this is how i die an array of colours flashed hippy's tie die shirt glamourized before me a 60s hendrix tripping vibe too much deception, not enough communication silence was the biggest killer...
after all most deaths are silent and the dead don't speak
but who says they're not listening
a record collection of conversations stored in heathe ledger's memory files , the frontal lobe archives
just like the front side of the incoming car just like the front side of the quickly approaching cliff ledge just like the frontal assault i planted on myself, but my pain is temporary...it is everyone else i know who must bear it for a lifetime if they discontinue this domino effect
(i'm not talking about domino's pizza)...pizza hut OBVIOUSLY
I ordered the extra large cheese with a side of jalapeno's because this one if going to burn with a cheesy ending
how could you miss it.... i wrote it in my death note.
sardines on your pizza....that's the real death note hahahaha jkjkjkj lelel **** mmmmm vjj
I don’t want time to cool off after getting mad I want you to prove that you’re sorry Stop asking what you can do to make it better Don’t just sit there and repeat back to me Offer me suggestions and do them anyway Beg my forgiveness down on your knees Spend the next eight hours overthinking Get angry and expressive, ******* unfreeze Fight back, take up a weapon and strike God knows I’ve given you a million to date Or deliver an overblown romantic gesture It could be literally anything I’d appreciate Hey, can you listen? It’s not that hard Do I have to scream to be heard? I don’t think I’m making an impact You still stand there undeterred
This fire inside me Burns Like Sticks in a fire The color of ember The smell of black smoke Filling my lungs Fueling my anger further All i can think is I Hate you when i know its not true.. This fire inside is growing Almost too big to control Enough to consume More then just me or you But enough to consume Every light thats near and every shadow close I wont let it take control though I wont I wont I cant But how do i stop it When the flames Rise at every Word or sight of you Every time i hear your name The flames grow wild The heat unbearable to hold in The smoke making it impossible breathe How can i control this
Sometimes you irritate me But I can't tell you You will tell me how I'm not entitled To an opinion about my parent's behaviour You will tell me how I should do anything you say Regardless of what I actually want Sometimes you do things Or don't do things But I can't ask why, or why not You will tell me how other things are more important You will tell me that I shouldn't question you Or that that's being extravagant While the truth is that you can afford it You will not admit your mistakes You will not admit that you're wrong You will not admit that you're hurting others You will not accept that you didn't do your duty today You will not admit that you were not careful buying groceries It will be someone else's fault Just. Not. Yours. It will be someone else's mistake Just. Not. Yours. And how you are always being negative About everything, and everyone It. Just. Gets. To. Me.