Dika Agustin is an Indonesian poet & writer. She loved writing her thoughts down about personal experiences, love, self-love, personal-growth, and mental health. Stay connected with Dika for more creative stuff through her social media @dikagustin 4 followers / 240 words
she is not insane, she just loves the one you think she doesn't deserve or even real. she is not insane, just her beliefs are bigger than the universe. she is not insane, all she wants is true love who won't run away after seeing her monster not a big pocket or even a prince charming. she is not insane, for she knows herself more than anyone does. she is not insane, she just loves to show her feelings, but all you do mock her for you think she is a drama queen. she is not insane, she just wants to live her life on her own but no one understands.
to the girl who has been told not looking the perfect one
I kept trying to run away from the monster inside my head, and I tried finding the triggers which consume me more often. Torn apart, and I screamed but silence you heard. I know no one can help, I can't even blame myself for feeling this way, the more I fight it, the more my heart bleeds. To be honest, I don't understand myself for the way I think, the way I feel, somehow I want to be alone or just be invisible. See, I couldn't acknowledge myself the way you thought I am, because no one else could.
You are a thousand miles away, but it doesn't mean I can't feel you and your love. Distance just for people who don't believe in a power of soul connection. I don't know how many times they say to me that we are not meant to each other, but they forget, they are just a human who can't decide our destiny. I don't fear the future anymore, today is my forever, and if tomorrow we are possible to meet, then let's celebrate it, maybe we are meant to be.
she bought his words which full of white lies my dear, my sweetheart enough.. it's okay to end the game he plays, it's okay to move. wash your mind, clean his name. I'm not saying it's easy it's gonna caused you so much pain, till you bleed, and if it's not okay today but it will tomorrow, and you'll heal.