God saves Those who are crushed In spirit, those who are Brokenhearted, walking with pain Immense Suffering with difficulties He will deliver us. From sin, that's his Promise
My heart gets crushed And cracks once more It leaks through from the ducts of the eyes As it makes it's way down The carved out paths on my face I can't forget to remember the painful why's
Heaven and hell twirl entwined like see-moss Embalmed into an eternal possession, Hearts mark themselves deeply then bare to rot; You can undo love but never obsession.
Hold on Wait I already have to much on my plate Can't go on Not at this rate I'll inevitably be crushed by the weight I'm on Rebuild eight At least my life doesn't ever deviate Will stumble upon Checkmate Continuation impossible in this state
Stabbed in the back I never bled Heart ripped out Not one cracked rib
Contorted and twisted trying to fit a mold Almost did but didn't break Absorbed every physical blow Not a single bruise did it make
Took in each syllable of every verbal assault Still I stand tall Blamed for trust and abandonment red flags forged by others Still couldn't crush my spirit at all
Opened up and bared it all just to have it used as ammunition Refused to clam up completely Kicked repeatedly when down Tried to prove it's deserved, couldn't convince me
Where do you get off saying such things so aloft Things you don't deserve words you didn't earn Forcing feelings I cannot stand This was never my plan How could you be this way? Twisted, such a poor display of all we have been taught who could've ever thought We'd end up here Feelings so severe I can't go back. panic attack.
I feel my knees buckle sometimes. And my arms go limp. It's an earth-shattering sadness. I feel it in my bones, In my blood, Like it's part of me. The kind of sad that makes my body fumble from the weight
