Oh to go fishing in the heart.
To feel the gentle breeze of breath as it expands lungs.

Oh to go drifting in the heart.
To feel its energies caress as it plays inside grand song.

Oh to go dancing in the heart.
To feel the power flowing to expand my graceful steps.

Oh how grand it is to go spiraling, swirling, gyrating into heart.
The place where wisdom and safety lives.

StarBG © 2017

Leave it alone
I've done all I can and now it's time to go
Perhaps I'll drive home
This bottle once spoke now it screams through my throat

And I swear to you I feel alive
As I swerve from lane to lane, from left to right
Don't try to stop me now; I can feel again
But I promise I'll still crash the ******* car just the same.

I swear to you, I felt alive.
But maybe I didn't want to be.

My life.
I'm not sure what it should consist of
But I know for sure this is not it

Spiraling into a black abyss
I've realized this is not the future
I had imagined

I can't feel

Empty

My life had ended 4 years ago
And no one seemed to notice
I didn't notice either

I am simply existing
Not living

Existing

s.j.d

I'm coming undone.
I used to see you everyday,
now, you're gone.
You're not here to eat my leftovers when I'm too full,
you're not here to keep me warm when I'm cold,
you're not here to hold me while I fall deep into the abyss of my own mind.
You are all I have.
You're leaving me here alone.
Its been less than a week,
and I feel like I'm dying without you.
Without hearing your sweet voice,
without your touch,
without your eyes studying the way I look at you.
I just need  you here with me to keep me from loosing everything.