The more we know, the less we say All the spoken words have its consequences The more is told in silences
The words omitted but heard clearly What we listen, the words crafted carefully They deceive the ears that surrounds
Every other agenda works on What favours whose manipulation The smile contains no smile The efforts put to take another mile Snooping and buttering on sides Friends and foe, no one decides Act so nice, what is inside no one knows till the very end
Dress so good, please all eyes Give help when it is noticed Out of sight then eyes vanished Deceptive tricks up the sleeve It matters not whom we believe
All playing game with roll of dice Keeping friends close, enemies closer.
Did you hear that? That shear pain That sounds like scratches on a chalkboard. That horrible sound that makes you think of the last rejection from your crush. Did you think about that one moment that everyone around you knows the truth about you but you That’s funny because you see the truth all around you, All you could hope is that no one notices all the issues in your life Everyone sees what’s going wrong in your life while you are putting on this big cheese smile, Knowing that your whole world is on fire And I don’t mean a little campfire fire, I mean a fire that could take out an entire country A fire that could burns you from the inside out. You can tell who have been fighting this fire within themselves It’s worse when all the people involved end up acting like they know nothing You just have to sit there and wonder what is going to happen next This is that moment that you hear that shear pain all over again You feel that fire that burned you Sometimes you just got to think about how you got there Did you ever think that someone is setting you up to fail? That’s something I always thought about Why, why would someone like myself think that way? Well, let’s get real. Everyone has an agenda, whether you were meant to be there or not. That agenda changes more times than I do into an outfit to go out in Which is upsetting because all I do is try on different sets of shirts to get told “Just wear that, no one is going to care” Sorry that I actually care about my appearance Sorry that you wanted me to just choose one shirt But I am not sorry for making myself look different Because when I am out, I want to be a different person That is my moment to meet someone new, Every time I’ve gone out with my friends I made at least one new friend So I am not sorry for trying on different sets of shirts to remind myself that I am meeting someone new Someone that didn’t know I was going to change their agenda But one thing I will always notice is that once you change someone’s agenda Your agenda stays the same, This one person I met at a bar We chatted it up, I learned they lived in my same borough, they got me a couple of drinks All I gave them was my Facebook profile… Clearly I was making “a move” as my best friend told me That’s the moment that I questioned where my agenda was taking me My agenda wanted me to feel that shear pain again But it raises the question of why does being nice have to look like flirting now? How does that make sense? So if I compliment your outfit, does that mean that I want you in my bed? No...it means that I think your outfit is cute I just can’t even comprehend that thought process of how we got to that point My mother always told me to be nice to everyone I guess that would make me a flirtatious person… But guess what I am not that person I’m the person that fights for what I believes in Fights for the people closest to my heart This is all about that shear pain that makes me think of a scratching on a chalkboard That shear pain wasn’t created physically It was all about the words that was said aloud to me
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