What is this I feel an unknown force its enclosing my heart making it hard to breathe
i have to gasp for air Why? Why does my chest hurt I feel as though im trapped in a bubble this pressure on my chest its so..so.. What is it?
Honest, Does anyone know? i cant identify the feeling, but thats what it feels like...it came all of a sudden when i had to leave my friends, they were begging me to stay but i had to leave. I dont know why im having so much difficulty placing it but i know i dont like, i want it to go away..i wish the pain would go away
So tired I have grown, of building castles only to have them overrun by cresting waves. So tired I have grown, of tasting water on my tongue but spitting, complaining of its salty burn. So today I take a dive, for I've grown sick of the shoreline and smelling life's salty scent only upon the wind.
So today I took a dive, head first into that salty steep and was pulled here by current arms and pushed deeper by ocean nymph charms.
My body flung about, counter currents tossing me in circles, eyes itching red with not a second to blink and my nostrils jammed full of the salt that hinted my senses before.
On the brink of drowning, vision fading from blue to black, I am pushed to a surface far from the shoreline from before. A gasp for air and the seagulls call beams of sunlight carefully fall onto the white crests of traveling waves, and upon my blinking eyes. Here, on the bobbing wakes of erasing waves, I begin my ocean days.
I had become so tired of my earthly ways, so tired of hating the cleansing dawns hiding behind the ebbing tides. So today I took a dive and began my floating ocean days.