From the warm breath of bright light, blue sky breaks through our dormancy. Cool breeze still keeps on bare air, whilst curved lines rise bound in time to care for the meaning of life.
We're expected to expand or contract, responding to vast constructs set upon us. It's easy to forget measures of the present tense. Stillness often corrects parallels to connect, as impulses bubble up to ****** inside the mind.
Characters unseen play amongst the set, there are integrated games we gain but our existence is said to be simplistic. Focus on your sense of self and betterment, less complicated within the riddles of preconditioning. Here to give, win and begin again.
Heavy grief strikes and bears a Soul found stagnant, starving, and stiff. If imbued with form a reflection of rotted wood would fill your eyes to their edges. Search for meaning in the murk swallow an ocean of tears if you must. It’s simple to hallow yourself void of feeling although to be better than the days passed is nearly insurmountable, yet on the morning that you passed I swore myself to my own betterment. I will plant myself firm as you had many times. In honor of you I will live.
Let me say goodbye Let me start anew To leave the past behind Make room for me to grow Explore the things I like In a place I never knew Chase a wider sky Swim a bluer sea Brave the toughest climb Beat the beast within
Now, Now remember these words
The heart of the heart Must stay like a child's For no matter how far How high nor how long Hold the hand Wherever you're from Shadows are just tricks Played by the mind So thread the path Holding a candlelight
now you know i am not what you thought i'd be what more did you expect? i can now be all the forbidden colors but still a child, a wanderer nothing else once you find the tunnel you will find the way out and once you start down this path you will not stop running it's not easy, being you sometimes you have to lie to find the truth in the bubble of life you're too afraid to pop will you grow so large until it can no longer hold you? or will you let it suffocate you? will you go on and rot?
will you become bigger than what presently grasps you? or will you succumb?
Why should I ? Why should I give heed to thee ? Why should I make calm the seas ? Why should I feel all feels ? Why should I be your trumpet for dreams ? Why should I ?
What reasons have thee to hold tightly, my dreams ? What reasons have thee to confine not, my mistakes and normal greed ? What reasons have thee to let fall, my hopes of wanting to achieve ? What reasons have thee ?
So tell not I, your reasons and why’s For burdensome I have become, upon you and your families eyes And on I go, not restituted. Only ****** by the love I once sought out To be mine
Not all families joined together becomes beneficial or motivational for the young ones within it
I’m drained Leaving my soul to wonder Restraining all hopes, abandoning all efforts Oh what crime have I made For life to be harsh upon me I’m drained Leaving outcomes to be Accepting all there is to be For I have seen no purpose in going on Shedding flesh for dreams I’m drained But still have to go on Showing happy faces towards piercing hate
Why do you hate me Only to hurt me You’re incapable of painful feelings You need to love me You need to need me Convince yourself that I’m the love you seek You shouldn’t see me You shouldn’t know me Like the earth you quake as you’re shifting You need to want me You need to need me
Your broken soul Has become infested Don’t force your way close to me Just because you’re Socially rejected
You’ll never hear me You’ll never steer me You parasite Without me, you’re nothing But you’ll never forget me And you’ll always regret me For I’ve become a better you
My private war that I wage against myself continues...