an urge To do anything We have lots of facilities Around us And thus we don’t need To sharp our brains We live in pleasures Like in a full swing And thus We don’t know The pain of a Handicapped The darkness Of a blind The communication barrier Of a dumb The hearing impairments Of a deaf The financial constraints Of a poor And the loneliness Of an orphan We humans Born as ordinary And thus No need to think As extraordinary We mostly learn from Our mistakes And so about the Urge for it When we get A sincere urge It results to a Turning point in life So why can’t we Challenge our disability And make it an ability Let’s rebound our abilities To make it a miracle And enjoy the worthiness of This graceful life
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Boredom kills cheap thrills. Nothing to do, no one to ***** No drugs No ***** No smokes No fun Think I will sit for a bit. Think as I scratch and twitch. Neurotic fears ****** fantasies Sociopathic comments Psychopathic actions I don't care anymore. The fuse has been lit and there is no water for miles. Bang bang mother ****** bang bang boom. Amongst the rubble a bitter poem A poet in trouble that shouldn't have been left alone. Burnt Charred Dead. Smells like... Agony Fear Dumbness Numbness Aggression Depression Hate. Hate. Hate. Hate.
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Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 12:07 AM UTC
Misanthropic Poet.
If Love is sacrificing all I have had, I will embrace hatred For you are my favorite part. If Love will set us boundaries, I'll call out an all-out-war For you are worth dying for. If Love moves in mysterious ways Which will make our fate intertwined Which will make our destiny falls apart I'll be a thief to steal the pen. If Love will make us suffer Which these invisible chains have our bare feet Which will ruin our veins Then, let us together be at peace. Might in another world, Hatred is our wings Revenge is an art Mysteries are the music of the harp And suffering is heaven. If we can't meet on our way I'll surrender myself on fire Nothingness I had Dumbness I felt Weakness I got Only even a second of your touch Then, Love let define us.
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Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 4:00 PM UTC
If and Then
A language spoken so well around the world. My teachers would use the synonym “irony”. I simply disagree. Sarcasm is showing the obvious by saying it isn’t. Irony is simply having the world hate you. And, being someone you’re not. It has many definitions but I’m here to talk about something else. So here goes: Sarcasm. A language spoken well around the world. My teacher would use the synonym ‘irony”. It makes things seem different. It shows annoyance. Some don’t get it, But that’s the beauty of it.                                                                                          Most use it for fun, And a joke is cracked. But some find it hurtful, Some just can’t. It needs emotion, Which is something people don’t have. Therefore always going back, And making the joke sour.   What I love about it, Is that anyone can speak it. Sometimes not knowing it, Sometimes knowing it. But any language or sign Can have this weird dialect. And that’s how everyone around the world, Becomes closer together. Another thing to the list, That everyone has in common.   As I say, Some are fluent, Some aren’t. That’s what I appreciate, It’s the one thing you and I have in common.   Stupidity is what it starts with, As one points out the obvious. Then the other emphasizes on that, Pointing out the dumbness. Anyone can laugh out loud, Anyone can cry, But it’s what keeps us together, Our stupid sarcasm.
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 6:01 AM UTC
Sarcasm
A language spoken so well around the world. My teachers would use the synonym “irony”. I simply disagree. Sarcasm is showing the obvious by saying it isn’t. Irony is simply having the world hate you. And, being someone you’re not. It has many definitions but I’m here to talk about something else. So here goes: Sarcasm. A language spoken well around the world. My teacher would use the synonym ‘irony”. It makes things seem different. It shows annoyance. Some don’t get it, But that’s the beauty of it.                                                                                          Most use it for fun, And a joke is cracked. But some find it hurtful, Some just can’t. It needs emotion, Which is something people don’t have. Therefore always going back, And making the joke sour.   What I love about it, Is that anyone can speak it. Sometimes not knowing it, Sometimes knowing it. But any language or sign Can have this weird dialect. And that’s how everyone around the world, Becomes closer together. Another thing to the list, That everyone has in common.   As I say, Some are fluent, Some aren’t. That’s what I appreciate, It’s the one thing you and I have in common.   Stupidity is what it starts with, As one points out the obvious. Then the other emphasizes on that, Pointing out the dumbness. Anyone can laugh out loud, Anyone can cry, But it’s what keeps us together, Our stupid sarcasm.
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Beneath the shadow of the Great Shepherd's staff, in the green lushness of Life's plateau, my spirit continues to laugh. Despite the dumbness of this sheep to His voice I've heeded. For God's Love is greater than deep and to His Principles, I've conceded. My life is filled with abundance beyond mortal imagination. Enjoying protection from circumstance came from obeying rules of His Holy Nation. From displaying a submissive behavior towards a God most divine, I'm covered with blessings from my Savior and reside in green meadows until Eternity's time.
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Jul 26, 2012
Jul 26, 2012 at 11:39 AM UTC
Poem: Green Meadows
To be awake, to be blind, I’ve never understood the difference. On a parkbench, on a streetcorner, silent, idle, waiting for sadness, or the lack of it, waiting for the excess of it; to be awake, to not know is there a difference? In the water, submerged floating, sinking, drowning in sadness, or the lack of it, smothered by the excess of it; When I awake, I am blind, When I awake, I do not know, When I wait for the bus, on the street corner, I am blind. When I am sinking, baptized, or drowning, I am dumb. I am always drowning in sadness, or the absence of it. I am always drowning in sadness, or the excess of it. I am always floating in the not knowing, always smothered by the dumbness of it all. Do you feel the same? Choked to death by melancholy? Does some thick smoke cloud up your lungs? Is it the melancholy? Is it the sadness?
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 4:35 AM UTC
To Be Awake
So tired Back to work and then there's this social event and that social event and the last one is the best one and I'm still trying to get over not having last years job that was taken from me and given to you and still trying not to even think about this because this is a whole new year and Driving past Napa Valley's Wineries Hotels, Buses, wine Everything wine and I don't know where I'm going My GPS broke, and the directions are drive straight and you'll see it Suburbia has turned into true wealth I've gone back in time, wine Haciendas on hill tops like feudal mansions, waiting for the peasants to do the actual work of wine, the dirt and the sweat of wine as the owners twiddle their thumbs and worry about the stock market and their wine I arrive at my Castle. For a few moments I will be allowed to taste the lifestyle of the wine and pretend that I too belong in this castle watching grapes ripen and waiting for the teaming hordes to do my work and the mechanical wine processors sit idly waiting for the grapes and I feel a tinge of sadness and fear for the grapes to be processed like in a slaughter house until I realize they are only fruit, and not mammals And on the hot deck overlooking the beautiful, silent valley with grapes ripening before our eyes the only chair left is next to you I sit down and look to my right and I see the woman who I feared would take my job and now did and I wonder how it is that this has happened that I've driven for miles in the hot sun through miles of grapevines only to be made to sit next to you who jealously drooled over my job and could never say anything good about my work and then you won. And we talk and I'm very clever and you don't like that because I'm supposed to be stupid and it's supposed to be obvious why you got the job not me and not some seniority thing and you say nothing nice, and it's only me keeping up a charade of conversation that could turn ugly at the drop of a pin but doesn't due to my skill and you then leave made uncomfortable by the evidence of my continued existence and lack of dumbness And it's only later that I realize in my imagination I wanted to hurl you from the deck and into the wine press
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Aug 19, 2012
Aug 19, 2012 at 12:25 AM UTC
Winner and Loser
So tired Back to work and then there's this social event and that social event and the last one is the best one and I'm still trying to get over not having last years job that was taken from me and given to you and still trying not to even think about this because this is a whole new year and Driving past Napa Valley's Wineries Hotels, Buses, wine Everything wine and I don't know where I'm going My GPS broke, and the directions are drive straight and you'll see it Suburbia has turned into true wealth I've gone back in time, wine Haciendas on hill tops like feudal mansions, waiting for the peasants to do the actual work of wine, the dirt and the sweat of wine as the owners twiddle their thumbs and worry about the stock market and their wine I arrive at my Castle. For a few moments I will be allowed to taste the lifestyle of the wine and pretend that I too belong in this castle watching grapes ripen and waiting for the teaming hordes to do my work and the mechanical wine processors sit idly waiting for the grapes and I feel a tinge of sadness and fear for the grapes to be processed like in a slaughter house until I realize they are only fruit, and not mammals And on the hot deck overlooking the beautiful, silent valley with grapes ripening before our eyes the only chair left is next to you I sit down and look to my right and I see the woman who I feared would take my job and now did and I wonder how it is that this has happened that I've driven for miles in the hot sun through miles of grapevines only to be made to sit next to you who jealously drooled over my job and could never say anything good about my work and then you won. And we talk and I'm very clever and you don't like that because I'm supposed to be stupid and it's supposed to be obvious why you got the job not me and not some seniority thing and you say nothing nice, and it's only me keeping up a charade of conversation that could turn ugly at the drop of a pin but doesn't due to my skill and you then leave made uncomfortable by the evidence of my continued existence and lack of dumbness And it's only later that I realize in my imagination I wanted to hurl you from the deck and into the wine press
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Let us Rise and Rejoice for the Wise Controllers of the Streets Please give praise for the Keepers of Asinine Righteousness Who have the power to read our minds easy as giving sweets Esteemed Professors who are  World Experts with Greatness In Neuro-linguistic programming and know all the upbeats For example anybody with working eyes can see with no cheats The woman's complexions is not Black even without clearness Alas I make a joke and  lightheartedly say its Black in mirths Nobel NLP Programmers jump in glee and frenzied eagerness That is Trigger to void progressive actions with that lady petite So Professors et vacuous masses devoid of brains go on heats Sprinkling Blacks all over in project as useless as their dumbness Tell not dorks I do not see her as black in any way but a tease Another deluded wasted efforts from the addicted mindlesses The poor lass graced with honey-gold skin tone is not for meets Crass semi-illiterates play mind games on levels of bog peats Psychotic obsessed nonentities with deluded tendentiousness As if there's a meeting of minds with piffling anodyne greats Dumbos declaring we are playing with your mind in earness Show me how a genius compares with Quixotic foolishness
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Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 2:27 PM UTC
Bwana...Our Wise Rulers....lol.
There’s a cloak I keep around A fine, invisible one One cannot feel its texture, Or play with it for fun. I can’t hear its many sounds And neither can I see The object of my leisure A worker’s company. How do I know it exists? Perhaps I fool my brain It’s a phantom wisp of air That somehow hides my pain That helps calm when one persists In hurting what’s inside The worn bubble worse for wear When all weak tears are dried. When internal demons wake The cloth begins to fray When the heart is torn apart The stitches do not stay The joints start to tear and break Grow weak with weeping thread, The engine now cannot start One that was always dead. Through the holes they find the ***** Some fellows in my land Working their way through the fold Turning stone to mere sand. Why do they not stop to think ‘What is this good fabric? Looking so when once so bold Despicable magic!’ Therein lies the bitter truth The folly of our time They cannot see the poor cloak As it is in this rhyme! Only the wearer can sleuth Which holes made when, are where Through dumbness, anger it soaks Each cruel word, each harsh stare. Pull it closer, guard within The fragile soul and smile Hide well, know with clarity That it is worth your while Each mistake you call a sin Throw it outside the cloth With faithful integrity Forgiven, not forgot. Then build inside nerves of steel Strength of iron so great In the kiln of your own brick Control what you create Take the helm, but do not seal The course of actions done Know the plan, but do not trick Make hay under the sun. Make points clear, do not mask With some thoughts said aloud Keep a hat large for your head I mean- do not be proud. Perform with love each tough task In your own, unique way Care and earn, and share your bread With every passing day. Mend the cloak as you move on With the good gift of life Show it off well when you can Fighting undeserved strife. You don’t know why you were born You do not have to wait The brave roar of a lion sang From stories of your fate.
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Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 3:20 PM UTC
Invisibile Cloak
There’s a cloak I keep around A fine, invisible one One cannot feel its texture, Or play with it for fun. I can’t hear its many sounds And neither can I see The object of my leisure A worker’s company. How do I know it exists? Perhaps I fool my brain It’s a phantom wisp of air That somehow hides my pain That helps calm when one persists In hurting what’s inside The worn bubble worse for wear When all weak tears are dried. When internal demons wake The cloth begins to fray When the heart is torn apart The stitches do not stay The joints start to tear and break Grow weak with weeping thread, The engine now cannot start One that was always dead. Through the holes they find the ***** Some fellows in my land Working their way through the fold Turning stone to mere sand. Why do they not stop to think ‘What is this good fabric? Looking so when once so bold Despicable magic!’ Therein lies the bitter truth The folly of our time They cannot see the poor cloak As it is in this rhyme! Only the wearer can sleuth Which holes made when, are where Through dumbness, anger it soaks Each cruel word, each harsh stare. Pull it closer, guard within The fragile soul and smile Hide well, know with clarity That it is worth your while Each mistake you call a sin Throw it outside the cloth With faithful integrity Forgiven, not forgot. Then build inside nerves of steel Strength of iron so great In the kiln of your own brick Control what you create Take the helm, but do not seal The course of actions done Know the plan, but do not trick Make hay under the sun. Make points clear, do not mask With some thoughts said aloud Keep a hat large for your head I mean- do not be proud. Perform with love each tough task In your own, unique way Care and earn, and share your bread With every passing day. Mend the cloak as you move on With the good gift of life Show it off well when you can Fighting undeserved strife. You don’t know why you were born You do not have to wait The brave roar of a lion sang From stories of your fate.
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the fungus are among us among us, and abundance of humongous fungus the substance spun us into funnel monkey dumbness no longer numbness we felt the suns bliss sun kissed wondrous fun. feeling the youngest we dismissed all toughness no longer rambunctious we had won us a moral compass complete sublime oneness glad we had done this we yelled cowabungas
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Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 3:01 AM UTC
i'm a fun guy
Wutsa matter wit you? Whirr you frumm? You from summ furren country? Cain’t you tawk better den at? Murruhkunz doan tawk Inglush lie cat. We talk good Inglush. We tawk da bess Inglush. Ain’t nobody tawk better den us. Irregardless of whut kine uh furriner you are You could not tawk so ignernt. It’s a insult tah good Murrukuhns tawkin lie cat. You should be imburrst to tawk ataway in public. Should be ashaymt uh yerself. Yenno, peepo c’n perject thur ignernce ’N thur lack intelluhgunce so easy. They jess open up thur mouths ’N let the dumbness fall out ’N thur it is, fer alll to see. Yude thank they’d realize what dumshits they are ’N not let thur mouths write checks Thur butts cain’t cover. But, no. They’s flappin’ thur yaps an babblin’ ‘Bout nothin’ at all, ’n actin’ the pure fool Lack thur mamas din teach them nuthin. Well, nuthin’ good, at lease. Me, muhseff, I thank sumbuddy Shoulda kicked thur butts From here ta Sundee. But, thass jess me. I know thurs a buncha bleedin’ heart libralls out thur That wanna let peepo get by with crap jess ‘cause Sumbuddy is a Niger er ‘cause they’s Messcun Er sum kinda ******* heathen er ‘sump’n, But I thank thass jess wrong. Peepo gotta talk good jess to respeck the flag ’N God n’ country. Or go home. Yeah, go on back to whatever Godless place You ’n your race ’n yer ideas is okay. We rilly doan need ‘em here. We’s good, God fearing’ peepo and hard working too. So, if that ain’t you, *** on yer camel ’n ride Back tah whurever you cumm frumm Till you c’n tawk good Iinglush lack decent fokes.
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Jan 27, 2017
Jan 27, 2017 at 3:50 PM UTC
TAWK GOOD INGLUSH
Wutsa matter wit you? Whirr you frumm? You from summ furren country? Cain’t you tawk better den at? Murruhkunz doan tawk Inglush lie cat. We talk good Inglush. We tawk da bess Inglush. Ain’t nobody tawk better den us. Irregardless of whut kine uh furriner you are You could not tawk so ignernt. It’s a insult tah good Murrukuhns tawkin lie cat. You should be imburrst to tawk ataway in public. Should be ashaymt uh yerself. Yenno, peepo c’n perject thur ignernce ’N thur lack intelluhgunce so easy. They jess open up thur mouths ’N let the dumbness fall out ’N thur it is, fer alll to see. Yude thank they’d realize what dumshits they are ’N not let thur mouths write checks Thur butts cain’t cover. But, no. They’s flappin’ thur yaps an babblin’ ‘Bout nothin’ at all, ’n actin’ the pure fool Lack thur mamas din teach them nuthin. Well, nuthin’ good, at lease. Me, muhseff, I thank sumbuddy Shoulda kicked thur butts From here ta Sundee. But, thass jess me. I know thurs a buncha bleedin’ heart libralls out thur That wanna let peepo get by with crap jess ‘cause Sumbuddy is a Niger er ‘cause they’s Messcun Er sum kinda ******* heathen er ‘sump’n, But I thank thass jess wrong. Peepo gotta talk good jess to respeck the flag ’N God n’ country. Or go home. Yeah, go on back to whatever Godless place You ’n your race ’n yer ideas is okay. We rilly doan need ‘em here. We’s good, God fearing’ peepo and hard working too. So, if that ain’t you, *** on yer camel ’n ride Back tah whurever you cumm frumm Till you c’n tawk good Iinglush lack decent fokes.
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One very sunny day, I went outside to play with friends, Playing games with no ends, We ran down roads with bends skipping, Each one of us tripping, Falling and a-slipping with joy, Coming up with a ploy, To catch that dreadful boy with glee, Prank him like he did me, "Lets tie him to a tree," Fran said, "We'll leave him there in dread!" How punishing for Fred, how bad, That would not leave me glad! "That would make me quite sad," I frowned, "But we cannot back down!" Then we all looked around for plans "Lets tie his shoes to cans!" "He'll make so much noise, and he'll blush" Said Verutica Klush. "We'll do that, we must rush to him," That plan is not to grim, So we sent Mary Kim for shoes, And Patrishia for glues, Starting to work in crews as fair, All got in on the dare, To join cans he will wear to boots Hearing many hollers and hoots, At his door we placed boots with cans, He wasn't fooled by our plans, You just must understand one thing And oh, the dumbness stings We didn't hide the strings to the cans
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Jan 3, 2021
Jan 3, 2021 at 1:17 PM UTC
A Prank Gone Wrong
Ditty dum, ditty doo, Dozens of dollars disappeared, Foolishly spent on that dame, I would have done a dime for, Had her dumbness died down. Not a lick of lint in my pocket, I reflect on our dances in the dark, Daringly caressing her body to mine, All of those dimes been daunted, By my need to woo and wow her. She had darted the way of the dime, Out of sight, out of mind, out of spirit, In the poverty of love and coinage, I wallow in my woes, As if I didn’t do this deed to myself, Doomed from the depths of doting, Like a ******* dodo. They say chivalry is dead, Yet is there nobility in poverty, When the honest man’s motivation, Vanishes in the night, Into some other scrub’s arms? A dime, a dame, They’re all the same, Coming and going, The flow of cash, The passing of lovers, Only to learn, That life’s one true currency, Is the endurance of obstacles, And we all end up bankrupt in the finale.
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Dec 10, 2023
Dec 10, 2023 at 12:32 AM UTC
A Dime, A Dame
### When the rose buds have bloomed vigorous dreams have flooded the heart glee dumbness has flashed on the pensive mood - quaking mind has grown into the nucleus of dragging love ocean of emotions have catalyzed the ***** close deep aches have popped at the heart and stone when render has conceived the glimmer chords have become splashed utmost has inflamed and grown to outburst, bursts into the fire of gaiety - psyche has poured the fathomless passion till death ### @ Musfiq us shaleheen
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Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 2:06 AM UTC
Words for Dream (for Joe Cole)
Betrayal Has come Hidden But visible Left to be found Surprising Yet not Sharp Like a dagger A piercing Of safety Dull Like concussion A kick In the heart Damaged Are children Broken Is Trust Weakened Are families Branches Are Cut Betrayal Of hearts Assumes Dumbness Of victims A slur On humanity Driven By Self Betrayal Of union Years of great effort Crumble Like sandcastles Under your feet Betrayal Great robber Of my human Dignity Futures are frozen Our cords Are cut Betrayal Most human Act Of cowardice Unspoken Discovered We meet To part
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Jun 22, 2016
Jun 22, 2016 at 3:03 PM UTC
Betrayal
Today was a dark day I am hollow as always (Except when I'm bursting at the seams) It seems... That we always come back to this space This empty mindspace Sorrow and numbness Fueling my dumbness What if brain cells died every time I cried I would be doomed So we enter the gloom Today was a dark day And tomorrow will burn my eyes Light and love will be found all around me Fueling the fire I already have everything I desire So today was a dark day But tomorrow will be sunshine and daisies I always hated daises But I soak up the sunshine like a cat curling up in its warmth You bring on the cold But I'm here to weather the storm I will always return to the sun I will always come back to the moon I'm a sword sheathed in darkness But I'm getting ready to glint and shine Happiness will be yours and mine
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Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 12:28 AM UTC
Darkened
Please don't get me wrong. I don't really love you, Not even like you at the very least, I usually hate you very much. I hate the way you tease me, The way you smile when I get super irritated, The way you laugh at everything I say and do, I hate it when you don't appear at times when I expect you to., and when I look for you. I hate it when you're effortlessly so good at everything, When you set anything into motion with your little words, I hate it when you suddenly move so close to me. When you make my heartbeat so fast. I hate everything about you, I hate it when you become serious., When you look at me with your soulful eyes, And so easily takes my breath away. I hate it when you say "please, don't go." when I say I really, really have to go. I hate it when you don't look at me the entire day. I hate it even more when you're away. I hate to admit the fact that I feel lonely without you. It's as if I'm not complete. I know I'm dumb, But I didn't expect my dumbness to go this far. I can't believe, I fell inlove with the person I hate the most.
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Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 11:25 AM UTC
The more I hate you, The more I fell in Love with You.
I want to do fun things like sing, joy bring and blow some smoke rings. I  wanna do so many things I know make no sense, but somehow the dumbness of the act brings a rush of childhood innocence so in my own defense ******* Disney told me to not grow up So I got drunk and acted dumb thinking I'd never be grown up but man I've drank til I've thrown up bone dry lips chucking fluids from the stomach corrupted guts **** outta luck and then you say maybe it is about time to grow up. But **** that I wanna drive in cars above permissible speeds and I've had my car taken away for doing the deed highway tow truck repossession sessions is bad endings sorry we'll have to call a cab friends. But that's not where the night ends. Lets take these bad feelings and squeeze em into a bottle examine and give them meaning.  Or am I dreaming? How can I still aspire to admire those who do stupid things like set things on fire? I am no burning man.   But like I said, fun things is what I wanna do. Take too many drugs and get in an **** somewhere like Bonnaroo. Like what would you do? these thoughts never occur to you, I do dumb things not for wealth I'm doing them for myself. I wanna dress up as the grim reaper and photobomb the pictures at every marriage for money, now THAT'D be funny. I'd look back and laugh and one day they'd look back and say who's that? Or maybe they won't. Or maybe they will when it is over cause let's face it, it's a ******* wedding photo. What's the point of looking you were there and you lived it. But please spend copious amounts of money for the memories you might one day lose. Spend all your money. Your dimes, nickles, dollars, buy gold and diamond rings, You do that dumb **** and I'll do fun things.
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Apr 13, 2013
Apr 13, 2013 at 2:57 PM UTC
I want to do fun things
I want to do fun things like sing, joy bring and blow some smoke rings. I  wanna do so many things I know make no sense, but somehow the dumbness of the act brings a rush of childhood innocence so in my own defense ******* Disney told me to not grow up So I got drunk and acted dumb thinking I'd never be grown up but man I've drank til I've thrown up bone dry lips chucking fluids from the stomach corrupted guts **** outta luck and then you say maybe it is about time to grow up. But **** that I wanna drive in cars above permissible speeds and I've had my car taken away for doing the deed highway tow truck repossession sessions is bad endings sorry we'll have to call a cab friends. But that's not where the night ends. Lets take these bad feelings and squeeze em into a bottle examine and give them meaning.  Or am I dreaming? How can I still aspire to admire those who do stupid things like set things on fire? I am no burning man.   But like I said, fun things is what I wanna do. Take too many drugs and get in an **** somewhere like Bonnaroo. Like what would you do? these thoughts never occur to you, I do dumb things not for wealth I'm doing them for myself. I wanna dress up as the grim reaper and photobomb the pictures at every marriage for money, now THAT'D be funny. I'd look back and laugh and one day they'd look back and say who's that? Or maybe they won't. Or maybe they will when it is over cause let's face it, it's a ******* wedding photo. What's the point of looking you were there and you lived it. But please spend copious amounts of money for the memories you might one day lose. Spend all your money. Your dimes, nickles, dollars, buy gold and diamond rings, You do that dumb **** and I'll do fun things.
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The words I cannot grasp, whole dreamscapes painted within me. Oh, the grand copyist he just might be able, so much better able, scrawling pictures of your calls fervently. Recording hue and thought, and those oceanic depths, doing what I can only wish for, pray for. Yet, I do hear. I do hear it, hear you Your words, those words, and of that I am so certain. So sure of those words, deep and hazy and so warm, oh so warm. The sound, the tremulous tone, makes one drunk so ruined to hear it even only in dream, even only in furtive whispers. Ebrietas you are, Daughter of the Cosmos, bringer of enlightenment through dumbness.
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Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 11:42 AM UTC
Dipsomania
Upon a crest of ruby flames, Was writ a list of seven names: Of gods and goddesses untold Whose quiet tenets never sold. Mavis was the nymph of pallor, Patron saint of putrid squalor. Watching, with a tender eye, The lives of those resigned to die. Beatrice, with hair of scarlet, Took the throne of seething harlot. Harbinger of crippling sadness; Queen of darkness, death, and madness. Paul, whose eyes had never wept, Ensured that secrets would be kept. Cursed with blindness, deafness, dumbness, A walking vault of tortured numbness. Talim broke her mother's heart, And many others from the start. She, the deity of glee, Knew ignorance and apathy. Alastair, the golden thief, Toed the boundaries of grief, He sang to people with his flute That there was more to life than loot. Tess won't look you in the eyes; Mistress of the compromise; Smiling, even as she hums, That "maybe next time" never comes. Alex comes to break the silence, God of wishes, drugs, and violence. Crashing through with mighty clamour; Hope the nail, and he the hammer. Of all the deities we cherish, Even those whose memories perish, None are sad as those who don't Beget belief. Or can't. Or won't. And on a crest of ruby flames, Another list of seven names, Whose carvings have been long forgot, Will sit amidst our trash and rot.
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Aug 29, 2010
Aug 29, 2010 at 8:14 PM UTC
The Gods That Won't
I have these voices in my head And they are constantly At war with me And my self esteem These voices are sadistic They are cruel They constantly warp reality I try to fight these words Every day of my life It's so tiring And to be honest, Some days I don't fight at all I welcome the dark thoughts Invite them over for tea Let them completely dissolve my insides We laugh sometimes The voices and I. But usually we cry Together To me, Love is the way You always manage To silence the voices. Just your smile Ignites my soul To me, Love is the way You make my eyes shine. Love is the way I could just hold your hand For all eternity Love is how you've turned All of my numbness Into pure dumbness Love is for fools And sinners. *I will go to the grave With your name on my breath.*
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Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 3:15 AM UTC
What Love Means To Me
Is there anyone out there? I could use a drink. Beer?          Scotch?                      Coffee?
         Yes please to all three.          Ill settle for some ginger ale.                   Or the sleeves of a warm sweater. It's too **** cold. 
               brrr                   s                  h                    i                     v                    e                   r                    s                  s   h a k i n g Maybe get some food. Feel the fire warming. Anyone want to go get food?
 Tacos? 
Burgers? Pizza? 
Liquid lunch? Ugh. 
                      Cabin fever. 
Lets converse and **** some time. Also if anyone finds my ability to write,          send that ******* back to me.
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Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 7:47 PM UTC
Untitled dumbness
Deaf to nature's harmony creates a deviation not meant as God's creation. The unnatural bent is towards false pleasures; fools can reflect at their leisure. Climb an ascent and see fire in the sky is perfect harmony as it zig zags by but the old male beast sees only youth when all is worn; dumbness or delusion, it remains illusion. Life in a greater sense is harmony not madness, performed not by chance but in nature's fullness.
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Nov 11, 2010
Nov 11, 2010 at 12:12 PM UTC
nature's harmony