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Boot, saddle, to horse, and away! Rescue my Castle, before the hot day Brightens the blue from its silvery grey, (Chorus) “Boot, saddle, to horse, and away!” Ride past the suburbs, asleep as you’d say; Many’s the friend there, will listen and pray “God’s luck to gallants that strike up the lay, (Chorus) “Boot, saddle, to horse, and away!” Forty miles off, like a roebuck at bay, Flouts Castle Brancepeth the Roundheads array: Who laughs, Good fellows ere this, by my fay, (Chorus) “Boot, saddle, to horse, and away!” Who? My wife Gertrude; that, honest and gay, Laughs when you talk of surrendering, “Nay! I’ve better counsellors; what counsel they?” (Chorus) “Boot, saddle, to horse, and away!”
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Boot And Saddle
In the multitude of counsellors; safety abounds, But ln the multitude of enemies as counsellors; deceit abounds. Counsellors whose heart studieth destruction with lips uttering mischief; Enemies clothed with sheep clothings as friends; Friends whose tongues uttereth words born in deception. Counsellors whose mouth darkeneth counsel by words without knowledge; Enemies made counsellors whose looks appeareth friendly, Friends whose mouth draweth iniquity by cords of vanity. Counsellors who utter counsels coated in corruption, Friends whose mouth worseneth counsel by words without wisdom; Enemies whose heart pondereth in destruction. Counsellors whose counsel are coiled in deception, Friends who by multitudes of words cause you to err; Enemies whose mouth captivate tender hearts. Counsellors whose counsel destroy the paths of relationships, Friends whose conceit counsel to death; Enemies being enslaved seek to enslave others. Believe not every counsel neither inculcate every word, ........... They destroy the heart.......... Believe not every friend neither heed to multitudes of words, ........... They enslave the soul............ Believe not every counsellor neither seek counsels from multitudes; .......... They captive the mind........... Which counsel shall we inculcate? Which counsellors shall we believe? Which counsellors shall we seek? Inculcate counsels proved by love, Believe counsellors whose counsel are weighed by truth and peace; Seek counsellors whose counsel are words of life. Who shall our counsellors be? Let counsellors who are genuine and experienced be our guide; Let counsellors who are higher and honest be our refuge. Hope you find counsellors whose counsels are candid; for lt takes honest counsellors to ensure your safety.
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 7:57 PM UTC
Counsellors Darkening Counsels
In the multitude of counsellors; safety abounds, But ln the multitude of enemies as counsellors; deceit abounds. Counsellors whose heart studieth destruction with lips uttering mischief; Enemies clothed with sheep clothings as friends; Friends whose tongues uttereth words born in deception. Counsellors whose mouth darkeneth counsel by words without knowledge; Enemies made counsellors whose looks appeareth friendly, Friends whose mouth draweth iniquity by cords of vanity. Counsellors who utter counsels coated in corruption, Friends whose mouth worseneth counsel by words without wisdom; Enemies whose heart pondereth in destruction. Counsellors whose counsel are coiled in deception, Friends who by multitudes of words cause you to err; Enemies whose mouth captivate tender hearts. Counsellors whose counsel destroy the paths of relationships, Friends whose conceit counsel to death; Enemies being enslaved seek to enslave others. Believe not every counsel neither inculcate every word, ........... They destroy the heart.......... Believe not every friend neither heed to multitudes of words, ........... They enslave the soul............ Believe not every counsellor neither seek counsels from multitudes; .......... They captive the mind........... Which counsel shall we inculcate? Which counsellors shall we believe? Which counsellors shall we seek? Inculcate counsels proved by love, Believe counsellors whose counsel are weighed by truth and peace; Seek counsellors whose counsel are words of life. Who shall our counsellors be? Let counsellors who are genuine and experienced be our guide; Let counsellors who are higher and honest be our refuge. Hope you find counsellors whose counsels are candid; for lt takes honest counsellors to ensure your safety.
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The understanding of the stewardship of time calls attention to the accountability of time. The knowledge of time management promotes the accomplishment of God's purpose for man. The understanding of the time enhances the fulfillment of life ambitions on earth. Learn to number the days while applying the heart unto knowledge; knowing any time wasted cannot be regained. Redeeming the time demands the knowledge of time management, acknowledging the fact that the time is short. Understanding the time curbs procastination in every area of life; knowing that procastination is the killer of destinies. Be accountable for the time spent with the understanding we cannot turn back the hands of time. Be conscious of the time spent with the knowledge that time is man's greatest treasure. Beware of the time spent with the knowledge that time waits for no man. Let us seek to understand the time while applying the heart unto knowledge. Let us strive to redeem the time knowing the days are evil. Let us struggle to fulfil the time while our mission on earth lasts. Who then can understand the time, knowing every minute counts. Who then can redeem the time, knowing the days are evil. Who then can fulfil the time, knowing we are governed by time. He that acknowledges the time can understand the time. He that understands the seasons can redeem the time. He that comprehends the mystery of time can fulfil the time. Let him that seek to understand the time, seek the counsel of counsellors. Let him that seek to redeem the time, strive to understand God's purpose for man. Let him that seek to acknowledge the time, Struggle to heed the principles of time. What then is the reward for understanding the time? What then is the reward for redeeming the time? What then is the reward for fulfilling the time? He that understands the time will accomplish God's purpose for man. He that redeems the time will make a difference in his world. He that acknowledges the time will achieve life ambitions on earth. Hope you find time out of every time, knowing we all seek to redeem the time. Time is a Treasure not a Leisure.
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Aug 13, 2013
Aug 13, 2013 at 11:45 AM UTC
Redeeming The Time
The understanding of the stewardship of time calls attention to the accountability of time. The knowledge of time management promotes the accomplishment of God's purpose for man. The understanding of the time enhances the fulfillment of life ambitions on earth. Learn to number the days while applying the heart unto knowledge; knowing any time wasted cannot be regained. Redeeming the time demands the knowledge of time management, acknowledging the fact that the time is short. Understanding the time curbs procastination in every area of life; knowing that procastination is the killer of destinies. Be accountable for the time spent with the understanding we cannot turn back the hands of time. Be conscious of the time spent with the knowledge that time is man's greatest treasure. Beware of the time spent with the knowledge that time waits for no man. Let us seek to understand the time while applying the heart unto knowledge. Let us strive to redeem the time knowing the days are evil. Let us struggle to fulfil the time while our mission on earth lasts. Who then can understand the time, knowing every minute counts. Who then can redeem the time, knowing the days are evil. Who then can fulfil the time, knowing we are governed by time. He that acknowledges the time can understand the time. He that understands the seasons can redeem the time. He that comprehends the mystery of time can fulfil the time. Let him that seek to understand the time, seek the counsel of counsellors. Let him that seek to redeem the time, strive to understand God's purpose for man. Let him that seek to acknowledge the time, Struggle to heed the principles of time. What then is the reward for understanding the time? What then is the reward for redeeming the time? What then is the reward for fulfilling the time? He that understands the time will accomplish God's purpose for man. He that redeems the time will make a difference in his world. He that acknowledges the time will achieve life ambitions on earth. Hope you find time out of every time, knowing we all seek to redeem the time. Time is a Treasure not a Leisure.
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The counsellors office has always been uneasy and the chairs always too cold always a small breeze with the windows not even cracked open. This was the newest patients second visit, everything was casual, routine questions, just another average case but then there was a sudden silence, the patient became curious and fidgety, the counsellor sat waiting, watching. "uh, doc. I know this isn't your dance or anything, but do you feel that?" It had gotten the slightest bit colder but that was usual in these 2 decade old buildings. "feel what, kiddo?" "That!" the patient standing now, was pointing to the door, as the violent ghosts swooped in attacking them both, too much blood and two mangled bodies on the floor, the receptionist didn't even hear a scream. With the next appointment, the receptionist walked in getting a mouthful of that putrid metal-blood taste. I guess even buildings have a tormenting past.
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Jul 30, 2012
Jul 30, 2012 at 10:22 AM UTC
"Welcome to your second session"
Realisations of common knowledge lurk around us like shadows in the darkness. Don’t close your eyes. Don’t turn around. Don’t turn a corner too quickly. It’s just the wind. It’s not the same car. It’s too big of a city to find you. Dear authorities, what are you doing to help? People from generations before mine have raised their children to be hateful. They have taught them that if they don’t feel like respecting people, they shouldn’t and won’t. I’m sure you’ve guessed this next one, but they’ve let their children get away with a smack here and a smack there to those who don’t obey their every demand – and even to those who do. But I am not the only one. I am not the only unlucky punching bag to experience the hatred of someone much older, more mature, wiser and certainly, not just a kid. Is that it? Is that why you let him go? I was four when it started and fifteen when it ended. To you, that’s a child. Children don’t know much, do they. Dear authorities, that’s where you’re wrong. I was four when it started and if you think it stopped at fifteen when my abuser walked out, think again. It never fully stops, not yet. I am nearly twenty years old and I still flinch if someone holds out their hand for a handshake or raises their voice just a notch because they’re a little out of earshot and I needed them to repeat. Dear authorities, I can’t live because you won’t let me. Oh, you like Budwiser? Corner Gas, the T.V. show? Do I smell steak? Potatoes baked on the BBQ? You need a plumber? Handyman? Oh look, you’re wearing red. Do you think I appreciate being reminded by the stupidest things, that my abuser is out there? Why is that? Could it possibly be because nobody has bothered giving the man any possible discipline? Dear authorities, I’m tired of being told, “it’ll be okay, it’s not that bad.” People after people have continuously told me to go talk to someone. I’ve seen multiple counsellors, doctors, talked to teachers, specialists, friends and family. But what are you doing to help? I moved away from my mother and siblings, in fear. Fear, because every time we moved anywhere the lawyer told us we had to give our address to the abuser. We could not deny him access to us, we could not cut off communication with him. I had to leave, as an attempt to protect myself and hide in a big city with lots of people and hopefully I could blend in. Dear authorities, you have failed me. Stop telling me things will be okay, when he is out there and things only seem to matter when a death occurs. Dear authorities, Dear authorities… Dear me, you’re not dead so authorities don’t care.
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Apr 3, 2017
Apr 3, 2017 at 4:00 PM UTC
dear authorities || 03/04/'17
Realisations of common knowledge lurk around us like shadows in the darkness. Don’t close your eyes. Don’t turn around. Don’t turn a corner too quickly. It’s just the wind. It’s not the same car. It’s too big of a city to find you. Dear authorities, what are you doing to help? People from generations before mine have raised their children to be hateful. They have taught them that if they don’t feel like respecting people, they shouldn’t and won’t. I’m sure you’ve guessed this next one, but they’ve let their children get away with a smack here and a smack there to those who don’t obey their every demand – and even to those who do. But I am not the only one. I am not the only unlucky punching bag to experience the hatred of someone much older, more mature, wiser and certainly, not just a kid. Is that it? Is that why you let him go? I was four when it started and fifteen when it ended. To you, that’s a child. Children don’t know much, do they. Dear authorities, that’s where you’re wrong. I was four when it started and if you think it stopped at fifteen when my abuser walked out, think again. It never fully stops, not yet. I am nearly twenty years old and I still flinch if someone holds out their hand for a handshake or raises their voice just a notch because they’re a little out of earshot and I needed them to repeat. Dear authorities, I can’t live because you won’t let me. Oh, you like Budwiser? Corner Gas, the T.V. show? Do I smell steak? Potatoes baked on the BBQ? You need a plumber? Handyman? Oh look, you’re wearing red. Do you think I appreciate being reminded by the stupidest things, that my abuser is out there? Why is that? Could it possibly be because nobody has bothered giving the man any possible discipline? Dear authorities, I’m tired of being told, “it’ll be okay, it’s not that bad.” People after people have continuously told me to go talk to someone. I’ve seen multiple counsellors, doctors, talked to teachers, specialists, friends and family. But what are you doing to help? I moved away from my mother and siblings, in fear. Fear, because every time we moved anywhere the lawyer told us we had to give our address to the abuser. We could not deny him access to us, we could not cut off communication with him. I had to leave, as an attempt to protect myself and hide in a big city with lots of people and hopefully I could blend in. Dear authorities, you have failed me. Stop telling me things will be okay, when he is out there and things only seem to matter when a death occurs. Dear authorities, Dear authorities… Dear me, you’re not dead so authorities don’t care.
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Razors pain you Rivers are damp, Acid stains you Drugs make you cramp Guns aren't lawful and nooses give gas smells awful ...you might as well live I don't quite remember where I heard this little rhyme before but it has kept me from doing a lot of things all the videos on YouTube with there promises "IT GETS BETTER" the words circulate the world through the copper chords that connects us all the shrinks and the doctors and the counsellors and priests with all there powerful words ...words that empower you for a while but sadly fades to the back of your mind as tears fill your eyes and someday, with the instrument of death at your fingertips.. you realise that all these words and revalations are all just empty lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies one for each day of the week one for the strong and one for the weak one for the man with riches and fame one for the woman in filth doth have lain one for a smile that should not exist and lastly one... for those who insist that nothing matters and nothing will change tomorrow brings tears yesterday created fears this problem has no solution my soul is lost amidst confusion I don't believe the lies no more but I won't answer the truth, knocking at my door I choose to end not my life but the potential I have the beauty the radiance the hope I might bring to the hopeless the health to the sickness the laughter to the tearful the protection to the fearful I choose not to end my life because I believe that my path is set not for the benefit of myself... we have no happiness on our path we must create it... find it in giving that which we do NOT have to the ones we do not love this is our curse... and don't say it's not fair because life is not fair !! because Angels and Saints ...which we seem to be the chosen of... rarely gain fame while living or being happy, or loved no... we are the angels we will only be recognised as soon as we lay our heads down and all the bricks we have laid in this world start to radiate with our legacy!! Be strong, for sprouting feathers is a painful process Be heard, for the voice of justice has been silenced to long and be proud... ...simply... because you are
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 8:45 AM UTC
Little lies
Razors pain you Rivers are damp, Acid stains you Drugs make you cramp Guns aren't lawful and nooses give gas smells awful ...you might as well live I don't quite remember where I heard this little rhyme before but it has kept me from doing a lot of things all the videos on YouTube with there promises "IT GETS BETTER" the words circulate the world through the copper chords that connects us all the shrinks and the doctors and the counsellors and priests with all there powerful words ...words that empower you for a while but sadly fades to the back of your mind as tears fill your eyes and someday, with the instrument of death at your fingertips.. you realise that all these words and revalations are all just empty lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies empty little lies one for each day of the week one for the strong and one for the weak one for the man with riches and fame one for the woman in filth doth have lain one for a smile that should not exist and lastly one... for those who insist that nothing matters and nothing will change tomorrow brings tears yesterday created fears this problem has no solution my soul is lost amidst confusion I don't believe the lies no more but I won't answer the truth, knocking at my door I choose to end not my life but the potential I have the beauty the radiance the hope I might bring to the hopeless the health to the sickness the laughter to the tearful the protection to the fearful I choose not to end my life because I believe that my path is set not for the benefit of myself... we have no happiness on our path we must create it... find it in giving that which we do NOT have to the ones we do not love this is our curse... and don't say it's not fair because life is not fair !! because Angels and Saints ...which we seem to be the chosen of... rarely gain fame while living or being happy, or loved no... we are the angels we will only be recognised as soon as we lay our heads down and all the bricks we have laid in this world start to radiate with our legacy!! Be strong, for sprouting feathers is a painful process Be heard, for the voice of justice has been silenced to long and be proud... ...simply... because you are
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A soft answer turneth away wrath: but grievous words stir up anger. 2 The tongue of the wise useth knowledge aright: but the mouth of fools poureth out foolishness. 3 The eyes of the Lord are in every place beholding the evil and the good. 4 A wholesome tongue is a tree if life: but perverseness therein is a breach in the spirit. 5 A fool despiseth his father's instruction: but he the regardeth reproof is prudent. 6 In the house of the righteous is much treasure: but in the revenues of the wicked is trouble. 7 The lips of the wise disperse knowledge: but the heart of the foolish doeth not so. 8 The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the Lord: but the prayer of the upright is his delight. 9 The way of the wicked is an abomination unto the Lord: but he loveth him that followeth after righteousness. 10 Correction is grievous unto him that forsaketh the way: and he that hateth reproof shall die. 11 Hell and destruction are before the Lord: how much more then the hearts of the children of men? 12 A scorner loveth not one that reproveth him: neither will he go unto the wise. 13 A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance: but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken. 14 The heart of them that hath understanding seeketh knowledge: but the mouth of fools feedeth on foolishness. 15 All the days of the afflicted are evil: but he that is of a merry heart hath a continual feast. 16 Better is little with the fear of the Lord than great treasure and trouble therewith. 17 Better is a dinner of herbs where love is, than a stalled ox and hatred therewith. 18 A wrathful man stirreth up strife: but he that is slow to anger appeaseth strife. 19 The way of the slothful man is as an hedge of thorns: but the way of the righteous is made plain. 20 A wise son maketh a glad father: but a foolish man despiseth his mother. 21 Folly is joy to him that is destitute of wisdom: but a man of understanding walketh uprightly. 22 Without counsel purposes are disappointed: but in the multitude of counsellors they are established. 23 A man hath joy by the answer of his mouth: and a word spoken in due season, how good is it! 24 The way of life is above to the wise, that he may depart from hell beneath. 25 The Lord will destroy the house of the proud: but he will establish the border of the widow. 26 The thoughts of the wicked are an abomination to the Lord: but the words of the pure are pleasant words. 27 He that is greedy of gain troubleth his own house; but he that hateth gifts shall live. 28 The heart of the righteous studieth to answer: but the mouth of the wicked poureth out evil things. 29 The Lord is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous. 30 The light of the eyes rejoiceth the heart: and a good report maketh the bones fat. 31 The ear that heareth the reproof of life abideth among the wise. 32 He that refuseth instruction despiseth his own soul: but he that heareth reproof getteth understanding. 33 The fear of the Lord is the instruction of wisdom; and before honour is humility.
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Mar 23, 2013
Mar 23, 2013 at 12:00 PM UTC
Proverbs 15
A soft answer turneth away wrath: but grievous words stir up anger. 2 The tongue of the wise useth knowledge aright: but the mouth of fools poureth out foolishness. 3 The eyes of the Lord are in every place beholding the evil and the good. 4 A wholesome tongue is a tree if life: but perverseness therein is a breach in the spirit. 5 A fool despiseth his father's instruction: but he the regardeth reproof is prudent. 6 In the house of the righteous is much treasure: but in the revenues of the wicked is trouble. 7 The lips of the wise disperse knowledge: but the heart of the foolish doeth not so. 8 The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the Lord: but the prayer of the upright is his delight. 9 The way of the wicked is an abomination unto the Lord: but he loveth him that followeth after righteousness. 10 Correction is grievous unto him that forsaketh the way: and he that hateth reproof shall die. 11 Hell and destruction are before the Lord: how much more then the hearts of the children of men? 12 A scorner loveth not one that reproveth him: neither will he go unto the wise. 13 A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance: but by sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken. 14 The heart of them that hath understanding seeketh knowledge: but the mouth of fools feedeth on foolishness. 15 All the days of the afflicted are evil: but he that is of a merry heart hath a continual feast. 16 Better is little with the fear of the Lord than great treasure and trouble therewith. 17 Better is a dinner of herbs where love is, than a stalled ox and hatred therewith. 18 A wrathful man stirreth up strife: but he that is slow to anger appeaseth strife. 19 The way of the slothful man is as an hedge of thorns: but the way of the righteous is made plain. 20 A wise son maketh a glad father: but a foolish man despiseth his mother. 21 Folly is joy to him that is destitute of wisdom: but a man of understanding walketh uprightly. 22 Without counsel purposes are disappointed: but in the multitude of counsellors they are established. 23 A man hath joy by the answer of his mouth: and a word spoken in due season, how good is it! 24 The way of life is above to the wise, that he may depart from hell beneath. 25 The Lord will destroy the house of the proud: but he will establish the border of the widow. 26 The thoughts of the wicked are an abomination to the Lord: but the words of the pure are pleasant words. 27 He that is greedy of gain troubleth his own house; but he that hateth gifts shall live. 28 The heart of the righteous studieth to answer: but the mouth of the wicked poureth out evil things. 29 The Lord is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous. 30 The light of the eyes rejoiceth the heart: and a good report maketh the bones fat. 31 The ear that heareth the reproof of life abideth among the wise. 32 He that refuseth instruction despiseth his own soul: but he that heareth reproof getteth understanding. 33 The fear of the Lord is the instruction of wisdom; and before honour is humility.
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Dost thou look back on what hath been, As some divinely gifted man, Whose life in low estate began And on a simple village green; Who breaks his birth's invidious bar, And grasps the skirts of happy chance, And ******* the blows of circumstance, And grapples with his evil star; Who makes by force his merit known And lives to clutch the golden keys, To mould a mighty state's decrees, And shape the whisper of the throne; And moving up from high to higher, Becomes on Fortune's crowning slope The pillar of a people's hope, The centre of a world's desire; Yet feels, as in a pensive dream, When all his active powers are still, A distant dearness in the hill, A secret sweetness in the stream, The limit of his narrower fate, While yet beside its vocal springs He play'd at counsellors and kings, With one that was his earliest mate; Who ploughs with pain his native lea And reaps the labour of his hands, Or in the furrow musing stands; 'Does my old friend remember me?'
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In Memoriam A. H. H. OBIIT MDCCCXXXIII: Part 064
I'm sick I'm sick of it all The doctors Counsellors Psychologists Psychiatrists Medication And I'm sick I'm sick of me
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Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 4:45 PM UTC
I am sick
When my counsellors asked me if i'll be okay without seeing them, I said yes i'll be okay and i was excited to be okay because saying goodbye is like 'Doctor Who' And in Doctor Who, People have to say Goodbye at some point for new faces to come along for the adventure.. And they smiled and said Yes thats correct, And i guess that's the best goodbye i'll ever get
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Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 10:38 AM UTC
Cathy Who?
All that man has ever thought Or what he'll ever be Transpires through Documentation Written Throughout History ~~~~~~~~~ Books  they are the legacies Left to all mankind Past from generation To the next one left behind ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ They are the wisest of all counsellors The quietest of friends The most patient of teachers On whom one can depend ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ No comparison To mans inventions Regardless of the toil it took Even our creator Left his words Within a book.........
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Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 8:16 AM UTC
It Is Written.
Oh, how do you not worry? One's sick and overseas, One's in camp, One's not replying, One's out for a dinner, One hasn't been replying since forever, One doesn't ever talk... Oh, the only comfort is that He's not going but Still The thought of travelling is just Horrifying... What if I freak out during OBS? What if I have no friends? What if no one understands? What if the counsellors see? What if I get sent to the counsellor? What if they all die? I'd be so                                                                 [Alone.] What if I really go mad? What if I die before that? What if I die tomorrow? How do I tell someone I died When I'm dead? What if my friends die? What if they're already dead so They can't tell me? Is that why they don't reply? I'm not gonna have any friends. I'm not gonna have any sleep. I'm not gonna have anything. I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm going crazy, going crazy, going crazy. Oh, how do you not Worry?
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 8:49 AM UTC
A Portion of my Worries
The smiles on my face hardly show whats inside The laugh The grin The slowly fading smile They show the happiness that i do not possess This happiness Created Morphed Twisted for the good and satisfaction of others But inside The pain and sadness are uncontrollable Yeah, I can control the outside I've learnt that trick So teachers and friends stop the questions The reflective comments Which lead me into a world of pain and sadness The world where my inside comes out The world where shrinks and counsellors analyse Debate And break the vows of privacy, which they swear to, for our own safety I'd rather be hurting in silence anyway I'd rather that than complain Bringing others down No need No point No reason to upset the people of today With the problems Struggles Battles of my heart and mind But sooner or later It always shows The true feelings of mine Hidden on a daily basis Hidden for the protection of others But eventually they take breathe Like a drowning whale after a long deep swim When i'm alone When i have time to think And no-one to help me stop Thats when the pains show themselves To me To anyone around that cares So, to no-one else Because no-one cares And so, Like a prophesied event, A prophesied lifestyle of choice and regret, The pain of love The ever known 'rhetorical' Just simply wins again
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Apr 6, 2013
Apr 6, 2013 at 9:11 AM UTC
Fake Smiles
This is my apology – To my parents, my best friends, my psychiatrist, my psychologist, my counsellors, my doctor, and everyone else I’m too forgetful or ungrateful to mention The apology is not from a dry throat and a shaky, fragile voice, or words sloppily scrawled on tear-stained paper, for “I’m sorry” is not enough Thus, I have concluded that I will not say “I’m sorry” anymore; Instead I will say “Goodbye” and I hope that is enough
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Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 1:50 PM UTC
An Apology
Come Here Dear, Let Me Tell You The Story, From Whence You Came Years Ago, They Met, Love at First Sight, Hug And Kisses, Cuddles And More Night After Night, Day After Day, Love Filled Nights, Hate Filled Days Hospitals And Test, Tears Did Fall, But Wait Child There Is More Blood Was Taken, Hormones Rose, Friendships Shattered, So Much More Counsellors Did Talk, At, Not Too, Weeping At Night, Hugs Were Few She Has A Friend, Queer As Can Be, He Loved Her Alot, Together She's Free He Wanted To Make Her Laugh, Thoughts Were Heavy, She Needed To **** So I Thought To My Self, What My Own Talents Were, And I Wrote These, I Concur
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Oct 14, 2013
Oct 14, 2013 at 10:23 PM UTC
How You Came About, Sweet Child
If I close my eyes, I can still feel his breath against my neck. And the way he said "You're beautiful" Like a promise. His words crawled under my skin, Made a home in the caverns of self hate and desire to be wanted. His hands roamed the planes of my body, Crawling over them like speed bumps on a road. Slowly but without care, Caution was never his strong point. I can see the way you looked at me, That day in the guidance counsellors office, Tears streaking down your face. I can picture you saying With the heartbreaking sincerity "I really like him". I held your hand and stroked your hair, And then crawled into his bed for the first time Two weeks later. Your friendship was the promise I should have kept, Not the empty ones that he whispered against my skin.
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 1:14 PM UTC
Caution
Try it, I highly recommend  it, Just open your mouth to say, I hurt, I am in pain, I  feel low, I can't, And hey presto! Abracadabra! You will be flooded with a long list from advisors and counsellors with: Motivational  quotes, Wise sayings, Home made remedies, You have been witched, A list of remedies from Google, A list of their personal experiences. Famous of all: Be young at heart, Have a positive attitude, Don't be a cry baby. Do they understand your pain, Your feelings, Your hurt, If only one would say, I understand, I know what you are going through, I care. So next time my advise is to, Keep mum! Go to a doctor, Or best go to a priest and say, "Father I have sinned." At least he will pray for you. God always forgives and your ills can be halved.
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Jun 1, 2018
Jun 1, 2018 at 12:45 AM UTC
Many Advisors
A young man from Srinagar, Was born with anger, Which was a part of his manner. He would flare up suddenly, Vent his anger violently, Fume and seethe at everyone, Friends he had none. His parents were worried, To many counsellors they scurried, But with little avail, In torment they could only wail. One day an old sage came to town, He was well known To cure people with anger and demon. He looked deep into the boy's Anger filled eyes. I see no demon, Only anger venom. He recited some tantric  words a bit, Young man, take this amulet, Wear it day and night. Throw out of the window disparity, Learn to do charity, See how others suffer, With no one their sorrow to buffer. Go for yoga and meditation, To control your anger addiction. That's my  advice, For good  overcomes the vice.
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Jan 9, 2018
Jan 9, 2018 at 5:03 AM UTC
The Angry Man
when counsellors did tantrums I stood there watching sun and moon getting divided thought they were inseparable as moon loved sun more than the mist of holy sins , but then I got numb when I saw them going away into this whole lot of darkness on separate ways. that day I learned that love is ivy poison it spares the none . when it goes , soul burns.
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Apr 28, 2018
Apr 28, 2018 at 5:26 PM UTC
Tantrums
am I the monster? pitiful, broken boy. vile creature. twisted soul. it all feels a bit trite now. I used to fill pages upon pages with that. a ceaseless wave of self-loathing. I wanted to do that tonight. I wanted to hurt myself. I wanted to tear myself to pieces. just like the old days: endless tirades into whatever abyss presented itself. notes and poems, blogs and songs. I even carved it into my skin. "MONSTER" "PERVERT" "FREAK" "EVIL" if you look closely you can still see the faint outlines of names I gave myself from my hips to my thighs. but scars fade. wounds heal. tablets work (and stop working), counsellors work (and stops working), friends leave (and stop leaving), nothing stands still. that once constant hum fades into the distance. a new song takes its place. just look at all the hope left in its wake... all the friendships maintained. all the relationships built. all the late night calls and car rides to the beach. all the conversations and arguments. all the half-baked ideas and plans to change the world. all the cups of tea and petrol station tray bakes. all the last minute events. all the bickering and creating. all the faces glowing. all the plane, train, bus, and bike journeys. all the phone calls answered. all the wounds bandaged. all the ambulance trips and hospital visits. all the falling outs and friend drama. all the heartbreak and bellyache. all the pain and confusion. all the *** and prayer. all the tears and laughter. all the board games and secret shames. all the friends lost and friends gained. there are lives worth living, and people worth loving. my life did not end at 16, when I committed a crime and shattered the world. no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I bled, I could not change what I had done. but it is done. all of it. and many, many years later, I think I can finally begin close a chapter of my life. after all, hope grows in the cracks.
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Jul 23, 2020
Jul 23, 2020 at 12:25 AM UTC
a different outcome
am I the monster? pitiful, broken boy. vile creature. twisted soul. it all feels a bit trite now. I used to fill pages upon pages with that. a ceaseless wave of self-loathing. I wanted to do that tonight. I wanted to hurt myself. I wanted to tear myself to pieces. just like the old days: endless tirades into whatever abyss presented itself. notes and poems, blogs and songs. I even carved it into my skin. "MONSTER" "PERVERT" "FREAK" "EVIL" if you look closely you can still see the faint outlines of names I gave myself from my hips to my thighs. but scars fade. wounds heal. tablets work (and stop working), counsellors work (and stops working), friends leave (and stop leaving), nothing stands still. that once constant hum fades into the distance. a new song takes its place. just look at all the hope left in its wake... all the friendships maintained. all the relationships built. all the late night calls and car rides to the beach. all the conversations and arguments. all the half-baked ideas and plans to change the world. all the cups of tea and petrol station tray bakes. all the last minute events. all the bickering and creating. all the faces glowing. all the plane, train, bus, and bike journeys. all the phone calls answered. all the wounds bandaged. all the ambulance trips and hospital visits. all the falling outs and friend drama. all the heartbreak and bellyache. all the pain and confusion. all the *** and prayer. all the tears and laughter. all the board games and secret shames. all the friends lost and friends gained. there are lives worth living, and people worth loving. my life did not end at 16, when I committed a crime and shattered the world. no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I bled, I could not change what I had done. but it is done. all of it. and many, many years later, I think I can finally begin close a chapter of my life. after all, hope grows in the cracks.
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Blood oozes down the wall Or if you find a large puddle of it on the floor When your kid vomits green & their head spins right around Or when they levitate above their bed & you can’t get them down In your dreams, creepy girls sing disturbing rhymes Or you wake up with deep cuts from a guy with finger knives Toothless, ***** rednecks look at you with glee Or when you walk into a house and it tells you to leave At camp the young, half-naked counsellors turn up dead Or worse without their head When the scary tree outside your window tries to eat you And the closet eats your sister too Or when her new best friend is the beast Also coffins start popping up, expelling the deceased A shark isn’t looking for food anymore, just to **** Or when its friends seek revenge on your family, people don't believe you & think you’re mentally ill You’re vulnerable in space, thinking you’re blessed to be on this quest And suddenly get these aliens that rip through your chest You see a big guy with a chainsaw and wearing someone else’s face Or worse makes a full skin body one to wear, seriously what a nutcase What to do when you know you’re in trouble Grab a gun, crucifix and holy water in a double Skip the country and pray you’ll survive But know deep down inside you may very well die.
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Mar 6, 2025
Mar 6, 2025 at 11:26 AM UTC
You Know You’re In Trouble When...
Everyone knows the book about the king his power, the counsellors and the grand palace with all its inner gardens full of wonderfully scented flowers but I describe what I have learned from experienced men, Horsehead and Goldnavel, about pleasures in the dark, behind the corners where shadows cast secrets of concealed doors to the corridors through the silent basement maze where desires are fulfilled by round beds and soft women who cover you with sun – their backs wave and groan as my nails write immortality in their skin and their breath hops like a hare or sighs like a crescent moon with hairs that rustle when they lie down in the wake of my hand I just let other people work and rather feast upon love, night and day
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Jan 20, 2020
Jan 20, 2020 at 3:40 AM UTC
Where shadows cast secrets