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Matthew Jan 2019
A fire
burning
the old me.

Memories
of times
no longer
my own.

The crackling
is melting my soul
soul.
Ashes, are all that is left of me
And from them
The New Me emerges.
A poems of fire
Joanna Charis Jan 2019
If only I have a nice voice,
I would sing my heart out;
My feelings into melodious words—-
I would sing for you, without a doubt.

If only my eyes could take pictures,
whenever I look in your way;
I would definitely take a lot——
Just seeing you makes my day.

If only you could hear my thoughts,
And the words that I left unsaid;
I think I’m gonna regret it for the rest of my life,
Until I am dead.
Katryna Jan 2019
I don't know where I'm coming from,
feeling this feeling of wanting you.

I don't know why I kept on bugging myself and asking myself how are you even if we both know that you're with someone else now.

Why I kept on blocking then unblocking you over and over again,
why am I still in love with you.

Maybe because,
yes, I am still into you,

even if you're no longer with me.

and it feels like a happy new year during grieving days.
happy holidays on your wedding day.

and it feels like,
oh God, please.

Give me more strength to fight all the pain that caused me to hate myself more for being not enough.

hating myself for not fighting,
hating myself for letting you to just go,
leave with no words,
leave with no nothing,

hating myself cause I kept on blaming myself and
asking myself, why
why all these things happen

and all the answer leads me to go back to you,
and simply reminding myself,

"You've loved him more than what you can give and you left nothing for yourself so don't ask why".

You are enough,
but he didn't bother appreciating you for who you are
and it's ok.

Honey, it's ok,
you can still be who you are,
Love anyone you want
and let Love destroy you
and mold you over and over again.

Let love be the answer to all your hates,
to all you're anxiety,
and to all your hopes, dreams, and your future.

Let love in and let her do the job for you.

Let love in.
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Please pray for me once you read this. God bless the bless the broken road, let me straight to you.
Elizabeth Jan 2019
And I hated myself for missing you. I hated the way the bottle of pills whispered your name reminding me of the time we climbed steep mountains and dove deep in Great Lakes. The pills stroked your gentle brown hair as the tears flooded my face with an overbearing sense of doubt but also forgiveness. How could I miss you? But the pills told me the answer to that one too, they reminded me of your deep blue eyes that looked as though not a single rock lay beneath the ocean- so pure. The pills sang the songs we sang just a little off key and laughed at the jokes only we knew. They told me of the memories I would never forget when I stepped into the woods where our names were carved in that tree. They never let me forget all the time we spent together or the places we once knew...
I miss him
Like a ***** holding up a ceiling tile
My life has been a spiralling circle
Growing upward, getting closer to seeing my angels
While going in circles, living the same life listening and running the same lies
Until I finally come to the point of darkness and utopia and reimburse my time with the ones I miss dearly , in the point of the upward spiral
Just a short thought of life and death and missed ones
Nimia Jan 2019
Driving on the weekends,
Glancing through the windows.
I miss you every day and night,
Feeling lonely and in fright.
Please stay in my sight,
And hold me tight.
When you smile at me,
I feel so free.
You are my strength,
And my laughter,
All my love and all my tears.
If you are with me,
There is nothing else I wish to see.
Bound in your arms, I wish to be free.
Jason Adriel Jan 2019
Longing desperately of the things left unsaid
Looking out the window, the one we used to stare at in bed
I see a phantom at the far end of the field, your whole person is red

Your lips, however, are black, dark as an abyss
Has it been that long since we last kissed?
And is it really your lips, your body, red as it is, that I miss?

The sun shines almost unwillingly, lethargically
Clouds moving in, as if they are climbing miserably
O Loved One, I can’t fathom this vision, this phantom of your body!

Jumbled up thoughts get entangled inside my head
Before I manage to call out your name, I find your phantom had disappeared
And so, once again I find myself twisted and all the power in me all fade

Oh, Loved One, where are you now?
A poem of desperate longing and loneliness.
Pax Jan 2019
In the busiest days I still find time to look at you and just feel you near me.
a quote.
A reminder.
A love like no other.
Happy New Year.
Despite being busy,
Its a must to find time
For a love one.

Pax
Eleanor Sinclair Jan 2019
The mist often lifts in the presence of the sun
The same way my heart does, and the way I hold air in my lungs
You seem to make the dark days feel light
And when my eyes catch yours there is nothing better in sight
You make my pulse quicken when you touch my skin
Now I know how Henry felt when he looked at Anne Boleyn
Trust now that what I say to you is true
Due to our time together I've reached a break through
You really are all that I need
You coarse through my veins, so not to lose you, I choose not to bleed
Ștefan Dragomir Jan 2019
Tears for the girl who never loved me

I remember your smile
Even when I hated the most
The darkness from your lie
That's the reason why I am lost.
The beauty queen from my dreams
The source of my fears
Even through my tears
I see Rose, the love of my life
The only one I wanted to be my wife
Goodbye.
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