As I sit here and look at you I can't say whether I'm close to you or not We grew up together So how could you feel so close but not? You're right there In front of me With me Here with me My deepest thoughts are yours as much as yours mine! Yet Behind closed doors To the people who talk to me in my vulnerability I say what I couldn't to you
This is quite personal. Based off what I feel with this person. We know each other inside and out, but I feel like somethings in the way.
I'm going under cover where all vibration is a hum. And where I tend to hover, I lose track of where I'm from; Or what direction I'm going, But, I am indeed in contact~ With something in the sky, glowing. Accept that as a fact. They are speaking to me, teaching me to attract. It only takes a whisper for my tongues to get flowing; And, I start to look crisper~ Upon the world as an artifact Of art and unknowing.
All I ever seem to be is lost, lost inside my own head. Overcrowded bundle's of yes and no's what's and whys, To and Throws
Lost inside myself. trapped in a labyrinth that is my own thoughts unable to escape the more I turn the further there is to go.
Will I ever find my way out of this black hole? Swallowing me, holding me hostage in the night chained to the very thought that I am abandoned, lost to the darkness, forever unknowing. Tormented and bruised from the pain of the past.