i want to write
my inner words
i want to let
my deep cries out
but i can't have
you frightened child
stand up against
my vicious doubt

i whisper into the void
and wonder if you hear me
you stare into the void
and wonder what's that sound
this is our relationship
these are all our relationships
i hope some day someone
would hear you clear
thank you for readin'
random internet user

as too short nights go by
i see you less and less
the heart blocks you from mind
to keep from lack of bless

and then you show to warn
you won't be home tomorrow
and in return my heart goes numb
to ease these times of sorrow

i want to draw some naked ladies for a living

i want to make wood melt and turn marble soft

i want to think for the scholars and question long thought ideas

i want the rich to hate me

i want to sneak out their bedroom windows

i want to pass out uninvited in their country estate

i want their daughters to eye me

and make true so easily

what their dreams can't gestate

good eyes like smooth thighs
make me move in the wrong direction
but for the most part smooth thighs
are for good eyes too much of a strong distraction
that's why the good eyes get my love
but the smooth thighs my affection

heart shaped ice cubes
always makes me sad
as gently as i hold them
they always melt and fade

i should'v been born colder

it's lonely at the top
i see it in my mind
i take it it's the same for you
so i won't waste your time

take me to the top
then take me down a step
your ones and onlys come and go
i'll make you half a trap

i want to be your 'something'
possession or a guest
you'll sometimes have your ones
i'll be your second best

you can't go around fallin' for whoever you'd like
you'll end up broken into 1000 little pieces if you try
you can't fall in love with the taken
you can't fall in love with the past
you can't fall in love with the hated
and you don't stand a chance with the best
it's seems like there's really no safe place to fall
but **** safe
i must love
so i fall for them all

i want to mix you
take a part from each
rock your genes
sculpt my own peach

a perfect fruit
a pretty pink
******* insides
my own peach kink

and then i'd taste you
your pinkish flesh
you'd fit my crave
no more, no less

some people
warm people
you might get burned
they shine so bright

and you'r one too
you have your flame
they feed your core
you get your light

you'r all consumin
each and all
but sometimes some
can't soak that flame

and i'm their death
the lovin killer
yes, i'm the one
that's left to blame

those lines are magical
they shrink the world
bend time and space
they fill my mind
make me happy
but when they stop
i'm small again
and slow again
i'm all blank
and quiet
hmm...

i gave my last piece
i have no words
can't give no promises
can't bring a smile to your face any more

i'm done but not ready
i'm spent for no return
i'm finished with no rest
i'm empty but can't be filled again

I wish I could tell you
that you'r beautiful to me
But you'r beautiful to all of them
even those who can't see

I wish i could tell you
no one will ever love you like i do
But you are so lovable
i would be lyin' to myself if i tried to

I wish i could tell you
that i will give you the stars
But you got them already
in your smile and your eyes

I wish i could tell you
that i would make you happier than ever
But you'r already happy
and the last time i was i can't even remember

These are the things that are keepin' me quiet
letting' me let you go on with your life
I got the blues, my guitar and my writin
you have yourself and your man and his love