I lost myself a long time ago, you think I'd be numb by now.
I wish I could have drowned everything out, all the friends that gave me false hope.
The knife still twisting in my back.
I thought he loved me, did you atleast feel something?
Probably not, probably not, I'm more foolish than I thought
Behind that quivering tree, I spilled my heart.
But you just let the liquid poor in the dirt, leaving my
tears to flow.
I still miss you, and it's crazy because I barely even knew you.
I had hoped you were more than a stuck up brat.
Guess I was wrong, guess I was wrong.
Your sister and mother used to love me, now they look at me like a
stranger.
What did you say?
Do you know it still burns?
Their affection was real, but now they look at me like an infection.
What did I do wrong?
I guess we weren't meant to be, I can except that.
Your the reason why I'm scared to love anyone, I hope your happy.
Did you just want to humiliate me, embarrass me like a kicked puppy?
Take that fat stack of cash and shove it up your ***.
Maybe its better you left me that day, all alone.
I could've filled the ocean with my tears, but you wouldn't have cared.
Grazing your palm, going to your baseball games.
I was the idiot, for falling for you.
Falling for a brat.
What did I expect?
