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"coincidence" poems
There's a reason there's a path outside your door that leads to a road that leads to an interstate, that leads to an airport. And there's a reason that planes fly from that airport to one near here. Same reason that airport has a road that leads to a highway a highway that they are repairing as we speak that leads to my town to a path that leads to my door And its not just coincidence. Any more than its coincidence that you are reading this.
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Aug 20, 2010
Aug 20, 2010 at 8:06 PM UTC
There's a reason
It's the color of her eyes; the color of the sea. In both you could drown, or find God himself. It's the space between cities. Road signs & right turns, and the quiet determination to unravel in her arms. The sheets on her bed at 3am, where she whispers "I love you" and you've never been so sure of anything. The breath you exhale after you kiss her; it's the color of the blood pumping through your heart. The heart that she keeps beating. The heart that has her name written all over it. It's the heaviness in anticipation. The insatiable desire for a minute, just one minute. It is not the opposite of passion, like once suggested. It is passion itself. It is the sound of whispers. Her breath on your neck, and shivers down your spine. The color that fills in the weeks until you see her again. But most importantly, it will always be the color of her eyes. And it is no coincidence they are the color of the sea.
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Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 2:44 PM UTC
Describe the Color Blue Without Using the Word Blue
I'm used to being abandoned by the men in my life But that never makes it any easier I was always a dreamer And a part of me still is I let my hopes grow too big Filled with hot air Only for them to float away from me Disappearing Like everything else Naturally I've built up a wall But people always find a way to sneak in And usually walk right out Once I've opened the doors You could say I have trust issues But there's always a moment When I open myself up Completely It scares the hell out of me But I do it anyways For the chance at something bigger than myself The only problem Is that I don't do well with vulnerability I worry, I doubt But only because Having another man walk out of my life -- Especially you -- Would be too much to bear.
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Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 1:41 AM UTC
Once is an Accident, Twice is a Coincidence, Three Times is a Pattern
do you think it's a coincidence that falling asleep and falling in love both start with falling and end with you?
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Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 1:12 AM UTC
sleep
i love you this morning it's a come home safe morning fog on the road & no seatbelt kind of morning the sun is over easy & nothing's on fire there's punctuation where i don't want it and extra love in the glovebox of my car been thinking about being honest how these poems are all me but they tell the story how someone else might believe it happened within reasonable doubt no copy & pasted love letters no 'who ever says hello first gets my attention for the day' try a little tenderness in my ears and today there are instruments in the back of my head i think you love me because i'm sunburned felt it in a 'come hell or high water' kinda way, that 'touched from far away' kinda way that 'if i touch this piano one more time one of us is going to break' kinda way and i drove over 17 bridges yesterday and today i'll do it again and i think nobody gets what that means except maybe you i just tell them i love the scenery that somebody must've made these trees blush just for me you know how i love to change the subject i bet they'd love the view i bet you would too and all these metaphors for other things are beside the point this is a metaphor for why i don't wear my seatbelt a metaphor for why whiskey knows me better than you could ever try to all the buildings seemed to sag yesterday and all the stars are doing that cliche thing where they talk quiet jet noise & some lumbering giant made everything shake not those hand metaphors not another one of those & keep the sea to yourself i think it was a train it's sound hugged the embankment for a moment and then trailed off into nowhere and that's kind of like me how there's a town called 'rescue' close to my home & it's no coincidence that i've never been there
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Sep 28, 2014
Sep 28, 2014 at 5:53 PM UTC
river music
i love you this morning it's a come home safe morning fog on the road & no seatbelt kind of morning the sun is over easy & nothing's on fire there's punctuation where i don't want it and extra love in the glovebox of my car been thinking about being honest how these poems are all me but they tell the story how someone else might believe it happened within reasonable doubt no copy & pasted love letters no 'who ever says hello first gets my attention for the day' try a little tenderness in my ears and today there are instruments in the back of my head i think you love me because i'm sunburned felt it in a 'come hell or high water' kinda way, that 'touched from far away' kinda way that 'if i touch this piano one more time one of us is going to break' kinda way and i drove over 17 bridges yesterday and today i'll do it again and i think nobody gets what that means except maybe you i just tell them i love the scenery that somebody must've made these trees blush just for me you know how i love to change the subject i bet they'd love the view i bet you would too and all these metaphors for other things are beside the point this is a metaphor for why i don't wear my seatbelt a metaphor for why whiskey knows me better than you could ever try to all the buildings seemed to sag yesterday and all the stars are doing that cliche thing where they talk quiet jet noise & some lumbering giant made everything shake not those hand metaphors not another one of those & keep the sea to yourself i think it was a train it's sound hugged the embankment for a moment and then trailed off into nowhere and that's kind of like me how there's a town called 'rescue' close to my home & it's no coincidence that i've never been there
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I am a man Who screams by night And smiles by day. I look at myself, I don't see me anymore Just a shell from before, empty and haggard. My eyes have lost their shine. The path ahead forgotten Trudging through mud, looking to the sky. Now I know for certain, soon I will die. Not from coincidence or neglect; From these hands of mine.
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Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 9:24 PM UTC
These Hands
do you ever wonder about the difference between looking at something and the hallucination created when looking past it? if you look at your hand it's all you can see but if you look past your hand there are now two of them sometimes it's hard for me to remember which is real it gets me thinking about how my father used to wake me up in the morning by rubbing his stubble across my face i spent my 11th birthday under the assumption that he might come back if i drank his aftershave like maybe if i could turn blue if i could be his favorite color on our bathroom floor he would forget why he left the paramedics were all sobing as they pumped memories out of my stomach i coughed up the day the post-it note with your new address on it burned a hole in our refrigerator coughed up the day the divorce papers came and my mother took a baseball bat to the mailbox i've been choking on the splinters for 17 years it's been 17 years since the last dinner plate exploded on our dining room wall 17 years since my mother started accidentally setting your place at the dinner table 17 years since italian night at the restaurant on the corner where the juke box spat tired music and like so many other things it stopped working when you left i guess it's no coincidence since the juke box went quiet that the cds in my car only skip on "i miss you" i've been hemorrhaging memories for so long and now that i'm looking back i can no longer tell the mirage from the truth sometimes i swear you showed up to my graduation and last time i was at your apartment i can't remember if the imprints of my hands are in clay hanging on your wall or if they were left in the mud the day god had the audacity to let it rain or maybe it's like the time i saw someone crying on a bridge now that i think about it i can't remember if it was me
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Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC
məˈräZH
do you ever wonder about the difference between looking at something and the hallucination created when looking past it? if you look at your hand it's all you can see but if you look past your hand there are now two of them sometimes it's hard for me to remember which is real it gets me thinking about how my father used to wake me up in the morning by rubbing his stubble across my face i spent my 11th birthday under the assumption that he might come back if i drank his aftershave like maybe if i could turn blue if i could be his favorite color on our bathroom floor he would forget why he left the paramedics were all sobing as they pumped memories out of my stomach i coughed up the day the post-it note with your new address on it burned a hole in our refrigerator coughed up the day the divorce papers came and my mother took a baseball bat to the mailbox i've been choking on the splinters for 17 years it's been 17 years since the last dinner plate exploded on our dining room wall 17 years since my mother started accidentally setting your place at the dinner table 17 years since italian night at the restaurant on the corner where the juke box spat tired music and like so many other things it stopped working when you left i guess it's no coincidence since the juke box went quiet that the cds in my car only skip on "i miss you" i've been hemorrhaging memories for so long and now that i'm looking back i can no longer tell the mirage from the truth sometimes i swear you showed up to my graduation and last time i was at your apartment i can't remember if the imprints of my hands are in clay hanging on your wall or if they were left in the mud the day god had the audacity to let it rain or maybe it's like the time i saw someone crying on a bridge now that i think about it i can't remember if it was me
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People change. I realized that in the last couple of years. I watch some of the best people in my life I once loved grow into something else. Or someone else. It's weird watching the people you knew before you was even able to walk grow into someone else. I know everyone goes through it. Maturity. And not everyone turns out what you thought. Maybe my problem was that I wanted everything to stay the same. A safe zone I guess you could call it. I realized there are two different things you can change into. Or two different roads you could say. Or the simple good vs bad. Maybe it's the coincidence that everyone I grew up with took the opposite direction I thought they would of never went. I talked to my Dad once about change. How I told him that seeing people change hurts. He told me seeing people change isn't what hurts, it remembering what they use to be. And I have to be honest that was one of the few times I didn't argue back. I realized he was right. I hated what the people I once called my life turn into something I hate. So pretty much the people I know became people I knew. It's really funny too when they told you many times that they aren't going to be something, surprise us both, and do what they said they wouldn't do. But there's one thing I'm afraid of. What if the person I was so sure I knew, the person I knew before I was even born wasn't even the person I thought I knew, but instead they took off a mask. That they didn't change, they just revealed who they really are. I think I would rather think they changed then they revealed. Or maybe people don't change, but their priorities do. In the end though, it's hard to watch people change, and it's harder remembering. But recently I learned that people also change to better themselves. I learned that life is about changing for the better. If you had to let go of some people along the way, then go ahead. Incredible change happens in your life when you decide to take control in what you do have power over. I always known that I couldn't change people's decisions. But I could change mines. Even though I'm still figuring out things for myself, I know I'm in control in the road I want to take. Now the funny part is I just need to take my own advise I'm giving myself instead of being scared.
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Apr 8, 2016
Apr 8, 2016 at 8:15 PM UTC
People Change
People change. I realized that in the last couple of years. I watch some of the best people in my life I once loved grow into something else. Or someone else. It's weird watching the people you knew before you was even able to walk grow into someone else. I know everyone goes through it. Maturity. And not everyone turns out what you thought. Maybe my problem was that I wanted everything to stay the same. A safe zone I guess you could call it. I realized there are two different things you can change into. Or two different roads you could say. Or the simple good vs bad. Maybe it's the coincidence that everyone I grew up with took the opposite direction I thought they would of never went. I talked to my Dad once about change. How I told him that seeing people change hurts. He told me seeing people change isn't what hurts, it remembering what they use to be. And I have to be honest that was one of the few times I didn't argue back. I realized he was right. I hated what the people I once called my life turn into something I hate. So pretty much the people I know became people I knew. It's really funny too when they told you many times that they aren't going to be something, surprise us both, and do what they said they wouldn't do. But there's one thing I'm afraid of. What if the person I was so sure I knew, the person I knew before I was even born wasn't even the person I thought I knew, but instead they took off a mask. That they didn't change, they just revealed who they really are. I think I would rather think they changed then they revealed. Or maybe people don't change, but their priorities do. In the end though, it's hard to watch people change, and it's harder remembering. But recently I learned that people also change to better themselves. I learned that life is about changing for the better. If you had to let go of some people along the way, then go ahead. Incredible change happens in your life when you decide to take control in what you do have power over. I always known that I couldn't change people's decisions. But I could change mines. Even though I'm still figuring out things for myself, I know I'm in control in the road I want to take. Now the funny part is I just need to take my own advise I'm giving myself instead of being scared.
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*Before I thought of doing it My neck cradles itself sidewards A strange glimpse Stood out with radiance And I knew it was different* *I catch myself looking at you from afar Your eyes meet mine Is it just coincidence Or an accident that happens too often*? *Our glances hold messages Of undefined feelings Words become fathomless For our eyes manifest*. *Your eyes wandered through the crowd And mine roamed around We both know This is just an excuse, a distraction Not to seem obvious... Until they locked And I swear I won't let this moment pass* *Oh, your eyes Inviting me to see Bidding me to come closer Wanting to let me know you deeper*. *I'd look at them all day of course; Because of all the eyes staring I only care for yours*.
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Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 8:38 AM UTC
Eyes
Meeting you is never a coincidence,we are fated together It has been ordained that we will met on this day I thought I lost it all but at the end I gained even more all because I met a special lady "U" We might be far away Distance doesn't necessarily ruin a relationship, because we don't have to see each other everyday to be in love It Is true that angels are made to be in heaven but some angels are sent on earth to do a special work and am glad you are my angel I was dark before you came, i had no love, nor a heart, as i was lonely, full oh shame, but now you are here, and our love will never be apart Your beautiful face light up my world each time I look at your picture I love to see your beautiful face that makes me say God Almighty you are really great Your voice so powerful that It brought me into the world  Into the world of laughs and smiles  That walks along with me everyday To bring me joy for endless miles  Am here writing about u Singing about you Dreaming about you Thinking about you Playing back all your voices Looking at your pictures to bright up my day Remember to say me Hi to your beautiful nieces All I could say is God thank u for creating that beautiful day I set my eye on you CHIAMAKA
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Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 8:58 AM UTC
GOD BLESS THE DAY WE MET
He told me, "You are a coincidence that looks like destiny." I told him, "You are a déjà vu that looks like a memory." They told us, "You are a dream that looked like reality."
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May 23, 2018
May 23, 2018 at 7:47 AM UTC
ill(us)ion
A funny thing about getting sick. As near as I can tell, it always seems to hit us when we’re not feeling well.
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Nov 27, 2011
Nov 27, 2011 at 10:38 AM UTC
Sick Coincidence
You’ll tell yourself it’s a coincidence. That you stumbled here. That it’s random, accidental— just another poem, just another night. But you know better. You always know better. You feel too much. You think too hard. You ask questions after everyone else has already stopped listening. People say you're quiet, but they don’t know how loud it gets in the places you never let them see. You laugh when it hurts. You love like you’re being timed. You dream like it’s a crime. And still— somehow— you’re the one carrying everyone else. You know what I mean. Of course you do. That’s why this isn’t for them. This is for the one who’s still reading. For the one who keeps everything burning behind their eyes. You. Don’t pretend it isn’t. You’ve waited your whole life for someone to say it this clearly. I see you. And I always did.
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Jul 31, 2025
Jul 31, 2025 at 2:26 AM UTC
This Is Not for You
in some sense life is like a run on sentence it's countenance one of coincidence things just happen and they continue to google or yahoo won't give to you a solution to cling to or conclusion to bring you a delusion of tranquility there's a lack of structure and punctuality like punctuation conductor and dj please pick another station
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May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 2:15 PM UTC
shrimp woods
I can say I'm sorry But the truth is that I'm not When things get dark and starry You think about what you've got I've got a lot to love And a lot left to do But I've had enough I just fell out of love with you When it all got started I was happy and I was sure But things fall apart Things fluctuate and blur I don't have a reason And I don't have to explain I can try to help you But I don't care about the pain Have you seen me since? In a dream or on the street? And by coincidence You found someone to meet I hope it's all good for now Maybe you'll hate me less and less And you'll understand somehow How I avoided a bigger mess
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Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 4:40 PM UTC
You Can Avoid Disaster
You call it coincidence. I call it a blessing. It's the gift of life. It's the splendor of the universe. The lillies of the valley. The glory of the sun. You call it opportunity . I call it a blessing. It's the education that is ever so free. It's the freedom that was fought for the upcoming generation. You call it chance. I call it a blessing. It's a mother's love, that I still have. It's the wonder of friendship. The people that hold you up. The strengh of your bestfriend that sticks closer than a brother. You call it a big break. I call it a blessing. It's the job that is perfect for me. The material benefits that I enjoy. You call it luck. I call it a blessing. It's a life partner that stands when you want to fall. The love that is available to us all, if only we ask for it. It's called a blessing, a blessing that we don't deserve. Not coincidence, opportunity, chance, a big break or luck. It's a higher power, bigger than anything of this world... It's called a blessing.                        ~Gabbriella with 2 b's~
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Apr 29, 2017
Apr 29, 2017 at 7:33 PM UTC
It's called a blessing.
Pale-skinned girl from Indiana, with freckles, yes, freckles, on your cheek, this is who I am. This is my story. It is only coincidence that I sing it to you, but sing, nonetheless, I do. One morning amidst the restlessness of my top-bunk sheets I heard a whispering and thought it might be God it was me. My unconsciousness begging me for nourishment, silently loudly attacking my awareness with questions: it asked why I neglect it. Pale-skinned girl from Indiana, with freckles, yes, freckles, on your cheek, is this, too, why your body vibrates when your thoughts are feelings? Because you too have recognized feeling as thought? That that faculty of wonder you hush about as if a ***** secret of forgotten childhood memory is something that is as real as the metaphysical pores of a skin you cannot touch, but know is not some foreign, distant, effacing thing, but is thick, is thick, thick as words creaking like old wood in a library filled with students who read so much ******** to get into college but never venture forth for such skin in the skin of those unconscious voices in the shelves? Selves: we call them books but they breathe. The ideas wriggle in your veins like a worm. They block your blood yet move your soul. The stillness of your speechlessness is some movement in itself. So I suspect of you, pale-skinned girl from Indiana, with freckles, yes, freckles, on your cheek. So I suspect of myself. I do not understand how else I could have been born without eyes which we call eyes. I cannot see why else. I cannot. You cannot. There is light over there in that darkness. A glimpse of it- a sliver of silver has shocked you into your paleness. Into my blackness. It is the same difference. A different same. Line break: A mirror tells me things with my eyeless eyes. My brownness ***** me into journeys with tunnels so deep that we call them pupils. In the distance that I gaze into I find myself gazing into a distance I gaze into. Fathom it. Do not. Will not will it will it will not willed. Touching it will wilt it without touching: this is the soul you said does not exist. It is not there. It is. In Indiana. Where's that? asks my blood. In Indiana. Over there? my finger points out the window. No. It is. It is. Not. Suddenly I smell something and it is myself. It is not Indiana or freckles or pale-skin. I ask you where it is. Suddenly you smell something and it is yourself. It is not Gaborone or curly-haired or black. You ask me where I think it is. What the **** do we know?
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 9:04 PM UTC
A Walk to the Science Classrooms on a Post-Rainy Autumn Day.
Pale-skinned girl from Indiana, with freckles, yes, freckles, on your cheek, this is who I am. This is my story. It is only coincidence that I sing it to you, but sing, nonetheless, I do. One morning amidst the restlessness of my top-bunk sheets I heard a whispering and thought it might be God it was me. My unconsciousness begging me for nourishment, silently loudly attacking my awareness with questions: it asked why I neglect it. Pale-skinned girl from Indiana, with freckles, yes, freckles, on your cheek, is this, too, why your body vibrates when your thoughts are feelings? Because you too have recognized feeling as thought? That that faculty of wonder you hush about as if a ***** secret of forgotten childhood memory is something that is as real as the metaphysical pores of a skin you cannot touch, but know is not some foreign, distant, effacing thing, but is thick, is thick, thick as words creaking like old wood in a library filled with students who read so much ******** to get into college but never venture forth for such skin in the skin of those unconscious voices in the shelves? Selves: we call them books but they breathe. The ideas wriggle in your veins like a worm. They block your blood yet move your soul. The stillness of your speechlessness is some movement in itself. So I suspect of you, pale-skinned girl from Indiana, with freckles, yes, freckles, on your cheek. So I suspect of myself. I do not understand how else I could have been born without eyes which we call eyes. I cannot see why else. I cannot. You cannot. There is light over there in that darkness. A glimpse of it- a sliver of silver has shocked you into your paleness. Into my blackness. It is the same difference. A different same. Line break: A mirror tells me things with my eyeless eyes. My brownness ***** me into journeys with tunnels so deep that we call them pupils. In the distance that I gaze into I find myself gazing into a distance I gaze into. Fathom it. Do not. Will not will it will it will not willed. Touching it will wilt it without touching: this is the soul you said does not exist. It is not there. It is. In Indiana. Where's that? asks my blood. In Indiana. Over there? my finger points out the window. No. It is. It is. Not. Suddenly I smell something and it is myself. It is not Indiana or freckles or pale-skin. I ask you where it is. Suddenly you smell something and it is yourself. It is not Gaborone or curly-haired or black. You ask me where I think it is. What the **** do we know?
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All the things I know are gathered on a paper boat drifting through the thick of doubt and coincidence. Patience keeps it floating but time turns the ocean upside down. The doubt that rippled below is now raining from the sky.
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Jul 27, 2013
Jul 27, 2013 at 3:37 PM UTC
Paper Boat
By the time you swear you're his, Shivering and sighing, And he vows his passion is Infinite, undying - Lady, make a note of this: One of you is lying.
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Unfortunate Coincidence
MONKEY IN A RED FEZ DANCING TO ABBA I watch the children play on a sunny Sunday in Rotterdam like a stereotypical alien studying humans. Their cries rise and fall like seagulls as they swing sea-sawing or blurring into one on a brightly coloured turnstile. A man looking like a badly drawn cartoon turns the handle slowly  of a broken down barrel ***** A monkey in a red fez dances on the end of a chain. The barrel ***** spews out everything from Abba to Franz Lehar. The decrepit old man and even more decrepit monkey appear as if they have stepped out of another century. I am far from home. The day is dying. I read from my battered book Hamsun's HUNGER. It's lurid cover torn half hanging on/off. The park deserted now as night steals its colours. The last words of of this the final chapter are lost to me swallowed by the dark. The barrel ***** peersists the soundtrack to some forgotten film The monkey red fez fallen at its feet. The monkey blissfully asleep. The music caught entangled in branches and  leaves. I watch the yellow lights blossom one by one a silhouette of houses like a stage set. Houses like cut-out silhouettes a stage set. The last lines revealed under a passing  lamp "...where the windows shone so brightly in every home..." I laugh at such a coincidence. Leave the book on the bench for some other me to discover when the sun comes up. And return to my space ship.
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Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 5:17 PM UTC
MONKEY IN A RED FEZ DANCING TO ABBA
I used to know things about people, it was all too easy for me to figure them out. I used to dread the day when I had found out I've failed, when I couldn't save someone. Strange or depressing as it may seem, I'm glad I haven't had to attend all the funerals I tried to prepare myself for. I used to know if someone had ever been touched wrongly. Unwillingly. How far past their "no's" were gotten. I can't do that anymore, I don't know how to help anymore. I used to cry at all the pain, I used to sob myself to sleep. These days I try anything just to feel a single tear on my cheek. I used to hear things without finding or ever questioning the source. I used to sing out my struggles to the sounds I heard while crying on my backyard's swing set. I still hear it sometimes, but maybe that's just my imagination. My mom told me I used to see angels.  All I can remember was being scared of the footprints on my ceiling. Maybe they were angels, maybe they were demons. Maybe they were just early signs of schizophrenia. Was all of that just preparation? Was it all just a coincidence? Is this real? Is it God's work? Is it fate? Do I believe in any of that anymore??? Who knew that a conversation over cigarettes with you would leave me so confused. Is our craziness compatible, like taking a drug together and having the same trip? Or maybe we're gifted with seeing things for how they really are. Or maybe its just you. Maybe I'm lost forever. I need to walk your path. I heard sounds in the woods with you But was it the same music? Do we share the same insanity? Tell me if its a blessing or a curse. Tell me if its worth all the pain. Tell me if I can handle it... if I won't **** myself first. Does the light in everything outweigh the darkness?   Tell me what you think about souls now. Does everything live forever? Can you still see their light if they're dead? Tell me what you feel. Tell me what you know now. I want your truths. This has to be real. My world has been flipped and turned inside out. But finally, for once, I think everything makes sense.
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Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 3:12 AM UTC
Tell me
I used to know things about people, it was all too easy for me to figure them out. I used to dread the day when I had found out I've failed, when I couldn't save someone. Strange or depressing as it may seem, I'm glad I haven't had to attend all the funerals I tried to prepare myself for. I used to know if someone had ever been touched wrongly. Unwillingly. How far past their "no's" were gotten. I can't do that anymore, I don't know how to help anymore. I used to cry at all the pain, I used to sob myself to sleep. These days I try anything just to feel a single tear on my cheek. I used to hear things without finding or ever questioning the source. I used to sing out my struggles to the sounds I heard while crying on my backyard's swing set. I still hear it sometimes, but maybe that's just my imagination. My mom told me I used to see angels.  All I can remember was being scared of the footprints on my ceiling. Maybe they were angels, maybe they were demons. Maybe they were just early signs of schizophrenia. Was all of that just preparation? Was it all just a coincidence? Is this real? Is it God's work? Is it fate? Do I believe in any of that anymore??? Who knew that a conversation over cigarettes with you would leave me so confused. Is our craziness compatible, like taking a drug together and having the same trip? Or maybe we're gifted with seeing things for how they really are. Or maybe its just you. Maybe I'm lost forever. I need to walk your path. I heard sounds in the woods with you But was it the same music? Do we share the same insanity? Tell me if its a blessing or a curse. Tell me if its worth all the pain. Tell me if I can handle it... if I won't **** myself first. Does the light in everything outweigh the darkness?   Tell me what you think about souls now. Does everything live forever? Can you still see their light if they're dead? Tell me what you feel. Tell me what you know now. I want your truths. This has to be real. My world has been flipped and turned inside out. But finally, for once, I think everything makes sense.
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“i live to let you” my spirit has been broken by the loss of grains and i feel like the world has become more grey i have so many regrets for this lifetime but i really regret every fight with grains i’d take them all back, every one i regret my ****** actions when i was younger and i can’t lie, i regret things i've done since i’m older i often feel as if i’m not a good person but i’ve come to realize that i am a good person just so broken and it is is my responsibility to heal, because i have power over those around me i just hardly see the point of preserving my own life i’ve attempted suicide, and have never stopped self harm i hope when i’m gone people remember me for the good things the laughs we shared, and the intelligent conversations and i hope people remember i love them despite all my **** i’ve realized i never let go of love “love never dies” and i’ve accepted i will always love you i never forget you one day everything will make sense and things will suddenly become not a coincidence, but fate lessons that have become invaluable to who we are i hope to preserve the memories that light up my heart and mind even when everything has truthfully become so dark it’s still true i self harm and love pain, or don’t feel it it’s still true i don’t value my life and am not afraid to **** myself it’s still true i am a dandelion tuft-a delicate cancer but i choose to accept what has happened, what i have done, and forgive myself for regrets and to never forget love if this existence ends for me, please know i love you and i’m sorry for everything
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Nov 17, 2023
Nov 17, 2023 at 4:12 AM UTC
still here
“i live to let you” my spirit has been broken by the loss of grains and i feel like the world has become more grey i have so many regrets for this lifetime but i really regret every fight with grains i’d take them all back, every one i regret my ****** actions when i was younger and i can’t lie, i regret things i've done since i’m older i often feel as if i’m not a good person but i’ve come to realize that i am a good person just so broken and it is is my responsibility to heal, because i have power over those around me i just hardly see the point of preserving my own life i’ve attempted suicide, and have never stopped self harm i hope when i’m gone people remember me for the good things the laughs we shared, and the intelligent conversations and i hope people remember i love them despite all my **** i’ve realized i never let go of love “love never dies” and i’ve accepted i will always love you i never forget you one day everything will make sense and things will suddenly become not a coincidence, but fate lessons that have become invaluable to who we are i hope to preserve the memories that light up my heart and mind even when everything has truthfully become so dark it’s still true i self harm and love pain, or don’t feel it it’s still true i don’t value my life and am not afraid to **** myself it’s still true i am a dandelion tuft-a delicate cancer but i choose to accept what has happened, what i have done, and forgive myself for regrets and to never forget love if this existence ends for me, please know i love you and i’m sorry for everything
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Have you ever dated a butterfly ? A butterfly who wings been  grounded by lies,sin, adultery and broken promises. A grounded butterfly whose wings ripped apart from a monstrous ant. The butterfly stayed realizing its wings will never grow but it loved that ant for pleasures  that won't fill the soul but just entice the body. One day  that butterfly did try to fly again but no wings and it found itself by mere coincidence in the nest of  a growing dragonfly. The dragon fly too was hurt and found itself wingless doing anything to forget it couldn't fly. One day the butterfly and dragonfly came to be one together to ease the pain and to give the love the other deserves both too soon not ready but it's great, good and **** right horrible days. But over time through mistakes and lies. The dragonfly past vices caught up to it and little did the butterfly know it had baggage too it was fighting though wrong it tried to hide it but made things worse. More time passed and struggles and misfortunes continued; it  became apparent to the butterfly tired of being grounded it saw the dragonfly as species it cant intermix with. They fought mentally against eachother only while hurting deep inside, the dragonfly too became more devoided and hidden but secretly it wanted to help bring the wings back to the butterfly.  But after being dishonest the butterfly came to see it as a no good liar and cheat too. A simple mistake it made and it hangs over something it never did but the die was cast, a created persona made from pain and hurt. Truth is till this day that dragonfly only wishes to help and love that butterfly  like it should be and dispel that hurt. It wonders how can you get a butterfly that gave you chances and now won't take you back ?can you make a home, write a poem, or stay home alone wondering can you turn back time..... It's still got a ways to go before its fully mature and experienced but it wishes to grow along side the butterfly as it too grows it's wings. Can one day they build into what eachother needs with reckless abandon and learn to love one another the right way. Just mere thoughts from a dragonfly.
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Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 4:19 AM UTC
To date a butterfly
Have you ever dated a butterfly ? A butterfly who wings been  grounded by lies,sin, adultery and broken promises. A grounded butterfly whose wings ripped apart from a monstrous ant. The butterfly stayed realizing its wings will never grow but it loved that ant for pleasures  that won't fill the soul but just entice the body. One day  that butterfly did try to fly again but no wings and it found itself by mere coincidence in the nest of  a growing dragonfly. The dragon fly too was hurt and found itself wingless doing anything to forget it couldn't fly. One day the butterfly and dragonfly came to be one together to ease the pain and to give the love the other deserves both too soon not ready but it's great, good and **** right horrible days. But over time through mistakes and lies. The dragonfly past vices caught up to it and little did the butterfly know it had baggage too it was fighting though wrong it tried to hide it but made things worse. More time passed and struggles and misfortunes continued; it  became apparent to the butterfly tired of being grounded it saw the dragonfly as species it cant intermix with. They fought mentally against eachother only while hurting deep inside, the dragonfly too became more devoided and hidden but secretly it wanted to help bring the wings back to the butterfly.  But after being dishonest the butterfly came to see it as a no good liar and cheat too. A simple mistake it made and it hangs over something it never did but the die was cast, a created persona made from pain and hurt. Truth is till this day that dragonfly only wishes to help and love that butterfly  like it should be and dispel that hurt. It wonders how can you get a butterfly that gave you chances and now won't take you back ?can you make a home, write a poem, or stay home alone wondering can you turn back time..... It's still got a ways to go before its fully mature and experienced but it wishes to grow along side the butterfly as it too grows it's wings. Can one day they build into what eachother needs with reckless abandon and learn to love one another the right way. Just mere thoughts from a dragonfly.
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What an ironic place of mind When something I've wanted for awhile Finally presents itself And I'm overwhelmed so intensely By anxiety and sadness How long have I hoped to meet up? How many times had I mentioned coffee? Yet here I am Three days before I see you For the first time in a year and a half And I feel so sad It's as though I am finally mourning the loss Of someone who was my best friend Finally letting myself feel about you All of the things I've repressed It has been a long time We both must be so different now What would that mean for this? Do we meet up once Play a game of catch up Then resume the path of strangers? Or do we try to be friends again And run the risk of pain and heartache? Does our intense shared anxiety At just the sight of each other Signal a similar message A similar desire within us both? Or am I stuck within a fantasy Lying to myself that this could work That you could be in my life again We were not made to be lovers And I don't believe in happenstance I do think we came together for a reason Just as we've become reconnected now The city may be small But this has to be more than coincidence You were my best friend back then And I know I hurt you deeply But part of me hasn't stopped believing That our lives staying connected Is something that's meant to be And I know that When I'm sitting anxiously in my car Outside the cafe where we're set to meet Thoughts racing faster than my heart beats I'll have to fully prepare myself To find out that you disagree
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Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 12:50 AM UTC
At the Crossroads of an Ex
What an ironic place of mind When something I've wanted for awhile Finally presents itself And I'm overwhelmed so intensely By anxiety and sadness How long have I hoped to meet up? How many times had I mentioned coffee? Yet here I am Three days before I see you For the first time in a year and a half And I feel so sad It's as though I am finally mourning the loss Of someone who was my best friend Finally letting myself feel about you All of the things I've repressed It has been a long time We both must be so different now What would that mean for this? Do we meet up once Play a game of catch up Then resume the path of strangers? Or do we try to be friends again And run the risk of pain and heartache? Does our intense shared anxiety At just the sight of each other Signal a similar message A similar desire within us both? Or am I stuck within a fantasy Lying to myself that this could work That you could be in my life again We were not made to be lovers And I don't believe in happenstance I do think we came together for a reason Just as we've become reconnected now The city may be small But this has to be more than coincidence You were my best friend back then And I know I hurt you deeply But part of me hasn't stopped believing That our lives staying connected Is something that's meant to be And I know that When I'm sitting anxiously in my car Outside the cafe where we're set to meet Thoughts racing faster than my heart beats I'll have to fully prepare myself To find out that you disagree
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let’s split the seconds in two break apart the bark of dead trees and sail away like summer like echoes echoes we’re back here again, no winebottles to hold us the waves break on our skin whispering about echoes of the wind drops like grenade pins paid for by palestinians profits into our superpowers pocket we’re echoes of endless take one of those moments in a second crush it up and breathe it in just how rolled up notes showed you hold this moment longer than you’re meant to steal time from the gods cos i want to look into your eyes one last time til tomorrow i am a series of echoes of endless meaningless patterns like pythagoras put a purpose on me like a madman i’ll scream to anything that’ll hear me the whole room sways to the beat of your breathes the knowledge you cradle like life inside will never leave it’ll warm you in moments of distress you’ll feed it in moments of perfectness sometimes the symbols aren’t right, but you blurred the borders between me and love letters and poems dreams and stories our thought patterns in sync like mushroom trips i love you. - words are infinite like the journey to here the random chemical concotions or just preselected stories. and pi to seven decimal places sounded with syllables sparks superstitious symbols electrical impulses brief bits of data it’s all down to disbelief in coincidence. believing in confidence patterns need a purpose lose yourself in them easier to avoid the pain that your brain knows to be true that you’re part to blame for the begging bin bags the bombs and the poverty the lifestyle of monotony so i’ll keep saying it til i work out how to say it properly... 0.000001/=0
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 12:12 PM UTC
mathematics of spirit
let’s split the seconds in two break apart the bark of dead trees and sail away like summer like echoes echoes we’re back here again, no winebottles to hold us the waves break on our skin whispering about echoes of the wind drops like grenade pins paid for by palestinians profits into our superpowers pocket we’re echoes of endless take one of those moments in a second crush it up and breathe it in just how rolled up notes showed you hold this moment longer than you’re meant to steal time from the gods cos i want to look into your eyes one last time til tomorrow i am a series of echoes of endless meaningless patterns like pythagoras put a purpose on me like a madman i’ll scream to anything that’ll hear me the whole room sways to the beat of your breathes the knowledge you cradle like life inside will never leave it’ll warm you in moments of distress you’ll feed it in moments of perfectness sometimes the symbols aren’t right, but you blurred the borders between me and love letters and poems dreams and stories our thought patterns in sync like mushroom trips i love you. - words are infinite like the journey to here the random chemical concotions or just preselected stories. and pi to seven decimal places sounded with syllables sparks superstitious symbols electrical impulses brief bits of data it’s all down to disbelief in coincidence. believing in confidence patterns need a purpose lose yourself in them easier to avoid the pain that your brain knows to be true that you’re part to blame for the begging bin bags the bombs and the poverty the lifestyle of monotony so i’ll keep saying it til i work out how to say it properly... 0.000001/=0
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