To live a life's a waste of time,
when nothing feels alright
yet everything's 'just fine'.
But tomorrow will be different
until tomorrow was today.
Imagine my surprise,
when it turned out just the same.

Today a chill blew through me
Today I decided to skip
Today I breathed in the soft brisk air

Today i felt a jump in my heart finally
Today i feel like i can take on 500 pirate ships
Today the wind softly blew through my hair

Today is special
For today i felt a twinkling in my soul
Yesterday i felt it as well
A feeling in my heart it's quite swell

Today i feel potential
For tomorrow my darkness will also be stole
Because today i stood still
And realized I am happy and i think I'll be tomorrow as well

You are a thousand miles away,
but it doesn't mean
I can't feel you and your love.
Distance just for people
who don't believe in
a power of soul connection.
I don't know how many times
they say to me that
we are not meant to each other,
but they forget, they are just a human
who can't decide our destiny.
I don't fear the future anymore,
today is my forever,
and if tomorrow we are
possible to meet,
then let's celebrate it,
maybe we are meant to be.

Good morning world,

what do you have in store for today?

If it's good or bad I'll survive because that is all I can do.

Every day is the same, it is just a repeat of the day before.

Today is yesterday.

Tomorrow is today.

One day it won't be.

One day, but not today.

Today is just today.

Today...

The name shows what we have but can never keep.

Tomorrow is the same as today, but it shows a difference.

Today is what we have but can never keep.

Tomorrow is what we will never be able to have.

It will never be here.

Forever out of our reach.

Goodbye, tomorrow.

Hello, future today.

Good morning to another forever today.

I immediately got up from the thunderous
huge huge strong flow
from strong lightning she numbered in my
in my poor miserable tortured head
she sounded and destroyed everything

tomorrow I go to the mess again tomorrow I again
I go to eternity tomorrow I fall again tomorrow
I go to paper again tomorrow I go to light again
tomorrow i'm going to darkness again tomorrow i'm again
tomorrow I’m going back up as before

grow like a tree or not a tree or what
tomorrow or now or now it is tomorrow or
tomorrow was yesterday or tomorrow was in childhood
when was it tomorrow and tomorrow it is now
tomorrow as now there is no life

13.10.18

I’m fading back
It’s achin’

Two times I cried
Times are changing
It’s a blue day  
wasn’t always that way
To see you smile
And be okay .
I’ll sip the vial
Goodbye I’ll say

Forget my stain
Bring ease
To my tired brain .
If only I
Could be so sure
That this could end what I’ve endured
Maybe no
Hard to tell.
Maybe so
But straight to hell

Know I’m wrong
but can’t deny
Being gone
But want to fly
See me here
On another ledge
Fall into
My sunken head

Night has fallen, my head hits the pillow,
Knowing there will be kisses tomorrow,
Kisses, embraces, love at every sight,
There upon daybreak, gives me peace at night.

Night has fallen, eyelids darken my eyes,
Knowing there will be an end to all lies,
Truth, joy and happiness, hope in my hand,
There upon daybreak, I now understand.

Night has fallen, I slip into my dreams,
Knowing there will be love real as it seems,
Love, adoration, anticipation,
There upon daybreak, heartfelt elation.

Night has fallen, all my thoughts of your smile,
Knowing there will be kisses all the while,
Kisses, embraces, love you in my sight,
There upon daybreak, but for now good night.

It's Friday night,
a still blue dark eyed sky
a band plays

It's years removed from the time I wrote about
the bells and how they swing
in the tower to my left
I still hear them
how they cling cling BANG
and I am with you
and I am alone
                          tomorrow is coming
and in two years I'll be here with the bells

cling cling BOOM

and there will be a woman or a man
sipping on coffee
or speaking
                    softly,    and the bells
                                                        
cl­­ing cling BANG

It is late,
and the beer drips down my throat
                                                          ­   goes to my head
meets the silence
            tomorrow is too hard to think about
                                                           ­           but tonight
my youth dances with the alcohol
                                                         ­  they aren't good dancers
but no one is watching
and tomorrow is late