You've moved on, into the vast stars
life carried you harshly, that much was plain
'Twas my one wish that you would share your pain
You were beautiful, even with the scars
seas of tears, because of inner wars
you carried so much, felt life had no gain
Silence, secrets stuck on, a ball and chain
Now you're gone, through the last of life's gray doors
You were lost on resolving the issue
Wandered in haze, in all the chaos
I said; "it's possible, but a hard climb"
But how badly you hurt, I never knew
I hope peace has come for you, in our loss
Maybe we'll meet yet, in some other time
The 6th sonnet I ever wrote, back in Dec. 2012. I don't like to think about her too much but.. still love her years later. Though she's naught but a ghost in my mind now. They found her hanging by the neck in a forest.
R.I.P Maria March 28th 1992 - December 2nd 2012
I'm sorry I couldn't help.